"A different kind of life...... Zhou Xiaoan muttered and tilted his head to think for a while, isn't that the same as her crossing?

Zhou Xiaoan shook his head, "I don't want to." "It was so painful, so tired, cut off from her previous seventeen years of life, everything had to be readjusted, and she didn't want to go through it again.

Pan Mingyuan put down his pretense of carelessness, sat down beside Zhou Xiaoan and looked at her deeply, with unbearability in his eyes, as well as complicated coldness and resoluteness, "Are the people in the steel mill gossiping about you recently?" ”

Zhou Xiaoan began to bite the tip of the pen, lowered his eyes and stopped talking.

Of course, it was all rumored, and everyone knew who she was a few days after she came, and the embarrassments she experienced were all turned out by everyone and talked about it repeatedly, and everyone looked at her with interest and prying eyes everywhere she went.

Those inexplicable and even dirty and obscene speculations, those careless but extremely hurtful words, once again came to her like a rolling flood.

With the protection of Mr. Fan and the support of Director Liu, no one has said ugly words to her face-to-face, but those eyes like a man's back, and the unclear smiles on the corners of her eyes when strange colleagues look at her, have made her life in the factory very difficult.

She was mentally prepared before she came, and she knew that she would have to go through such a stage.

She can't do anything, she can only hold on, stay up, and wait for everyone to repeatedly explain the things about her, when it comes to boring, when it comes to finding new things to talk about, her life will slowly get better.

Just like when you were in the coal mine, it's just a matter of going through it again.

But it's one thing to figure it out, it's another thing to actually face it.

In the days when she came to the steel mill, she would draw a big red cross on the calendar every day before going to bed, glad that the difficult day had finally passed, and she worked hard to cheer herself up every morning, so that she could bravely face another day of being pointed at.

No one knows that in the past few days, the positive, optimistic and brave Zhou Xiaoan is all fake, and she has been repeating a sentence in her heart, "Just get through it!" ”

Just like she once enlightened Gu Yunkai, just get through it! She has experience, and as long as she persists, she can always get through it!

But this word "boiling" is really difficult......

Zhou Xiao'an's thick and slender eyelashes were slowly soaked with tears in his eyes, but he stubbornly refused to let the tears fall, only lowered his eyes and pursed his lips without speaking.

Pan Mingyuan's heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a pair of big hands, and he was in pain, "An An, if you can change your life, a new life, no one knows your past, everyone only looks at you now, life is like a canvas that has not been dyed in any color, everything can start again, are you willing to try?" ”

Zhou Xiaoan lowered her head to write, and two large crystal tears fell on the table in the blink of an eye, and also hit Pan Mingyuan's heart.

"Pan Mingyuan, that's impossible." Zhou Xiaoan finished speaking in a nasal voice, and then raised his eyes, which were warm and clear, as if the person who was so aggrieved just now that he was about to collapse was not her.

How is that possible? Even if she crosses over to Zhou Xiaoan, she has to take on Zhou Xiaoan's life, and she has to continue to live with all the obstacles in her original life, how can a person start everything again......

Zhou Xiaoan's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at Pan Mingyuan in shock, "Pan Mingyuan, are you leaving?" ”

Pan Mingyuan thought that she knew enough about this girl's intelligence, but she was refreshing his understanding again and again.

He was even more determined in his thoughts.

"An An, let me tell you about my mother." Pan Mingyuan did not deny Zhou Xiaoan's words.

"I told you that my mother was the comprador of the Pan family trading house in Shanghai, it was more than 20 years ago, in those days, women were not as common as they are now, but my mother was able to run half of the top overseas trading houses in Shanghai at a young age, because she was a top student at the University of Manchester."

Pan Yu Jinxiu is not only a top student at the University of Manchester, but also the daughter of Sir James, a tenured professor at the University of Manchester.

It's a pity that her father died early, and Yu Jinxiu returned to China with her mother and stayed in Shanghai to work. Then he met Pan Mingyuan's father.

Pan Mingyuan's father concealed the fact that he was married, fell in love with her in Shanghai, and held a luxurious Western-style wedding.

But it was too late, the newborn Pan Mingyuan was taken away by the Pan family, and in order to find his son, Pan Yu Jinxiu had to stay in Shanghai and continue to run the business for the Pan family.

Pan Yu Jinxiu has a noble status overseas and is a trade genius, which has helped the Pan family to open up the European and American markets.

The old lady of the Pan family wants to keep her for the use of the Pan family, but he is also afraid that she will have a grudge against the Pan family if she leaves like this, and assist competitors, which is not good for the Pan family.

So they are very strict with their mother and son.

"I didn't see my mother until I was eight years old, and I lived with my great-grandmother in the countryside." Pan Mingyuan smiled sarcastically, "The Pan family took me hostage, and they were afraid that our mother and son would retaliate against the Pan family in the future, so they didn't even find me a Mr. Enlightenment before I met my mother." ”

The children of the family have begun to be enlightened at the age of three or four, and they are not allowed to read and write at the age of eight, and they are almost going to raise their children.

"But they did a lot of calculations, but they didn't count their great-grandmother."

The great-grandmother who was a concubine that no one in the Pan family would mention about it, the great-grandmother who had not seen her own son in the old house in the countryside for all these years, and the great-grandmother that no one thought to know about was not the country girl they thought was sold to the Pan family to give birth to a child.

She is a down-and-out lady, full of poetry and books, full of economy, and dedicates herself to educating Pan Mingyuan, the only child who stays around.

"Later, my mother went to great lengths to find me, and when she saw what the Pan family had done, she didn't want to leave."

Love can't let go, sometimes hate can't let go more than love.

Pan Yu Jinxiu vowed to seek justice for herself and her son.

In the six years since then, with her efforts, the Pan family's trading house has gone from prosperity to decline, and the Pan family's business has plummeted, and they have to give up all their semicolons and retreat to their hometown in Peizhou.

"Just one step away from my mother and I can leave here and go back to her hometown." Pan Mingyuan had a yearning smile on his face, "An An, have you ever thought about living like that." ”

"There's a white house with a garden on the western outskirts of Manchester, you live in the bedroom on the second floor facing the lake and the woods in the distance, and the garden downstairs has a thriving rose tree that wakes up every day to the smell of flowers.

Do what you like every day, you can wear beautiful clothes you like, everyone will look at your beauty with appreciation, you can show your talent at will, and everyone will be amazed by your intelligence. ”

"No one will point a finger at your past, your optimism and cheerfulness will win you many, many friendships and goodwill, you can go to school, you can learn to draw, you can do everything that you can only do in your dreams once in a while."

"An An, if you can, would you like to live such a life once?" (To be continued.) )