"Change?" Seamus, who walked out of the student union, said abruptly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

A long time passed, and it was already completely dark. He talked for a long time with Chidori and Mirey and said a lot of things.

From the test call for war in Class F, to the future development of the school, to how to leave enough memories for the students for three years.

A lot, and a lot of it.

It can be seen that many of Mi Lei's ideas are fragmented and do not form a complete and coherent system. But even in this situation, she acted, acting according to her own ideas, even if those ideas seemed immature to some adults, but she still did it.

For his own sake, in Mr. Seamo's opinion, some naïve goals, to act!

In Mr. Seamus's opinion, even now, he thinks that Millet Ashford has only forged a utopia called "Ashford Academy" - perhaps in these three years, the students in it can forget the disturbances of the outside world, forget the pressures that have distorted the whole society because of the selfishness of the emperor and the great nobles.

But after three years, everything will return to his proper trajectory, just like for death row inmates, noon will finally come!

This reminded Seamus of what he had just experienced, and he felt extremely funny—a mockery of himself. And for Mi Lei, for this man of action, Xi Mo has nothing but respect.

These three years may be a lifetime memory for some, but it is not possible for everyone to think so, because this is the reality.

But Mi Lei still did it, even if she encountered opposition from all sides in the process of implementation, even if the arrival of the Japanese disrupted her original arrangement and caused new contradictions and conflicts.

But Mi Lei is still working hard little by little according to her goal, changing her surroundings little by little.

Now Seamus and Chidori are convinced that such a person would not think of dishonoring a Japanese student on the first day of school. Because she loves this school, she loves this unformed utopia that she has forged.

[How do small people, people without power, survive in this world? even tries to change the world, even if what she has changed is only a little bit around her. 】

[And if it is yourself, how much change can it bring to the world? 】

Seamus didn't know, and never thought about it. Because he has always lived for himself, even if he lives without a purpose, without meaning, and does not understand why he is living.

Money? Enjoy?

Maybe I'm just chasing that state, the state where I don't have to stop and think. Because once you stop, you will find that the empty self is actually just a warm walking corpse.

However, corpses don't think, and it is through thinking that Seamus discovers that he lives like a walking dead.

There is no goal to live just because it is alive, and Seamus hates this, hates that empty self.

Therefore, he has to give himself a goal, even if this goal is superficial and false, but at least he can make himself look more real and want to be a living human being.

That's why he has an extra attachment to money, not because money can bring him material enjoyment, but because as a general equivalent, this symbol of wealth is also pursued by ordinary human beings.

has even become a symbol of success in life in the eyes of many people, and Simo, Mr. Simo, who has no goals of his own, can only borrow from others, borrow the goals of ordinary ordinary people to feel the feeling of ordinary people's lives.

Until one day last year, he suddenly noticed that there was a person in his life. And this man was inseparable from him until the morning.

With her light blue hair and playful double ponytail, and her thin body, as long as you think of her, you will unconsciously want to pity! Once, I once thought that she might be the meaning of my life.

But! But!

Who are you? 】

Why did I forget you? Why did you suddenly disappear from my side! Why can't I remember!!! 】

"Your name 。。。。。。"

"Seamus, what are you talking about?" Chidori on the side looked at Seamus strangely, from the time when he was in the student council before, this guy in front of him was constantly wandering.

And intermittently, sometimes for two or three minutes, and then suddenly interject into his own Mi Lei's conversation, sometimes there is a sudden pause when he is talking, and then he falls into a strange pause of a few seconds or even tens of seconds.

It's like a robot.,Suddenly by a remote control in an unknown place.,Suddenly press the start button.,And suddenly turned off.。

I asked him several times what was wrong, but he was blocked back in an extremely perfunctory tone.

"Nothing." Seamus said.

[Yes, that's the tone!] Chidori looked at Seamus in disbelief, although on the way back, the not very dense lights seemed a little dim, but she could still see Seamo's complicated expression from the refraction of the light. [This is clearly something on the mind! 】

Now Seamus doesn't know how to treat Chidoriya properly, and since he found some of his lost memories in Milei's office just now, various emotions have begun to flow into his heart.

I don't understand why I lost this memory.,Why I suddenly remembered it.,Confusion about the identity of the blue-haired girl in my memory.,And guilt about Chidori beside me.。

If you hadn't forgotten that "she", wouldn't you have a good impression of Chidori? But how should I face myself when I think of the unknown "her" who has developed a good impression of Chidori? Face your heart?

And that's why Chidori had to see Seamus lose his soul before - he was confused and didn't know how to deal with it.

The person you like is forgotten by yourself, and after you forget it, you like someone else again, but you suddenly remember the forgotten person. I don't even know why I forgot it!

Troublesome! Troublesome! Troublesome!

Seamus can only pretend that nothing has happened! It's as if he didn't know that his memories had been altered!

As you usually do, go and negotiate with Mi Lei, and discuss. From time to time, think about the black history of the dead sister Takakasaka, to divert your attention, refresh your lower limit by the way, and pull down a little amalgam's festival average.

It has to be said that this method 。。。。。。 It sucks!

Because no matter how much he escapes, no matter how much Seamus pretends to think about his usual self - heartless, heartless, and wrong-minded, but these are just delays, and like being executed, the longer the delay, the longer the suffering, the longer the suffering.

And this is very similar to Mi Lei's utopia, except that it is also a delay, the other party is three years, and he is before he leaves the student union.

That's why Seamus felt ridiculous, because when the situation became that he and Chidori were going to be alone, those thoughts that he had suppressed before。。。。。。 Erupted again! (To be continued.) )