Chapter 90: The Lost Beauty
"Senior Brother Jiang, I am really grateful that you once appeared in my youth, and I am very grateful that you are the light that gives a bright path in the darkness when I feel particularly directionless; When I feel that the world is particularly dirty, thank you for making me feel that there is still a clean place for me to stay; Sometimes I feel very tired, thinking of how good you are, I will tell me that I must work hard, so that I can be closer to you. ”
"You have to play very hard, you have to live very seriously, I want to give you a big smile, I want to be closer to you."
"At that time, I had a very fulfilling life. Really, about the matter with Zhao Jiang, I can't tell you for the time being, I also think about it, I can't change other people's lives, but I am very grateful to Senior Brother Jiang, because you and I have had a very special time in my little life. ”
"I don't know what Senior Brother Jiang thinks, but I know that I can't force it more often than not. I listened to my heart and I fully believed in it. Therefore, I hope that Senior Brother Jiang will also follow his heart to live, I have nothing worth remembering, and many times I will be forgotten, but I will still work hard to live, the same now, and the same in the future. ”
Shu Lin said and said that tears unconsciously felt like he was falling, from the freshman year to the present counting days are about to graduate, it is really the first time to talk to him so emotionally. It's also the first time I've said my thoughts, maybe I don't feel that subtle feeling, so I choose to go out completely.
When a girl says this in front of you, how can you say that feeling, like someone has been hit hard in the heart.
Tasteless and mixed.
Jiang Zixiang listened to her very quietly, it turned out that in his countless dim nights, there was such a person who she also kept her beauty for this.
It's just that this qiē seems to be developing in another direction, and he is powerless to reach out and grasp the last flash of life.
"Can I hug you?" Jiang Zi was very distressed to see her crying, and he also had a stomach full of words that he wanted to understand with her, but it seemed that his throat was blocked by something. If it had been a long time ago, Shu Lin would have blushed and been so nervous that he couldn't do it. But at this moment, her heart is quite calm.
She stepped forward and hugged him.
patted him on the back gently, although the thoughts about him were not so strong, but this person was the one who made her better improve herself, and the one who had worked hard because he was working hard.
Anyway, she wanted him to be doing well.
Even if she is with Zhao Jiang, she will bless it, if he really likes it.
We can't decide other people's lives, just like our own tears can only be wiped away. Some of the words are still said in the end, which makes people feel comfortable, and the whole person will become comfortable, and Shu Lin suddenly feels relaxed.
"Did you really tell Senior Brother Jiang clearly?" Shen Xihe still didn't believe that she could still talk to others.
"Otherwise, I feel very relaxed now." Shu Lin dangled his feet, except for Cheng Moumou, who was occasionally teased by him.
Shen Xihe had a happy expression on his face, "Maybe you understand what you said, Senior Brother Jiang didn't understand a word." Although Shen Xihe had no feelings for Senior Brother Jiang, he was close to Qin Ming after all, and more or less she had heard about his past with Zhao Jiang, and I don't know if he had explained it to Shu Lin.
"No, I don't. He said. ”
"Did you talk about him and Zhao Jiang?" Shen Xihe leaned his head and asked.
And he said a word. Shu Lin said seriously. Shen Xi glanced at her, that also made it clear? He really just said one sentence, but that sentence can't be said to Shen Xi, otherwise it will be a big trouble.
"Do you remember what Senior Brother Qin told me about Senior Brother Jiang last time, I was about to say that day when you fell asleep. Later, Senior Brother Qin told me the full version, no matter what, you said it happily and told others what you said in your heart, whether it hurt or not, there are some things you should know. For example, what is the relationship between Zhao Jiang and Senior Brother Jiang, I don't think you have figured it out from Senior Brother Jiang. I guess you're still wishing others happiness. ”
Shu Lin heard what he said, with a whimsical expression. You can guess it. She did mean to bless him.
"I really hope what you said is not your sentence, and it is not a bamboo horse affection, where is there someone who can't forget, it is estimated that Senior Brother Jiang will be angry with you." Shen Xihe looked at her expression very clearly, "How could I say that kind of thing, I seem to mean that you are very good, but that is over, we should all have to live our own lives." ”
Shu Lin said this very calmly and reasonably. Shen Xihe jumped up, ", Shu Lin, you're too ruthless." This sentence hurts more than the previous one"
You're nice, but you're not my sweetheart. Between you and me, we are destined to miss
Shu Lin really didn't realize that she was talking about this level of problem, she just wanted to say that no matter what, they should live their own lives. She thought that Senior Brother Jiang wanted to hug her because he saw him shed tears and pity her, but in fact, it seemed that he understood the meaning of this and was feeling sad for himself?
"I heard Senior Brother Qin say that the reason why Zhao Jiang came to study in our school was not because she used her connections, but because she was admitted to our school a long time ago. I've been giving my name there, and I haven't resumed my class until now. ”
"Why hasn't there been any movement at all? I haven't heard of it. Shu Lin felt strange, there was no news after so many years, and she didn't appear until she graduated.
"It was said that the provincial team didn't let people go before, but then somehow it was allowed."
"It is estimated that eighty percent of it has something to do with Senior Brother Jiang, otherwise she would have to hang here without her name in so many schools. It's just a pity that Senior Brother Jiang is in his second year of study, and we are about to graduate from college. It's really fast, it's like yesterday when we dragged our bags to college. "Think about it, the days do pass in a flash, and the old people gradually emerge when you know new people.
"Didn't we guess the relationship between Zhao Jiang and Jiang Zisheng before, Senior Brother Jiang is really a good person." Shen Xihe's expression seemed to be a little sentimental, she knew that Shu Lin was not mistaken in person, Senior Brother Jiang did have his own unspeakable secrets, and this unspeakable and unrevealing past covered up all his sincerity.
And Shu Lin didn't expect that the past between them would be involved in the incident that happened to her back then, as if she couldn't expect Zhao Jiang to appear in her life again.