080. The luckiest thing
It's also Lunya's room, and the people sitting in front of him have become Shota and Shiyu, and the owner of the room, Lunya, is not in the room now. After rolling out of the closet, Ying Li Li yelled at Lun Ye and pushed him out of the room, completely ignoring the fact that Lun was actually a patient.
Now that it was approaching dusk, the sunlight through the window was getting weaker and weaker, and the orange sunset made Shota's mood heavier and heavier.
He didn't know what to say to Shi Yu at all, and it was a little too late to say anything now. Because for a long time, what Shota did, including letting Shiyu and Lunya be alone today, running back to help Yingli clean up the room and leave quickly, is hurting Shiyu.
Involuntarily, Shota recalled that just last week, Yang Nai had also said, in fact, Shota couldn't see the people around him clearly, but he still didn't have such a consciousness. In particular, Shota once used this as an excuse to teach Hojo, who had been pestering Eiri Riri, so it's too ironic in retrospect.
"I didn't expect that the rude and willful Sawamura-san actually had such an understanding day. Is it because Zhengtaijun is the party you are the party? ”
Finally, Shiyu, who had been smiling inexplicably, broke the long silence between the two, and Shota breathed a sigh of relief.
"Sister, actually, I just can't show my kindness frankly."
"It's also possible that Sawamura doesn't believe that something will happen between us at all." Shiyu shrugged her shoulders, in fact, even she felt the same way.
“…… It turned out that Sister Yang Nai came to warn her that time because of this. ”
"That's right, so the sister control is really a pretty annoying creature, of course, Shota, you can figure this out so late, it's really even more uncomfortable."
"Sister Shiyu ......"
Shota wanted to say something at this time, "Actually, I always thought that what you liked was Ryonya", it didn't make sense at all.
"To be honest, I'm envious...... No, it's jealousy of Sawamura. ”
"Huh? Why? ”
Ignoring Shota's question, Shiyu pinched the bridge of her nose with her fingers with a tired expression. The game character and script outline, the preparation of the new work, and the questions that have always lingered in her mind and can't help but think about it.
She is really tired and has consumed too much energy these days.
"Actually, I have a big problem with the way it is now. I didn't tell Shota what I thought.,There's no right to blame Shota for all the superfluous things you've been doing because of misunderstandings.。 ”
"No...... Although it sounds like you're shirking something, I really don't feel that you like me, senior sister......"
Shota scratched his head helplessly, what he wanted to see most now was that Shiyu's face suddenly changed, and he said to himself that in fact, all this was just teasing him. However, Shota understands that this is just a fluke in his heart.
"Actually, I've made countless obvious hints, but Shota, you've always thought that I like Ryiya more than you." Although he understands that this can't all be blamed on Shota, Shiyu still has a lot of resentment in his heart.
"However, I remember that Senior Sister Shiyu, you would always ask me and Lun out together. Whether it's discussing the plot or going somewhere else to play together, Lun's priority is always ahead of me...... It's a matter of course that I misunderstand, right? ”
In Shota's impression, Shiyu always asks Tsunoya's opinion first, and then comes to ask for his opinion. Combined with what I heard in the closet just now, although Shiyu's experience of going out on a date on a few occasions was all with Shota. But on those occasions, before Shiyu sent an invitation to Shota, he would often say something like 'Lun has already refused'.
Shi Yu fell silent again.
The sun had almost completely set, and only the last patch of fish belly white was left in the dark blue sky.
In the last afterglow of the setting sun, Shiyu, who walked to the bedside, became a little dim. After a long time, Shi Yu, who turned his head to the window, said as if his heart was dead: "In the end, it's my fault, when facing you, I always fail to continue to be rational." ”
"Sister Shiyu ......"
"For the first time, I felt that there were people in this world who could understand me. But the more we get along, the more sad I feel, because all my impressions of you are imposed on you by me, and all your perceptions of me are also your unauthorized understandings. ”
Shota took a deep breath and tried to refute but felt a burst of powerlessness.
"Why do I keep looking at Sawamura unpleasantly? That's because I'm jealous, and I'm jealous even if she's your sister. Even if I understand that this is just my unauthorized disappointment, in fact, Shota, you have not made any mistakes, and no one has stipulated that you must be able to understand me, must understand me, but I will still be jealous. ”
Shiyu has always believed that she is an absolutely rational person, which can be seen from Sha Youjia, the heroine of "Love Metronome" created by her based on herself. It was because of rationality that Sha Youjia rejected the male protagonist's feelings for the sake of work, which led to the male protagonist finally walking together with the second female protagonist who only appeared in the second volume.
"Remember the first draft of the final volume of Love Metronome that I showed you? In fact, it was the revised version, and the final publication was the original version. Shiyu was facing out of the window, completely facing away from Shota and not giving the other party a chance to see his face.
What Shiyu showed Shota was a specially modified ending.,In that volume, Sha Yujia was not separated from the male protagonist Mizushima Dasu.,But has always been with the male protagonist.。
"Remember...... So the prototype of the actor Mizushima is actually me? ”
"Please......" Shiyu's words rarely appeared distress and helplessness, "Mizushima Daewoo is as dull as Lun, what other places are similar?" ”
In fact, even the attribute of sluggishness is not shown in the first volume, but gradually manifests itself in the second volume, which Shiyu and Shota and Ryuza also began to write.
Because Lun also refused to read the final volume that was revised by Shiyu, so in the case of preconceived thinking that Shiyu actually liked Lunya, Shota pointed out very bluntly that although Mizushima Daewoo and Sha Yuka would be liked by fans in the end, it was not actually a reasonable ending, and suggested that Shiyu make changes.
"Don't apologize, don't show your tenderness casually, in fact, Shota you don't have any reason to apologize at all."
The speed of speech was fast, and there was no trace of emotional ups and downs, which inexplicably reminded Shota of Akasaka Zhuyin, who was drunk that day.
'I hate gentle men the most. ’
'You gentle men talk about sorry all the time, but you don't have to pay any price, do you?' ’
Legends in the industry who are so strong, so domineering, and so unreasonable will choose to get drunk and drink to kill their sorrows. So, did Senior Sister Shiyu suddenly 'break out'? Obviously, Senior Sister Shiyu is liking me, not only did I not notice her intentions, but I also kept urging her and Lun Ye......
That's really, so bad!
Shota had never been so disgusted with himself as he was now, and he was on the verge of vomiting in disgust. Whether it's Shiyu, Megumi, Isshiki and Yukino, it's a mess that I've dealt with all of them, and I still choose to drag it even though I know it's not good for anyone to drag it down.
The room was already dark in the night, but the two of them didn't have the heart to turn on the light. After a long time, Shiyu, who had finally made up her mind, turned around and sat on the windowsill and looked at Shota.
She couldn't see Shota at all.
"Shota, you're a good person, a person who can only be missed by me, and I've figured out this kind of thing after that time. But maybe it's fate? I'm ready to let go, but your ex-girlfriend shows up in front of me again. When I tried to regain hope, the three-year engagement between you and the snowy man knocked me to the bottom. ”
The words fell, and what Shiyu wanted to say had already been said to Shota. Without trying to look at Shota again, Shiyu walked directly to the door and slammed it open. Outside the door, Ying Li and Lun, who had been sticking their ears to the door and listening to the situation in the room, also stumbled into the room directly.
Completely ignoring Ying Lili and Lun Ye, who were eavesdropping, Shi Yu left the last sentence.
"Goodbye, Shota. I was lucky enough to fall in love with you at the age of 16. Luckily, I don't like you anymore. Luckily, though, you've never liked me. ”
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PS1: This chapter is very tangled, if there is something you don't understand, I hope you can discuss it in the book review, or simply join the group discussion.
PS2: Someone in the group wrote about the senior sister's Lifan, and it's good to use it for detoxification~