On the mountain road in the middle of the night, a man was sweating and pulling a flatbed truck, and there was a big-bellied woman who was moaning on the car, and on the silent barren mountain road, the miserable white moonlight shone on the woman's sweaty face, making her cry particularly miserable, and the man in front of her was soft under his feet.

"Juan'er, if you bear with me, you'll be there soon!" The man struggled to reassure the woman in the car.

The woman had already answered him with no strength, and the pain in her abdomen made her understand that a new life was breaking out of the cocoon, but his birth was destined not to be blessed by people......

The man's name is Liu Zhiqiang, and the woman's name is Song Xiaojuan, they are the educated youth of the two brigades, Liu Zhiqiang is very energetic, and he is the literary and artistic backbone of their brigade, so it can be regarded as very popular with female educated youths at that time.

The two of them met after the collective labor of the two brigades, and a sudden heavy rain destined the fate of the two, and most of the intellectual youth at that time pursued idealism and romanticism, and the probability of love at first sight was very high.

But because it's not a brigade, it's easy to fall in love, and it's hard to see each other, and every time you meet, you have to wait for ten days and half a month.

This makes the two especially cherished every time they meet, men and women in love are always irrational, and the two finally taste the forbidden fruit for the first time on a sultry night.

It didn't take long for Song Xiaojuan to find out that she was pregnant, but when she came to Liu Zhiqiang, there was more panic between them, and no one was ready for this uninvited little life.

At that time, it was very troublesome to do the abortion, and it was also required to have a letter of certification from the organization. But the two of them are unmarried and pregnant, so what if they have the face to find an organization to issue a letter of certification?

After such a delay, Song Xiaojuan's belly became bigger and bigger, and at that time, the educated youth who wanted to go back to the city didn't want to get married in the countryside, otherwise it would definitely become an obstacle to returning to the city.

Liu Zhiqiang told Song Xiaojuan's situation and their family, and his mother said directly, let him find a way to dispose of the child, otherwise he would never think about returning to the city!

Seeing that Song Xiaojuan's belly was getting bigger and bigger day by day, she couldn't hide it if she didn't want to find a way, so Liu Zhiqiang thought of a way for Song Xiaojuan that was not a way. He has a cousin who works in the health clinic. Liu Zhiqiang asked her to help prescribe a doctor's certificate for Song Xiaojuan, saying that Song Xiaojuan had tuberculosis and needed to be isolated and treated.

Liu Zhiqiang said to an old hunter on the mountain that he would borrow his cabin on the mountain for a few months. Wait until he's got everything in order. took Song Xiaojuan to the cabin. Liu Zhiqiang gave him back every few days to eat and drink, so that Song Xiaojuan could secretly give birth to the child here.

The people of that era were young and bold. The heart is also ruthless, and a pregnant woman without any experience was thrown into the cabin by a person, which means that it is a bit of a self-destruction.

Coincidentally, on this day, Liu Zhiqiang came to deliver food, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Song Xiaojuan rolling on the kang sweating profusely, it seemed that he was about to give birth, so he had to go back to the brigade to borrow a flatbed truck, and pull Song Xiaojuan to the health center.

The long distance and the difficult mountain road made Song Xiaojuan give birth to the child without waiting to reach the health center.

Song Xiaojuan looked at the child's eyes full of tears, this is a beautiful baby girl, but she thought that her future life would definitely become very difficult because of the birth of this child.

Thinking of this, she handed the child to Liu Zhiqiang, "You throw her away!" ”

After hearing this, Liu Zhiqiang asked stupidly: "Where to throw it?" ”

Song Xiaojuan wiped away the tears on her face, and said ruthlessly: "Now there is a small bridge ahead, just throw it on the rocky beach under the bridge, if he has a big life, someone will pick it up, if his life is not good......" Song Xiaojuan's expression was stunned and she didn't say any more.

Liu Zhiqiang didn't speak, took the child and ran under the bridge, came to the bridge to see, the river below had long dried up, only a rocky beach remained, he wrapped the child in a broken autumn coat, and then slowly put it on the rocky beach.

Perhaps knowing that he was about to be abandoned by his father, when Liu Zhiqiang was about to turn around, the villain let out a crisp cry.

In the quiet night, the child's cry spread far away, and Song Xiaojuan in the car listened anxiously, this was her first time as a mother, but for the sake of her own future, she could only choose not to have this child.

Now when she hears the child's crying, she is not only sad but also scared, and just wants the child to stop crying!

Suddenly, the crying stopped abruptly, and after a while, Liu Zhiqiang ran back, he pulled Song Xiaojuan on the flatbed truck and continued to move forward, leaving without looking back.

A few years later......

Liu Zhiqiang and Song Xiaojuan drifted apart because of the opposition of their families, and in the end, this once unforgettable relationship was gone.

Everyone, including Liu Zhiqiang and Song Xiaojuan themselves, forgot that the child had ever appeared and existed......

After Song Xiaojuan returned to the city, she was assigned to work in a machinery factory, and later made a boyfriend, and his family background was very good, so he transferred Song Xiaojuan out of the machinery factory and now works in the agency.

Now that she has been married for almost two years, she and her husband finally have a lovely baby.

She doesn't want to recall the ridiculous years before, she just waits for the birth of the current baby with peace of mind, and then raises him to continue her life.

But there are some things, you can really not think about it, just the night before Song Xiaojuan learned that she was pregnant, she had a dream, in the dream she returned to the small bridge, and saw the little baby lying on the rocky beach, the blood on her body had not dried up, but she kept stretching out her little hand to reach Song Xiaojuan.

"No......" Song Xiaojuan woke up from her dream with a loud scream, she hadn't had such a dream before, but it was the first time that it was as clear as tonight, as if she had experienced it herself.

When her husband Xue Jiaming heard her voice, he hurriedly got up and asked her, "Juan'er, what's wrong with you?" Having a nightmare? ”

Song Xiaojuan settled down, "It's a nightmare, it's too harmful!" ”

Xue Jiaming gently hugged Song Xiaojuan, "It's okay, don't be afraid, let's sleep for a while." ”

After Song Xiaojuan lay down again, she couldn't sleep at all, didn't she think about where the child was all these years? But with her current situation, it is impossible to get it back and raise it herself.

For the child's memory, she just stayed on that dark night, a bloodied object and the last few cries she heard.

But it will always be preserved in the deepest part of her memory, and she may not forget it until she dies......

The next day, Song Xiaojuan suddenly felt unwell in the unit, and was sent to the hospital by her colleagues for an examination, and it turned out that she was pregnant!

This is naturally a great joy, and the whole family is very happy, especially Xue Jiaming, who has been waiting for this day for a long time.

But Song Xiaojuan had a faint uneasiness in her heart, that dream was too real and terrifying! That night was a nightmare that she would never get away with for the rest of her life! (To be continued.) )