Chapter 18: The Pure Land of the Heart

After talking on the phone, I was silent on the bed for a while, and after a while, I heard the sound of the room being knocked outside, I walked over and opened the door, only to see Xiao Li standing at the door with wet hair, I asked her, "Is there something wrong?"

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I made way for Xiao Li, she walked in, sat on the sofa, I sat down, and then said to her: "Since it happened, what else can be done, I just don't know if there is any news from Nanmu's side...... By the way, Xiao Li, since you are Yan Jiaxin's informant, have you ever been to the Tang Group? ”

"I've been there twice, the first time was when I was interviewing at the Tang Group, and Mr. Yan came to interview me as an examiner, and that time, Mr. Yan brushed me in person, and found me in private, saying that he wanted me to be an informant and work in Nansheng Group."

I asked her, "And how did she know you were going to be my assistant?" ”

Xiao Li shook his head and said, "Actually, being Director Lei's secretary is completely an accident, and this accident is it, so Mr. Yan also wants me to keep doing it like this." ”

Xiao Li stopped suddenly, she bit the corner of her mouth, I frowned slightly, and said, "Just say something, there's no need to turn around." ”

Xiao Li nodded, and finally said, "Director Lei, in fact, my real intention in coming to Nansheng was because I was entrusted by Mr. Yan to help you, although there is an element of monitoring, but most of it is for your good." ”

"For my good?" For Xiao Li's current words, I suddenly became a little angry, and finally put on a serious attitude towards her, and said: "Say, tell all your things, I don't want others to lie to me anymore." ”

"Actually, Mr. Yan's real purpose is to hope that you can help her, if this matter, to explain, can only be explained from the very beginning, although Mr. Yan will have a dispute with you in 3 months, and then trigger a series of things in the competition, this initial situation is a game designed by her...... She knows that you will find a way to help her in the end, so she is ready to gamble on you once, of course, some of the characters that will appear in the middle are not in her original plan, just like Mr. Lin of Haitian Group, as well as the principal of the Yuanqi Art Academy, Principal Yang, and so on......"

Xiao Li paused for a while, I took a cup from the table next to me, poured water for her, she took a sip, and then said: "Director Lei, Mr. Yan really hasn't done the slightest bad thing to you, yes, she really hated you at the beginning, and you are very deep, when you hate a person deeply, it means that you love someone more thoroughly....... Director Lei, if you really feel resentful of Mr. Yan's previous behavior towards you, you can vent all your anger on me. ”

With that, Xiao Li stood up from in front of me, she tried to use her hands to get rid of her sleepiness, I realized that something was not quite right, and quickly stood up, took her hand and continued to get rid of her clothes below.

I looked her in the eye and said, "Don't you think that your current behavior is extremely childish? ”

"It's naΓ―ve, but for Mr. Yan to leave that cleanness in your heart, I can make such a choice."

I yelled at her, "I'm not that kind of person. ”

Xiao Li was taken aback by my words, and suddenly couldn't say anything, I let go of her, she looked at me sadly, and said: "Yes, I am not as attractive to others as Mr. Yan, but I also have the right to love someone." ”

"If loving someone is just about sacrificing one's most precious body, then, what is the difference between doing this and abusing oneself?" I asked Xiao Li rhetorically.

Xiao Li was so speechless by my words, I stretched out my hand, tried to help her put on her clothes a little, and said: "To love someone is to have the qualification to be loved, if such a person does not love you, then you will only make yourself more uncomfortable if you love passively...... You are still young, you are young, you have already achieved such an achievement, and you will definitely get a way to pursue happiness for yourself in the future, instead of wasting it on a man like me who is not sure what will change tomorrow. ”

Xiao Li stood up from in front of me, said "um" to me, and said: "Director Lei, you are very good, your excellence is the most helpless point for you, you treat everyone the same, and your feelings are sincere...... I finally understand why such a good and beautiful woman as them would love a man like you and can't extricate herself, even a person like me is slowly understood by you, thank you, Director Lei. ”

I smiled, stretched out my hand to help Xiao Li get his hair messy, and said: "Go, I have to go back to the head office tomorrow, I'm also tired, I hope that after today's events, you can be more mature, and somewhere in the future, there will definitely be someone who is more suitable for you waiting for you." ”

Xiao Li nodded, then walked away from me, walked to the door, and when she opened the door, she turned around again, looked at me, and said, "Director Lei, do you know why I want to keep Mr. Yan the cleanest land in your mind?" ”

I looked at her suspiciously, and she sighed at me: "Mr. Yan helped me when I was most helpless, she saved my mother, so that my mother can live in this world with a new life, and she is also the most important thing I rely on in this world, so I am willing to do better for her...... It seems that there is no such opportunity. ”

After speaking, Xiao Li closed the door and walked out, as soon as she left, I finally sighed and fell on my bed, tonight, there are too many things that have happened, these things have made me have to think about how to do every step of the way.

There must be someone targeting us, and now that they have taken the initiative, I can no longer fall into passivity to bear it, I don't want to be a tiger who bullies others, and others don't want to stand on my head and be a pretentious parrot.

I am not a fool, and I am not willing to allow myself to be a fool who is moved by emotions, and whatever means they may inflict on me2, I will repay them a hundredfold for the harm they have done to those around me.

Putting all my thoughts aside, I finally fell asleep peacefully in my bed.