The four words are full of despair and suffering, and at the same time shout out all the grievances and shame in my heart. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

However, my cry did not attract anyone's sympathy, but instead swept Song Wenming's face, his eyes suddenly flashed a cold light, and he pushed me heavily with his hand, and said, "What kind of attitude do you have?" ”

He is like a directional sign, always leading others to echo him, and suddenly, all kinds of complaints rushed out: "Why is it so easy to go crazy?" What everyone says is the truth, and it's not good! ”

"Yes, he is so thick-skinned, he is embarrassed to rely on Lin Duoduo's house, and he is embarrassed to be walked by someone as a dog, and now we are just joking, he yells, what kind of person."

"I really don't know what's going on in his head, just screaming and screaming, scaring people to death!"

Joke?

Do these crazy people have a conscience to hit me so much, insult me so much, persecute me so much, and finally say that they are joking on me? They don't know, am I also human? I have a lot of self-esteem, huh!!

I had red eyes, glancing at this group of high-minded humans, and suddenly, I didn't think I was a psychopath, but this group of classmates who sneered at me were the real psychopaths, a group of psychopaths without conscience, in the same space with them, breathing the same air, I really couldn't stand it, the feeling of suffocation was getting stronger and stronger.

If I endure it any longer, I will really suffocate to death, I pressed my head with both hands, and screamed frantically, the cry was desolate and painful, and it resounded throughout the box.

Suddenly, the door of the box opened, and the beautiful man and the loach walked in, and they saw at a glance that I was being forced to cry loudly, and Song Wenming, who was standing in front of me, and the classmates who were pointing fingers at me.

The loach had a hot temper, he didn't ask anything, he rushed over, kicked Song Wenming far away, and then pulled me next to the beautiful man, and shouted at my old classmates: "You so many people bully one, it's too shameless!" ”

After the loach finished speaking, the beautiful man next to me immediately said to me: "Laizi, are you okay?" ”

At this moment, I was really tired and tired, I didn't want to explain anything, I just wanted to get out of this suffocating space quickly, so I forced myself to say to the beautiful man: "It's okay, let's go!" ”

The beautiful man nodded at me and put his arm on my shoulder, trying to take me away, but as soon as we turned around, a female voice full of anger came from behind us: "Stop! ”

The voice was very familiar, and my heart trembled when I heard it, and I didn't have to look back to know that this was Su Xuejing's voice.

And the beautiful man next to me turned his head and stared at Su Xuejing calmly, I don't know if he knows the school flower of this normal university, he just said very blandly: "Something?" ”

As soon as the beautiful man finished speaking, Su Xuejing came to us with a fierce look.

Just now I was so humiliated by her boyfriend and ridiculed by my classmates, she didn't react in the slightest, but at this moment, her eyes were full of anger and contempt, as if in her eyes, we bastards are all out of the stream, she first looked at the beautiful man, and then stared at the loach, and said in disgust: "Why do you hit people as soon as you come in?" Don't you apologize before leaving? ”

Seeing her like this, my broken heart became more and more painful, in order to save her, I was beaten by Wang Yadong, and for her, I drilled Wang Yadong's crotch.

But in the end, she let her boyfriend humiliate me so much, and now, her gentle and elegant boyfriend has learned a lesson, and she immediately stands up to ask for justice, why is this reality so ridiculous? A handsome man like Song Wenming is the treasure of the goddess? And a toad like me is destined to be spurned?

There are so many ridiculous people in the ridiculous reality, as soon as Su Xuejing opened her mouth, those students who pretended to be high were all indignant, and they all said that the loach was too domineering and asked the loach to apologize.

The loach didn't bother to be a moral human at all, and shouted directly: "Fart, fortunately Wu Lai didn't get hurt, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to stand up!" ”

At this time, Su Xuejing became more and more angry, her face was gloomy, and she used her most arrogant posture to educate the loach and said: "You don't rely on your fists and feet to solve everything, you don't ask the reason, it's not right to hit people impulsively." ”

As soon as Su Xuejing finished speaking, the other students also said:

"Hooligans, unreasonable and indiscriminate beating."

"We're just joking with Wu Lai, he's screaming there, it's a complete neurotic attack!"

These voices made the beautiful man a little angry, he glanced at those people, and said in a deep voice: "The one who beats people is a hooligan?" You attack people with words, you are civilized people, right? I know what kind of person Wu Lai is, and I ask you civilized people to think deeply, what kind of joke did you make to make Wu Lai so painful. ”

The words of the beautiful man, in a word, the people who were blocked no longer had a voice.

Although, I knew that the beautiful man was speaking for me, but listening to his words, my heart became more and more painful, I really wanted to get away from this smoky place as soon as possible, I really wanted to shrink up, no longer be ridiculed, no longer see Su Xuejing's clear face, so, I pulled the beautiful man's hand, choked up: "Brother Yang, don't say it, let's go, let's go!" ”

The beautiful man knew my suffering, he didn't say anything more, and immediately took me out with the loach.

This time, no one stopped us again, not even Song Wenming, the party who was beaten in front of his girlfriend and his girlfriend's old classmates.

I originally thought that Song Wenming was in the same university as the beautiful man, knew the power of the beautiful man, and was afraid of the deterrent power of the beautiful man, so he lost so much face and kept silent.

But, I was wrong.

The nightmare is so tightly gripping me, I just want to escape from this cave, but it's so difficult.

When the three of us entered the bar lobby, the flickering lights suddenly shone on where the beautiful man Loach and I were standing, and the loud music of the whole bar also stopped abruptly, and the young men and women swinging on the dance floor, the customers sitting in their respective seats drinking and chatting, they all swept their eyes to us.

It's just that in such an instant, me and the beautiful man loach have become the focus of attention of the audience.

Before we could recover what was going on, all of a sudden, a number of men in suits with guys rushed out of the bar, and surrounded us, and the leader of them was a bald head with an earthworm and a snake tattooed on his head.

This battle is the first time I've seen it, in school before, I have encountered at most student bastards, and now I suddenly see so many social bastards staring at us, I was stunned.

When I was stunned, the men in suits blocking in front of us suddenly got out of the way, and then, I saw that Song Wenming's left hand was in his trouser pocket, and his right hand was held by Su Xuejing. Behind them, followed by my group of old classmates, they seemed to come to see the excitement, and they also seemed to help Song Wenming.

Suddenly, my body couldn't help but shudder, as if in a dream, even the fearless beautiful man's face became bad, and his eyes were like torches staring at Song Wenming.

And Song Wenming in front of him, ten steps away from us, stopped, he raised his head slightly, looked at the beautiful man with disdain, and said in a very arrogant tone: "You are Yang Jinyang, I have been in the same school with me, I have heard of you, you are very righteous, you are right to exert your righteousness for a neuropathy, but you shouldn't offend me!" ”

After speaking, there was a terrifying cold light in his eyes, his arrogance, undoubted, and it was precisely because he was too arrogant that he couldn't stand losing face in front of his girlfriend, he wanted to save his face in a special way, I don't know what he wanted, but I was deeply entangled by a very bad premonition.

Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, the fierce bald head next to him pointed at us and said in a rough voice: "Young master, what to do with these little rabbit cubs!" ”

The bald words immediately caused a commotion, and my righteous and awe-inspiring old classmates immediately exclaimed:

"Wow, I didn't expect Brother Wenming to be the son of Boss Song of this bar!"

"Yes, this bar is the largest bar in our city, and I heard that Boss Song's industry is all over the world!"

"Yes, yes, Brother Wenming is really too low-key, he didn't even tell us about it!"

All kinds of exaggerated arguments are endless.

And, just when these discussions were coming and going, Song Wenming suddenly coldly ordered the bald head: "Beat them up and throw them outside!" ”

Hearing this, the beautiful man beside me immediately took a step forward, faced Song Wenming, and said solemnly: "Brother, I don't care who you are, but, what I want to say is that today's events are all because of me, I called Wu Lai out, he is innocent, you can't deal with him, he is a poor man, he has suffered too many blows, now he is very fragile, what he needs most is the comfort of others, not a blow, so, you let him go, everything comes at me, okay?" ”

Song Wenming was still as arrogant as a king, looked at the beautiful man with disdain, and said, "I'm sorry, no." For Wu Lai, a spineless villain who is dark in the hearts of others, I originally just planned to teach him the truth of being a man, but he pretended to be forced with me and went crazy in front of me, and you guys came to make a kick, which has touched my bottom line. ”

I don't know if it's because I know Song Wenming's identity, my old classmates can't help but be righteous for Song Wenming:

"It's true that Wu Lai is too nervous, and Brother Wenming just said the facts, and he screamed by himself."

"yes, he's yelling, his friends are beating people up, and they're wrong anyway."

“......”

Buzz, these sounds are really annoying, the air here is really suffocating, why, why are they pushing me so hard, why is the whole world looking at me unpleasantly? Why did Su Xuejing let her boyfriend have such a big prejudice against me? Why are even beautiful men and loaches implicated? Why is the world so unfair?

Looking at the so-called righteous old classmates, looking at the men in suits who were waiting for Song Wenming's order, looking at Song Wenming with a proud face, and looking at Su Xuejing, who enjoyed being supported like a queen, they all became hazy in front of me, and tears filled my bloodshot eyes.

There is too much bitterness in my heart, I can no longer suppress this endless sadness, I can no longer bear this endless insult, I can no longer bear this endless grievance, I suddenly opened my blood-red eyes, and shouted to the sky: "Don't deceive people too much!! ”

In an instant, the noisy bar hall fell into a deathly silence.

The guests who watched the lively bar looked at me.

The guy in the suit looked at me.

The old twittering classmate looked at me.

Song Wenming, who deceived people too much, looked at me.

Su Xuejing, who was full of clear eyes, looked at me.

The beautiful man with a frown looked at me.

The indignant loach also looked at me.

Under the light, in the eyes of the audience, I suddenly unzipped my coat and took off it, and then I unbuttoned my shirt and took it off, revealing my thin body full of scars.

When everyone was surprised, I shed tears and slowly walked towards Song Wenming and Su Xuejing's group, and as I walked, I said sadly: "What did I do wrong, what did I do wrong?" And like this you will mock me, insult me, beat me, and drive me to the end of my life? I don't want my dad to go to jail, I don't want my mom to be insane, and I don't want to live in someone else's house without a father or mother.

Did you know? I was born a premature baby, I took medicine every day, went through the hospital, and had major surgery, my childhood was fighting against illness, I was tortured and couldn't even speak, but at that time, I would laugh and be happy, but when I was seven years old, my father was in prison, I cried all day long, I even lost my only father, I could only live at Uncle Lin's house, I was too poor to live alone, I could only rely on Uncle Lin.

Have you ever tasted the taste under the fence? I don't dare to do anything I want, I am careful in what I do, for fear that I will be driven away by someone if I do something wrong? Every day at home, I am very tired, but when I get to school, I have to be ridiculed by my classmates and disliked? You know that, you know?

You say, why don't I die, yes, I died, I was forced to jump off the building by reality, and I was forced to let people stab myself with a knife, but I didn't die, but now I am worse than dead! ”

Speaking of this, my emotions have collapsed, tears flowed all over my face, snot flowed out, originally Song Wenming and those old classmates saw me approaching, and they were a little guarded against my neuroticism, but when I said this, they collectively showed an expression and were stunned.

I stood in front of Song Wenming and Su Xuejing, and then swept over those familiar faces one by one, swept over those faces that were beautiful on the surface but very ugly in their hearts, and while sweeping, I said with a handful of snot and tears:

"I don't have anything, I just want to get ahead by studying, but the school environment is really terrifying, since elementary school, whoever sees me, stays away from me, avoids me, looks down on me, I can't get close to anyone, I don't mean to be withdrawn, no one wants to take care of me!!

You know, how much I want to live a normal life? I'm ugly, but I also want to fall in love, I'm lonely, but I also want to have friends, in a distant university, I tried to have a love, but this sweetness didn't taste two days, I was ruthlessly abandoned, I tried to make friends, but in the end it was easily thrown away, I also worked hard to study to get a diploma, but I was forced into a desperate situation step by step.

I didn't want to leave school, I had to! I'm not treated like a dog but don't retaliate, it's that I can't retaliate, I don't want to hide in Uncle Lin's house to eat and live for nothing, it's because I can't stand the rejection of the world! I know that my father is in prison, and you hate me, but I can't change it, and I hate him, but do you know how much I want my father's love?

How I longed for myself to have a normal father, a normal mother, when I was bullied, at least my family comforted me and protected me, when I needed care, I could lie in the arms of my parents, when I needed to play, my parents could take me to the amusement park, and when I wanted to eat, my parents could buy me food, but you have these, but I don't.

What my parents brought to me was only a miserable life experience and an ugly appearance, which made me suffer from cold eyes, indifference and bullying, and the heat and coldness of the world, do you know what kind of mood this is?

I don't think you should laugh at me, because I'm strong enough, I'm not driven to go completely crazy, I still have a clear mind, I just want to have a place to live quietly, but are these luxuries?

Why do you want to keep bullying me over and over again, why don't any of you sympathize with me and help me, do you really want me to die for you to feel happy? The world is so big, can't I Wu Lai be alone??? ”

The last sentence, I almost roared out of my chest, it brought out too much of my grievances and anger, too much unwillingness and pain, due to the rush to attack the heart, the throat suddenly sweetened, a burst of evil, poof, a mouthful of blood spurted out of my mouth, blood splashed on the spot.

In an instant, I was weak and collapsed limply.

Seeing this, the beautiful man and the loach immediately shouted anxiously: "Laizi! ”

Their shouts were accompanied by the sound of their hurried footsteps, and soon they ran to me and lifted my head.

But I was already weak, my head was heavy, my eyelids were heavy, my throat was clogged, I had difficulty breathing, like a dying person, perhaps, I was really dying.

Thinking about his tragic life, it is really sad and ridiculous, he jumped off the building and did not die, he was cut by a knife and did not die, he was stabbed with a dagger but he did not die, but now he has lost to the hearts of the people, died in the ridicule of reality, and died under the indifference of the hearts of the people.

However, the only thing that makes me feel relieved is that before I die, there is a beautiful man and loach, who are really to my brother, by my side, I used my trembling hand, tightly squeezed the hands of the beautiful man and loach, and silently thanked them countless times in my heart, but I couldn't make a sound.

The beautiful man and the loach who were holding me may have felt that my eyes were dilated and my body was no longer good, they shook me vigorously and shouted anxiously: "Wu Lai, speak, are you okay!" ”

However, my abnormality, only the beautiful man and the loach are anxious, those indifferent human beings, as if they think I am playing dead, they listen to my bitter complaints, but there is not much reaction, although they are no longer aggressive towards me, but there is still indifference in their eyes, only a small number of people have a trace of sympathy for me.

But none of them seemed to care about my life or death, especially my old classmates, none of whom came to see me, and even one of them, a fashionably dressed female classmate, deliberately stood up in the crowd and said indignantly to me:

"I played very well with Lin Duoduo in high school, her suffering, I know it, so, I really can't look at you, even if you are pitiful, you don't want to occupy other people's homes, rob her father's love, she is also pitiful, she has no mother and needs a father, but because of you, the family was forced to run away from home, and he has not returned home so far! Lin Duoduo is Uncle Lin's own daughter, why is he better to you than his own daughter, why? ”

These words, although Duoduo's friend is asking, I feel that Duoduo is asking, I seem to see Duoduo's desperate face again, so I am desperate to explain. But when I opened my mouth, I poofed, and another mouthful of blood came out of my mouth, and at this time, my body was completely weak, my eyes were dilated, and my breathing was about to stop.

And, just as my eyelids closed, a familiar and distant voice suddenly burst through the air:

"Just because he is my Wu Qiankun's son!"