Chapter 58: Separation

After returning from the funeral, Cheng Zheng sent the mourners away, it was already twilight, and after arranging everyone, Cheng Zheng walked to the study with heavy steps. In the past few days, he rarely closed his eyes, rarely ate, and his whole body was already as withered, and his face was bloodless.

Yuanxin followed, "Brother, I have something to say to you." ”

"Tomorrow." Cheng Zheng replied weakly, "You and I are tired, go back and have a good rest, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

Yuanxin knelt down and pleaded, "Brother, you know what I want to say. ”

"I don't want to say anything." Cheng Zheng bypassed him, entered the study, closed the door, and walked to the chair closest to him to close his eyes and meditate.

I don't know how long it took, Qing Han came over and knocked on the door with a rice bowl, knocked a few times and no one answered, when Qing Han was in a dilemma, Jin Feng came over, waved Qing Han to retreat, knocked on the door, "Young master, it's me." ”

A deep voice came from inside, "Come in." ”

Jin Feng entered the door, there were no candles in the house, and the faint light from the lanterns in the courtyard allowed Jin Feng to distinguish Cheng Zheng's location, Jin Feng walked in front of Cheng Zheng, "My subordinates have something to say to the young master." ”

Cheng Zheng still had his eyes closed and didn't make any movements.

"When the young master went to Dongjiang, the young lady was unfortunately captured by Yingfeng, and his subordinates cooperated with the second young master to rescue him but failed. The subordinates took the second prince's token and exchanged it with Yingfeng. ”

Cheng Zheng nodded lightly, indicating that he understood, but did not say anything.

Jin Feng knelt down and said guiltily, "The second young master accidentally found that Yingxun is Yingfeng's spy. ”

Cheng Zheng still nodded silently.

"The subordinates are derelict in their duties, the second young master stole the supreme order, let Yingxun leave, and the subordinates have ordered someone to investigate."

Cheng Zheng still nodded, as if there was nothing in this world that could provoke his affection.

Jin Feng observed Cheng Zheng's expression through the faint dim light, and cautiously continued, "Miss Yao wants to see the young master. ”

Cheng Zheng finally reacted, he slowly opened his eyes, and a tired voice came out of his hoarse throat, "No." ”

"Yes."

Cheng Zheng closed his eyes, "Is there anything else?" ”

"Nope."

"Get out." Cheng Zheng said in a very low voice, it seems that he really doesn't have any strength to take care of anything now, the Dongjiang military parade has not yet gone to the emperor to return to his life, and the sudden death of the commander has not been investigated in detail, Cheng Zheng remembered that he suddenly left Yishan on the island that day and still felt sorry. The background of the new commander is still unclear, the matter of Yingxun, the matter of Yao Menghan, the plan of Yingfeng and the second prince, Cheng Zheng took a breath, he had never felt so tired. I don't feel tired of marching on the battlefield overnight, I don't feel tired of running back to Beijing with a holy decree, I don't feel tired when I go back to the palace all the way to Jiangnan, only now, I'm very tired, and I don't want to do anything.

Jin Feng closed the door and came out, and found that it was starting to rain little by little, Yuanxin was still kneeling at the door, Jin Feng walked over and squatted down to talk to him, "Second young master, go back first, young master doesn't want to see people now." ”

A few drops of rain flowed down Yuanxin's face, and Yuanxin blinked and did not speak.

"The second young master has been kneeling for a few days, and if he kneels again, I'm afraid my body won't be able to stand it. Besides, the young master knows what the second young master is asking for, so he must have made a decision in his heart. Today, the old prince has just been buried, and the second young master does not mourn for the old prince at this time, but he is forcing the young master to mention the things that the old prince does not want to face, which is indeed inappropriate. ”

The raindrops are getting heavier and heavier, and the summer rain is coming so quickly and violently.

Yuanxin rolled up his rain-soaked eyelashes, revealing bloodshot eyes, and asked, "Where is Menghan?" ”

"Here I am."

"What about her?"

"She's fine."

"She's not good! How could she be good? She must be freaking out, isn't she, she must be blaming herself, okay if you let me meet her? ”

Jin Feng patted Yuanxin's shoulder, like an elder speaking seriously, and the elder persuaded the juniors, "Second young master, don't embarrass the young master anymore, how can the young master ever feel better than you in his heart?" ”

At this time, the door of the study suddenly opened, and Cheng Zheng stood at the door, "Jinfeng brought Yao Menghan to see me, and ordered someone to send a bowl of slippery pills, and I believe you come in!" ”

Yuanxin shook his head and pounced on Cheng Zheng, "No, don't, brother, it's all my fault, don't hurt Menghan!" ”

"Don't say you're wrong, I've heard enough. If you really know you're wrong, you shouldn't be here at this time. You want to finish it quickly, right, I'll fulfill you! ”

Cheng Zheng went back to the house and lit a candle, Yuanxin staggered in, and knelt down in front of Cheng Zheng. Cheng Zheng went to light a few other candles in the room, and said to Yuanxin unusually calmly, "Get up and sit down." ”

Yuanxin was still kneeling, "Brother, I beg you to let Meng Han go, she is innocent." ”

Cheng Zheng returned to Yuanxin, took a breath, and patiently explained to Yuanxin, "You are no longer a child, you used to admit your mistakes in front of me if you did something wrong, and I can help you take a qiē." You and Yao Menghan are no longer possible, you should know in your heart, don't ask me for mercy anymore. Grandpa went because of your marriage to Yao Menghan, and at this point, I will never agree to you being together no matter what. Of course, you can ignore me, you even dare to contradict grandpa, and my words should not have much weight in your opinion. Then at the very least, you should take grandpa to heart. Grandpa's bones are not cold, our family can't do happy events within three years, you are marrying Yao Menghan now, do you really dare? Also, Yao Menghan is unmarried and pregnant, and the family rules do not tolerate it, either help her kill the child, or let the child die with her. ”

"Will you let us go? Menghan and I went away and flew high, and we ...... from then on"

Cheng Zheng raised his hand and slapped Yuanxin in the face, "So, grandpa's death has no effect on you at all, right?" Do you still have to hold on? It's our grandfather who is buried today! ”

Yuanxin fell to the ground, silently getting up and not knowing how to argue. Grandpa's sudden death was an accident, if he gave up Menghan, he was unwilling, wanted to persevere, and there was no way out in sight. Yuanxin pondered for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage, pulled the corner of Cheng Zheng's clothes and prayed, "Brother, I don't want to give up Menghan, I don't want to ......"

"Yuanxin, do you know that I have never been so disappointed in you. What kind of medicine did Yao Menghan give you, you are addicted to her so far! Cheng Zheng held back his heartache and eased his feelings to analyze and persuade again, "Yao Menghan, she is not a simple person, grandpa does not accept her, it is definitely not because of the disparity in identity between the family, how many pairs of eyes are staring at her inside and outside the court now, staring at our Cheng family, do you know!" If you accept her, our Cheng family will immediately become the target of public criticism, and then there will be continuous disasters that implicate us, and we can't get out if we want to. For the sake of a Yao Menghan, is it worth it? Have you ever thought about why you were both kidnapped and hunted down, and you took her away and flew away, you first think about whether you can leave the capital safely? ”

At this time, there was a weighing rod swaying from side to side in Yuanxin's heart, and every word of Cheng Zheng was pressed in the direction of giving up like a stone, and gradually, the proportion of giving up in his heart became more and more, until Yuanxin couldn't bear it anymore and overturned and broke the weighing rod. He no longer thinks about whether he should or not, no longer thinks about difficulties and obstacles, and doesn't care what the odds are, he insists on one sentence firmly, "I don't want to give up Menghan." ”

Jin Feng took Menghan into the house, and Menghan also lost a lot of weight, his eyes were red and swollen, and his eye sockets were deep. Yuanxin struggled up from the ground and hugged Menghan in his arms, but he couldn't speak.

Menghan shed tears very quietly, and at this time, Yuanxin's deep affection for her made her feel a little scared, afraid that she shouldn't bear it at all. She pushed away the letter and bowed deeply in front of Cheng Zheng, Cheng Zheng was surprised at first, and then replied coldly, "Miss Yao doesn't have to be like this. ”

Menghan raised his head and said, "The death of the old prince was caused by me after all, although it didn't help, but I should also apologize to you." This kind of thing happens, we don't want to see it, I'm ashamed, I don't have the shame to go to worship in front of the old prince's spirit, let's worship it here instead. ”

After not seeing each other for a few days, Menghan seemed to have changed as a person, and Yuanxin couldn't accept it at all. The original Menghan was written on his face, but the current Menghan was calm and elusive. He also thought that Menghan would hug him and cry non-stop, he also thought that Menghan would repeatedly scream in fear, saying that his grandfather was not killed by her, he also thought that Menghan was in need of his comfort, and he also thought that Menghan would say to him that he wanted to leave this place together.

However, Menghan didn't seem to need anything.

Yuanxin looked at Meng Han in a daze, not knowing how to react.

Menghan stood up, gently took Yuanxin's hand, lowered his head and shed two lines of tears, "I am inseparable from you, in this life." ”

"No, Menghan, don't leave me...... You said we're going to be together forever...... What exactly did they say to you? Yuanxin shook his head, I can ignore everyone's denial, but why do you have to give up? Am I really wrong? Shouldn't I be insisting?

"Forget me."

"Impossible."

"Where am I?"

"All! All yours, with me, are just right. ”

Menghan's eyes closed, and the bean-sized tears flowed down again, this was the most touching love story, but at the moment, it sounded like a knife digging Menghan's heart. Menghan couldn't say anything to persuade Yuanxin to give up, I don't feel pain if I leave you!

Jin Feng brought over a bowl of medicine, Menghan reached out to take it, didn't ask or look, drank it all, and then calmly put the bowl on the table and went out.

Yuanxin called Menghan's name to chase him out, but he was held by Jinfeng and couldn't move.

"Menghan! You don't go, where do you go! You said you would always be with me! Yuanxin struggled desperately and was knocked unconscious by Cheng Zheng with a palm in the back.

Menghan lost his soul and walked out of the door of the Zhenxi Palace, the rain was very heavy, but he didn't feel cold on his body, the street was empty, and he could vaguely see a few dim lanterns hanging in front of the house, swaying in the wind under the eaves, like a sad feeling of leaving people, and he couldn't stop.

"Is Heaven weeping for me?" Menghan smiled bitterly, opened her arms and spun, and sang, "The rain in June is the ruthless you, accompanied by bits and pieces, hitting my heart, oh~ I don't believe it, you didn't mean it, but why did you abandon me in the wind and rain." I haven't given up, and I won't leave you, even if I want to separate, I'm still waiting for you......"

"All! All yours, with me, are just right. ”

Yuanxin, it's not as good as us, see you in the next life......

Menghan laughed a few more times, she suddenly felt particularly ironic, I, a highly educated college student in the 21st century, actually said such a thing as reincarnation? It's funny!

She walked, jumped, and sang, not knowing where to go, not knowing who to find, alone, quite comfortable.

Suddenly, a man in black jumped down from the roof, grabbed Menghan's arm and was about to pull it away, Menghan was not afraid at all, what is the difference between wandering on the street and being abducted? It's not all the walking dead.

The man in black grabbed Meng Han and hurried two steps before being stopped by another group of people, and the two sides fought, and the rain that was thrown up faintly revealed bloody gas. Menghan didn't bother to pay attention to it, and moved forward on his own.

I don't know who is behind the scenes on both sides, I don't know who wins and who loses, in short, Menghan feels that someone is following her from far and near, it doesn't matter, what does it make if she is abducted by whom, don't they all want to use me?

Menghan walked and walked, suddenly there was a pain in her abdomen, she felt a warm current flowing down her legs, looked down, a piece of blood red spread outward on the ground, she stumbled and fell while holding her stomach, closed her eyes and moaned in pain.