Chapter Seventy-Nine: Broken
"Lei Hao, you've been watching her for an afternoon, go and take a break, I'll come to see her, I brought her medicine to understand alcohol, her clothes are dirty, I helped her buy two clothes from the clothes store next to her, and I helped her change."
Yan Jiaxin walked up to me and said to me in a calm tone, I glanced at her, she nodded at me, and I finally gave up the place next to the bed to her after calming down for a while.
I went back to my room, opened the door, I went to the bathroom and turned on a hot water to rinse my brain, the temperature was tepid, just let me relax and take a shower together, through this hot water rinse, let my mind at the moment be smug and stable, after washing, I changed my clothes and walked next door, knocked on the door, after a while, Yan Jiaxin came over and opened the door, she motioned me to lighten up, I followed her to the outside seat and sat up.
From time to time, I looked at Yu Fei who was lying on the bed, and in the face of my worry, Yan Jiaxin said to me: "It's okay, it's okay that we came in a hurry, she just drank too much, just take a rest." ”
I nodded, and Yan Jiaxin asked me very heavily, "What happened?" Why would she do such a thing, you say. ”
I shook my head vigorously, because I didn't know why Yu Fei wanted to do such a thing, Yan Jiaxin suddenly raised her voice and said to me: "Lei Hao, what do you want to say to me, just say it if you want to, I really hate you who are so secretive." ”
I also raised my voice a little: "You think too much, there really is nothing to do." ”
"Stop arguing, okay?"
Behind me, Yu Fei dragged her weak body against the door, I quickly stopped arguing with Yan Jiaxin, and then walked up to Yu Fei to support her, she asked me, "Where is this." ”
"This is the hotel where we stayed."
Hearing the word hotel, Yu Fei's expression became a little scared, I quickly helped her to the bed, Yan Jiaxin also followed me over, looking at the weak Yu Fei, I asked her seriously: "Can you tell me, what happened?" Why would you want to do that? ”
Yu Fei lowered her head, then looked at her body, and said in a squeaky voice, "Do I have it?" ”
"Nope." I told her with certainty, "You're not defiled." ”
"Oh." She covered the quilt even higher, then tilted her head to the side, and I shouted a little loudly at her: "Yu Fei." ”
She was shocked by my shout, and I pulled her over, grabbed her hand, looked her in the eyes very seriously, and said, "Tell me, why did you do that?" ”
Yan Jiaxin walked up to me and pulled me, very afraid that I would do something emotional, "Lei Hao, you are not in the right mood, let her go, she is very weak." ”
"Tell me, why are you doing this, what the hell are you for, it's not you!"
"Because you, for you, I can not be myself, in order not to let you be unable to choose in such a heart-wrenching choice, I am no longer myself, I don't want to force you to be such a bad person, I don't want you to let you find her, let her ask someone to lend that piece of land and hurt you, I can't watch you suffer like this, because I love you, I love you more than myself"
After speaking, Yu Fei choked up and cried, Yan Jiaxin and I were surprised, no one said a word, and after a while, Yu Fei said again: "I don't want you to be so uncomfortable, so I asked someone to find someone from the Land Resources Bureau, only in this way, only by letting the people above come forward can we have the opportunity to borrow land from Qi Xuan, do you know?" Only then can the concert be carried out normally, and I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want you to hurt others and yourself because of such a heaviness."
After Yu Fei finished speaking, my Adam's apple began to creep, and I couldn't say a lot of words in my mouth, I looked at Yan Jiaxin next to me, Yan Jiaxin was very surprised and said to me: "Is what she said true?" ”
I didn't answer, Yan Jiaxin said again, "Is this what you want to say but don't dare to say to me?" Lei Hao. Yan Jiaxin accentuated her voice again.
I finally nodded, Yan Jiaxin smiled bitterly, she smiled very helplessly, "I understand." ”
After speaking, Yan Jiaxin picked up the bag and walked out directly, I just wanted to step forward and grab her, but Yu Fei fainted again, "Yu Fei, Yu Fei." ”
I shook her and shook her gently, and she said to me weakly, "Go, go and hold her, quick." ”
Yu Fei pushed me hard and walked outside, but I was stunned, and she said in a heavier voice again: "Go." ”
Finally, I ran out of Yu Fei's room and walked downstairs to the hotel, I finally caught up with Yan Jiaxin at the door, I blocked her and said: "You can't go, I won't let you go, I can't be unfair to you like this anymore, I can't let you go down and beg others in a low voice, this is a kind of harm to you." ”
She looked at me with a serious gaze, "Get out of the way, you don't have the right to stop me right now for what I want to do." ”
"Who said I wasn't qualified, I'm you" My words got stuck in my mouth and suddenly couldn't come out.
"Say, who are you, say." She asked me nondetently.
Now I am not qualified to say those three words, because I am not worthy to say those three words to her.
"If you can't say it, if you can't say it, get out of the way." Yan Jiaxin immediately pushed me away and walked forward, I grabbed her hand and didn't let her take a step forward and walk towards the thorny road.
She sighed, looked at me helplessly and said, "Lei Hao, do you remember what she said just now?" ”
"What."
She said: I love you more than I love myself, she would rather give up her own woman's dignity to do such a thing for you, do you think you can still live up to her? And I just did one thing that was even more insignificant than her, so, Lei Hao, let it go, it should be the last thing I did for you, one thing she didn't do, can I beat her in this point? ”
I kept shaking my head, and she walked up to me and said to me very hard, "Let's break up." ”
Suddenly, my world, my soul, the beautiful picture of my heart, was completely shattered after she said these words with her cruel heart.
She shoved me harder, harder than ever, and she broke free from my grasp, and ran forward with a crying voice, towards the thorny road, and she was bruised.
When I wrote this chapter, I was a little blocked, so I didn't write the third chapter.