Chapter 49: Resentment

Since going to the compound to visit the elders last weekend, Lin Xiaoshu has not gone again. In a few days, students will have to go to the battlefield of the college entrance examination. Lin Xiaoshu, as their teacher, has to lag behind in everything at this time.

is extremely busy, and she has little time to worry about men. During this period, Fang Yu came to look for her, and Qin Xue also came to look for her. Lin Xiaoshu only had one sentence, "Yan Qicheng is not here, is it interesting to pester me?" ”

Fang Yu was still arrogant and arrogant, and Qin Xue was still so elegant and reserved. But the protagonists are not there, and divorce and marriage are not something that can be done by one person.

They themselves felt bored, so they didn't bother Lin Xiaoshu again. Miss Lin, she was quiet. At the same time, the biggest benefits of military marriage were discovered. The actor is often not online, and he indulges others with eighteen classes of martial arts, but there is still no play.

In the blink of an eye, the college entrance examination has arrived, and the college entrance examination is over. Accompanying the students out of the examination room, every cell in Miss Lin's body stretched.

"Teacher Lin, are you still going to teach this summer?" Teacher Ke caught up with him in a few steps, pulled Lin Xiaoshu's bag, and asked in a friendly manner.

Lin Xiaoshu tilted her head and smiled slightly, "I missed the application time before, so I can't go this time." What, are you going? ”

Teacher Cao stroked his neat short hair before saying, "Hey, the original plan was to teach." It's not like there's been a flood in Y City this year, so I want to volunteer. ”

Y city, flooding. The worries that Lin Xiaoshu pressed in her heart instantly became active again. Xiu Mei frowned almost invisibly, "Can volunteers go if they want to?" ”

"You have to apply too. Otherwise, everyone will rush to the disaster area, won't it add chaos to the disaster area? After Mr. Haro explained, he asked enthusiastically, "Mr. Lin, do you want to go too?" Do you want me to bring you along with me when I sign up? ”

"Then I'm sorry for you, Mr. Harao. Thank you! Lin Xiaoshu hugged people excitedly.

"Let's go together, and we have company. And it's to suffer and suffer, thank what. Teacher Ke waved her hand without worrying, got into her husband's car to pick her up, and left.

Lin Xiaoshu thought that it should take a few days from the application to the notice. I decided to say hello to the elders first, and then go back to City C.

The emergence of high-speed rail has shortened the distance between cities. The moment I got off the train and got on the long-distance bus again. Lin Xiaoshu suddenly complained that the transportation was too fast.

Before she was ready, the small county town, which was half new and half old, was approaching. When the bus arrived, the tired travelers couldn't help but show a relaxed smile on their faces.

Lin Xiaoshu tried to pull the corners of her mouth, but she didn't pull it away, so she had no choice but to give up. She went to a hotel first and put her things down. I only took the gift and walked to the alley, which was not very wide.

Lin Xiaoshu has wandered many times at the mouth of this bluestone paved alley. Not once did she go inside, even though she wanted to go in.

The year she graduated from high school, her adoptive father died in a drunk driving accident. The adoptive mother took her biological daughter and remarried her mother. Her new husband's family lives at the end of the alley.

"You've grown up, whether it's good or bad in the future, go through it yourself. Your sister is still young and will follow me. Your grandmother is old, and I will take care of it too. Mother Lin took the old and the young, dragged two oversized boxes, and left the dark rental house.

Lin Xiaoshu chased out the door and looked at the backs of several people. Raising his voice, he shouted, "Mom, can I go to see you occasionally in the future?" She knew that her adoptive mother would no longer be able to carry her big oil bottle with her, and would not like her to disturb their new life so often.

"Child, you can take care of yourself in the future, don't worry about us." The old man looked back and asked, wiping the corners of his eyes.

"Mom, hurry up." Mother Lin pulled the old man by the hand, and ignored Xiaoshu's question from beginning to end.

The clear eyes are clearly extinguished, and scenes of the past emerge in front of him. Blinking, this time, Lin Xiaoshu insisted on walking the entire alley.

Standing in front of the vermilion gate, Lin Xiaoshu pursed her lips, raised her hand, and put it down again. After repeating this several times, my heart became more and more unconfident.

"Miss, who are you looking for?" Mother Lin was carrying a large bag of vegetables and asked tentatively.

Lin Xiaoshu was stunned for a moment, and slowly turned around, "Mom, it's me." ”

Mother Lin's face changed slightly. The girl and the little boy next to her all looked at Lin Xiaoshu in surprise and curiosity.

"Sister, are you a sister?" The girl's pupils suddenly widened, and she jumped up happily. was pulled by Mother Lin's sleeves, and she restrained a little more. His eyes were still eagerly staring at Lin Xiaoshu.

The girl in front of her overlapped with the 5-year-old face in her memory. Lin Xiaoshu's eyes turned red all of a sudden. "Erya, you are Erya. It's all grown so big, my sister can't recognize it. ”

At this moment, Lin Xiaoshu was really excited. She didn't expect that 10 years later, Erya still remembered her. After her adoptive mother had a new home, Lin Xiaoshu also secretly watched them many times from afar, but she didn't see them very clearly.

Later, she was busy with her studies, part-time jobs, and survival, and gradually returned to the small county town less often. Later, after work, she came back even less. When I came back, I met my grandmother privately a few times.

"Are you here for something?" Mother Lin asked as she looked around. She was worried that her neighbors would see her and gossip.

Lin Xiaoshu held Erya's shoulders and said a little embarrassed, "I've called my grandmother a few times recently, but I haven't gotten through." I want to come and see her old man's house, are you okay? ”

In Lin Xiaoshu's childhood and youth, her grandmother was the only one who gave her love.

"Erya, take her to see your grandmother." Mother Lin lowered her head and led her youngest son into the house.

"Sister, let's go." Erya took Lin Xiaoshu's hand and walked out.

"What's the matter, didn't Grandma live with you?" Lin Xiaoshu frowned and asked eagerly.

Erya bit her lip and said in a hoarse voice, "Two months ago, my grandmother passed away, and she died naturally." My uncle helped my mother with my grandmother's funeral. ”

"Bang dang", Lin Xiaoshu scattered the things in her hand, trembling lips and muttering, "Take me to see her, quickly." ”

The two sisters ran all the way to the cemetery. It doesn't matter if the ground has just rained or it's wet. With a "poof", Lin Xiaoshu knelt straight in front of the tombstone.

Looking at the old man's kind portrait, let the tears flow freely. Grandma's voice and smile kept flashing in my mind. Lin Xiaoshu cried and cried, and even had difficulty breathing. The only person in the world who has unconditionally given her to rely on has also left.

"Seeing you so sad for her, it's not in vain that her old man loves you." Mother Lin sat down in front of the tombstone and looked into the distance.

The cemetery here is quite open, and you can see the mountains and green trees in the distance. It's just that today's sky, gray, and the nearby river sailboats can't see very clearly.

I don't know when, Erya was no longer around, and Mother Lin came to the cemetery. Lin Xiaoshu wiped a handful of tears with her hands and asked, "Why didn't you even let me attend my grandmother's funeral?" ”

"I don't want her to see you, to see her beloved biological granddaughter for the last time." In Lin Mu's voice, there was undisguised resentment and pleasure.

This book was first published in Book King