[009] The love that was missed in those years

Su Qianqian chuckled, pursed her lips, glanced at Chen Feng, and then at Zhao Chao, and then slowly said, "Chaozi, I am Chen Feng's fiancΓ©e." After saying that, the two looked at each other again, "We will get married the day after tomorrow." ”。

Fortunately, I was already mentally prepared, but when I finished saying this, I obviously noticed that Zhao Chao's facial expression stiffened, and after a while, he twitched the corners of his mouth and grinned: "That's good," Zhao Chao stood up and said after looking at me: "I'll go to the bathroom, you order first." ”

After the words fell, Zhao Chao got up and stood up, the moment he got up and moved the chair, he didn't stand firmly, and almost fell to the ground, I held Zhao Chao with one hand, Zhao Chao smiled at me and said, "I haven't drunk yet, it's more." After finishing speaking, Zhao Chao suddenly smiled, got up and went to the bathroom.

I felt a little uneasy, slowly followed behind Zhao Chao, watched Zhao Chao walk into the bathroom, the back of the lost soul made me suddenly think of the big boy who was once not afraid of anything, the elder brother whose face went from immature to green, and then from green to mature, now there will be a day when he will suffocate in pain.

I stood outside the bathroom, didn't follow up, for a long time, Zhao Chao came, I looked at Zhao Chao's face with water stains, as if he had just washed his face, although he deliberately pretended to be indifferent, but the red circles under his eyes had betrayed his heart.

Zhao Chao came back to his senses and looked at me and said, "What are you doing, you will come with me when I go to the toilet?" ”

I glanced at Zhao Chao, raised my hand and handed him a cigarette, and said, "Brother can understand, I know that you feel uncomfortable." ”

Zhao Chao took the cigarette from my hand, lit the cigarette in his hand with a "click", took a deep breath, and slowly spit out a smoke ring, and a trace of memory flashed in his pupils, "Okay, as long as they are happy together, I have nothing to say as a brother, just bless them." After finishing speaking, Zhao Chao smiled indifferently.

After smoking, Zhao Chao patted me on the shoulder and said, "Let's go, let's go back to drinking." ”

I didn't know how to comfort Zhao Chao at this time, so I could only nod silently and follow Zhao Chao into the private room, and when we entered the private room, the dishes had already been ordered.

I sat down with Zhao Chao, Chen Feng looked at me with the inquiring eyes after we came in, and I shook my head at Chen Feng to signal that he was fine.

Chen Feng watched the two of us come in and said, "Chaozi, the dishes have been ordered, they are all the ones we loved to eat when we used to go to school." ”

Zhao Chao smiled indifferently, picked up a piece of paper, wiped his nose, raised his head and glanced at Chen Feng, "It's okay, you just order, Lele and I have been eating pickles and drinking wine for the past two years." ”

Chen Feng nodded at Zhao Chao and then looked at me and asked, "Then shall we drink liquor or beer today?" ”

I looked at the atmosphere a little embarrassed, and then said: "Why don't you drink it, I have a stomach ache for the past two days, let's wait for your wedding day to drink it, okay?" ”

Chen Feng didn't speak, Zhao Chao took the lead and said: "Drink, why don't you drink, I haven't seen each other for so many years, it's time to drink a little better." Zhao Chao's face was crossed with a trace of excitement, and there was a faint sadness in his eyes.

I can't talk anymore, Chen Feng nodded and asked, "Then what kind of wine are we drinking?" ”

"White Bar." After Zhao Chao finished speaking, he turned his head and shouted at the waiter outside the door, saying, "Waiter, bring me three bottles of Jinliufu." ”

Soon, the waiter put the wine up, and at this time, Chen Feng opened the liquor and looked at us and said, "It's all full." ”

Su Qianqian opened his mouth at this time and said, "Chaozi, you should also drink less." After finishing speaking, he glanced at Chen Feng and motioned for Chen Feng to fall less. Su Qianqian's mood at this time was not very good, after all, the man sitting across the table was a person who had loved him deeply.

I feel distressed, I feel sorry for Zhao Chao, and I feel sorry for Su Qianqian, the story has come to this day, they are not wrong, but they are too persistent, and they have chosen their own happiness.

Whether it's Zhao Chao or Su Qianqian, including me and Chen Feng, we have all grown up, and we are no longer the self we were when we were teenagers, Zhao Chao always needs to face these things by himself.

We ran all the way, from the ups and downs, pain, felt the hardships, learned to be tenacious, in different things, saw all kinds of people, in different scenery, and felt the unique human feelings. We can't help ourselves and are confused, in the midst of suffering, exhaustion, we understand love, hate, and pain.

Just like me now, everyone will have a past that they don't want to mention, as time goes by, those memories that don't want to touch become deep and shallow wounds, only when they are the loneliest, they are only taken out to examine, and then they hurt so much that they cry, but you can't touch them, because the wound will hurt, it hurts to suffocate, and now Zhao Chao is probably like this.

After the wine was full, Zhao Chao looked at Chen Feng with a full glass of liquor and stood up and said: "Crazy, you get married on Thursday, and my brother is here to bless you and Qianqian in advance, give birth to a noble son early, and grow old." I'll do it, you can do whatever you want" After finishing speaking, Zhao Chao drank the full glass of liquor in his hand.

Chen Feng was a little overwhelmed with the cup in his hand, and looked at me with a blank face, Zhao Chao glanced at me and said, "Lele, pour wine, don't keep letting your sister-in-law pour wine." ”

I had no choice but to ask for liquor from Su Qianqian's hand, Su Qianqian glared at me fiercely, meaning that he couldn't give it to me, I shrugged my shoulders and said, "Let him drink it." After finishing speaking, I pulled the liquor from Su Qianqian's hand.

After filling Zhao Chao, Chen Feng glanced at me and then at Su Qianqian, and then said to Zhao Chao: "Chaozi, I did it too!! After finishing speaking, Chen Feng took the liquor and drank it all.

Chen Feng is the one who can't drink the most among the three of us, I never thought that Chen Feng would take a full glass of liquor and say that he did it, this is the first time, the first time since I met Chen Feng.

Su Qianqian didn't stop Chen Feng, just glared at me, I didn't know what to say, Zhao Chao glanced at Chen Feng after the second glass was full, and said: "This glass of wine, I drink it myself, I respect my brother and sister, I hope Chen Feng you treat Qianqian well." After finishing speaking, Zhao Chao raised the cup without hesitation and drank it all again.

I really can't stand it, Chen Feng's face is already red, he can't drink, sitting on the chair with some eyes looking at us with a bit of a dazzle, I stood up and looked at Zhao Chao and said, "Old fat, it's almost over, don't go endless." ”

Zhao Chao glanced at me and sat down and began to drink by himself again, Su Qianqian on the other side barely moved his chopsticks, including Chen Feng, Chen Feng has begun to get confused now.

I can't help it, the atmosphere is really a little depressing, I glanced at Su Qianqian and then said: "Qianqian, you take Chen Feng first, Zhao Chao and I stay here." ”

Su Qianqian nodded at me, then stood up and helped Chen Feng to leave, and when he walked to the door, he glanced at Zhao Chao and said to me: "You look at Zhao Chao, don't let him drink too much." ”

After Su Qianqian instructed this, he carried his bag and helped Chen Feng to leave, and after I watched them leave, I turned around to look at Zhao Chao.

Zhao Chao didn't know when his eyes were red again, probably because he drank too much and the alcohol was on his head, but he still drank one cup after another.

I picked up the cup and put it aside, then looked at Zhao Chao and said, "Chaozi, it's almost over, don't drink it anymore," I couldn't help but sigh when I looked at Zhao Chao's current appearance.

Zhao Chao turned his head and looked at me with red circles and said, "Le, my brother feels uncomfortable, really, I'm uncomfortable," Zhao Chao said while beating his chest, "One is my favorite woman, and the other is my best brother, I can't let go, I can't let go!! ”

I looked at Zhao Chao and sighed and said, "I know, I know that you are bitter in your heart, brother, let's go home, my brother will take you home." I looked at Zhao Chao in front of me, and once again I couldn't help but feel sorry for my stupid brother.

Perhaps, some people, some things, maybe a turn is a lifetime.

I sighed and then took Zhao Chao's suit and briefcase, helped Zhao Chao downstairs, and after walking out of the hotel, the light breeze outside was blowing with a little coolness, thinking that Zhao Chao next to me estimated that after this gust of wind blew, he would only get drunk even more, and his heart hurt badly.

When I walked down the street, the video store across the campus had not yet closed the door and played the familiar music.

Back to the original starting point, remember your green face

We have finally come to this day

Back to the beginning, standing in front of the mirror

Clumsily tie a knot with a red tie

Comb your hair into an adult and wear a handsome suit

I will see you later than I imagined

I really want to go back to those years

After returning to the classroom seat, I deliberately begged you to scold gently

Are you willing to unravel the permutations on the blackboard?

Whoever sits with whom he loves her

The heavy rain that was missed in those years, the love that was missed in those years

I want to hug you, embrace the courage to miss

I once wanted to conquer the whole world, but I didn't realize it until I looked back at it

Every bit of the world is yours

The heavy rain that was missed in those years, the love that was missed in those years

I wanted to tell you I hadn't forgotten

That night, the sky was full of stars and a promise in parallel time and space

When we meet again, I will hold you tightly, and I will hold you tightly

After this song was played, Zhao Chao didn't cry anymore, who knew that he would cry even more all of a sudden, I supported Zhao Chao, this song was completely sung into Zhao Chao's heart, everyone envied the love in parallel time and space, but not everyone could get it.

At this time, Zhao Chao also sang indistinctly, crying like a child, facing the cold wind, tears crossed the corners of his eyes.

"Five years, five years of affection!!" Zhao Chao was like a child, his mouth was slurred, and he continued with a crying voice: "Lele, do you know how uncomfortable my brother feels in his heart? One is my brother and the other is the woman I love the most!! ”

I glanced at the drunken Zhao Chao, who was still a little uncomfortable, but I never knew how to comfort him.

I'm afraid that from today onwards, Zhao Chao will face life again, and when he wakes up in the morning, he will have to tear up his already devastated scars and blood.

This night was destined to be a sleepless night for Zhao Chao, and when he walked downstairs to Zhao Chao's house, Zhao Chao seemed to have woken up a lot, looked back at me and said, "Lele, don't send it, go back." I'd like to wait for myself. ”

Zhao Chao stood under the tree, and Zhao Chao's face was full of melancholy at this time, like a lost child. Didn't say anything, just stood there.

I turned around and slowly left with a cigarette in my mouth, and as I walked on the road, I couldn't help but think about the things I used to do again, when the five of us were so happy together, carefree and carefree, but now I think about it, but time has passed.

I walked to my rented community and looked up at the third floor, the lights were on, and I couldn't help but think of Xu Qing, Xu Qing should be back, right? But why didn't you go today? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but speed up my pace and walked to the door.

My heart was beating very fast, it has been three years, and I have fantasized about Xu Qing's appearance countless times in the past three years, I stood at the door and took out the key to open the door, and the scene in front of me made me stunned.

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