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Shen Congxuan didn't answer, just quietly watched me with Rong Hua who was trying to die or live.

He seemed to want to open his lips several times, but after all, he didn't know how to face such a sloppy me, the dignified royal prince, his siblings were almost at a loss. After all, he pressed down the thousands of complicated thoughts, lifted the quilt on my head, pulled me into his arms, stroked my back, and kept his usual voice in a clear voice.

Rong Hua turned his face slightly.

"It's okay, I'm here, we're all here."

"I never thought I'd meet him......"

My mind was blank at the moment, and I was not in the mood to think about whether Shen Congxuan had taken advantage of it, so I cried with tears in my eyes: "I never thought of it. ”

I've known them since I knew them, and I've never cried like this in front of anyone, as if I didn't have the strength to cry.

He reached out and patted me on the head, "It's okay. ”

I raised my hand and wiped away my tears, crying and scolding: "You rotten good person! ”

"Yes, yes, I'm a bad person."

"You're all bastards!"

"Yes, we're bullying you, we're all bastards."

I just felt that the arm he was holding was tighter, and his low voice was calm and full of helplessness and worry.

“…… It's good to cry out. ”

Pour out the memories, pour out the tears welling up, and pour out the bitter memories that have been extinguished and the hatred of the living life back into the world.

I slept too deeply this night by me, I was keeping the New Year, I didn't have much time to sleep, my mind hurt and panicked, but my body seemed to be soaked in warm water, and someone lifted my feet in the fog and took a warm wet cloth to help me wipe it.

In a trance, I seemed to be back in the warm room of Siqingshan, it was snowing heavily in the morning, and I was too lazy to get up. The second senior brother stretched out his cold hand and gently patted my swollen face to wake me up, I shamelessly frowned and hid in the quilt, he called this bad girl and lifted the quilt with a hula, and then stood next to him and laughed.

At that time, the sky of Siqing Mountain was so blue, Qinglan was still so gentle and elegant, and the only small time I spent peacefully was like a fish just caught out of the river, jumping and churning lively.

The sleepiness finally subsided little by little, his face was cold and cold, and he raised his hand to touch it, it was tears.

When I opened my eyes slowly, I saw Mingzhi standing in front of me with a refreshing body.

Only one face was surprised as if he had seen a ghost, softened and smiled at me and said, "Mr. Ronghua asked me to ask the girl and the master what time it is?" ”

I wanted to hold up my right elbow, but I was surprised to find that my hand was held by another slender and white hand, and when I looked up, Shen Congxuan was leaning against my clothes.

For a moment, I almost thought that I was dazzled, and my head was not very bright, I looked at Mingzhi fixedly, and then looked at Shen Congxuan, frowned slightly, and pointed at Mingzhi very strictly, "Hurry up and call your master!" ”

After that, he pulled out his hand and was about to turn over and get out of bed, Mingzhi's innocent look suddenly made me swallow the words that I still wanted to complain about, and I turned around and wanted to go somewhere else, but I felt the placket of my clothes tightened, lowered my head, and quietly pulled the corner of my clothes with one hand, although the grip was very light.

"Are you awake?"

The memory of last night gradually came back, and my face suddenly turned red, remembering the scene of yesterday's sprinkling was really faceless goodbye to Jiangdong's father. Looking at Shen Congxuan's expression that he had just woken up, I pretended to be surprised and said, "Hehe, Cong Xuan is so coincidental, you also woke up." ”

As soon as the words fell, the room fell into a short silence, I knew that I had said the wrong thing, I lowered my head and was silent, Mingzhi stood aside and really advanced or retreated.

It seems that no one knows how to deal with such a strange relationship, and I don't know how to take over the conversation.

Shen Congxuan's guy seemed to have a lot of strength, so he dragged me back to the bed and sat down, turned over and got out of bed, and took out a pair of shoes from the wardrobe on the side. He lifted his sleeves, squatted on the edge of the bed, almost pulled out my feet, I couldn't take it back, I could only show my big feet **, he held my shoes in one hand and held my feet in the other hand and looked at my innocent face.

"You lost your shoes yesterday, do you remember?"

I knew I couldn't escape, so I nodded frankly, "Remember, remember." ”

"Then yesterday when Zhang Shuo helped you check your pulse, you almost killed him and opened my room, do you remember?"

Those who don't know are not guilty, and those who have not done it must be resolutely denied, I shook my head like a wave drum.

"I don't remember, I don't remember."

"Then you said yesterday that you would repay me with a personal promise, you should remember it."

Which? Did I say that?" Cong Xuan, what are you talking about, you are mistaken. ”

"Remember correctly, you said that and wiped your snot on my sleeve. Look. Shen Congxuan stretched out his sleeves, and there was a large watermark on the fine Baikong Yunjin that was extremely obvious.

I subconsciously pinched my nose and looked at Shen Congxuan, "I should be talking about the big hair next door to the courtyard in the eastern suburbs, I have wanted to marry him since I was a child." ”

Shen Congxuan's hand holding the shoe under my nose trembled, "Last time you said you wanted to enter the palace to be a mother......

I straightened the crown of hair on his head, "Boss Shen, this time is different from the past, and you have to focus on the present." ”

But one night, the newly incoming water in the courtyard had not yet had time to freeze, and the whole Shen Mansion didn't seem to remember my extremely ungraceful sprinkling last night, and I even wondered if it was just a ridiculous dream of mine, and only when I saw the pit on his buttocks when I was holding Xiaobai, could I truly remember what happened yesterday.

However, even though everyone gradually forgot that I was close to collapse, I couldn't forget it. I can't forget that

"Long song, long time no see."

It's been a long time.

Although I don't know why I'm crazy, Master Shen is like my only light in the darkness, illuminating everything I have. I knew that he was curious, Rong Hua and they were all curious, but no one dared to approach me and ask me, just like when I was still Changge, even if I wanted to ask the man with full hatred why he betrayed the master, in the end, he could only let the answer drown in the wind next to his ears.

Shen Congxuan said that he had something to ask the four girls to help, and it was a matter of great importance, and no one else should be disturbed, and Rong Hua Mingzhi and the others also pretended to believe it. Although I knew that he was giving me a period of relaxation, I couldn't say thank you, and I couldn't explain it.

At the beginning, that Qinglan appeared in my self-righteous youth.

He said that he had a task to be busy and would not allow anyone to accompany him, and she believed Changge.

He said that he had a tribute arranged by the master to copy, and the idlers were not allowed to approach, so she believed the long song.

He said that he was going to be busy until late tonight, so he lived in the study, and asked Changge not to wait, and she believed it. 、

She is such a stupid child, no matter what the second senior brother says, she believes it. But sometimes, she also wants to say something, just a few simple words, for example, she just wants to be like the handyman little maid, send a bowl of soup and come out, so as not to disturb him.

But Changge still didn't dare to say it, maybe at that time, she just felt a little shy and a little unable to speak.

But yet, what Qinglan said, "Changge, second senior brother, is it okay to marry you when you grow up?" But she believed it.

I believe that in the end, I accompanied Siqing Quanshan and almost accompanied my own life.

Once the moonlight was like a flower.

"Master, please teach me martial arts."

"Nope."

"A little bit is fine."

"Nope"

"Senior brother's light skills are fine."

"Nope"

“……”

"Changge, I can only ask your master to teach you medicine and literacy. If you don't learn, you can go to Sishang Mountain to fetch firewood by yourself. The master stroked his white-length beard and said to me slightly while playing chess with the strange old man in the kitchen.

After being rejected by the master for the twenty-third time, I walked out of the gate of Aoki Pavilion again with my head down.

In the Siqing Mountain Divine Doctor Sect, the people are only known for medicine or medical skills, but those beginner disciples must also practice martial arts taught by the second master.

Just, except for me.

Maybe it's the second female disciple in hundreds of years, and the first female disciple is my master. Originally, my wife was going to call her the fourth master, who was good at medicine and was the great-granddaughter of the originator of the mountain. Since it is a purebred bloodline, she naturally married my master like self-produced and self-sold, and the master said that the family does not need to have two people who can do martial arts, so I have no premise of learning martial arts, and when I was studying medicine, I just let my master teach me.

But at that time, I brazenly thought that I was a prodigy who learned martial arts......

As long as I live, I will have the next chance to steal school, I always think so.

When I'm sad, I always go to the river.

The river flows through the roots of the meandering trees, and the tendrils and vines of Taihua flutter in the wind, gently causing ripples in the water, and occasionally insects suddenly fly out of the water to feed.

If I hadn't been forced by the war, I wouldn't have been here.

These four clear mountains are very much like a paradise place.

Every time, when I open my eyes after meditating and look at the second senior brother sitting in front of me, Qinglan, I can't help but smile.

I like to see the petals of the vine fall quietly on the placket of his clothes, and his handsome face has a calm expression.

The second senior brother who is by his side every time he is sad.

Qinglan.

Once, outside the Aoki Pavilion, I overheard the master saying to the second master: "Qinglan, he is a person who loves all things in his heart and is quiet and indifferent. Between the eyebrows, there is the qualification to peek at the way of heaven. ”

I don't know what the Heavenly Voyeur Dao is, but it should be very powerful.

The young man sitting quietly opposite opened his eyes slightly, and smiled at me: "Changge, it doesn't matter, the master is just a temporary opinion, don't go to your heart, it doesn't matter if you can't learn martial arts, and I protect you." ”

And I'll protect you.

I had been suspicious of his words for a while, and it turned out to be a cruel fact that I had since become convinced.

"I'm not your master, I'm second in line among disciples, and Qinglan is my name."

I remember the first time I saw it, I was teased by my brothers and sisters and broke the herbal furnace that he had practiced for a season, I looked at the person in white, so condescending, and the white clothes were suddenly, so I could only bury my head and whisper: Master, I was wrong.

The young man at that time was slightly stunned, stretched out his slightly frowning brow, and replied to me with a smile.

Qinglan.

I also remember the last thing I saw him when he escaped from the back door of the fire at the Siqing Palace Gate.

The armor is worn and majestic.

It's just that it was a long time ago.

On Chinese New Year's Eve again, leaning lightly on the shoulder of the second senior brother, I heard him say softly, "Changge, will I marry you when I grow up?" ”

I was so scared that I almost fell off the roof, but I was secretly happy for a long time by hiding under the covers in the room. I thought I was a special case of Siqingshan, could I also marry the second senior brother "self-produced and sold".

So, I lay on the window day and night, looking at the lights in the second brother's study in the distance, until the lights went out, I could climb into bed and close my eyes with peace of mind.

Sometimes I think, is this also a sleep?

But as soon as such a thought came to mind, he was already blushing.

Every time the table was cleaned up for lunch, the senior brothers would get together and laugh at the second senior brother and say that that that kind of appearance would be a disaster for Lan Yan. Every time I hear it, I get angry, I know what kind of person the second senior brother is.

I knew that I would grow up with the best husband in the world, upright, kind, and talented.

He is my God, my whole world.

Shouldn't I just trust him, take care of him, and wait for him?

How can there be suspicion, suspicion, slander, and grievance? There's nothing to be dissatisfied with.

I smiled slightly, but the smile was clear and simple, but now it is long gone, I pulled the collar horn of the second senior brother's cloak, and said silently:

"Today, Second Senior Brother, you are going down the mountain to buy rice paper, for the New Year, can you buy a paper-cut window flower for Changge's window?"

Looking back later, I have grown up a lot, but I am already past the age when the second senior brother can marry me. I just feel that on the road of life, there is a road that everyone must take, and that is the detour when I was young. If you don't fall on your heels, don't hit the wall, don't touch your head and break the blood flow, how can you refine steel and iron bones, how can you grow up? In that way, youth is eaten by dogs.

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