[101] Xu Qing's words
After thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh, even Mengmeng's life is full of dangers, and now I don't even know who is making trouble behind it.
Xu Qing looked at the two of us and smiled and said, "Okay, don't think nonsense, don't worry, things will definitely pass." After saying that, Xu Qing smiled at us.
I nodded and said, "Indeed, it's useless to think so much, if there is any aftermath, he will definitely have to use it." ”
That night, Lian Mengmeng took his public relations team and then took Xu Qing and me to find a hotel for a meal, which can be regarded as a reception for the two of us.
In the evening, Xu Qing and I found a hotel to live in, the facilities of the hotel are not bad, and it is a star-rated hotel in terms of frame.
In the evening, I had just taken a shower, changed my clothes, and was thinking about going downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes, when I opened the door, I saw Xu Qing actually standing at the door.
I looked at Xu Qing standing at the door, and said with some surprise: "Why don't you stand here and not go in?" After that, I smiled and said, "Is there anything wrong?" ”
Xu Qing shook her head, "You opened the door when I was about to knock on the door, and now I just want you to go out with me." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay." After finishing speaking, I followed Xu Qing downstairs together.
After going downstairs, I bought a pack of cigarettes, and when I touched my pocket, I forgot to bring my lighter, and at this time, Xu Qing handed the fire to me.
I stretched out my head, lit the cigarette, took a deep breath, and said slowly, "How are you recovering now?" ”
Thinking of Xu Qing's leukemia, I can't help but think of the days during that time, unbearably depressed, scared, and Xu Qing's indifferent face.
Xu Qing turned around and chuckled at me, "It's okay, fortunately, everything has come over, so it's not a big deal." After saying this, Xu Qing paused, raised his head to look at me, and said, "I still have to say thank you for all this." ”
I waved my hand and said, "Actually, the person you want to thank is not me, but the person who donated bone marrow to you." Speaking of this, I can't help but think of Cheng Fei.
I don't know how the two brothers and sisters are doing now, I don't know if the money is enough for them, after all, Cheng Fei has done such a big thing, and I owe Cheng Fei so much reason.
Xu Qing raised her head and looked at me, and said with a puzzled look in her eyes: "Why, I always feel like you know something?" ”
I sat down along the side of the square, Xu Qing also sat next to me, looking at me, I smiled and shook my head and said, "I don't know anything, I just know that good people in this world will be rewarded." I let out a long sigh.
Xu Qing looked at me with a resolute expression, and her voice was a little loud, "You must know something, otherwise your state today is not in line with your character." After finishing speaking, Xu Qing's face was still full of distrust.
I also shrugged my shoulders a little helplessly and said, "Come on, eldest sister, don't make trouble, why am I not in line with my character?" After saying that, I couldn't help but shake my head in my heart, Xu Qing, this woman is really smart.
Xu Qing's understanding of me surpasses anyone's understanding of me, including Zhao Chao, who may not know as much as Xu Qing's understanding of me.
I smiled, Xu Qing looked at me and said, "What are you laughing at?" ”
"I just remembered something," I sighed as I said that, "it feels like time flies." ”
Xu Qing said suddenly: "When are you going to confess to Lian Mengmeng?" After saying this, Xu Qing still stared at me with two eyes.
I was a little scared to see Xu Qing's eyes, and then, I lowered my head and sighed and said, "Let's drag it first." ”
"I can tell you, people don't even lack a man in Mengmeng, and each of them is better than you, if you don't hurry up, you won't have a chance in the future." After Xu Qing said these words, I suddenly felt very strange in my heart, I never thought that Xu Qing would say such a thing anyway.
I looked at Xu Qing with a hint of puzzlement in my eyes and asked, "Why do you think you are more anxious than me?" ”
As soon as I finished speaking, Xu Qing held her cheeks, turned her head to look at me and chuckled, "I just hope you have a good home, even Mengmeng is a good woman, Xia Han is also a good woman, including the little love with you before, they are all good women, but you don't know how to cherish them." ”
Xu Qing is indeed right, but love is not something I can control, thinking of this, I looked at Xu Qing and said: "Then Jiang Youxi is also a good man, why are you always so disgusted?" ”
Xu Qing was stunned for a moment after listening to me, and after coming back to her senses, she looked at me and said, "You don't need to worry about my affairs." ”
The tone was still as cold as before.
I smiled and said, "That's it, so do I." ”
Xu Qing was choked by my words, glanced at me fiercely, and said with a smile: "Li Hongle, I found that you have become more and more able to speak recently, and now you have learned to choke me with words?" As she spoke, Xu Qing couldn't help but smile to herself.
Since Xu Qing's illness has recovered, her personality has changed a lot, at least she is much more cheerful than before, and she doesn't seem as indifferent as before.
I looked at Xu Qing and quipped: "You really changed back, you said that you want to be earlier than now, how good is your current character?" After finishing speaking, I squinted at Xu Qing.
Xu Qing looked at me angrily and didn't continue to speak.
I stood up and looked at the street lamps on the side of the street, feeling a little inexplicably happy, looked at Xu Qing and said with a smile: "Okay, let's go for a walk." "Actually, I haven't been shopping like this anymore, and for the first time, I feel that life is so easy, and even with a sense of carefreeness.
"Okay." After Xu Qing finished speaking, she also stood up.
The sound of rustling leaves on the streets in late autumn gives the whole season a different feeling.
Xu Qing raised her head and looked at me at this time and said, "Li Hongle, have you ever thought about what you will do in the future?" ”
After Xu Qing finished saying this, I was stunned for a moment, I knew the meaning of Xu Qing's words, in fact, in my life, it can be said that Xu Qing has always been helping me, but I didn't accept her kindness, thinking of this, I raised my head and looked at Xu Qing and smiled bitterly, "I understand what you mean, if I really need your help, I will never ink." ”
After I finished speaking, I looked at Xu Qing and smiled.
Xu Qing didn't smile, and said with a very calm face: "A man should have a career of his own and a stable income, do you remember why my father didn't let you be with me at that time?" ”
After Xu Qing finished saying this, it undoubtedly stabbed me hard in the heart, indeed, I looked at Xu Qing and smiled lightly, "Because I looked down on me as a poor boy at the time, plus my family is also poor, I am not self-motivated." ”
I said all this truthfully, in fact, what I said is also the truth, if a man wants others to look down on him, then you have to have some ability, and no one can look down on anyone who has no ability.
Xu Qing nodded and said: "In this era, men should be in the shopping mall, invincible, or work hard for a career, standing tall and directing the country, do you understand?" After finishing speaking, Xu Qing looked at me tightly.
I shook my head, "I don't have any big ambitions, I just want to have something to eat, have someone I love the most, and then live together peacefully, I'm already very satisfied." ”
When I said this, I paused, raised my head and looked at Xu Qing, "As for the ambition you said, pointing out the country and the sea, these are not what I want, maybe Chaozi has such ambitions, Chen Feng also has them, but I don't, I just want to be an ordinary person." ”
Xu Qing suddenly got a little angry: "Why do you like to fall so much?" You obviously have a good mind, and you are so young now, why can't you work hard to build a future of your own? ”
I was stunned, and I glanced at Xu Qing in surprise, "I really don't have much ambition." ”
"But have you ever thought about what if you want to be with Lian Mengmeng in the future? What do you have? Why are you? Why do people marry their daughters to you? Xu Qing's voice became louder: "I really don't want to see you fall so willingly." ”
I was suddenly speechless, Xu Qing was right, I really have no reason to refute, but I really don't want to live my life so complicated, simple, and happy every day, isn't it?
"I just don't want to see you happen like that three years ago, I hope you can be doing well and having fun, you understand?" Xu Qing said lightly.
I pondered for a moment and said, "I'll talk about it later." ”
Xu Qing raised her head, looked straight at me and said, "If you want, I hope you can come to my company." ”
I smiled wryly, "I'll talk about this later." ”
After saying that, I turned around and went back, Xu Qing followed closely behind me, neither of us spoke, there was silence all the way, and my head was a mess.
Xu Qing is right, all of this is just my own unwillingness to work hard, but I think even if I want to do something, I don't want to rely on Xu Qing.
That night, Xu Qing and I said goodbye and went back to our rooms, I went back to my room, lying on the bed, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep.
Xu Qing's words really pierced my heart, I was shaken, maybe even if it wasn't for me, I was afraid that in the future, I would have my own piece of world for even Mengmeng.
Thinking of Lian Mengmeng, I couldn't help but feel a wave of melancholy in my heart.
In the morning, at about seven o'clock, I just woke up and went to wash, and my phone rang when I was brushing my teeth.