5 years later, in the cemetery, I stood in front of Yu Fei's tomb with flowers, put it down, and the seriousness on my face finally changed slightly at this time, "Yu Fei, I'm here, you should have a good time over there, I haven't come to see you for so long, it's my sorry, but I promise that I will come early next time, and bring your favorite sea water." ”

I stretched out my hand and wiped Yu Fei's tombstone clean, and after wiping it, I took out a cigarette from my body, took this lighter engraved with Yan Xincheng, lit it, I have borrowed a cigarette, but every time I come here, I subconsciously want to light one, looking at the blue sky and white clouds in the sky, I unconsciously recalled the past of this period in my mind, I found that time really flies, so fast that I forget what I have done.

After smoking this cigarette, I finally glanced at Yu Fei again, "Honey, I'm leaving." ”

Yu Fei was always like this, looking at me with a smile and watching me try to walk forward.

When I got home, my dad had already prepared a meal waiting for me, and it was very hearty, and on the table, there were two bottles of wine, and my dad helped me pour it, and then said to me, "Have you seen that girl?" ”

"Hmm." I nodded, then picked up my chopsticks and put them in my mouth.

Dad lifted the wine glass and said to me: "It's rare to come back once, don't be in such a hurry, drink with me, talk, and sleep before you go over." ”

I looked at my dad calmly, in the past 5 years, his hair has almost turned white, and the black in the white hair can be said to be the most eye-catching existence.

I was drinking wine and eating side dishes with him, and he said with a slight smile, "I heard that Yao Yatou is also back, right?"

"I'm back, I came back with me yesterday, and I guess it will be over in the afternoon."

"Lei Hao, don't blame me for talking too much, you are already so old, it's time to start a family again, Fei Fei has been gone for so long, and you and Xin Yatou have also made a fuss like this, I also told you Uncle Chen about this matter, or not, you and Yao Yatou should set the date as soon as possible."

I didn't reply to my father's words, but looked at the dishes on the table, and ate them, and when I was done, I got up and put the bowl in the kitchen, and as I went in, I heard my father's lament.

Coming out of the kitchen, I walked over to my father, who was still holding his glass and continued to drink, and I finally said to him, "Give me some time, I still have a lot of things to do, and I will think about what I just did." ”

Hearing my answer, Daddy laughed even more happily, and then patted me on the shoulder, "Okay, good boy." ”

Daddy is old, really old, he no longer has the tough body he used to have, and there are many invisible diseases in his body, even if his life is much better now, he still doesn't have the happiness he had originally, all because of me.

I slept at home for an hour, and slept very comfortably, which was a solid sleep after being busy for so long, and when I woke up, my father had prepared a lot of my own special dry food for me and put it in the suitcase.

After getting it done, I slowly walked to the side to rest, I took out a card from my body and gave it to my father, and said to him: "Dad, go to the hospital and buy more medicine, don't save me anything, now I can support myself, you can be more kind to yourself." ”

Dad shook his head and replied: "Child, I'm fine, it's just an old problem, you can take some medicine, there is no need to go to the hospital to waste this money, and don't you want to buy a house, Shenzhen's housing prices are so expensive, don't save a little, how can you buy a big house, when the time comes, I still want to enjoy the happiness with you?" ”

Although my dad said this, I understood that even if I did buy a big house, he would not necessarily live with me, because he liked everything here, the old friends here, and this kind of happiness that only belongs to a small city.

After saying some parting words to my father, I finally picked up my bag and left the house, and when I went downstairs, I turned my head again to look at my father, who was standing by the window and stretched out his hand to say goodbye to me, and at this moment, I looked at him harder, because the next time I came back to see my father, I don't know how long it would be.

drove the car, came to the door of Chen Yao's house, knocked on the door, and it didn't take long for the door to be opened, and Uncle Chen looked at me with a very kind gaze, "Lei Hao is here, come in, Xiao Yao is still eating." ”

I followed Uncle Chen in, Chen Yao was sitting on the table in pajamas and eating with Chen's mother, as soon as I came in, she walked up to me and asked, "Have you eaten?" If you didn't eat, I'll get you chopsticks. ”

"Eat."

Chen Yao didn't continue to ask more, but continued to eat with his family, Uncle Chen ate quickly, and after eating, he came to me and sat down and asked, "Lei Hao, are you going to leave today?" Why don't you stay two more days. ”

"It's very busy over there, so I don't have much time to rest for the time being, and when things are done, I may take a small vacation."

Uncle Chen nodded, then smoked a cigarette and gave me one, but I refused, watching the news on TV, which was about the local development, and these news were undoubtedly about the reform issue, which was reported for a long time, but still nothing was done.

Uncle Chen put the cigarette aside, then looked at me, sighed and asked, "Lei Hao, I told your father about you and Yaoyao yesterday, for Uncle Chen and me, I am very satisfied with you, I see that you are all so old, or"

I immediately picked up Uncle Chen's words, "Uncle, I'll think about this matter, after all"

"What more whispers do you have?" Chen Yao suddenly came to us and sat down, looking at us with a suspicious gaze.

Uncle Chen smiled at her, "Let's discuss your matter." ”

"My business?" Chen Yao glanced at me suspiciously, I nodded, she seemed to be even more curious, "I have something to discuss." ”

Chen's mother packed everything and walked to Chen Yao's side and said, "You girl, don't you go to change your clothes, aren't you already clamoring to leave, and now that Lei Hao is here, let him wait in a hurry?" ”

Chen Yao shrugged her shoulders helplessly, and then walked into the room to change clothes, and Chen's mother glanced at me with satisfaction.

Leaving Chen Yao's house, Chen Yao said some parting words to her parents, then picked up her bag and got into my car, sitting in the co-pilot, she looked at me with a happy look, "I know what you are talking about, because I heard it." ”

"Yes."

Her attitude was a little indifferent, but the smile did not disappear from her face, "I won't force you, after all, after such a long time, we all know what each other needs, if you really want to be with me, I will also give up everything now just for you." ”

I looked at Chen Yao with complicated eyes, in order to take care of me back then, she wasted too much time by my side, if it wasn't for her, I really don't know if I could survive that time.

I put my hand on hers, took a deep breath, and said, "Give me some time when I'm done with all this, okay?" ”

"Hmm."