Chapter 169: The Door That Was Opened
September 22, 2 p.m
"It's finally here" It was only three or four minutes away, but he felt that it was centuries long, the iron gate that sealed this world was still tightly closed, it had never been opened, everything about the outside world was just an illusion, no one had ever gone out, no one could escape, but he had to go out now
"Just push it away" he held out his hand, and the iron lock on the door made a "jingle bell" sound "That's right, just push it open"
"Bang!" He slammed the door hard, and then there was a loud bang that didn't make sense
“?!” He was frightened by the sound and took a step back, but stepped back forward when he realized that nothing had happened
"Click", when he took a step forward, the iron lock was opened
"That's it?" It's that simple?
"No, now is not the time to think about whether or not to have a zài trap," he took a deep breath, yes, yes, just get out
He took another step forward, and after making sure there were no traps, he ran as fast as he could
Unexpectedly, the world outside the door is not blank, but just like the ordinary countryside, everything is so ordinary, except for no one
-- Yes, he is the only one alive
"Where the hell am I going?" he thought suddenly, and by the way, he hadn't decided his direction yet
He was just blindly rejoicing, glad that he had escaped from prison
No, why would he think that? He only came out to find other people, and he didn't have any intention of escaping
-- But if I could have found out earlier, if I had found out that the door was so easy to open
"What the hell am I thinking?" He slapped himself the head, "Is this the time to think about this?!" Calm down, this qiē is all fake! ”
-- Since it's all fake, why don't you go back?
"Whew, what's going on in my head" He couldn't take any further, his mind full of strange thoughts
"It's just the beginning," he said to himself, "I'm a piece of waste."
"I don't have to let these things get in the way of my thinking," he took another deep breath, "go left, keep going left, don't care about anything else"
"Even if the school blew up, it has nothing to do with me, that's right, now I have only one purpose"
"Find Kyosuke and bring them back!"
Half an hour later
"It's exactly the same," he looked around, and the scenery around him was the same as half an hour ago
"To the right?" He resolutely ran down the opposite path
Half an hour later
"It's back to square one," he gritted his teeth, "Sure enough, it's not reality at all, it's just an illusion, I'm so stupid, how could that door be opened so easily?!" ”
"Big brother, why do you keep going around in circles here?" Suddenly there was a crisp and sweet little girl's voice in my ears
“?” He looked forward, and a little girl in a gothic loli costume was staring at him with wide eyes
"Heh, dummy," he shook his head
"Big brother is really rude, Wendy-chan is not a dummy" The little girl pouted "What, kindly ask you a question"
"Enough, I don't have time to play this retarded game with you" he glanced over "it's time to go around again"
"Huhu~ Big brother is looking for someone," the little girl suddenly laughed and said, "Are you looking for a big brother who is older than you, or a big sister who is the same age as you?" ”
"Why would you think they're all older than me," he couldn't help but look back
"Because you're not nervous, my sister said that people are nervous about their younger compatriots, and those who are older than themselves are just respected," the little girl explained proudly
"Crooked," he said coldly, "aren't you going to disperse?" ”
"Disperse what! Wendy-chan isn't a ghost! The little girl waved her little fist and said, "Hit you!" ”
"Something is wrong, it seems that it is really impossible to be alive, how can there be a living person out there?" And it's such a small child
"Huhu~ Big brother is confused, just like Wendy-chan can't find her beloved rabbit" The little girl let out a very cute laugh again
"The value of both sides is not the same at all," he couldn't help but reply
"Of course, in my heart Mr. Rabbit is more important than your friend, and you are the opposite" seems to be angry, and the little girl no longer calls him a big brother
"You little ghost" he gritted his teeth, that's why he hated children
"Hawkers, Wendy-chan is going to play with the jumping grid, you just go ahead and look for it" The little girl jumped out of his sight "Byebyno~"
He was silent for a moment, then turned back decisively and left
"It's really naïve, well, although I don't hate this kind of person" The little girl smiled, and then turned into a more mature girl, "but you're still not qualified"
"You're not taking responsibility, you're just blindly trying to help others, yes, you're stupid, other people's business has nothing to do with yourself" The girl shook her head, "I can't last too long in this space, I'm tired"
"You have to do your best," the girl's body turned around and turned back into a cute child's appearance
"I have to continue to wait, Wendy-chan doesn't like that big brother" The little girl also sighed, "I can't help it, I can only wait for another half an hour, woo~ Wendy-chan is so sleepy~"
Half an hour later
"I still can't find it" He squatted down as if he was tired, "Sure enough, this is not reliable at all, what intuition, that can't be believed at all!" ”
"I'm still back~" A mockery like a silver bell sounded, "Big brother is so inferior~"
"You!" He looked up in annoyance, and the little girl in the long dress was standing on the other side of the road and dancing the checkeres
"Because of failure and dissatisfaction, are you going to bully Wendy-chan?" The little girl glanced at him, "That's even worse"
"I don't have that thought," he calmed down
"That's right," the little girl stepped into the lattice hard, and then turned to look at herself, "imposing your grievances on others, that kind of thing can only be done by people who are bound by things"
"Bondage?" He was surprised
"That's right, it's bound," the little girl nodded, "But Wendy-chan doesn't understand it either~"
"If you don't understand, you're pretending to be an adult," he said helplessly
"It's not about pretending to be an adult, even a child can teach others," she proudly said, "Knowledge knows no age."
"That's a good point," he nodded, "Kid, what's your name?"
"Wendy-chan is called Wendy-chan," the little girl said, "Uh-huh~ Big brother, your attitude has changed."
"Because I'm not in a hurry, I can't find them," he shook his head, "so I gave up"
"Are you really looking for someone?" The little girl asked suddenly
"When"
"Forget it, don't answer, you're going to lie to me" the little girl Nunu mouthed
"Lie to you?" He exasperated, "How can such a thing be?"
"What's not to lie? Can you say that you have never lied about something important in your life? The little girl asked
"Of course! I never have."
"Really? That is to say, big brother, even if you tell the truth and hurt others, do you still want to say it? The little girl tilted her head
"Of course the truth hurts! Even then it must be," he froze suddenly
-- Didn't he lie?
"It seems to be remembered~" The little girl smiled and said, "That's right, big brother, you must have lied, there is no one in this world who doesn't lie, especially men"
"You're definitely not an ordinary person"
"Does it matter? Now are we talking about you, "the little girl pointing to herself", or do you want to run away? Haven't you ever thought about what happens when you open that door? ”
"It's like escaping from a cage, you leave where you think you're right, and you're in an unknown land," the little girl continued
"Think you're right?! I never thought it was right there! He shouted hurriedly
"Really? Then why didn't you come out sooner? You adults are always like this, and you will only know how to cherish it after you lose it" The little girl shook her finger dissatisfied, "Look, what are you coming out for now?" Isn't it just to regain what you've lost? ”
"You're like Wendy-chan who lost her toy now, you think you can last forever when you have it, and you rush to look for it after you lose it, but it's too late"
"Don't you think it's sad for big brother? If you lose it, you can't get it back, so why do you want to look for it? Big brother, don't you know very well in your heart, they are no longer there, you can't save anything" The little girl said word by word "That's right, they can't come back, you understand this, but you still have to come to find it, why is this"
"I" he took a step back as if to escape
"Do you want to run back? No, that's really the end" The little girl looked at him like this, "Big brother, I also don't understand, you are obviously used to life inside, how good the world is inside the door, no one cares about the past, everyone is equal, everyone is burdened with something, and then you want to forget something, big brother, don't you stay well inside?" ”
"But do you know what will happen if you leave somewhere?"
"You're not like them, someone will be sad when they die, and big brother you die and no one will cry for you, because your past has too many stains" Her words pierced his chest like a sharp sword
"yes, I did too much wrong" he remembered that he had betrayed his family, yes, yes, he was a sinner
"Big brother, think about it carefully, isn't the current situation very good, you can stay here all the time" she chuckled "As long as you want, this world will belong to you, you can master a qiē, no one will leave you, they will always accompany you"
"No one cares about your past, because there is no need for that kind here, your life is eternal, no one can interfere with your decisions, this is your little kingdom" she smiled more and more charmingly "Yes, you will never lose anything again"
He was silent because he couldn't refute it
It will not be lost again, it will no longer be ignored, and the past will be erased
That's all he's after, and yes, he's understood why he's here
Because he doesn't want to be alone anymore, because he doesn't want to be left behind anymore
"Looks like big brother has made a decision," she smiled, and then held out her little hand, "Then come here, hold my hand"
"I can give you a qiē, when you wake up, a qiē will return to its original appearance, they will all come back, yes, and then you will dominate a qiē"
He hesitated to take the first step, then walked slowly in her direction
-- Is this really good?
It wasn't who was speaking, the voice was no longer coming from his head, but from his heart, it was his own heart
Can I deny this qiē? Denying the past, because there is a fault in zài, it has to be erased from the mind
Can I identify with this qiē? Agree to have, because you don't want to lose it again so you want to have it for the rest of your life?
What if you don't admit it? They will go back to their old lives, they won't forgive themselves, they can't go back to their old lives
"But what," he stopped, and then curled the corners of his mouth, as if mocking himself just now
"If you can't go back, then keep going, towards the future, towards a new life" He raised his head, no longer surprised or confused in his eyes
"I'm sorry, but I'm not going to hold your hand, I don't need to forgive for eternity," he shouted loudly, "There's a generation gap between us, so I'm going back!" ”
"Even if they're gone?" She was surprised
"yes, because this is not the place for them to stay" he nodded "it's time for them to leave"
"But they're just"
"No, it's not gone, they'll come back, and they'll hold hands and leave again" he said loudly "Yes, I believe that"
"And then what will happen to you," she asked
"I'll leave too, I'll go on this path," he said, not confused any longer, as he turned his head back the way he had come
"I don't think about that anymore, I didn't come here to atone for my sins, I came here to recognize my own ideas"
"You must go on, even if you are alone on this path, even if you can never hold the hand of others again"
"The door in my heart has long been closed"
"Oh, pretty remarks," she smiled
"Then let's go, go back to the underground labyrinth, no one will stop you this time" she exclaimed, "the pieces in your hands are all gone, go and see their memories, now you can take on that responsibility!" ”
"Thanks," he nodded, and continued to run on
(Sister, you lost badly this time)
"yes, Wendy, you're right," she nodded, "but not too disappointed, it's like what he said."
(So you can decline the invitation of the big sisters, right?) )
"Of course, it would be unwise to be an enemy of such a person," she said, "and I really don't want to go against my dear...... He's a dead brain like a general."
"Yes, they are all the same, they are all martyrs who can die for their ideals, and they will struggle even if they have nothing, this is human" She slowly disappeared
"I can't defeat such people, because their minds are harder than their bodies"
"All I can do is guide the truth, who am I being transformed into like this?"
(Sister, you're complaining)
"Isn't that a matter of course! I'm a combat weapon anyway! Why do you have to play mystery and take care of it like a babysitter now! ”
"I must teach him a lesson when I go back!" She muttered as she disappeared into the street
"By the way, don't forget about this space, let's keep it, I can still afford this place" she smiled again
"Farewell, you in your naïve period, let me see how far you can go"
"My future Lord~"