Chapter 141: Resolute (Asking for a Monthly Pass, Rewarding)
"How's my identity? I'm just like you, and now I'm a prisoner. What happened to my status? My identity is a scholarly family, match you, where can't I match? You will give me the position of concubine, even if I don't care about you here, do you think my grandfather won't care about you?
The daughter of a scholarly family, marrying you as a concubine, what should my grandfather think? …… In short, even if I am not from a scholarly family, I am not willing to marry you as a concubine. You made me a concubine, you are looking down on me. I hate your attitude of being invincible and looking down on people, you give me good self-reliance! ”
Listening to these straightforward and merciless words, Ji Moxuan's throat rolled dryly. He crossed his hands on his hips, arched his back slightly, and said as best he could: "A-Yao, I really like you." If you can give me the slightest liking for me, I am willing to fight for you and let you be my wife. That's my biggest concession. But you ...... But you don't like me in the slightest. You say that I embarrass you and look down on you, haven't you embarrassed me? If you hadn't always been impatient with me, always avoiding me, as if you hated me so much, would I have done this to you? ”
"Ji Moxuan, what I really like is not to play around casually, not to retreat from me, to bargain, not to negotiate terms with each other. If you really like me, you don't care about your own gains and losses, or how I treat you.
I admit that people are selfish creatures, but I still think that there will be someone who really cries for me, laughs for me, takes me to heart, and loves me more than he loves himself. If not, I won't marry!
You like me, it's better to say you like yourself. Because you want to be liked by me, but you are afraid of being hurt, so you are cold and hot to me. Think about the temptations and actions you have been doing in the past and now, isn't that so? Think about it, do you love yourself more? ”
Hearing these last words about temptation, Ji Moxuan gritted his teeth and asked, "Did Han Jin tell you?" This mouthy thing! ”
"Say what? What have you done? What did you say to him? My cousin didn't say anything to me. I just saw it myself, and it had nothing to do with my cousin. You don't want to be angry for no reason, okay?
Isn't it enough for me to see that you first did things to me at will, then you snubbed me, then you insisted that I listen to you, and slandered me indiscriminately, and then you said bad things that made me a concubine for you, and sometimes you were affectionate to me, and sometimes you snubbed me? ”
Her questioning made Ji Moxuan speechless, but Li Yao continued to say: Ji Moxuan, don't say it again, the more you talk, the more embarrassed you will be, let's leave some room for each other. Even if we can't be friends, I don't want us to be enemies because we lose face. ”
Ji Moxuan raised his hands irritably and wiped his face. Although he didn't want to admit it and didn't dare to think deeply, he knew that most of Li Yao's words were not wrong, and he was selfish. But she was too cautious, and she kept all her previous dissatisfaction with him in her heart!
After thinking about it for a while, he flattered and said, "Ah Yao, I have been a fool, but I think I still like you!" If not, why am I like that? If you're willing to try, we can give it a try. If you accept me, I will go and intercede with my mother, and a wife will do the same. Good no good? ”
looked at the white moon in the sky, but Li Yao's tears suddenly surged. When she broke up in her previous life, she was also so low, at least she and her ex liked each other. And now this teenager, due to his age, experience and identity, it is estimated that he has not really experienced feelings. That's why we do such and such things, and that's why we try again and again. But no matter what, his original intention was always for her to struggle.
Seeing that Li Yao didn't answer, he didn't know what he was thinking, Ji Moxuan didn't know what he was thinking, so he asked again in a low voice: "Ah Yao, is it okay?" I know it's wrong, can we give it a try? ”
Probably Cai Kangyong or who said this, which impressed her deeply - don't miss the one after him for the wrong one before, it's not worth it. But now she is really like a water, and she feels that she will never love again. What's more, Ji Moxuan's immature appearance always makes her worried. She and his mental age are always incompatible! After all, she doesn't like people, and what she says is just an excuse.
Or maybe she didn't think she was lucky enough to meet the kind of person she wanted. Her heart is old! She wanted to say sorry to Ji Moxuan, and wanted to say that me and you are really not suitable. But she couldn't help but think of how pitiful her former lowly self was. The ex didn't even give her a chance, so she suddenly broke off the relationship between the two, and now she has to be so cruel to Ji Moxuan?
Waiting is tormenting. The wait for not being able to give an answer is even more painful, because it makes people desperate to ask for an answer: "A-Yao? ”
If you don't want to cause irreparable damage to each other, it's better to just not give a chance in the first place. In this way, although the damage seems to be greater, it is better than feeling that each other is not suitable after talking later. The future pay, when it comes to breaking up, will always make the unwilling party feel unwilling and hurt.
Some of her values and philosophies are not the same as Ji Moxuan's. So she thinks the two are still inappropriate. It turned out that she said earlier that it would be good to find someone to marry at random, but this was just a lie to herself. In fact, she is really a person who can't make do: "Ji Moxuan, I'm sorry, I don't think I am suitable for you." I'm sorry! ”
Ji Moxuan let out a low laugh from his throat, and this smile was somewhat unwilling: "Is your heart made of stone?" Why are you so indifferent to me? Because of the previous incident, you vetoed me without giving me a chance, do you think it is fair to me? ”
"I'm sorry." If you can't, then refuse completely, and don't let the other party have an excuse to give birth to the slightest thought. Because of this, Li Yao didn't say this - she couldn't accept Ji Moxuan for her own reasons, and the problem was not all Ji Moxuan. She can't deny that.
"Hmph, I don't accept an apology, A-Yao! You didn't even give me a chance, so you directly vetoed me, so I don't accept it. You want more, you don't think I'm good enough, right? Then I can prove myself! ”
"Don't prove it, you don't need it, Ji Moxuan. So be it, don't go any further! ”
He approached her, and she stepped back, but he couldn't refuse, so he directly restrained her shoulders and looked down at her: "The reason why you have repeatedly rejected me so firmly is only because of what I have done. I have now said that I will change it, and I will prove it, but you still reject me so resolutely, do you think I will be willing? ”
"I'm sorry, that's all I can say at the moment." Li Yao raised her head, her eyes did not dodge.
"No, I don't accept it! You wait for me, and I will prove myself. ”
"Ji Moxuan, don't be like an ignorant child, you have to restrain your willfulness in a timely manner, and don't cause trouble to each other. How do you prove yourself? I think you'll make it clear to your mother that you like me and want to marry me. So at that time, what do you think your mother will think of me? Will she think I seduced you? ”
These speculations about his mother made Ji Moxuan impatient: "What does it have to do with my mother, and what does it have to do with my mother?" You also said that liking someone is really willing to pay, I am not afraid of these, what are you afraid of? You're worried about yourself being criticized by my mother! Aren't you also selfish in doing that? ”
Li Yao responded very clearly: "Well, I'm selfish, I'm afraid of being hurt, so I don't need you to prove anything, and I won't give you a chance to get along with me, that's all!" ”
Ji Moxuan was very angry and felt very shameless. He let go of Li Yao and raised his foot to kick the ground twice. Even though he couldn't kick anything but dust at this point, he was not willing to be treated like this. So he suddenly stepped forward and hugged Li Yao. "A-Yao, give me a chance, let's give it a try, I beg you!"
Li Yao tried to push away, but her strength was not as great as the other party, she sighed deeply and said helplessly: "You go back and think about it, think about it." You're just on a whim. You have been swept away by me now, so look back and think about whether it is worth it for you to treat me like this? Think about it clearly, and you won't like me. As you say, I'm still a divorced person. ”
If I could, I wouldn't be so self-conscious, but for you to let go, that's all I can say. Ji Moxuan: Thank you for liking me. As a girl, being begged by a boy like this, in fact, I am a little vain and happy. But that doesn't make it a reason why I can't refuse you.
"I don't care, I just want a chance! A-Yao, let's give it a try, okay? I really like you, really! Ji Moxuan pushed Li Yao away from his arms, but his hand still clamped her shoulder. He looked at her fixedly, at her keen eyes that were full of charm. Her eyes are the most attractive, as well as the pear vortex on the side of her mouth.
Li Yao pushed the other party hard, but the other party just couldn't make sense and didn't let go of his hand. In the middle of this, Li Ying wanted to stand up, but Fu Jingheng warned in a low voice: "Don't, Ah Xuan, save some face for Ah Xuan." This kind of thing shouldn't be known. ”
"What's so great about her, let Ah Xuan do this, is she wanting more, is she trying to indulge? That's what Ah Xuan just said! Li Yao said dissatisfiedly.
Ji Moxuan's sudden betrayal made her feel uncomfortable all the time, and now Ji Moxuan is so low to Li Yao, which also makes her feel embarrassed. He used to admire her, but he never confessed to her like this. Why can Li Yao get such a treasure, and let him be so low.
At this time, Li Ying didn't want to, she and Fu Jingheng had already made a marriage. A friend's wife can't be played, so how can she let Ji Moxuan, who once liked her, confess to her frankly?
"Ah Jin, that's also a matter for the two of them, let's pretend not to know, and don't interfere." Compared with his cousin Li Yao, Li Ying is more protective of his friends. In Fu Jingheng's opinion, he couldn't help but feel a little surprised.
But thinking about the discord between the two cousins, Li Ying seems to make sense. At this time, he didn't think much about it, he reached out and pressed Li Yuan, who wanted to stand up again.
If after being kidnapped that day, what Li Yao said to Li Ying was known to Fu Jingheng, I don't know how he would feel now? I wonder if he will want to be crooked? (To be continued.) )