[045] The life of the fifth season
Xu Tiancong may have seen that I was a little hesitant in my heart, and then said jokingly: "Let's go, you have called me Brother Cong, can I still sell you?" ”
I pointed to Xu Tiancong in the distance and said, "I'm here by car, get in the car." Xu Tiancong didn't mind when he heard me say this, after I opened the car door, Xu Tiancong got into the car, anyway, it was a community, so it was nothing.
I also got into the car and asked, "Brother Cong, isn't there a small shop downstairs in our community?" ”
"I'm used to it, the night view of the South Ring Road is better, so every time I stroll around, I come over, but there are more people with acute colds in the clinic recently, and I don't have much time, so I will take advantage of the evening to wander over, buy some food, buy some wine, and go back to drink."
I nodded and said, "It seems that Brother Cong should be quite able to drink." With that, I stepped on the accelerator and started the car.
Xu Tiancong looked at me and smiled, didn't leave me, and directly changed the topic and said, "Why are you going so late?" ”
I smiled at Xu Tiancong while driving, "I didn't go out to eat with my friend, I just sent her back and came back to drive." ”
"Girlfriend?" Xu Tiancong squinted at me and said half-jokingly.
I shook my head and said, "No, it's a friend." ”
Xu Tiancong didn't know what to do, and suddenly remembered Lian Mengmeng, so he asked, "By the way, what about the little princess in your family, why haven't you seen her recently?" ”
Originally, after a few days of busy life, I had left Lian Mengmeng behind, but now that Xu Tiancong asked like this, I suddenly chuckled in my heart.
I took a deep breath and said, "She's back to Beijiang." ”
"He's not from Jiangchuan?" Xu Tiancong looked at the scenery outside the car window and paused: "She's not your girlfriend?" ”
I shook my head gloomily and said, "No." After finishing speaking, I couldn't help but think of the scene when Lian Mengmeng had a fever, her face turned pale, she bit her lip tightly, and when she wanted to be that scene, I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart, I really don't know if this stupid girl can take care of herself if she gets sick again in the future.
Xu Tiancong looked at me and smiled and said, "However, I can see that you like that girl a lot."
I can't help but feel a little bitter in my heart, what can I do if I like it, maybe I'm just a passerby in the eyes of Lian Mengmeng.
As I spoke, I drove the car into the community gradually, and within a few minutes I had arrived at Xu Tiancong's downstairs.
After I parked the car, I got out of the car, Xu Tiancong looked at me with the food in his hand and said, "Let's go, let's go upstairs together." ”
I thought for a moment, nodded, and said, "Okay." ”
After I followed Xu Tiancong upstairs, I went directly into Xu Tiancong's house, and I couldn't help but sigh after I went in, in the same community, the decoration in the house is really different.
Xu Tiancong let go of my thoughts, smiled and said casually: "This house was renovated with a loan a few years ago, and now I am still repaying the loan every month." After finishing speaking, Xu Tiancong put the cooked food in his hand on the table, picked up the air conditioner and turned on the air conditioner remotely.
Suddenly, the whole room was much cooler, and after I came back to my senses, I looked at Xu Tiancong and said, "Drink liquor and beer?" ”
"You say, you can have liquor and beer at home." Xu Tiancong threw down the remote control and sat on the sofa......
I thought for a moment and said, "Let's drink beer, it's really a bit inappropriate to drink liquor in the summer." With that, I sat down on the couch with me.
After listening to me, Xu Tiancong dragged out a box from under the coffee table and said, "There is also a box of beer, enough for the two of us to drink." After speaking, Xu Tiancong handed me a bottle of beer.
After I took the beer, I habitually bit the cap of the bottle, Xu Tiancong handed me a cup, and after filling it himself, he looked at me and said, "By the way, how old are you?" ”
I felt a cool feeling after taking a sip of beer, put down the cup and said to Xu Tiancong, "25." ”
"Hahaha, that's right, I'm a few years older than you." Xu Tiancong picked up the cup and said to me, "Come on, let's do one." ”
After finishing speaking, Xu Tiancong and I touched it, and then we drank it all, and there was nothing left in the cup.
Looking at Xu Tiancong's appearance, I couldn't help but think of the girl named Lin Ran, and I followed up and asked, "By the way, Brother Cong, is there any news for the girl named Lin Ran?" ”
Xu Tiancong smiled at him, and smiled very sadly, "Not yet, I'm still continuing to inquire." When he said this, Xu Tiancong looked at me and smiled, "I really envy you sometimes, every time I see you, I remember my past." ”
Xu Tiancong's eyes flashed with a hint of memory, "If I am asked to go back to that time, I will definitely cherish it." ”
I looked at Xu Tiancong and shook my head and persuaded: "Why bother, it's all over, people always have to look forward." With that, I picked up my beer, poured myself a glass, and motioned for a drink.
After drinking the beer, Xu Tiancong lit a cigarette in his hand, squinted at me and said with a smile: "In this life, some things are lost, just like a soul, life has become colorless, can you understand that feeling?" ”
When I said this, I found that Xu Tiancong's hand holding the cigarette trembled obviously, I understand that feeling, this familiar action has appeared in me before, countless nights accompanied by cigarettes and alcohol to entertain my loneliness, but I found that it was the trembling hands that betrayed me in the end, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't help myself.
I didn't speak, Xu Tiancong took a deep breath of cigarette and looked at me and said, "Okay, I don't want to, anyway, I will continue to look for it, and when I save enough money, I will close the clinic and continue to look for Lin Ran." ”
Thinking about it now, Lin Ran can be regarded as a happy woman, at least Xu Tiancong loves her now, but thinking of what happened to me before, I feel that there are several similarities with Xu Tiancong, they are all running around for feelings, supporting their lives for feelings, but they also have a few envy, at least he has a woman who can let him look at him from afar, what about me? For so many years, everything was just self-deception, and when I woke up from my dream, there was nothing left, and I was the only one alive.
I hope that all these fantasies of Xu Tiancong will not become bubble phantoms.
Under the light, Xu Tiancong and I talked a lot between pushing the cup and changing the lamp, but the two men who were hurt by love would also tear open their wounds and lick them quietly in the dead of night, so that their hearts did not hurt so much.
Xu Tiancong suddenly raised his head at this time, looked at me, and said unhurriedly: "Do you want to play the guitar?" ”
I nodded and said, "A little." ”
"Don't play it if you know it, listen to me play today." After finishing speaking, Xu Tiancong stood up and walked to a bedroom on the side and took out a guitar.
I couldn't help but despise Xu Tiancong in my heart, and asked me if I wanted to play it.
Xu Tiancong took the guitar and looked at me and said, "What song do you want to hear?" ”
"Leave someone."
Waiting, after Xu Tiancong sat down, he hugged the guitar and felt good after playing it a few times, then raised his head and looked at me and said, "I'll try it for you, I haven't played it for many years." ”
The silver boat swayed and swayed
Hanging in the velvety sky
Your heart is blue
Stop at my deep heart
You say that people who are in love with the depths of their love can not be lonely
When love is strong, it is worrying
My luggage was lonely and melancholy
Banished from people to the border
It's like entering the fifth season
Day and night are chaotic, and the tide of harmony rises and falls
There is no spring in the dictionary
Squandered tears from people
Avoid parting that is still in sight
You won't say goodbye
I don't dare to think about tomorrow
Some say goodbye
And there will be a star in the sky and it will go out again
The silver boat swayed and swayed
Hanging in the velvety sky
Your heart is blue
Stop at my deep heart
You say that people who are in love with the depths of their love can not be lonely
When love is strong, it is worrying
My luggage was lonely and melancholy
Banished from people to the border
It's like entering the fifth season
Day and night are chaotic, and the tide of harmony rises and falls
There is no spring in the dictionary
Squandered tears from people
Avoid parting that is still in sight
You won't say goodbye
I don't dare to think about tomorrow
Some say goodbye
And there will be a star in the sky and it will go out again
Squandered tears from people
Avoid parting that is still in sight
You won't say goodbye
I don't dare to think about tomorrow
Some say goodbye
And there will be a star in the sky and it will go out again
Listening to Xu Tiancong's song of leaving, I have to say that he is a guitar master, every light and heavy string is plucked just right, accompanied by Xu Tiancong's rich and vicissitudes of voice, when you hear this song of leaving, he is another sad taste, which makes you can't help but think about the people in this story.
I couldn't help clapping my hands again, Xu Tiancong handed me the guitar and looked at me and said, "Do you know what the name of the song "Leaving People" is in my heart? ”
I raised my head with some curiosity and looked at Xu Tiancong and asked, "What's it called?" ”
"Season five." When he said this, Xu Tiancong looked at his face with a trace of sadness: "The season that people will never see in this life, he does not belong to any climate in spring, summer, autumn and winter, but what people yearn for the most." ”
When I heard the fifth season, I couldn't help but think of the city in my heart, as if it was the same thing, a city that would never exist? Will there be anyone in the city?
I shook my head and sighed and said, "Even if there is no fifth season, we have to firmly believe that what will appear in this season, at least will exist in my heart, is an eternal existence." ”
"Yes." Xu Tiancong looked at me and said, "Just for the existence of the fifth season, let's do one." ”
"Okay."
After that, we drank it all again.
Xu Tiancong put down the cup and looked at me and said, "Come on, Le, how about you try this guitar?" ”
PS: There will be one more later.
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