I thought that life was like this, maintaining a positive situation, although it was also dull but it was no disease and no disaster, when I was young, the whole person exuded a kind of porphyrin peach blossom gas all around, in Siqing Mountain Divine Doctor's Gate, there are people who eat and drink, someone protects and someone manages, and the life is thousands of times better than the homeless people.

When I was in a good mood, I would take good care of the tea trees planted by Qinglan in the mountain behind me, and squatted silently under the plum tree with the little eldest grandson who ran over, and expressed my feelings passionately to another underage brother.

Most of the time, I was there to talk endlessly, and the eldest grandson, an honest listener, sat there silently and listened to me. Several times, I also secretly took him to see Qinglan's lecture in the school, with a white jade belt and a green crown, a cloud-embroidered coat, holding a book, walking back and forth in the school, so handsome.

I pointed at Qinglan with one hand, turned back to the eldest grandson and said: "It's terrible to be uneducated, you must not be like me, see it, your example is there." ”

Thinking about it, it is also imperceptible, so that the eldest grandson is infected with how educated men will be liked by girls in the future, although occasionally I still have to look at the face, but I thought that I would speak, and I said it, but I didn't expect the eldest grandson to be so educated, status, and means.

The only reason why I quarreled with Qinglan too much was because of the eldest grandson. That should have happened six years before the fall of the Four Qings.

The eldest grandson was sent in as a substitute a few times, and the last time I saw him was during the day when I went to bring him a small snack.

On that day, from the foot of the mountain, a large number of strangely dressed eunuchs and soldiers suddenly poured up, among which there was a noblewoman who was dressed extremely gorgeously, full of pearls, wearing a brocade gold-rimmed robe, the woman looked disdainful, and was carried up the mountain slowly and leisurely by a few strong men by the eight large sedan chairs, I don't know why, maybe it was the intuition of women, and then I estimated that this was the beginning of the fall of Siqing Mountain.

The group of people talked to the master for a long time, and when they got out of the hall, they went straight to the back mountain where the substitutes were located, and I said which little brother did something bad to be arrested by the people of the government, but who knew that in the end it was the eldest grandson. He was surrounded by a group of people and walked out of the small dilapidated house where he lived, I was hiding aside to watch the excitement secretly, and I saw that he was still ready to rush over to rescue him, but at the critical moment, he was grabbed by the collar and couldn't go, and finally looked back and saw that it was Qinglan.

His face was stern, he looked at me and said seriously, "You, don't go." ”

"Why?" I pointed to the back of the eldest grandson, with a little crying, "He is my last friend in Siqingshan!" The group of people with him didn't know where they were going? ”

Qing Lan's stern that day was surprisingly strict, not like his usual style, like reprimanding a child who made a mistake, "No why, you just aren't allowed to go out!" I warned you not to deal with that substitute, why didn't you listen?! ”

"I'll just go and see, hide, if you don't get in the way, you won't let them find out!"

"A few days ago, I just turned a blind eye to see you meet, but now! Break off! Right! No! Can! In order to! ”

I twisted my head, watching my eldest grandson get farther and farther away from me, while watching Qinglan grab my collar and not let go, I was noisy and didn't understand, "I obviously only have one friend in Siqingshan, and you still don't let me go to meet him, yes, I like you, you can't be so unreasonable, everyone is human, isn't the substitute a human?!" ”

Qinglan let me yell there, I saw the eldest grandson turn his head and glance here, my martial arts are not good enough, and my only skill is to shake my big kitchen knife, now. I didn't even have a kitchen knife, so I could just jump around like a rabbit with no offensive power.

He didn't listen to my explanation, as if Senior Brother Yun was possessed, and he locked me in a neighboring cabin, crackling and picking up a long chain to lock me up.

No matter how much I slap, I won't open the door. I saw Qing Lan's figure faintly reflected on the door, and I could clearly see his appearance, and his outline was stubborn. When there was no movement outside the door, I found that I could step on a platform and climb over the window, so I was glad that I was not stupid, and hurriedly ran to the back mountain.

Qinglan was rarely severe, I thought it was no big deal, but I didn't know until later that it was exactly that sentence or two couldn't explain clearly.

The eldest grandson is His Royal Highness the eldest grandson, a member of the royal family, surnamed Shen.

And this Qinglan is also a royal person.

Because of the matter of the eldest grandson, I didn't pay attention to Qinglan for several days, even if it was because I saw the eldest grandson parting in the back mountain at the end, but it wasn't Qinglan who was blocking me at that time.

Like to like, knot to bend to blight.

The eldest grandson has been going on for many years, every time I see some traces left by him, I always regret it and am accompanied by some discomfort, I went to ask the master to teach me martial arts, but it was still in my expectation that the master ruthlessly refused, this time I am really discouraged, no martial arts, I will only have a little bit of medicine, in this Siqing Mountain is nothing at all, heartbroken ran to the stream, but I heard Qinglan take off his clothes and sit next to me, I looked at him, I couldn't help crying: "I don't know anything, I don't know anything!" ”

"It's okay, don't you still have me?"

I clasped my hands on my knees and buried my head deep in it, "It's just that you don't let me see my eldest grandson, and it's because of you!" I was bullied by Senior Brother Yun every day! I watched Qinglan spit out word by word.

Qinglan touched my head and straightened the headband I pressed between my arms.

Comforted softly.

"Well, it's all me, it's all my fault, don't be angry."

But I cried even harder, "I'm just bitter in my heart, I'm just miserable in my heart......"

Qinglan inexplicably pulled me out of a lumpy-like knee-hugging state, silently brushed away my tears with his hands, maybe the tears couldn't be stopped one after another, he smiled helplessly, touched it around, and finally took off his hairband and folded it into small squares for me, slowly wiped my face, and held my face very seriously.

"Changge, when I win Xia Jing and can take over the position of the master in a few years, I will go and tell the master that I want to marry you......"

Maybe it's because I'm too frightened, maybe it's because my love for Qinglan has become complicated, and I twitch and match.

I tried to hold back tears and smiled at him gratefully, and he leaned over and pecked me lightly on the cheek, then watched as my face slowly turned red.

I complained: "Second Senior Brother, what you said! ”

"Yes, I said that."

He put his arms around me, "I won't let you cry again." ”

I was young and vigorous at that time, and I was a simple girl, and I deeply believed in every word Qinglan said. I even secretly rejoiced there in the dead of night, thinking that Qinglan said that she wanted to marry me, and no matter how many tears she shed, it should be worth it.

However, the reality is always the opposite.

Every night at the top of the moon, I sat on the roof and watched the lights in Qinglan's room in the distance, looking forward to the day of the competition. At lunchtime, he was still there to eavesdrop on the conversation of the brothers and sisters, and some mentioned the competition, and a few mentioned Qinglan.

However, when the game really came, a high platform was raised on the flat ground, drums were beating all around, the red flag was flying, and thousands of disciples stood quietly under the ring with swords, waiting for the master to announce the start of the game, but on the left side of the master master, the place where the familiar person should be standing was empty, and on the right side stood alone Senior Brother Yun, dressed up to attend, in the limelight, but Qinglan disappeared......

I searched all the places, all the masters and brothers he might go to meet, but there was not the slightest clue, there was not the slightest trace.

If it weren't for the fact that the masters of Siqingshan had not moved, I would have thought that Qinglan had died without knowing it, and I expected that the masters would be indifferent to his disappearance, so they must have known where he went.

I ran back to the residence in despair, and found the master and the master talking secretly in the study.

The master said to his wife: "Qinglan, although he loves all things and seems to be quiet and indifferent, but there is still that infading anger between his eyebrows, this time the matter can't be hidden, when Qinglan comes back, I will ask his opinion again to see if he chooses to go back or continue to stay here." ”

"In the spring of the twenty-fifth year of Cheng'an, the Lin family, a relative of the imperial family, conspired against it, and the emperor sent the imperial forest army to suppress it, and his clan was ambushed overnight...... "The master said slowly, frowning deeply, "Xiaoge and Shangguan ...... They all died in that rain of arrows...... Qinglan doesn't know this yet, so she should be fine this time......"

The wife sighed while wiping her tears: "But it's a bitter song...... You can't keep hiding it from her, right? ”

Master Zhengse: "But there is no way, even if it is Siqingshan, it can't protect itself now, how can we keep Changge's happiness, I hope the result can be as we wish." ”

Who?

Who should protect themselves?

Qinglan?

There was a sneer at the corner of my mouth, and the masters really knew where Qinglan went.

So...... Qinglan, it is indeed gone.

He left Siqing Mountain, and everyone knew about it, just watching me run around like a fool, including the most sincere master and wife, everyone knew the result, and I was the only one who was kept in the dark.

Was he just trying to avoid the game?

If he doesn't want to participate because of me, then forget it, even if he regrets it and says he wants to marry me, then forget it, but why run away? If he said to me in front of me: "Changge, I regret it, I don't want to marry you, I don't like you" I won't say a word of no, but just leave silently like this, without even saying a word to me, how can I not be cranky.

I always thought that Qinglan should be very powerful, but I didn't expect him to be so powerful later.

The evening breeze is coming, and many unknown flowers and plants in Siqing Mountain are swaying with the wind, lined with the moonlight, which is surprisingly beautiful. I sat quietly at the back door of the Siqing Mountain Pass, calm on the surface, but already in my heart, I touched my subconscious hand and rubbed the burden beside me.

Although Siqingshan is my second home, I don't want to stay here for half a minute at this moment.

I have nowhere to go, I have been up the mountain for ten years, and I have never gone down the mountain alone, and the world outside the deep mountains and old forests has not known how many times the cycle of reincarnation has been reversed.

I walked for half a night before I walked out of the bamboo forest formation set up by the masters, and when I arrived at the wind cliff crossing, I watched the crowd hurrying, the post station was full of enthusiasm, and a cheesy smell of wine and meat came, and I personally experienced the so-called mortal world.

But that's it.

It's so noisy......

Beware that you are tired to a certain extent, you will not even have the strength to be angry and calculate. Someone like me, who keeps changing ways to attract someone's attention, just trying to make someone feel something.

And in the end, that intimacy became the farthest distance, and the sweet words before also became the trajectory of my tears falling in the end.

I was alone, with nowhere to go, I lived in a grass hut of an old woman for half a month, obviously it was a neighbor of Siqing, but no one went down the mountain to look for me, I really felt that I was like a dispensable weed in Siqing.

These days are really ridiculous.

In the borrowed grandma's house, there are only me and her two and three people, I cook and pick vegetables, wash pots and chop wood, and I live like an ordinary child in someone else's family for half a month.

One day, I came back from the fish, my heart was full of restlessness, an ominous premonition surrounded me, after returning to the grass house, I looked up at the Siqing Mountain, and suddenly felt a strange sound in the distance, and then I saw a fire dragon spread out of the two mountains, roaring fiercely and madly in the sky, and found that something should have happened to Siqing, and rushed out of the door.

The old woman tugged at my sleeve and looked at me pleadingly, "Changge, don't go." ”

I turned around, and the old man rushed out of the back room, clutching at my baggage.

Yan sù looked at me, and his eyes revealed a little unbearable.

He said to me, "You're too late to go." ”

"It's too late."

I finally realized that this is all a game.

I actually used my sincerity to change someone else's routine.

I can't help but look up to the sky and howl, ridiculous, ridiculous.

I shook off the old couple, stumbled all the way down the path and ran back to Siqing, I don't know when my feet were cut by the grass, my clothes were messy, and the rain of arrows shot from nowhere along the way, sparks spread, burning the flowers and herbs of Siqing, crackling with the sound of life tearing apart.

The blood was thick, the corpses lying on the road, the crisp smell of the charred wooden structure mixed with the roar of fighting, it was a quiet place that claimed to be a god to heal the world, but tonight it looked like a hell of fire.

I didn't have time to rush to the main hall at the top of the mountain, the fire flooded half of the mountain, and I could still see the usual junior brother wielding a sword and slashing between the firelight.

I don't know which person's blood is flowing down from the mountain spring path, mixed with the clear mountain spring flowing down, I see the most extreme part of the fork in the road, Gu Baiqing cliff side, an old figure slowly fell, behind him, is the abyss, in front of him, is dozens of wanton laughing red-clothed soldiers, the military badge cloth is firmly sewn on the left shoulder, I have seen in that station, the regular Southern Wei Dynasty Royal Forest Army.

"Who?!" A soldier found me now lost behind them.

I ignored it, and laboriously pulled the crowd away, regardless of whether the blade on the back had scratched the fabric, and whether there were a few more bloody marks.

I faltered and rushed towards the fallen man in a panic, screaming loudly.

"Master Chef!"

When I arrived, the strange bearded old man, with countless feather arrows stuck in his body, he still had a breath left, looked at me like a self-deprecating smile, and said, "I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it...... I still can't save you little girl. Long song...... I've got some good books for you to make snacks...... Another day, another ...... day, it will be ...... I'll give you ......."

On my last breath, I still remember the recipe book I asked him for many times......

I clung to the strange old man and cried.

"I won't speak ill of you anymore, and I don't blame you for feeding me and poisoning me......"

"Grandpa Sishan!"

"I'm Changge!"

"How did this happen?!"

But his eyes were still looking at me, but he slowly lost his lustre, and his face turned pale.

I'm afraid I won't be able to talk anymore......

I got up in disdignation and glared angrily at the arrow-wielding soldier.

He was dressed in red, but the red was soaked with a little stain, and I don't know which brother's blood it was.

He sneered, "I didn't expect that there was really a leak in this one", and he raised his hand towards the back soldier, so embarrassed.

"Bring the arrows!"

I just stood on the edge of the cliff against the wild wind on the cliff. I felt my blood silently flowing out of my body, but I didn't feel it at all.

"Whoa—"

When I finally felt the poisoned arrow penetrate deep into my bosom, the captain's expression of disgust and ridicule was etched in my mind.

"Today, the third day of the ninth month, is a good day, little girl, if you die, it is better to choose this day."

"Woo-" Another feather arrow pierced in.

There is no residual pain.

At the last moment when I was unable to fall off the cliff, I saw the figure of Qinglan rushing over, armored and majestic.

Isn't that the same garment that these murderers wear?

It turns out that they are the same kind of people.

Suddenly, I had a clear understanding.

With all kinds of remorse and self-pity, he fell straight down the cliff with the familiar mountain wind of Siqing.

I thought this life was over.

Even if it is just the right age, it can't withstand the sinister hearts of the people.

I couldn't help but laugh at myself.

I long song think that I am invincible to all poisons,

Who would have thought that you Qinglan would be rare in the world, and there would be all kinds of poisons.