[006] The tragedy of desolate life
When I looked back, I looked at Lian Mengmeng, looked at Lian Mengmeng with some confusion and said, "Is there anything else?" "I really don't want to stay with Lian Mengmeng, because I can't stand this woman, I feel pitiful for a while, and like a little devil for a while, which makes me feel unstable at all.
"Thank you for today's events." Lian Mengmeng looked at me with a somewhat affectionate expression, "Thank you for taking care of me." After saying that, Lian Mengmeng turned around and left.
I didn't speak, I still nodded in a wooden way, turned around and left, and after Lian Mengmeng turned to leave, I suddenly felt a little melancholy in my heart, with a hint of loss.
Looking at the sun above my head, I didn't feel a trace of heat at this time, but my heart suddenly became a little cold, and even the appearance of Mengmeng and this departure can be regarded as a dramatic end to my desolate life.
Stretched out his hand to stop a taxi, and said to the driver's master: "Master, build the south family courtyard of the city." With that, I leaned back in the saddle, did not speak, closed my eyes and began to meditate.
I feel that Lian Mengmeng's appearance is like a farce, and I was a little disgusted with her little devil in the morning, but after Lian Mengmeng left, I suddenly felt a little lost, as if something was missing, I shook my head vigorously to make myself stop thinking about these things
When I got home, I rang the doorbell, my mother opened the door for me, saw me standing at the door, looked around, and asked a little puzzled, "Why did you come back alone?" What about dreams? ”
I was a little speechless, I didn't know whether to tell my mother the truth, this idea flashed in my head, and then I said to my mother: "Mengmeng said to go home and see, and go back to Jiangchuan tomorrow," When I said this, I paused and looked at my mother and continued: "I have to leave later, there is a meeting in the company tomorrow that all members need to meet, and I can't be absent." With that, I walked in.
My dad was still sitting on the sofa with a pair of glasses and a newspaper in his hand, and then when he saw me come in, he said lightly: "Go back when you should go back, men should focus on their careers." My dad said this for the first time.
I couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly in my heart, career, I'm afraid for me is just a profession, a profession to make a living.
My mother also said at this time: "Lele, do you still have any money?" ”
I waved my hand and said, "Also, you leave me alone." With that, I turned and walked into my bedroom.
I packed my luggage, and then took my things and prepared to leave, my mother sent me to the door and said bitterly: "Be good to other girls, Mengmeng's mother also likes that girl, if you can settle down, you are not small." ”
I looked at my mother, my heart was sour, my mother is already in her forties, still working for my marriage, think about it and feel that I have been really decadent in the past few years, almost ignore my parents, every time I go home, I have a meal like today and leave in a hurry.
At this time, the guilt made me feel a little uncomfortable, I glanced at my mother, and said with a trace of reluctance: "Okay, Mom, you go back, it's hot outside." Looking at my mother's pale sideburns, the sourness of my nose came up again.
As I turned to leave, sadness crossed my face, and I couldn't help myself with the painful memories of the past.
Take a taxi to the station, then buy a ticket, get on the train, everything is so smooth, but my heart feels empty.
I got on the train with a complicated feeling, looking at the photos on my phone, the memories of the past kept flashing out of my mind, and when I turned to Xu Qing's photos, my heart was once again ruthlessly torn by memories.
I slowly put away my phone and looked at the scenery outside the car window, Xu Qing, after so many years, are you okay? At this moment, endless thoughts welled up in my heart, I wanted to see Xu Qing, and then give her a hug, and ask her if she was okay all these years?
Finally, I returned to Jiangchuan with this complicated feeling, and when I returned to Jiangchuan, it was already night, full of stars, familiar streets, those familiar scenery, and the withered yellow street lamp.
I dragged my tired body upstairs, and when I walked to the third floor, I stopped, in fact, this small house has a history of five years, I remember that when I was in college with Xu Qing, I rented such a house, at that time, Zhao Chao, and Chen Feng, they often came here, at that time Zhao Chao was still a person with a girlfriend, and the only single dog was Chen Feng.
I raised my hand and lit a cigarette, sat at the door and took a deep breath, my mind flashing memories of the past, and the scenes wandered in my heart.
Just as I was thinking wildly, the familiar mobile phone ringtone, I took out the phone from my pocket and glanced at the number on the phone, and the note was Chen Feng.
I was suddenly a little surprised in my heart, how did this kid remember to call me, and then I pressed the answer button and said to the phone: "Hey, I'll go, why did you kid remember to call me?" ”
Chen Feng, who was on the other side, said with a smile after hearing my voice: "Lele, tell you a good news, brother, I'm getting married!" ”
This is definitely good news, and I exclaimed, "Holy shit, it's fake, you kid didn't lie to me, did you?" ”
"Fuck, where can I be, I'll be in Jiangchuan in the middle of the night today, and I'll contact you tomorrow," Chen Feng's voice sounded more magnetic than before, and he felt that Chen Feng was more mature than before.
"Did you tell Zhao Chao?" I asked.
After hearing me say this, Chen Feng sighed and said, "I said." ”
I followed up and asked, "Who did you inform?" ”
After hearing my words, Chen Feng couldn't help but feel a little funny and said, "Okay, don't pretend to be with me, I know you want to ask me if I have notified Xu Qing." ”
I paused and didn't speak, Chen Feng on the phone said: "I've been informed, Xu Qing is in the United States, I don't know if I can come back." ”
It was only at this time that I remembered that there was a very important question that I didn't ask, and then I asked: "By the way, tomorrow my brother and sister will come back, let my brother and I see who it is, and I can attract Chen Feng to my family." ”
"Su Qianqian." After Chen Feng finished speaking, I obviously felt that Chen Feng smiled bitterly on the phone.
When I heard the name Su Qianqian, my ears suddenly rang like thunder, and I said to Chen Feng on the phone: "Does Zhao Chao know?" ”
"I haven't told him yet." Chen Feng's tone on the phone was a little depressed.
Su Qianqian is Zhao Chao's girlfriend in college, and later after graduating from college, Zhao Chao's father let him stay in Jiangchuan, and then Su Qianqian felt that there was no future here, so he left, in fact, Zhao Chao's father was quite energetic in Jiangchuan, otherwise Zhao Chao couldn't have driven an Audi A4 at such a young age, maybe because Su Qianqian was bent on escaping the city at that time, but I didn't expect Su Qianqian to come together with Chen Feng anyway, which made me sigh a little in my heart This sad world.
Chen Feng continued into the phone: "Brother, go back and help me persuade Zhao Chao more, I really like shallowness, and I will definitely treat shallowness well." ”
Chen Feng's tone was full of sincerity, in fact, I also understood what kind of person Chen Feng was, and he didn't need to explain it to me, because as a bystander, I can't say anything, everyone has the right to choose happiness by themselves, since as a brother, I can only silently bless Chen Feng, and then persuade Zhao Chao on the other side.
Thinking of this, I sighed and said into the phone, "Let's meet tomorrow." ”
"Good!" After finishing speaking, Chen Feng was about to hang up the phone.
I followed the instructions: "Don't tell Zhao Chao yet." ”
"I know." Chen Feng replied and hung up the phone.
After hanging up the phone, I sighed again at this ridiculous and sad world, I don't know what kind of mood Zhao Chao will be when he knows the news, thinking of this, I can't help but worry a little for him, or wait for Chen Feng to come back and then tell Zhao Chao, the sooner I say it, it will only make Zhao Chaoyue sad.
Immediately, I got up, patted the dust on my body, took out the key, opened the door to the room, pushed the door and walked in.
When I returned to my home, looking at everything familiar in the room, I couldn't help but think of the countless days and nights when I sat on the ground and muttered after getting drunk, at that time Xu Qing had just left not long ago, and I was basically drunk every day.
Now that I think that Xu Qing may be coming back, I still can't help but feel a little excited, that kind of excitement, as if it has disappeared for a long time, like the feeling of first love, knowing that there is nothing ahead, but as long as there is a trace of fantasy, my heart will still be very excited and sweet.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but go to the balcony, opened the window, and yelled loudly outside the window, regardless of whether the neighbors were asleep or not, I opened the window and yelled out, "Xu Qing!! I miss you!! ”
After shouting out, I felt that my mood was inexplicably much better, thinking of this, I took out my mobile phone to find Zhao Chao's number and broadcast it, I want to ask for leave tomorrow to meet Chen Feng, after all, I haven't seen him for so many years, by the way, let's discuss how to face Zhao Chao's affairs.
"Toot ~ " After a few sounds, the phone was connected again, and I said into the phone: "Zhao Chao, have you slept?" ”
"Nope."
There was something wrong with Zhao Chao's tone, but I couldn't tell what was wrong.
I thought about it for a moment and then said into the phone, "You can help me take a leave of absence tomorrow, I have something to do tomorrow." ”
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