Chapter 55: Recognize Your Identity!
Quan Feixi received a call from Quan Daoping, and there was still a hint of joy in his heart, after all, in the years of the Quan family, he was quite good to himself. Sometimes I will secretly buy myself some delicious food, as well as gadgets or something.
However, at that time, Quan Daoping was working in the field and would only come back on weekends, so every weekend, Quan Feixi would look forward to the tall figure of the man very much.
Every time she watched Quan Xuechen being picked up by Quan Daoping and rubbing his face affectionately, how she wished that it was really her father. Even if you want to be close to him, you have to endure it, after all, they will never really be close to each other.
Quan Feixi still remembers that every time he heard Quan Daoping and Quan Xuechen playing downstairs, the laughter was invisible torture for him. She could only lie on the windowsill, looking stupidly, whispering "Dad" on her lips.
Once, Quan Daoping saw Quan Feixi's young figure and beckoned her to go down. She was so excited that she ran downstairs, but found that she couldn't fit in between their father and daughter, so she had to leave sadly.
Since then, she has never peeked again, but just hid in the room and secretly hurt herself.
And today, Kwon Do-pyeong called himself! In the past few years, he has never taken the initiative to call himself.
"Hey, Daddy."
Quan Feixi's voice trembled, and he was extremely excited.
"Well, Feixi, I want to know if you said what happened in the newspaper today!"
The voice was urgent, with a kind of reprimand.
Perhaps, he had already decided that he said it himself. Quan Feixi thought about it, and the surprise turned into pain.
"Not me."
"It's just you dealing with the media, how can it not be you?"
Quan Feixi's heart flashed with a cold smile, obviously he had already identified himself, why did he have to pretend to ask himself?
"Didn't my sister always want the matter with An Jin to be announced to the world? Why don't you ask her? ”
The brightness of Quan Feixi's eyes was broken little by little, and finally turned into despair.
Yes, what is Kwon Do-pyeong's occasional concern for himself? Perhaps, even the cats and dogs of the right family will have that kind of treatment.
Thinking of this, the originally clear state of mind began to be cloudy, and gradually, the emotions that had never existed slowly rose.
"Quan Feixi, what is your attitude? Have you forgotten all the things I taught you? Learn to confront me now?! ”
Quan Daoping never thought that the well-behaved Quan Feixi would treat him like this.
He knew very well in his heart that Quan Feixi liked An Jin, after all, he had been in France for so many years, maybe An Jin also had her in his heart.
But even so, after listening to Quan Xuechen's words, he still agreed to her engagement with An Jin, and Quan Feixi didn't have any objections, why, is she like this now?
"Dad, you taught me to be honest and honest and teach me to be worthy of my life, but you didn't teach me, someone poured dirty water on me, and I couldn't resist!"
Quan Feixi's heart is already cold, and the little warmth of his youth has already been shattered here, shattered into powder, and he can no longer piece together the original appearance.
"Quan Feixi, what do you look like? Don't think that you are a star now, you can be disrespectful! You're so presumptuous! ”
Quan Daoping never thought that the well-behaved little girl in his impression would treat him like this!
It's just so lawless!
Quan Daoping was extremely angry, while Nie Lili on the side was secretly happy.
When Quan Feixi arrived at Quan's house, she found that Quan Daoping cared about her very much, and she felt very uncomfortable at that time, although she couldn't do anything to abuse her, and her situation didn't allow her to do so, but she could be cold and violent!
At the beginning, Quan Daoping was not very in favor of the marriage between Quan Xuechen and An Jin, Nie Lili knew that he wanted An Jin and Quan Feixi to be together, but now it seems that he should not regret his original decision!
"I also want to be as obedient as my sister, let you help me arrange everything, as long as I am obedient, everything will be envied by others, but I can't!"
Quan Feixi held back the tears in her eyes, she knew that she could only fight alone, and no one would stand behind her!
Perhaps, there was once one!
However, it is no longer my own!
Since there is no one to plan for himself, and he doesn't want to be stepped on everywhere, he can only work hard!
"Quan Feixi, don't forget what your identity is!"
Quan Daoping is also selfish, when things come to a critical moment, his favorite will always be Quan Xuechen, not Quan Feixi!
"I know ......"
Quan Feixi's face was expressionless, his eyes were empty, and the most feared thing for many years finally happened.
She has always been afraid that one day, she will be given up when she buys herself when the right family makes a choice, she is afraid, so she lives carefully and tries her best to please, but the final result has not changed.
one's own happiness, even the most precious happiness, in the eyes of the Quan family, can be given up, and it is not enough to worry about.
"Think about your position clearly, although the right family did not give birth to you, but the right family raised you, everything you have now has no right family, you will not have anything!"
Quan Daoping's voice was cold, originally he thought that Quan Feixi knew about advance and retreat, but he didn't expect that when things came to an end, he would fight with the people of the Quan family.
Even if you like yourself again, the matter is related to Quan Xuechen, it is impossible!
Quan Feixi didn't reply, because the other side of the phone had already hung up.
Tears still fell after all.
The more you cherish something, the less you will have it for too long.
Quan Xuechen has everything he wants, but no one will sympathize with him, and he will feel that he is the one who needs love, the reason is that he is just an adopted daughter!
Quan Feixi really worked hard, no one saw her hard work, as long as she said, you are just the adopted daughter of the Quan family, everything you have is given by the Quan family, she can only give way!
Why?!
Why?!
She's not convinced!
When Ami saw Quan Feixi, she was standing alone in front of the window, her whole body was facing away from the sun, and the clothes on her chest were already wet, God knows how long she cried.
"Cherry, what's wrong with you?" Ami hurriedly took tissues to help Quan Feixi wipe her tears.
"It's fine." Quan Feixi wanted to give Ami a smile to say that he was fine, but he couldn't laugh, and the tears were still flowing desperately, and he was not under his control at all.
"Alright, alright, stop laughing, I won't ask you again, as long as you don't cry!"
For so many years, this is the first time Ami has seen Quan Feixi crying.
She knew that the girl in front of her was very bitter, and she didn't know how bitter she was, after all, she was not the party.
However, she could see that since returning to Haicheng, this girl was often in a daze, and her eyes were not as bright as before, as if they were covered with a layer of dust.
"I'm really fine." Quan Feixi said, "Ami, let's go to the bar today." ”
Ami wanted to refuse, but she didn't know how to open her mouth, so she could only nod slightly.
"Okay."
"Ami, am I not bad? I think I've tried really hard, but why can't I get anything? No father, no home, even An Jin left me. ”
The voice was like crying, and every sentence seemed to tear the most vulnerable place in Quan Feixi's heart, and blood was like an infusion.
After getting off work that day, Quan Feixi and Ami went to a secret bar in Haicheng, after all, Quan Feixi is extraordinary now, and he must pay attention to his image.
"Ami, why do I think you keep shaking? Don't move, listen to me! ”
Quan Feixi shook his wine glass, his eyes were blurred, and he couldn't find focus.
"I'm not shaking, you're shaking......"
Ami looked at the person behind Quan Feixi, her eyes glared in horror, and she didn't know how to move her mouth.
Yang Yu's face was gloomy, and her eyes exuded a dense coldness, almost freezing Ami.
Yang Yu gave a look, and Ami ran away as if fleeing for her life. If it weren't for the fact that there were too many people in the bar, maybe she would have been able to fly.
"Ami, why are you going?" Quan Feixi pouted and said aggrievedly.
"How much have you drunk?" Yang Yu turned to Quan Feixi's front in a flash, and snatched the wine glass from her hand.
The blue cocktail liquid swayed in the goblet and shone brightly in the light.
"Leave me alone!" Quan Feixi wanted to snatch the wine over, but he stumbled and fell directly on the table.
Yang Yu stretched out her hand to support her, but her hand was in the air and stopped.
Because he thought of the reason why Quan Feixi might be drunk, after all, she only knew about it in the morning, and she came to drink at night, obviously because of An Jin.
"Quan Feixi, are you so reluctant to be Anjin? Do you want to take him back? I can help you! ”
Yang Yu is like a hunter waiting for his prey in a good trap, while Quan Feixi, an innocent little animal, is still moving forward, and he doesn't know that he has entered the danger zone.
"An Jin? Can you? I don't believe it! You won't even tell me where he is! And help me recapture him, who believes you! Hehe......"
After Quan Feixi finished speaking, taking advantage of Yang Yu's unpreparedness, he snatched the wine glass in his hand and drank it all.
Yang Yu knew that she shouldn't be angry!
You shouldn't be offended!
It shouldn't be!
However, he just couldn't control his emotions, his eyes were full of cruelty, and he reached out and pulled the drunk staggering woman in front of him.
Quan Feixi's body seemed to have no bones, and he leaned weakly and bonelessly in Yang Yu's arms.
"Why are you doing this to me? Isn't it because I want you to hide it for me? I'm not afraid! ”
Quan Feixi smiled desperately, is there any point in his efforts now?
"You're not afraid? Don't want An Jin anymore? ”
"Don't! Everyone thinks I should give up, what else should I work on? I have no direction anymore. I used to think that at least he would still hurt me, but now I find that it is all the same, as long as I compare with Quan Xuechen, I am irrelevant! ”
Yang Yu was moved in her heart, isn't Quan Feixi drinking because of An Jin? Why?
"Why are you drinking today?" Yang Yu still couldn't help but ask.
"Nothing! Anyway, I don't care anymore, what are you afraid of? What should I not drink? Happy or sad, don't I even have the freedom to drink? ”
In the dim and ambiguous light, Quan Feixi squinted her eyes, because she had drunk too much wine and cried in the afternoon, her eyes were slightly red, but in this case, they were more charming than usual.
This book is derived from the king of books