026 Yingying is in the water
"That's when I started to love writing with you. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info Looking at the stories you wrote, I feel as if I have suddenly returned to the ・・・・・・ I used to be."
Speaking of this, Gu Qingying paused again, back to what kind of past she didn't say, but it is conceivable that it should be her first love!
The inexplicable Chen Xueqian looked at Gu Qingying's obviously trance-like expression on his face, and he didn't like Gu Qingying's first love in his heart, who he didn't know anything about.
"If it weren't for you, I might not have been able to get out of the shadow of the past in those two years." Gu Qingying paused for a moment and straightened out directly.
"So you're different to me and everyone else. It's like you've enshrined all the good visions I had for this world. I hope you can live a normal life. So at first I didn't want to bother you or help you, I was afraid that if I got too involved in your life, it would bring you a lot of unnecessary troubles. ”
Chen Xueqian watched Gu Qingying regain the kind of drifting away that did not eat fireworks, and suddenly had a kind of realization in his heart, the girl in front of him, who seemed to be indifferent and quiet and had no quarrel with the world, must have been deeply hurt.
Although he didn't know what kind of injury it was, Chen Xueqian instinctively didn't like Gu Qingying's current state. He didn't dwell on this question, and changed the subject: "Teacher, what have you been busy with lately?" ”
It can be seen that for Gu Qingying, Chen Xueqian is indeed different, when he heard Chen Xueqian's question, Gu Qingying quickly recovered from the previous state to the appearance of an ordinary person.
You must know that usually, even her best friend Bai Feifei wants her to recover from that state of not eating fireworks in the world, and it takes a lot of hard work. Others, on the other hand, simply don't see any mood swings in her.
But in front of Chen Xueqian, all this is just one sentence. If Bai Feifei knew, she would probably be jealous!
Without Bai Feifei there, Chen Xueqian was keenly aware of Gu Qingying's problems.
He once thought that his teacher was returning to his original heart, and Bai Feifei in Chen Xueqian's memory was a quiet and far-reaching woman.
Therefore, he didn't notice anything wrong before, but after listening to some of her thoughts tonight, Chen Xueqian suddenly had a feeling that Gu Qingying's temperament that does not eat fireworks in the world is probably not immortal, but twilight!
Judging from all indications, the other party's state is more like a loveless heart.
At this time, Gu Qing's image changed back to the state when he was still in Zhengyang, and he thought about it slightly and said: "Recently, I have been learning flower arrangement, and I will look at Nietzsche in my spare time." Don't you admire Nietzsche very much? ”
Chen Xueqian had a trace of worry in his eyes, but he said as if he didn't realize anything: "Look at Nietzsche? That's not a good thing, it's a bit masochistic. I watch Nietzsche to pretend to be literary and artistic, teacher, don't learn from me. And really, I actually like some of Berlander Russell's ideas more than Nietzsche. ”
"Russell?" Listening to Chen Xueqian's words, Gu Qingying was obviously stunned for a moment, she actually didn't have a special preference for philosophy, but there was a time when Chen Xueqian was obsessed with reading "New Concept Composition", and he had a great interest in Nietzsche, which was frequently mentioned in it and could be called a must-have for pretending to be literary and artistic, and this interest was revealed to her by him in his communication with Gu Qingying.
For this reason, when Gu Qingying returned to Jinling, monotonous and bored, she thought of the famous philosopher that Chen Xueqian once admired. So I found a few copies.
Her original worldview was biased towards passivity and gloom, and she was soon influenced by Nietzsche's almost masochistic philosophical outlook.
However, today, Chen Xueqian, the initiator, actually told her that in fact, the philosopher he liked was not Nietzsche. This caught Gu Qingying off guard for a while.
Chen Xueqian was not prepared to dwell on this issue. He suddenly jumped up from the couch and ran over to pull his suitcase.
Gu Qingying was a little stunned by his sudden change in painting style, and looked at Chen Xueqian with a stunned expression, not knowing what he was going to do.
Chen Xueqian quickly took out a sketch from his suitcase and stuffed it into Gu Qingying's hand.
"What is this?" Gu Qingying looked at the painting book in his hand and couldn't help asking.
"I've got a new sketchbook!" Chen Xueqian said with a smug face.
"Sketchbook?" Gu Qingying looked at the thick manuscript in his hand with a little crying and laughing.
Chen Xueqian smiled: "This is my latest masterpiece, I have sold it to Universal Pictures, and the other party will give me a 5% dividend of the total box office." ”
Gu Qingying looked at Chen Xueqian, who was full of lust, and didn't know how to refuse the other party for a while. She really doesn't have much of a liking for comics, even if Chen Xueqian drew a few comics, she couldn't read them.
At this time, Chen Xueqian gave her such a thick manuscript, naturally hoping that he would read it. She really couldn't bear to refuse, but thinking about the scene where she dizzy every time she read a comic, she was helpless.
In the end, Gu Qingying couldn't say the words of refusal, she decided to wait back and take a look at the sketch.
chatted casually for a while, both of them were a little sleepy, especially Chen Xueqian just flew from the United States to South Korea and flew back to China non-stop, because of the impact of jet lag, he was in a pseudo-high state of mind at this time, but in fact, he had not slept steadily for nearly 24 hours. His body was in a state of extreme fatigue at all, but the disordered biological clock made him unable to fall asleep for a while.
Gu Qingying quickly noticed Chen Xueqian's abnormality, looked at his bloodshot eyes, and hurriedly said, "How long have you not slept?" Hurry to bed. ”
Chen Xueqian smiled bitterly: "I want to sleep too, but I can't sleep, my body still feels that it is ten o'clock at noon!" ”
Gu Qingying immediately understood the trick, ignored him and pushed him directly into the room.
Chen Xueqian's spirit was indeed in high spirits at this time, and he didn't feel a trace of sleepiness at all, so he couldn't help but start making excuses: "You at least let me take a bath and then sleep, right?" I sweated a lot! ”
Gu Qingying approached Chen Xueqian and saw that there were still large sweat stains on his clothes, so he had to give in: "Then you go take a shower, I'm waiting for you to come out here." ”
Chen Xueqian looked at Gu Qingying, who was obviously sleepy but beat his spirits, and didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only find a change of clothes and walk into the bathroom.
didn't want Gu Qingying to wait for a long time, Chen Xueqian simply washed down and got a soap and walked out of the bathroom, and when he came to the living room, he was just about to speak when he saw Gu Qingying already leaning on the sofa and falling asleep.
Chen Xueqian immediately swallowed the words that he was about to say back into his stomach, and seeing Gu Qingying sleeping soundly, he thought about it and carefully put her on the sofa, and helped her take off the small slippers on her feet.
Looking at Gu Qingying's tender feet, which looked like a pair of little white rabbits, Chen Xueqian almost couldn't help but go up and bite it.
didn't dare to look at it more, Chen Xueqian hurriedly put her away, went back to the house to find a cool quilt to cover her, and adjusted the air conditioner to a suitable temperature.
After all this, Chen Xueqian sat on another sofa and was stunned for a while before getting up and entering the study.
Chen Xueqian, who was completely sleepy, sat in the study and began to write, the English novel that he had thought of before.
This novel tells the story of a pair of young men and women who meet and know each other, and finally have no choice but to separate.
It can be said that this story is the most heart-wrenching story Chen Xueqian has ever seen. The warmth revealed in this story made Chen Xueqian, a big man, couldn't help but wet his eyes with tears.
The golden home in the middle of the night is unusually quiet, Chen Xueqian sits in front of the window, the moonlight outside the window does not shine into the room full of fluorescent lights, but Chen Xueqian can see the bright moon hanging above the nine heavens when he looks up.
Bai Feifei, who was also under this bright moon, was also lying on the bed in the Seoul Hotel at this time, looking at the bright moon outside the window.
None of them have recovered from jet lag yet. It's just that Chen Xueqian is immersed in the story he writes. It's like reliving the joy, emotion, and sadness in it.
And Bai Feifei's heart followed a plane to Jinling, which was far away from the ocean.
The night is getting deeper and deeper, but there is only a lot of water, but I don't know how much love and sorrow is condensed. (To be continued.) )