Chapter 8: No First Love
Time flies, and while the last summer vacation of high school has become a memory, the first day of school has also ushered in the opening day of Linwen University.
As soon as the opening ceremony ended, all the freshmen gathered on the big playground, lined up in a column according to the pinyin of the beginning of each person's name, and were tested in turn, and divided into departments and classes.
Different departments have different cultivation methods, and the knowledge required is also different, and generally universities have to first test the department to which they belong, so as to divide the department, and then according to the energy value, balance the strength of each class, and divide the class.
It is precisely for this reason that the detection process of the seven major systems of ability is also called the division ceremony, also known as the class placement ceremony.
Zhang Kun's name starts with Z, and he is placed in the WXYZ team, and he is the last few to be tested.
Also in the queue were two acquaintances -- Wang Chenguang and Wang Hao.
Without saying hello, Wang Hao trotted over, his face was a little ugly, he opened his mouth, and finally closed it again.
Zhang Kun wondered for a while, as if Wang Hao, who suffers from ADHD, was as quiet as a good girl, and the sun came out in the west? Ya, I still want to talk and stop, making other people's hearts hairy, as if there is a cat's paw scratching, a few meanings!
"What's the matter?" After he said hello, he asked directly.
"Wang Chenguang......" Wang Hao swallowed, glanced at the distance not far away, and looked at the tall and thin man of the two of them with compassion, who else could there be besides Wang Chenguang?
Zhang Kun's face sank: "I know everything." ”
It's not that he is well-informed, but after the college entrance examination, although Wang Chenguang is a clown, he has also become the No. 1 "man of the year" in Chuanhai City, and the news about him has spread far and wide.
Absent from the energy value test, the literary test is not good enough to be on the gold list, Wang Chenguang should be named Sun Shan. However, he is not an ordinary person after all, as a direct child of the Wang family, there is no shortage of connections, and he does have real talent and learning, at this age, the energy value exceeds 15 points, at least in Dongqian High School, where Zhang Kun and Wang Hao studied, he is worthy of the name of the first grade.
During the holiday, Wang Chenguang turned his grief and anger into strength, broke through to 20 points in one go, was promoted to Level I, and was naturally admitted to Linwen University as a "special enrollment".
Wang Hao stepped forward and patted his buddy on the shoulder, and comforted: "It turns out that you all know...... It doesn't matter, there is no grass at the end of the world! ”
Zhang Kun was stunned: "What is this?" ”
Wang Hao was also confused: "Don't you know?" ”
"Wait, I don't think we're talking about the same thing...... I said I know, I know that Wang Chenguang has become a special enrollment, what are you talking about? ”
Wang Hao suddenly fell silent again, not knowing how to open this mouth.
"He doesn't say, I say." Wang Chenguang, who was not far away, smiled at the corner of his mouth, walked over unhurriedly, and hooked his fingers in the direction of the team on the other side, only to see a beautiful figure slowly walking out of the team over there, and it was a rare beauty.
The long black hair like a waterfall, the standard melon seed face, the big eyes of the water spirit that is looking forward to the waves, the skin is white and beautiful, and the gestures show a pure and lovely temperament.
Wang Chenguang's face was full of pride, he took the initiative to take two steps closer, and reached out to stop the girl's water snake waist, the girl's eyebrows frowned slightly, as if she was a little displeased, but she did not struggle or resist, but took Wang Chenguang's arm and looked at Zhang Kun with slightly apologetic eyes.
"Grass!" Wang Hao was suddenly furious, and with one arrow step, he was about to rush up and beat someone.
However, as soon as his body leaned forward, he was grabbed by Zhang Kun.
"Don't be impulsive!"
Although there is no half-sentence explanation, Zhang Kun has suddenly realized, and at the same time, it is more clear that if there is a conflict with Wang Chenguang at the class placement ceremony, let alone transfer to the Ability Department, it is unknown whether he can continue to stay in school.
Leaving school?
It's not in his interest!
He stared at Wang Chenguang: "This is your revenge on me?" ”
"Revenge?" Wang Chenguang sneered, twisted his neck, and looked down at Zhang Kun with his height, "What are you, Young Master Ben needs to take revenge on you?" Student Zhang, don't be too self-righteous! ”
Wang Hao was furious: "Let you mad fart, if it's not revenge, why are you pursuing Lin Yufang!" Don't you like Senior Sister Yan so much? ”
Wang Chenguang laughed: "I said I like Senior Sister Yan, so what?" I like Senior Sister Yan, that's the same love that fans like idols, it's worship! It's admiration! I still like Miss Lin, why don't you say it? ”
"You ......"
"Don't talk nonsense to him." Zhang Kun stretched out his hand to stop in front of Wang Hao, he and Wang Chenguang already had a palm of hatred, and now the old hatred has added a new hatred, and there is no room for turnaround.
Speaking from the heart, he couldn't wait to rush forward and cut off Wang Chenguang's dog head as a ball with a knife, but he couldn't do this.
It's not troublesome to kill Wang Chenguang, it's the revenge of the Wang family that is troublesome!
If Zhang Kun is alone, it doesn't matter, kill it, kill it, live in the world, but ask for a happy one, and his thoughts are accessible. With his current ability, he may not be able to fight the Wang family, or he may not be able to break the law, but if he wants to leave, he will die in the world, and few people can catch him.
The problem is, he also has a helpless mother.
Killing Wang Chenguang is happy, as soon as he turns his head, Wang Chenguang's family will kill Lin Xue to vent his hatred, Wang Hao may be able to support it for a while, but he can't protect it for a lifetime!
Therefore, Zhang Kun can only endure it first, and he has to endure it as a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle.
If you want to kill Wang Chenguang, there are more opportunities, and it is not worth it to set up yourself and your family for this kind of person!
After taking a deep breath, Zhang Kuncai turned his head, looked at Lin Yufang, and did his best to calm down: "Do you really like him, or are you forced?" ”
Lin Yufang pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "You just ask this?" ”
Zhang Kun nodded.
"I volunteered." Lin Yufang's answer was calm and natural, without helplessness, apology, or embarrassment.
Zhang Kun was silent for a moment, scratched the back of his head involuntarily, lowered his head, and said politely: "Thank you for informing." ”
With this scene in his eyes, Wang Chenguang became even more proud, only to feel an indescribable joy in his heart, although he said that he did not mean revenge, but in fact, in addition to intentional revenge, what else could it be?
Zhang Kun has always liked Lin Yufang, and anyone with a discerning eye can see it.
A year ago, the well-known "scumbag" Sister Yan, in the last year of high school, counterattacked and became a top student and obtained the qualification for escort, which caused heated discussions in the whole school.
In everyone's eyes, if you want to say that you are not hot, it must be fake, in order to be able to be sent to a key university like Yan Shuyao, they don't care whether they are familiar with it or not, they have come to Zhang Kun for help.
Zhang Kun is not stupid, he knows that those people want to use him, how can he be willing to be used by others? Moreover, at that time, he still had beautiful fantasies about the transformation after the age of eighteen, and with his energy level at that time, at least among his peers, it was good, and naturally he also wanted to compete for the qualification of escort, how could he have the leisure to teach others and increase his opponents?
So, he decisively rejected everyone, but when "Banhua" Lin Yufang asked for help, he agreed without thinking about it.
In the following year, the distance between the two became closer and closer, although they did not confirm their relationship, they also dated several times, ate together, watched movies together, and visited amusement parks together...... At the same time, Lin Yufang also jumped from an ordinary student with average academic performance to the top five students in the school, her energy is not weak, and there are no accidents like Zhang Kun, and she easily got the coveted guaranteed place.
Originally, Zhang Kun planned to officially confess to Lin Yufang after transferring to the Ability Department, but he didn't want to know the result in advance before revealing his heart, he had never been in love for the first time, but he had fallen out of love.
Sad, angry, helpless...... These emotions were surging in his chest like stormy waves, and at the same time, Zhang Kun was surprisingly calm, and even had more than enough to defend Lin Yufang.
Why does Lin Yufang like him? In other words, what is there about him Zhang Kun that is worthy of being liked?
If you want money or not, you want to have a family background without a family background, you want to look without looks, you want to have a temperament without temperament, you want talent without talent, and you want a character without character...... His only advantage is to guess the questions, and he is good at dealing with exam-oriented education, or literary exams, what is the use?
[The crown inlaid with the original stone] seems to be against the sky, but in fact there are many restrictions, every time you use it, you have to gamble your life, even if it is for enemies who are far weaker than yourself, what to kill gods, what to slay dragons, he can use this ability to kill gods, in turn, he may also be bitten to death by a small ant because of this ability.
He had already made up his mind that he would never use this ability again unless he was at the end of his rope.
As for Ye Shidao's "legacy", even if he has ten lifetimes, he can't digest it. What's more, how much potential and ability Zhang Kun has, others don't know!
Even if it's not Lin Yufang, it's impossible to like a sling like Zhang Kun.
Zhang Kun understands these things better than anyone else, and it is precisely because he knows the root and knows that he is a useless sling, so he is even more unwilling, he has been exercising frantically throughout the holiday, working hard, eager to get ahead, even if there is a risk of big things, he has to swallow Luo Qingsong's relics, all in order to become stronger, in order to be promising, in order to become a good man worthy of Lin Yufang!
He silently closed his eyes, and now there was no point in saying this.
If in the past, he was so painful that he cried and grabbed the earth, had no love in life, and looked for death and life, but now I don't know if he is mentally mature, or he doesn't like Lin Yufang as much as he imagined, after the initial grief and inexplicability, he suddenly felt that it was no big deal.
Lovelorn?
What's wrong with falling out of love!
Zhang Kun is not so self-righteous that he thinks that "women who don't like me are green tea" straight male cancer, if you don't like it, you don't like it, this life is alive, who hasn't broken up, he has no attraction for the time being, and he is unwilling to be unwilling, but this is indeed the case.
Instead of escaping reality, it is better to face the present, work harder and be more competitive in the future, and build yourself into a manly husband worthy of a good girl's life.
He may not be able to become a big man like Ye Shidao who can shake the world with a single hand and a foot, but with diligence, hard work, and persistence, he will definitely become a successful person in the general sense.
That's enough.
Envy of others can never be envied, yearning is always just yearning, how about others, Zhang Kun has no intention of asking, and he is not interested, he doesn't like to be ambitious, he should be down-to-earth, not accumulating steps, not even thousands of miles, not accumulating small streams, not becoming rivers and seas, and when there is spare strength, it is not too late to hope and chase dreams.
"Brother Kun, are you alright?" Wang Hao, who was on the side, saw that his friend was silent, and couldn't help but worry.
Zhang Kun shook his hand: "It's okay." ”
"The more you say it's okay, the more you feel like it's okay......"
"It's really fine...... I myself thought there should be something, but it turned out to be fine......" Zhang Kun was a little uncomfortable in his heart, indeed, he also felt that he was a little too reasonable.
The goddess of secret love has thrown herself into the arms of the enemy, and generally speaking, shouldn't it be resentful? Why can he analyze so calmly, face himself squarely, and face reality, instead of being angry and angry, not going crazy, not scolding?
Zhang Kun couldn't help but ask himself: "Could it be that my love for Lin Yufang is only something of this level?" ”
He didn't want to believe it, but he had to believe it - because he really didn't feel anything about Lin Yufang at all.
Lin Yufang and Wang Chenguang have never done anything, they are still so pure and lovely, but they have the identity of "Wang Chenguang's girlfriend", which is just a change of identity, and there is still a lot more time and opportunity to redeem her, and even if she is forced, threatened, and deceived at all, it is not necessarily!
However, he just didn't feel it.
Now Lin Yufang, who is reflected in his eyes, is like Lin Yufang before, who used to be the goddess of dreams, the embodiment of beauty, and the harbor of happiness, but now, there is no difference from the strangers who pass by.
It seems that it is not as good as a stranger.
Passing by such a beautiful beauty passerby, Zhang Kun must not be able to help the throbbing in his heart, looking back a few more times, even if he went up to talk, it was not necessarily, but right now, he looked at Lin Yufang, there was no crooked thought at all, no love, no hate, no sorrow and no joy, and he felt that the whole person was about to become enlightened.
The former attachment and admiration, as well as the memories of liking Lin Yufang, disappeared without a trace from the body, soul, and heart, as if they were all taken away by an invisible big hand.
It's really weird.
Even when an obsessed female star gets married, he is so angry that he is furious, let alone his first love who has been obsessed for so many years? It's only a few minutes of sadness and grief, and it's over?
No way!
When things go wrong, there must be demons.
It's a pity that Zhang Kun doesn't know where the "demon" is...... Also, for some reason, he suddenly felt a chill down his spine, and he felt like he was watching a horror movie alone in the middle of the night, always feeling as if someone was hiding in a corner and was secretly peeping at him.
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