[136] can't catch the stars shifting
I don't know how this little girl is doing now, has she studied hard, and has she been bullied at school? After thinking about this, I felt that I had to take some time to call Xia Han and ask how the situation was in September.
Xing Feifei suddenly raised her head and looked at it at this time, touched my lower bar with a teasing look, looked at me and said, "Why do you like to be in a daze so much now?" ”
I shook my head and said, "No, I just remembered something." After saying this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, some things are really in the past, we can never go back, and the things that will never change are people who have been changing.
For a moment, I thought I was the stupidest one, even just a person who liked to get used to and miss, on the contrary, I didn't participate in the growth of others, and I didn't grow up myself, and I stubbornly thought that nothing had changed, and everything would go back to the past, but could I really go back to the past?
After thinking of this, I couldn't help but shake my head and smiled bitterly, at this time Xu Tiancong came back with his mobile phone, looked at me and smiled and said, "What are you two talking about?" So happy. ”
I laughed and said, "I didn't talk about anything, just to talk about some previous things, and you and your daughter-in-law had a sweet time again?" ”
"That's a must." Looking at Xu Tiancong's stunned face, I really couldn't stand it.
Xu Tiancong smiled and said, "You have also been out for two or three days, and you won't call your family's Lian Mengmeng?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I don't know what to say on the phone, I her off." ”
Xing Feifei looked at me and said, "You are really an idiot, since you made her angry, call her to apologize, if you don't apologize, you two will keep the cold war." I'll tell you, girls are very careful. ”
I smiled bitterly and looked at Xing Feifei and Xu Tiancong and said helplessly: "Tomorrow, or just wait for me to go back and tell her." "Thinking of Lian Mengmeng, I still feel a little depressed in my heart, and I don't know if she is still angry with me now.
"There are no bad girls, only gentlemen who can't fool." Xu Tiancong said with a smile.
I glanced at Xu Tiancong helplessly and said, "You have a lot of crooked reasoning." ”
At this time, the people in the bar began to stand up and walk out, and I followed up and asked, "Is the event started?" ”
Xing Feifei also followed my gaze, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Let's go, it should be the start of the event, let's go and have a look." ”
I nodded and stood up, Xu Tiancong also stood up, Xing Feifei looked at us with an excited look and said, "Let's go." ”
The two of us followed Xing Feifei out of the bar, a super large fire rack was placed there, the bonfire had been lit, the wrinkled people were already standing, and around the middle was a host.
The host held the microphone in his hand, smiled and said: "The people who want to come here today are all our old acquaintances, and before the event started, I nagged a few words as before." After saying this, the host paused, "Today's event is a bonfire event, and those who participated in the event last time should know it, I want to say a little, everyone should pay attention to safety." ”
"Got it!" The people below said in unison.
As the activity began, I suddenly lost interest, I followed to the side, lit a cigarette and put it in my mouth, and took a deep breath, Xu Tiancong and Xing Feifei didn't notice that I had walked away.
I followed unconsciously to a river, looked at the sparkling river, and suddenly remembered a few years ago, when we were sitting by the Fucheng River drinking, at that time the Fucheng River was the same scene, sparkling.
I took a deep breath of cigarette and slowly exhaled an eye circle, feeling quite comfortable, I finished a cigarette and threw it on the ground, and when I turned around and was about to walk back, Xing Feifei appeared behind me.
I was taken aback by her, I looked at her and smiled and said, "Why are you here?" ”
Xing Feifei looked at me and smiled and said, "I just didn't see you all of a sudden, so I came to look for you, but I didn't expect you to run here." After finishing speaking, Xing Feifei raised her head and looked at the moon in the sky, sighed and said, "Is it because the things I just told you pierced your heart?" ”
I shook my head, smiled and said, "I always think it's because I haven't grown up, right?" ”
Xing Feifei looked at me and smiled and said: "Actually, people are changing, you haven't changed, you can't let go of all this, and you're still thinking about the past, that's why it's like this." After finishing speaking, Xing Feifei glanced at the stars in the sky and then said: "Just like the stars in the sky, it can't always be the same as today, you can only grasp the things in this position, but you can't catch the stars and move." ”
I couldn't catch it, and I laughed when I thought about it, "People always like to desperately grab something they can't catch all their lives." After saying this, I raised my head and sighed, and continued: "If I can hold it, then I am not me." ”
"If you know, it's good." Xing Feifei looked at me and smiled comfortingly: "Since I returned to China, I have seen many classmates in our university, only the feeling you gave me has not changed, just like you four years ago, you are not afraid of anything, you don't think about anything, you always live for others, you don't even know what you want, you only know what others want, you do your best to give it to others, and you have never thought about what you want, and you have never even lived for yourself." ”
I smiled bitterly and shook my head, I looked at Xing Feifei and continued to speak: "Anyway, it will pass sooner or later in the future." ”
Xing Feifei looked at me for a long time and didn't speak, I laughed and said in a provocative tone, "What are you looking at?" ”
Xing Feifei said: "It's nothing, it's just a sudden illusion." ”
I smiled and didn't speak, Xing Feifei looked at me and said with a smile: "Let's go, let's go back, the activity is still going on, if you're not in the mood to play, go in and have a drink." ”
I nodded and went back there, Xu Tiancong pulled a group of people together like a madman and said something with a smirk.
I followed him into the bar, and when I arrived at the bar, I was still drinking a cocktail, savoring it, and the event was finally over at twelve o'clock.
Xu Tiancong followed into the bar, and Xing Feifei also walked in, looked at me and smiled and said, "Okay, don't be melancholy, let's go back." ”
I nodded, looked at Xu Tiancong and continued to say abruptly: "Brother Cong, let's go back to Jiangchuan tomorrow." ”
Xu Tiancong was stunned for a moment, then looked at me after coming back to his senses and said, "Why did you suddenly remember to go back?" Are you feeling better? ”
I shook my head and said, "That's it, it's time to go back, I want to go back to work." ”
Xing Feifei looked at the two of us with an excited look and said, "Are you really going back?" I'm tired of being here for a long time. ”
I nodded noncommittally and said, "I want to go back." ”
Xu Tiancong looked at me and nodded, "That's okay, then let's leave for Jiangchuan tomorrow." After finishing speaking, Xu Tiancong looked at me and smiled and said, "Let's go, let's go back to the hotel first." ”
I nodded, and then walked out of the bar with Xing Feifei and Xu Tiancong.
Xing Feifei asked happily as she walked: "Li Hongle, you have to remember what you promised me, you said that you would go back with me, I want to go back to see Qingqing, and Qianqian, and my goddaughter." After finishing speaking, Xing Feifei still looked excited.
I looked at Xing Feifei's heartless appearance and said helplessly: "Okay, I know." After saying that, I followed and said, "Let's leave after lunch tomorrow, I guess I will sleep until noon tomorrow." ”
Xu Tiancong also nodded in agreement and said, "Okay, then let's go back to Jiangchuan at noon tomorrow, then you should work hard when you return to Jiangchuan, and I also have to study the matter of the bar." ”
I nodded and said, "Brother Cong, do you really want to open a bar?" ”
Xu Tiancong looked at the starry sky in the sky and snorted and said: "I also want to make a dream bar, the name of this bar is called Dream Making, I want to make a theme bar, and then let everyone in my bar can find the feeling of the past, and the dream of the past." ”
I nodded and said, "Come on, it's a good idea." ”
I followed Xu Tiancong back to the hotel, Xing Feifei also returned to her hotel and began to pack her things, thinking that when I returned to Jiangchuan tomorrow, I should face work, Xiao Ai, Zhao Chao, Lian Mengmeng, what I didn't dare to face the most was Zhao Chao and Xiao Ai, I suddenly didn't know how to face the two people.
Thinking of this, I lay down on the bed and lit a cigarette, and after smoking, I snuffed out the cigarette, and after extinguishing the cigarette, I got up and took a hot shower, and went to bed early.
After waking up in the morning, it was already more than ten o'clock, Xu Tiancong had woken up, I followed and began to wash, after washing, the weather outside was still as cold as before, and the cold made people a little cold.
After I finished washing, Xu Tiancong was already sitting in my room waiting for me, Xu Tiancong looked at me and smiled and said, "Let's go, go out for a meal, and then let's go back." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay." After finishing speaking, I nodded and walked out of the hotel with Xu Tiancong, the cold wind outside was a little cold, and it hit my face with a painful feeling, and I couldn't help but rub my face.