43. Seamus's Confessions

The hollow-eyed girl was pressed under herself, staring blankly at the two moons hanging in the sky, and crystal tears crossed her beautiful cheeks at some point.

This is what Seamus sees after he stands up, and honestly, if such a picture is seen by the officials of the Ministry of Magic, not even by the Muggle police, Seamus will feel that he must be in trouble.

And most importantly: Louise cried?

Why?

Why does Louise cry?

Is it because of yourself?

Was it because I was too eager to know the answer?

Or was it because he recklessly threw down Louise and scared her?

Seamus knew that the cause must be his own, although he didn't know what the reason was. But he knew that the 'mistake' must be in himself.

Seamus doesn't want to make Louise cry, and if she can, Seamus wants to make Louise happy forever.

It's just that when he suddenly finds that the girl he likes seems to like him too, Seamus, who can't suppress the joy in his heart, desperately wants to get a definite answer.

Especially when there are rumors around him that he likes others, Seamus cares more about what Louise thinks of herself.

And the result of trying to find an answer is that he "made Louise cry", which makes Seamus feel very guilty.

"I'm sorry, Louise. I don't want to make you cry, but I really like you. Seamus lay on her side beside Louise, holding her tightly and gently pressing Louise's head against her chest.

This time Louise did not resist and did not flee.

And Seamus was able to continue his confession: "Louise, you know what? Before I met you, I never imagined that there was a person in the world who was so similar to me, but there was someone who was a thousand times more beautiful than me. ”

"Your petiteness, your cuteness, and your strength attract me deeply."

"Angry you, happy you, quiet you, sad you, sad you, happy you, whatever it is, you are all I love."

"So when there was a rumor that I liked Kisho, I was angry and scared but at the same time a little happy. Because I'm angry that someone is telling right and wrong, because I'm afraid that you will misunderstand me, but it makes me really happy to see that you care about me. ”

"Hmph, who cares about you~ It's just a bold, uneducated, and disobedient demon." Louise, who had just listened quietly, retorted quietly.

Although the voice is as small as a flying mosquito, it is far better to hear it in Seamus's ears, because Louise is responding to herself, because Louise is arrogantly exercising her dupulous power.

So Seamus continued: "Louise you know, there was a time when I was worried, what would I do if a professor at our school found me? Is that what you want to do with him? I had no doubt that Hogwarts would find me. ”

As soon as she heard that Seamus might be "leaving", Louise's body immediately became stiff, and her hands unconsciously wrapped tightly around Seamus's waist.

But Seamus continued: "At the beginning, when I first met you, my thought was that if I had to leave one day, I must arrange for my "master" not to make her cry, and not to let her be bullied again after I left. But ......"

Hearing this, Louise wrapped her hands tighter, and the slight pain from her waist made Seamus notice Louise's abnormality, but he just smiled disapprovingly.

Seamus didn't notice that Louise's eyes had unconsciously glowed blue, and Louise's hair had turned white again.

He just poured out his heart to himself: "But, now I don't think so. Because I found myself in love with you. This affection transcends even my attachment to Hogwarts, my attachment to the original world. ”

"In the original world, I didn't fit in, as if I didn't belong somewhere, although I had a lot of good friends who played well, and there were principals and professors who took good care of me and were kind, but I always had a feeling that I was different from them."

"It's a strange feeling, like I was longing to get into a school with the atmosphere of Hogwarts, only to find out that Hogwarts wasn't the school I was looking for."

"It wasn't until I met you here that I realized what I really desired."

"In terms of the talent of magic, I am actually not excellent, no matter how hard I work in the original world, what I can get will never be comparable to what I give, but I have never given up, because deep down I desire magic and like magic."

"I don't know why? Maybe it's because I'm a "born" wizard? Maybe it's because I always have a feeling that if I learn magic, I can make my wishes come true. ”

"But it wasn't until recently that I realized that what I really wanted was probably not magic, but magic to find you, protect you, make you happy, make you happy. Don't let you cry! Don't let you be lonely! ”

At this time, Louise's body suddenly trembled, and she seemed to be very excited.

But Seamus's story doesn't end there: "It may seem strange to say, but the longer I've been with you, the more I have the feeling that I seem to have known you a long, long time ago, and have been looking for you, but have never been able to find you." ”

"Maybe it's because you and I are so similar. Same bad magical talent, same bad popularity. Well, maybe I'm a little better than you in terms of popularity. Considering that he had at least his friend Dean and Ron, Neville, and Harry, who were on good terms, compared to Louise, Seamus immediately changed his tune.

And Louise, who realized that she was "sarcastic" by Seamus, gave Seamus a "kidney blow" as a matter of course. Seamus just rubbed Louise's head in her chest dotingly.

"Whenever I see you, I always feel like I'm looking in the mirror, but the person in the mirror is more perfect and ...... than myself It makes me feel longing, as if the person looking in the mirror is not actually me, but I myself am the shadow of the clumsy imitation in the mirror. ”

"Isn't that a little weird?" Seamus asked with a smile and a bowed head.

"No, it's not strange at all, welcome back~" Louise finally raised her face and stared into Seamus's eyes and replied, it turned out that tears had already filled her eyes at some point.

At this time, Seamus noticed that Louise's hair had turned completely white.

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