Chapter 69: Dark Clouds
When Yu Kamiya returned home, it was already late at night, far exceeding Kamiya Dome's normal schedule on school days.
In other words, if you wait for yourself to come back before saying this, then what you want to say must be so important in the eyes of the dome that it cannot be postponed until tomorrow.
Yu Kamiya, who followed Kamiya Dome to the living room, flipped through his flip phone to check the specific time, Kamiya Dome's different attitude from the usual reminded him of what happened two days ago, and his heart was somewhat uneasy and dazed. He had always been in control of the rhythm of his relationship with Kamiya Dome, and now Kamiya Dome's unexpected actions disrupted his inner thoughts.
After coming to the living room together, Yu Kamiya noticed a stack of unknown documents neatly placed on the low table, and Kamiya Dome came to the table where the documents were placed and sat down, looking at Yu Kamiya with calm eyes.
Kamiya Yu touched his head, pretended to be disappreciative and said, "Qiong, it's getting late now, if there's anything you can't say tomorrow?" He knew that the sentence was meaningless, just a routine inquiry he used to start the conversation.
Kamiya Qiong shook his head and said stubbornly: "This matter is very important to me and Yuu, and there is no need to continue to delay. ”
Kamiya Yu sat directly across from her, his eyes swept over the documents on the desktop and said solemnly, "Okay, since the dome is so insistent. ”
In the silent living room, Kamiya Qiong hesitated, looked down at the old document cover touched by his little hand, and hesitated for a moment before he said softly: "Recently, Yu should have also noticed this, the fact that we are not brothers and sisters. ”
The words were not shocked, and they smashed the target in Kamiya Yu's heart. At the same time, he seemed to have been mentally prepared and frowned and asked: "Ah~ Indeed, yesterday I had already used the hair of the dome and my blood for blood relationship, if nothing else, the results can be obtained next Friday." It's just that I was surprised that Dome came to a conclusion before I did, did you always know about it? ”
"Now I don't want to continue to hide and leave everything to Yurai."
Kamiya Dome bit Sakura's lip and nodded, and after rummaging through the stack of documents in his hand for a while, he panned a photo that Yuu Kamiya was familiar with in front of him, and the panicked gaze under the silver hair instinctively avoided Yuu Kamiya's eyes and explained, "This is the photo Yuu saw last time on his mother's relics." ”
It's a graduation photo of Yu Kamiya's parents.,The only anomaly is that it's not the mother Kaoru Kamiya who is holding Yuu Kamiya's father's arm.,It's an unknown woman with the head part cut off.。
"This photo was found in the relic box with these documents before I moved in, and I put some of the documents away because Yu hadn't looked at my mother's relics. The damaged part of the photo was scratched off with a knife, and I didn't want Yu to see what this woman looked like. Kamiya's expression turned calm, as if he was explaining an unrelated matter.
Yu Kamiya picked up the photo and looked at it, and sighed, "Why do you want to do such a thing?" ”
There was silence...
Kamiya Qiong shook his head, his little hand grabbed the ruffled long sleeves of his white gothic pajamas, tried to open his mouth several times and slowly closed it, and after loosening the crumpled pajamas long sleeves, he said in a trembling voice: "You don't understand anything, for me at that time, you were my only support, and my only relative was also the whole world." ”
"Yo, what was I in your eyes at that time?"
Yu Kamiya recalled the memories of that time and said seriously: "At any time, the dome is my only relative, an indispensable sister. ”
Kamiya Qiong turned his head to look at the corner of the living room, and whispered to himself, "That's why I'm so uneasy, both then and now. ”
"When I was three years old, Yuu ran to the kitchen of the orphanage to get some bread and milk just because I said I was hungry at night, and at the cost of breaking his right hand after falling from the high window of the kitchen."
"When I was eight years old, I was ridiculed by other peers in the welfare home because of my special hair color, and Yu fought with them alone, at the cost that no child in the welfare home had spoken to Yu since then, and he was often bullied by them."
"When I was eleven years old, I bought this rabbit doll with the New Year's money I had saved for two years because of my birthday."
"I remember everything Yoo did for me."
"What a person gains will inevitably lose something, just like Yu said, Yu at that time regarded me as his own. Then my situation is the same as Yuu, the difference is that when Yuu treats me as the whole world, it is natural that only Yuu is left in my world. Yu gave me all and took away my whole world, so all I have is Yuu, and only Yu is left. ”
"If you leave me, then I will have nothing."
"Can you understand the possibility of losing all your feelings? During the time when I hid these documents, anxiety, fear, disappointment, and pleading were all my emotions, so I often dreamed that Yuu found these documents and left me. Kamiya said softly, his pale face and fierce tone as fragile as a glass bottle.
Kamiya Dome is far smarter than ordinary people, and his perspective on things is different from ordinary people. It was Yu Kamiya who accompanied her throughout her childhood, and of course everything in her memory was related to Yu Kamiya, so in her heart Yu Kamiya was everything to her, and she hoped that Yu Kamiya would have the same thoughts, or that this was her pursuit and happiness.
But it was her own act of hiding Yuu Kamiya's life documents that caused the rift in the relationship, and she blamed herself countless times for her selfish decisions at the time.
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Yu Kamiya recalls the time she said it seemed to be the day he moved out of the orphanage after finding a formal job and being recognized, when he had just inherited his father's inheritance and received his mother's belongings. At that time, Kamiya Dome was indeed in a very abnormal state, and for several months he would come to his bed to sleep and often have nightmares, but he simply thought that it was because of the change in the environment.
Kamiya Qiong pushed the stack of documents in his hand in front of Kamiya Yu, and said in a cold voice that was unprecedentedly solemn: "This is the part of the documents I hid, Yu should understand after reading these." ”
After doing all this, she hugged the white rabbit doll in her hand and was silent, although she was ready to confess everything, she was inevitably shaken and scared at the thought that Kamiya Yu might leave her because of this.
Yu Kamiya could tell the confusion and nervousness in her inner state from her writhing state and the white fingers that grabbed the rabbit doll.
He nodded and opened the documents to check them, except for a letter sent to him by his mother explaining his background and some words of comfort, the other documents were his birth certificate, transfer certificate and the like.
Yuu Kamiya's biological mother is a Chinese student like Su Yang, and she is a childhood sweetheart.
But the good times didn't last long, and his biological mother soon got along with another rich second-generation Chinese student, and was ruthlessly abandoned after being completely toyed with. You must know that at that time, Kamiya Yu's nominal father Su Yang was an honest man who had never tried kissing, and after knowing all this, he angrily broke up with Kamiya Yu's biological mother and refused all contact, Su Yang was comforted by his few friends Kaoru Kamiya during this period of loss.
Not long after graduation, Yuu Kamiya's biological mother unexpectedly came to the door again and begged Su Yang to help her raise her child, which is now Yuu Kamiya.
After thinking about it several times, the soft-hearted Su Yang agreed to her request. Kaoru Kamiya did not mention the specific process of Su Yang's agreement to this request in the letter, but wrote that Kaoru Kamiya often came to his side to help when he was taking care of Yu Kamiya, and Kamiya Yu's Japanese household registration was completely handled by Kaoru Kaoru, who was still the eldest lady.
At this point, Yuu Kamiya's mother disappeared completely.
After a period of time, Su Yang and Kaoru Kamiya also had a long-term relationship when taking care of Kamiya Yu, she married Su Yang, a poor Chinese student with children, despite the opposition of her family, and then things were no different from what Kamiya Yu knew, if you don't look at the results, Kamiya Yu's nominal father Su Yang is the winner of the counterattack.
Kamiya Dome cut off the avatar of Kamiya Yu's biological mother simply because he was angry and impulsive after reading Kaoru Kamiya's letter, and in order to prevent Kamiya Yu from discovering his true identity, this kind of action seems to be a matter of inadequacy.