006, repentance

How many things have changed!

"Didn't the letter not arrive?" Mo Shu hurriedly lifted the quilt, tore off the cloth strips in her hands, and got out of bed to find clothes, "Why didn't you say it earlier!" I should have gone myself, what now......"

"Don't worry, girl!" Bi Luo couldn't wait to slap herself, knowing her girl's temperament, she should have said what the girl was most concerned about, "The letter has been delivered!" ”

"Delivered?" Mo Shu stopped what she was doing when she heard this, and was half-convinced, "What's the matter?" What if you have something to say, girl, can you finish it quickly, and it scares me out?! ”

was so shocked, without waiting for anything to happen to the Mo family, she scared this girl to death first.

Bi Luo saw that Mo Shu had her hair scattered, only wearing a middle coat, standing barefoot on the carpet, her heart was weak, and she hurriedly persuaded her to sit back on the bed first, and then said: "I heard that the fifth son of the Fan Yang Bai family happened to be passing by, and when he saw that the person who sent the letter was in a hurry, he asked the reason and asked someone to deliver the letter in person." ”

The fifth son of the Fan Yang Bai family?

Mo Shu didn't have any impression, she silently remembered this person at the moment, nodded, turned her head to look at the bright sunlight outside the window, and the shadows of the sun under the flowers and trees, and asked, "How long have I slept?" Semidiurnal...... Does my mother have a reply? ”

Looking at Bilo's appearance, she shouldn't have received any bad news.

"Returned."

Bi Luo became smarter this time, and seeing that Mo Shu only remembered the matter of hanging up the letter, she hurriedly took out the reply letter from under the dressing table and handed it over, before adding: "The girl has not only slept all night since yesterday evening, but it is almost noon at this time." ”

"Hmm."

Mo Shu unfolded the little rough paper, on which was indeed the handwriting of her mother Yang in her impression, and said that she had received the letter, and she would be careful not to go to the water's edge, so that Mo Shu should not worry too much. The letter also said that she made new clothes for Mo Shu, as well as some preserved fruits and food, and told Mo Shu to pay more attention to her body on weekdays, and not to think about rushing to Zhuangzi.

Seeing this, Mo Shu's eyes couldn't help but burn, and her heart was warm and sour. She sniffed and took a moment before she carefully folded the letter and let Bilo receive it in the small box on the dressing table.

After seeing that Mo Shu woke up after falling into the water, Bi Luo obviously missed and attached a little more to his wife Yang and the Mo family, and was happy in her heart. is obviously close at hand, but the girls in their own family didn't go back much before, and they seem to have an indifferent relationship with the Mo family.

Although Mrs. hopes that the girl can learn more things with the girls of the Song Mansion in Xiushan Academy, the girl will not go back all year round, and Mrs. must miss it very much.

Besides, they live so close, even if the lady doesn't come here much, why can't the girl go back more?

Bi Luo Wu was in a daze, and Mo Shu read the letter, and half of the worry in her heart was gone. But the strange feeling in my heart became stronger and stronger.

What is it exactly?

After a while, Bi Luo came back to her senses and said that Uncle Chang, who came over yesterday, also brought small items such as sachets sewn by her mother, and Mo Shu felt her nose sour again: "You pack up, I won't go to the academy anymore, go back to Lingbei County." ”

Bi Luo couldn't help but be stunned for a moment: "Back to Lingbei County?" ”

Mo Shu wondered: What's the problem?

Bi Luo glanced out a few times to confirm that there was no one, and then said, "Why did the girl go back to Lingbei County?" Right now...... It's not good to go back. ”

Mo Shu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that she said that she was going to ride home, but Bi Luo said that she could just walk over; There is also Surabaya County on the outskirts of Beijing...... She came back to her senses and finally understood why she had always felt weird before, going to Zhuangzi in Lingbei County, even if she rode a fast horse, it would take more than ten days, and she would never arrive in half a day.

After a long time, Mo Shu found out that she had remembered again.

Now the family members of the Mo family have not returned to the ancestral land of Lingbei County, because there is the foundation of the Mo family, although the current Liang Emperor Liu Kai has pardoned them for the surviving Mo family, but he is still very jealous of the Mo family in his heart, so he does not want them to return to the ancestral land of Lingbei County, but let them stay in the capital. On the surface, it is a favor, but in fact it is just for the convenience of surveillance.

Now Mo Shu's family lives at the back of the Song State Mansion, which is indeed very close, and if she wants to visit, she can walk there.

Tears flowed all at once.

The distance is so close, but Mo Shu didn't go home a few times a month before, and sometimes she didn't go back for two or three months.

Sometimes when her mother Yang came over, Mo Shu didn't have a good face, and she always felt that the reason why she was despised in the Yi family was because of the great rebellion of the Mo family in Lingbei and her participation in the rebellion. Fortunately, the Son of Heaven was lenient and forgave the sins of the Mo family, and she could still live in the Guogong Mansion and be with her cousin Yi'an, but her mother Yang came here in old clothes, making her faceless.

At that time, Mo Shu always thought that if the Mo family was still the same as before, she was also a lady of the family, her status was more valuable than the girl of the Yi family, and she had a good reputation, she would not be looked down upon and bullied.

Before, Mo Shu always hoped that the Mo family would still be respected as before, but she never made any efforts for this, but her words and deeds made people look down on the Mo family even more, and she herself was unaware of it, blaming her family.

Mo Shu really didn't know how she was raised crookedly before, and she had a grudge against her mother because of a little girlish thoughts.

Looking back now, even when she was a beggar on the streets when she was a child, Mo Shu never blamed her family, and she knew how to love her sister. How did he become arrogant and arrogant on the surface, but in fact, he was cowardly and inferior, and he didn't know how to honor his mother!

Seeing that Mo Shu's feelings were low, Bi Luo thought that she was sad because she couldn't go back to Lingbei County, and persuaded her a few more words, but seeing that her girl still ignored her, thinking that she had always been willful, she had to give up and prepare to let someone give her Zhang Luo to eat.

Mo Shu came back to her senses, remembered some past events, and called Bi Luo: "When I was asleep, did my mother come?" ”

No matter what Mo Shu is, the Yang family still loves her daughter as always, and when she hears that she is sick, she may rush back from Zhuangzi overnight, hoping that her mother will have nothing to do on the road.

Mo Shu always felt that it was too much of a coincidence, especially the accidental fall of the horse who delivered the letter yesterday was even more strange, so she was very worried.

Bi Luo was stunned for a moment, lowered her head and nodded, afraid that Mo Shu would be angry again, so she hesitated and said: "The slave maid said a few more words here, don't worry about the girl, Madame, this is also because of the concern in her heart, so she rushed back from Zhuangzi to see the girl in the starry night." ”

Seeing that Mo Shu was only stunned, not like she was angry, Bi Luo was bold and continued: "Yes, the Mo family is not as good as before, but doesn't Madame even have a new dress?" It's just that all the noble ladies of the family who have some foundations, who don't wear half-new clothes every day, only those who suddenly get rich overnight always wear so eye-catching! Madame came here like this to show her intimacy, but if the girl felt embarrassed by this, she would be stabbing Madame in the heart......"

"Don't say it, Bilo, don't say it again." Mo Shu's heart was sour, tears fell like rain, yes, she expressed it like this, her mother must be very sad, one is because she blames herself for not raising her well, and the other is because of her own daughter's disgust, as Bi Luo said, this is a stab in Yang's heart.

"It's good that Mother is back." Mo Shu said in a sullen voice, "I was wrong before, I will go back to my mother to make amends, and ask her for forgiveness, I will stay at home with my mother in the future, and I will not go to that academy!" ”

Mo Shu had made up her mind and stood up suddenly.

Bi Luo was overjoyed to see that her girl could say such repentant words, but she knew that her wife had high hopes for the girl, so she was very hesitant, besides, the girl did not finish her studies, so if she went back like this, not to mention the people in the other rooms of the family, there were still some girls from the nouveau riche families in the Song State Mansion, and she didn't know how to laugh at the sixth girl behind her back.

Originally, with the fame of the Mo family in Lingbei, it was not comparable to the Yi family of the Song Dynasty who had risen to prominence after military exploits, but now it has fallen to the point where even these upstarts are polite to the Mo family on the surface, but in fact they don't take the Mo family in their eyes, no wonder the girl can't accept it.

It is said that in ordinary times, the people of the Mo family will be deliberately embarrassed and humiliated outside.

It's really a wall that everyone pushes. Biro thought angrily. But I never thought that the trees fell and scattered, the walls fell and everyone pushed them, and the world has always been like this.

The higher you used to stand, the more painful it is to fall.