Chapter 293: Trust
Mu Yubai was hugged by the young man like this, she didn't have any struggle, but buried her face in the young man's chest, sniffed the familiar smell carefully, and was a little dazed. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
She loved the word, she had heard it from the young man's mouth countless times.
This was undoubtedly the most enthusiastic one, and then she was not at all happy, and after listening to the young man's words, she felt more and more like a fool.
So blindly believe in a child, and then raise her to grow with your own hands, like raising a little sapling, little by little, watching him become a towering tree. Then one day, she suddenly realized that what she raised was not actually a tree, but a vine rose, which entangled in her, absorbed all her nutrients, and then turned into a tree herself.
What about her as nourishment? Probably after losing its effect, it will be discarded by the vine.
It's not that she doesn't want to do this, she is willing to do this for this child. After all, her life was bought by the child's brother, in exchange for his life. It's just that she hates it, because now she finds that this child has absorbed not only nutrients from her, but also her heart.
After Bai Lishan died, she thought that she would never love again, and she would never meet someone who could be so good to her again, but when she finally made up her mind to give this heart out again, she reaped such a result.
It's really sad.
"Love talk is very slippery." There was some sarcasm in Mu Yubai's tone: "You haven't practiced much behind my back, right?" She asked, a little teasingly.
"Not really!" The young man was very excited: "I haven't practiced behind your back, how can you believe that I really only love you in my life!" Since I was eleven years old, for seven years, there was only you in my heart, Xiaobai, do you know? ”
"The price of being liked by you is really miserable......" The daughter smiled a little self-deprecatingly: "Xiaofeng, let me go." ”
"I'm not going to let you go, I'm definitely not going to let you go!" There was a little madness in the young man's eyes, he held Mu Yubai's slender shoulders with both hands, and half-leaned down to look at her: "Xiaobai, I regret it, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just ask you not to leave me, don't leave me, okay?" ”
"Even if I forgive you, I won't leave you~ You see, you are my only relative in this world, if I leave you, I will really be alone." Mu Yubai raised his hand as he spoke, touched the young man's handsome face affectionately, his fingers caressed his resolute outline little by little, and finally stopped at those beautiful eyes: "But I can't treat you as a husband and lover." Do you know why I like Mt. Blaze so much? Not because of how handsome he is, not because of how much money he can make? It's just that because he is all on my body, he will block the wind for me in the cold night, and he will deliver his only food when I am hungry, and he only has me in his heart! She only thinks about being nice to me and never tries to extract anything out of me! He'll never take advantage of me, Komine, you understand? This is love, you don't know love, but I am not destined to be the one who can teach you to love, I may make you extremely infatuated, because I rescued you and am willing to shield you from the wind and rain. But that's not real love, that's a kind of fledgling plot. Now I also understand that I will promise you that I am willing to marry you, and I am also taking advantage of you, because my inner insecurity is troublesome, and I am afraid of losing again, and I will be left alone again, and I will throw myself into your arms. It's not really love either, we just need each other, so maybe the status of brother and sister is actually more suitable for us than being husband and wife!
I will no longer hinder you from going to the battlefield, I will also do my best to help Dasheng win this battle, I will help you become a generation of famous generals, but my husband is not destined to be a general. He may be a poor and sour talent, or he may be an honest countryman, we will live a plain life together, but it must not be in the use of each other to go to the pinnacle of life to obtain high-ranking officials, Xiaofeng, really, it's over......
After saying this, Mu Yubai used all his strength to break free from the pair of hands like iron hoops. Picking up the white fur he was accustomed to wearing, he left the tent straight away, leaving the lonely young man behind.
"Why did you remember to come to me today?" When Mu Yubai arrived, Duan Ang was playing chess with himself, and he had also cultivated a little hobby in the past two years, but he was playing alone. After Chu Xinggu ascended to the throne and sat on the throne of the Son of Heaven, he realized that apart from this Fourth Highness, he really had no other friends.
"You know what I'm here for you?" In the shower, he also threw his fur to the side casually, and then sat down opposite the man. She picked up a white piece and placed the piece on a point on the board in a random manner.
"Could it be that the little wolf really convinced you?" Duan Ang suddenly became a little interested: "I don't know, you are such an easily persuaded person, or is it really difficult to resist if you are a man?" ”
"If I let you divorce Cui Guanxian and marry me now, are you still willing?" Mu Yubai ignored it, and the other party's gossip suddenly asked.
"Yes." The man sitting across from her cut her to the core.
"Scumbag!" Rolling his eyes at the other party, and by the way, Mu Yubai continued to ask: "Then if there is a task that I have to do now, but the task is extremely dangerous, will you still agree?" ”
"It depends on what the task is, if it is for my family and country, I will agree." Duan Ang knew in his heart that this was not the answer that the other party wanted, but he still answered like this, he was more willing to be honest with this woman than to deceive.
"It seems that I didn't make the wrong choice at that time, and you are not my lover." Mu Yubai shook her head and sighed, and couldn't help but light a cigarette for herself, it's ridiculous to think about it, she left in such a hurry just now, she didn't forget to bring her own cigarette pouch and pot, so it seems that in fact, what she really loves in her heart is this cigarette pouch pot, right.
"How can there be so many good people in the world? I have to give up, for the sake of my family and country, I can give up everything. ”
"You are like this, but it reminds me of my two friends, they are also like this, for the country, for the mission, for their own honor, you can even ignore your life and love, but what are you doing this for? In my opinion, no country is as important as one's own happiness. ”
"Are the friends you said are the two in Rongdi?"
"You know everything?"
"You don't have the heart to defend against people, even after the past seven years, you still don't know how to defend people." Duan Ang shook his head helplessly: "Every move in your small courtyard is put on the surface, thinking that no one knows, so that it is to be fully seen." ”
"I just didn't expect people to care so much about me." Mu Yubai fiddled with the chess pieces in the chess box: "Since you know it, and you don't ask me about my crimes, it means that these things about me are not a big deal." ”
"Yubai, do you understand that we didn't touch you because we trust you and believe that you will not betray me."
"Trust?" Mu Yubai suddenly laughed heartily, and there was a little desolation in his laughter: "The most ridiculous thing I have done in my life is that TM has learned to trust." ”