Chapter 44: Spring Boudoir Like a Dream (2)
Zhang Manqian looked at her paws on his arm and frowned slightly.
Zhao Xing looked at him timidly,
Biting his lip,
Then he squeezed him demonstratively with a hard hand.
His face was slightly tense, but this time, his lips deepened unconsciously.
"Man Qian, are you going to be angry with me? I robbed you of the first place that belonged to you. I got it all by luck, if you want to talk about real skills, you are still the smartest, don't be unhappy. ”
Zhao Xing had a thousand words to say to this person, but the words became like this, I was afraid that he would be unhappy.
Zhang Manqian was slightly stunned, as if she never thought she would say this, her eyes flashed, and a trace of depth was crossed.
"Man Qian, why did you come here to find me? Let's go, let's hurry out of the palace, it's not safe to talk here. ”
This time, it was Zhao Xing who woke up, looked at his eyes, glanced left and right, and only relieved himself a little when he found that this seemed to be just an abandoned courtyard.
"Don't worry." Zhang Manqian gently pressed the restless round head with her hand, "This is the old palace of the former palace concubine, and now that the new land has been built, this place has been fenced, and no one will come, but it is not easy to avoid everyone's eyes and ears outside." When Liu Quzhen completely believed you, wouldn't he send someone to investigate you? ”
"yes, I see." Zhao Xing saw that he was not angry with her because of the matter of the Jiazi Tianguan, so she was relieved, thought of the key point, tilted her head slightly, and asked him urgently, "Man Qian Manqian, then why are you with Ji Di?" ”
Zhang Manqian asked rhetorically, "What about you and Liu?" What's going on? ”
"I inadvertently saved his life."
Zhang Manqian's eyes transient.
Zhao Xing was shocked in his heart, and just wanted to explain, but he heard him say softly, "I have known Ji Di since my early years, he is my senior brother, and I have the responsibility of the same family to him." ”
It turns out that it is.
Ji Di is his senior brother.
Zhao Xing was stunned, yes...... Since he was 10 years old, at the end of summer, he would ask his family to pack his bags and go out to study, and he would not return until the snow fell in the depths of winter.
Those are the parts she has not been involved in.
Ji Huang should be the person he met in his studies. And also...... Atau.
He hesitated, and was about to ask him.
But I heard him say in a deep voice, "Chang'an, you shouldn't stay anymore, don't forget, even if you will cover it up again, but you will always be a woman, if your identity is revealed, one is that you are an orphan of a rebel, and the other is that you are still a ...... They all committed the taboos of this dynasty, it is a heinous crime, Liu went to everyone, the important ministers of the Manchu Dynasty, how can you be allowed to live? ”
"I know, I know, but ...... Man Qian, let me ask you, do you know what happened to my father before? The court said that he was the old party of King Hengshan, had he been in Chang'an before? ”
Zhao Xing was a little anxious, so that she didn't think of the "you are still one" who was pressed down by Zhang Manqian for a while, what was it?
"I don't know. Maybe he really is, maybe not, who knows. ”
Zhao Xing suddenly thought about the first time she came to Chang'an Road and stayed in Nanyang County that night.
That night, in the quiet courtyard of the inn, it was covered with snow.
When he talked about her Yangcheng family and her father, he was also indifferent and alienated.
She was silent for a moment, trying to suppress the little joy in her heart that cared about him, and the coldness that suddenly overflowed her heart, lowered her voice, and asked slowly,
"If you let me leave Chang'an, then I'll ask you one more thing, you and Ji Di are going to overthrow Wu ...... Is Liu going? ”
"You shouldn't know these things. Zhaoxin, leave Chang'an, find a secluded place with Qingfeng, and live a good life. ”
Instead of saying "no," he replied, "You shouldn't know these things." ”
Zhao Xing was shocked in his heart, and immediately understood a little, and only said in a low voice, "I only want to do this with you and Ji Di, which can be regarded as avenging my Yang family." And then what? Success or not, after you are done, will you come to me again? ”
I don't know if it's because I'm impatient with her reluctance.
Zhang Manqian suddenly held her shoulders, with some force, and her eyes deepened, dark as a pool.
finally
He smiled faintly, "Yes." Zhaoxin, I will go to you, no matter how it ends. ”
Zhao Xing smiled, "Is it because you love me?" ”
Hearing this, Zhang Manqian's eyebrows furrowed, and she was slightly swayed.
Zhao Xing bit her lip, her eyes widened, she still stared at him tightly, and repeated, "Is it because you love me?" ”
Over the years, the person she has known has always been cold and light, as if he is really like the white moonlight, the clouds are light and the wind is light, not happy or sad.
However, at this moment, he was so angry, and the hand he held on her shoulder was so strong that it hurt so much that her heart and liver trembled.
The dark illness of early winter finally caught my heart again, and the wind in the night seemed to be stronger, blowing lightly, and it hurt for a while.
Zhao Xing's voice calmed down all of a sudden, so calm that even he was afraid,
"I thought that if you said you loved me, I would leave Chang'an, because my family's affairs are also your business, I can entrust you, I will wait for you, for a year, for a lifetime. But you don't love me, and I don't have the right to make my own business yours. Man Qian, thank you, you don't love me, but you will still promise me for a marriage letter; Thank you for finally not lying to me after my dad died. I know that you will have a hard time concealing it, and that if you don't say something, you will avoid a lot of trouble, but you will not lie to me. In fact, I lied to myself, the night you went to the inn to look for me, and last night, you gave me a clear answer: you don't love me, you love Atao. ”
"Atao's business, anyone's business has nothing to do with you! Zhao Xing! Let me ask you again, will you or not? I'll go to you when it's done! If you don't admit it now, you won't have a chance again, and I won't care about you anymore! ”
Zhang Manqian's chest trembled slightly, and her black eyes were frighteningly bright.
The angry Man Qian was a little terrifying, Zhao Xing's heart was scolded, but in the end, he slowly let go of the hand around his waist first.
The hall was quiet for a long time, and no sound was heard, Zhang Manqian stood tall in front of her, and finally said slowly,
"Zhaoxin, if you refuse to comply with my request, then secretly bow to the gate of Jidian, and I will introduce you to you. In the future, if you ...... He can protect you! ”
Zhang Manqian's heart still fluctuated slightly, but her eyes slowly returned to their usual plainness.
The moonlight is like water, reflecting the shadows of the two people on the long ground of gloom, soaked in the dissolving moonlight, floating slightly. Maybe it was because the moonlight was too snow-white tonight, so bright that Zhao Xing only felt that her eyes were gradually blurred, and a thick sourness surged up.
"No, I don't. I'll do my own things in the future. Man Qian, you don't have to worry about me, there is no responsibility between us. All I want is ...... Take care. ”
After saying a word, a line of tears flowed, and it fell to the placket of his clothes, and Zhao Xing still stared at the man in front of him. Zhang Manqian also stared at her, but so far, all the light and shadow in her eyes have been cold.
"Whatever you want."
Those were the last words he had with her, and then, without looking back, he brushed his sleeves away.
They finally broke off, and since then, she is left with only an infatuation, and he doesn't even have to bear the responsibility anymore.
It's good.
He can go about his business well.
Take care of the feelings he really cares about.
Stupidly watching the tall back disappear, the breath of blood blocked in her throat surged, she couldn't hold back any longer, and finally vomited and coughed up, and the blood fell half of her body.
Zhao Xing held on to the door frame, let herself stand up straight, and slowly walked out of the old hall.
The seizure of the throne has always been dangerous. What's more, until now, I still don't know the true details of Emperor Wu. What's more, there is a Liu to block in front of him, Liu Qu is a powerful person, if she secretly takes refuge in Ji Di and asks Liu to find out, it will be troublesome. Besides, if she stays by Liu Qu's side, what means does he and Emperor Wu have to deal with Ji Di, she can still try to maneuver and never teach him to harm Man Qian.
Looking at her tearful face, he still wanted to say a few soft words to her. Is this what he should do?
Zhang Manqian walked briskly halfway, laughing self-deprecatingly, and her eyes sank.
Thinking of something, he slowly pulled something out of his arms.
It was the jade flute she gave him.
He used to have a jade flute that he liked very much, but it was later broken. When she found out, she asked her father for pocket money, but her father refused to give it, so she pulled her brother and Qingfeng to go to a deep mountain and wild mine, and went for a few months, and when she came back, she brought him this stone, saying that she had bought the jade with her own hands and made it with her own hands.
On the day she came back, she was dirty, not pretty, and more like a little madman at that time.
She was smart, and she surprised him a little today, but she was always so crazy, bold, and ignorant, if not, if she didn't treat him with sincerity, he ......
In order to let her leave safely, he even went against his will, saying that he would go back to her when he said it.
This is not the same as a promise, no matter who his future wife is, he will inherit her a name and love and take care of her!
Zhao Xing...... He closed his eyes slightly and threw the jade flute.
This old hall is huge, the rockeries are scattered all around, the neighbors are scattered, the lotus pond fish pond is ...... Zhao Xing walked out and stood still, there was a corridor in front of him, and he came in from that corridor, and after passing through it, he should be able to return to the new hall.
She was about to leave, but she heard a cry. She was stunned, and saw someone sitting on a rock by a fish pond not far away, crying sadly.
The man was dressed in green, with his hair combed in a double bun, and the bun was covered with emerald beads, luxurious and beautiful.
Be...... Liu Le?
What kind of wilderness is this little ancestor sowing here? What about her palace lady and girl?
She wanted to take a detour, but suddenly remembered Mingyue again. It was a girl she had bought since she was a child, and she loved to wear a green dress and comb her buns, how delicate and delicate she was, how cute and cute she was.
Although she knew that it was the girl's father or master who killed her parents, she sighed, and finally couldn't help but feel pity in her heart, walked over, half-squatted in front of her, and said softly: "Little beauty, what's wrong with you?" ”
The girl who cried into a rabbit looked up suddenly, and when she saw that it was her, she was stunned, and then her eyes were fierce, and she roared angrily: "Zhang Anshi, you get out of this princess!" Who wants you cat cry mouse fake mercy? It's all your fault! ”
Why is Liu Le crying here?
But it was she who went to Queen Wei and talked about Zhao Xing, and was criticized by Wei Zifu and asked her to listen to her master. In a fit of rage, she said, "Why don't you help me?" Master is not your own yet." Wei Zifu was furious on the spot, and if it wasn't for Aunt Xia's pull, he would have slapped her.
What Liu Le said was just angry words, and he still loved Liu Qu, who was his brother and master, but seeing his mother like this, he couldn't help but be scared and sad, so he ran out.
There were many people in the new hall, and she was afraid of being laughed at, so she slipped here, and didn't let the girls follow. Her girls were so afraid of her that they didn't dare to follow.
I don't know that this girl is also a disaster, walking and walking, she knocked on the ground I don't know if it was a stone or a stick or something, and fell into a dog gnawing mud.
His knees hit the gravel on the ground, his pants were torn and bleeding, and his shoes were kicked somewhere.