A heavy rain poured, driven by the morning sun, invisibly escaped, as soon as noon passed, the clouds hit, the visibility of the sky also decreased a few points, and a sense of depression, impetuousness, and lack also followed.

Under the hazy sky, Xia Yilu's heart was struggling violently, love, morality, law, love and righteousness, crime and punishment, she didn't know what to choose for a while.

According to her sixth sense, Xing Shisan's punishment for creating the 906 case in the dark is to a large extent, and at this juncture, she has no reason to compromise with the suspect, on the one hand, the old public security who has known her since she joined, and she is also a teacher and a father.

Black and white are only in one thought, it is not an exaggeration, if Xing Shisan is the curse of heaven, even if Zhou Shuqing is healed by his hands, this will always be a stain on them, wash, when the first step is taken, is there room for redemption?

Pain, confusion, and loss followed, and at this moment, she already knew that after she had made a decision in her heart, the police uniform on her body was no longer worthy of wearing on her body, because she couldn't pass the hurdle in her heart.

drove back home, took off his favorite police uniform, put on a set of smart jeans and a white T-shirt, and rushed to the police station, making a decision in his heart, when to prove Xing Shisan's innocence, when is the day she puts on the police uniform, if it backfires, everything will start from scratch, I feel that Zhou Shuqing can't be affected, and all the guilt will be borne by her Xia Yilu alone.

"Is Team Leader Xia off today? How to wear casual clothes! ”

"Team Leader Xia, dress up so beautifully, won't you go on a blind date?"

……

When they arrived at the police station, although they were busy, everyone was still busy joking with Xia Yilu.

Xia Yilu pursed her lips and smiled, her face was already stiff, but her heart was full of bitterness.

When Xing Shisan was brought up from the temporary detention center by the police, his expression was not as bad as he imagined, exactly the same as when he first came, and even in his eyes, there was a little more nostalgia, this man who was also hovering between black and white, was equally confused and helpless.

The four eyes were close to each other, and perhaps a little similarity could be seen in their eyes.

"I'm here today to ask for your help", Xia Yilu got straight to the point, because in her cognition, Xing Shisan was not as unbearable as she had been rumored.

Xing Shisan smiled faintly, spread his hands and said, "I don't think I can help the police sister with anything."

Xia Yilu's eyes showed a trace of sadness, and the refusal without asking had already sent a clear message, not that she couldn't, but that she didn't want to, thinking back to the age when the flower season first bloomed, and the day she put on the police uniform with enthusiasm, nearly ten years have passed, which is long and seems to be passing by the eyes.

She was still very young and easy to be shy at the beginning, but it was the old police officer who educated her and supported her one by one, so that she could survive step by step until now, and even left an indelible mark in her life.

"Ahem" was suddenly awakened by a cough, Xia Yilu raised his head, stared at him, and said hollowly: "The leaves are withering, the roses are withering, the meaning of life lies in his hope for life, Doctor Qin of the Municipal People's Hospital told me that only you can give him hope for life."

Xing Shisan was stunned for a moment, shook his head and said: "Life and death are the two lifelines of human beings, and they are already destined by God a long time ago, why do you force it, how similar this is to roses, no matter how beautiful it is, there will be a short-lived day."

"I will not weep when the rose withers, because I know that it will bloom one day, but let him fall in front of me, and the wound will never heal." From the moment Xia Yilu took off her police uniform, she knew that a hazy trace of darkness on her body would never be able to be washed away, and if everything could not go according to her thoughts, she touched the puffed up on her waist, then she used everything she had to repay all the kindness.

Xing Shisan's eyes narrowed slightly, and his actions just now were all in his view, but would he be afraid? This only added a trace of disdain and disgust in my heart.

Then he turned around, and a voice came from his back: "You go, I'm going back to the detention center."

With a "bang", Xing Shisan took two steps back to the right very quickly at the right time, originally thinking that this woman would be crazy, but when she looked back, she found that as long as her knees landed on the ground fast enough, as long as she was ruthless enough, it could also cause a sound that was difficult to attach on the smooth ground.

The woman may have fallen too suddenly, or the slow kneeling would make her lose her courage, and the moment her knees hit the ground, she was lame and leaned forward.

Seeing that her head was about to hit the ground, a figure followed her like a shadow and supported her at the right time.

"Do you know what the consequences of your crash are? Do you know, I just want to live quietly, Xing Shisan missed it once, and now, I don't want to get involved in all the rights and wrongs again." Xing 13 put down her body and prepared to leave.

Xia Yilu suddenly smiled weirdly, got up and quickly left the room, and after a while, walked back again, and said calmly: "I have already dealt with the surveillance here, and I forgot to tell you that I have an unparalleled awareness of smells."

Xing Shisan sighed in his heart, although he didn't get a clear answer, he already understood a little that the unintentional move just now seemed to have caused him a lot of trouble.

Xia Yilu smiled, naughty like a little girl, and said: "I guess you took a shower last night, and it didn't take an hour, although I don't know how you got rid of the scars on your hands, but in the unclean room of the detention center, the scent of shower gel on your body and the smell of eau de toilette you deliberately sprayed on your body have gradually subsided, am I right?" Mr. Damnation"!

"Haha", Xing Shisan was amused by her and laughed, and said: "I do know the curse, and I am a fan of the curse, but your joke is too big, as a policeman, don't you know that people are sometimes scared to death?"

Xia Yilu shook her head, the smile on her face slowly faded, and she said melancholy: "Do you admit that it has nothing to do with me, since I took off my police uniform and stepped into this door, I knew that everything could not go back, do you remember, the bank robbery, in fact, my hands were stained with the blood of God's damnation, I could have caught him, but I gave up, just because he saved me, and saved hundreds of lives at the same time, since that time, I have been carrying a shackle, whenever I put on a police uniform, Reaching out and brushing the police badge on the police hat, I feel a sense of guilt, this mood almost suppresses my breathlessness, human nature is black and white, when I crossed the line, I woke up, taking off the police uniform is my only choice, my resignation letter has been written, please for the sake of my poor man, help me once, okay? ”

"Ringing ......" The mobile phone suddenly rang rapidly, Xia Yilu frowned, and said, "Which one?"

"Team Leader Xia", a deep voice sounded on the phone: "I am Lao Yan of the forensic department, why is it that Lao Yu and Zhou Ju's mobile phones are turned off, we have just completed the autopsy of Yan Shikai's body, and I want to talk to them about my opinions."

Xia Yilu's face showed a wry smile, and he was stunned for a moment and said: "Team Yu should have gone to the capital, I don't know the specific things, Zhou Bureau ......"

When she thought of Zhou Shuqing, her expression had an indescribable loneliness, and she was silent for half a sound.

"Hey, Xiao Xia, what's wrong with Director Zhou" Lao Yan on the other side also asked anxiously.

Xia Yilu shook her head, threw away the thoughts in her heart, and said as calmly as possible: "Zhou Ju is sick, and now he is being treated at the Municipal People's Hospital."

"What"? Lao Yan was stunned for a moment and said, "Is the Zhou Bureau okay?"

Xia Yilu's face was full of determination, and he nodded undeniably: "He will definitely be fine."

"That's good, I'll go see him after work in a while", and then talked about the business: "Xiao Xia, I'll hand over the 909 case with you, and our understanding of forensic anatomy ......"

"Wait", Xia Yilu suddenly interrupted him and said: "Yan Ke, I'm about to resign, I think Zhou Bureau is hospitalized, and the affairs of the bureau must have been properly handled, you can call or go to the bureau leader to ask, who is currently working in the leadership bureau?"

"Xiao Xia, your joke is not funny at all, although I am not as familiar with you as Yu Fei, but the reputation of the Shuangjie of the Xinhang Police Force has always been a banner, and it is also a hope for our behind-the-scenes staff and a recognition of our work, if even you leave quietly, not only for the criminal police, but also for our forensic doctors, I have been a police officer for 17 years, why did I choose to be a forensic doctor, not only is it difficult to be promoted, but if you meet the giant view in the summer, how many people can tolerate that stench? I don't know if you still remember the declaration that you just joined the police force, standing under the national emblem, I don't know if you still remember, why you chose to be a policeman, I don't know if you still remember, that summer, on behalf of the police in Xinhang, stood in the Great Hall of the Provincial Public Security Department and said, it is difficult to be a policeman, it is even more difficult to be a good policeman, but the departure of a good policeman is a wealth for the country and the people. That's all I have to say, Cheng Nian is in an instant, I hope you don't do things that you regret for the rest of your life."

Lao Yan said a lot, for a policeman who has been a police officer for 17 years, he has too much bitterness and insight, and he is more sad about Xia Yilu's choice.