I followed behind Xia Han, didn't take one more step forward, and kept the same distance from Xia Han, Xia Han didn't speak, and I didn't speak.

When I walked a few steps, Xia Han looked back at me and said, "You go somewhere with me." ”

"Where are you going?" I came back to my senses and looked at Xia Han.

"Go to school." After Xia Han finished speaking, he looked at me and said, "If you feel that your time is being delayed, you can go back first." ”

I said helplessly: "I'm fine, I'll go with you." After finishing speaking, I went with Xia Han, Jiangchuan High School.

When I arrived at the attached middle school, it was already dark, I came here, and my heart was also a wave, as if my heartstrings were plucked hard, after Xu Qing left, I never came to Jiangchuan High School again, and I didn't dare to come, afraid to face, afraid to recall Xu Qing.

But when I came here again with Xia Han this time, I had another feeling, a feeling that things were wrong, and there was some bitterness.

I stood at the school gate, and all the youthful memories of the past poured into my mind, I looked back at Xia Han and said, "It's here, how do we get in?" ”

"The old rules!" After Xia Han finished speaking, he went around the main entrance to the back of the wall, there is a low wall at the back of the school, you can enter the school by jumping in, we didn't do this less when we were in college.

After I helped Xia Han jump in, I also jumped in and went in, although I no longer go to school, but I still have that thrilling feeling in my heart.

Xia Han said in a low voice, "Come here with me." ”

After I followed Xia Han around, I walked to the small garden of the school, there was no one in the small garden at this time, and I didn't see the patrolling security guards, and we both became bolder.

When I followed Xia Han to a tree in the small garden, Xia Han stopped, looked back at me and said, "You dig this up." ”

I looked at Xia Han with some reluctance and said, "Sister, it's so dirty, you let me dig it?" ”

Xia Han didn't say a word of nonsense, just a simple sentence: "Do you dig or not?" ”

I glanced at Xia Han, so I had to squat down, stretched out my hand and began to dig these soft land, just after the rainy weather, the land is not so solid, and it is easier to dig up.

When I was digging and digging, I found a small box, very delicate, I took a photo of my mobile phone and looked at Xia Han and said, "Is this the box?" ”

"yes, you open it." Xia Han ordered me to open the box.

After I opened the box, there was nothing in it, there was a diary, which looked very familiar, I thought for a while and then raised my head to look at Xia Han and said, "This is your previous diary?" With that, I picked it up, and there was a journal underneath.

There are two small books in total, and after I opened them and looked at them, the contents of them made my heart ache for a while.

2008, September 2nd, mood: bad weather: sunny.

"Today is my first day of college, someone in the class bullied me, his name is Li Hongle, he always loves to be in the limelight, and he actually took chalk and wrote on my desk that Xia Han is a pig, this bastard,!!! I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!! ”

When I saw the last line, I noticed that Xia Han actually drew a pig's head in the back. I couldn't help but chuckle softly.

September 10, 2008 Mood: Very good weather: sunny

Li Hongle, a bastard, bullied me again, as if he was unhappy if he didn't find something every day, I hated him, and the friend he was with was called Zhao Chao who was also a bastard.

September 11, 2008 Mood: Very good weather: sunny

The school organized a basketball game, Li Hongle actually signed up for it, I really want to see what it will be like for a person like him to play basketball, it is estimated that it is very bad, hahaha, I feel very happy when I think of this, I want to see how embarrassed he is.

When I saw this part of the diary, I smiled and flipped to the next page.

September 13, 2008 Mood: Bad weather: Sunny

Ahh

October 1st, 2008 mood: pretty good weather: sunny

Today is the long holiday of the National Day, Li Hongle and I, as well as Zhao Chao, as well as Xu Qingsu Qianqian, Chen Feng, let's go climbing the mountain together, I feel so tired, but it seems that Zhao Chao seems to like Qianqian, who will Li Hongle like? Could it be me?

November 17, 2008 Mood: Bad weather: light snow

Li Hongle is in love, but I cried, why is my heart so uncomfortable, I have always felt that I hate him, but now I actually envy the girl named Xu Qing in my heart, does Li Hongle like Xu Qing? Why does my heart hurt so much when I see the two of them together? But in my mouth, I still have to pretend that nothing happened to bless him, it's really ridiculous to think about it, how uncomfortable Li Hongle is in my heart, do you know?

I have to keep pretending that I don't like him at all, and I have deceived others, but I can't fool myself.

January 1, 2009 Mood: Depressed Weather: Snow

Today is New Year's Day, Li Hongle invited me to hang out with him in the morning, although there are many people, but I feel very comfortable being invited by him, I don't know when he will notice me, I like him so much, do you want to tell him?

I slowly put down the diary in my hand, picked it up and looked at it on the other side.

October 4, 2013 mood: Bad weather: sunny

Xu Qing left Li Hongle, saying that he was going abroad, but Li Hongle didn't look at me from beginning to end, looking at him uncomfortable, I seemed to be more uncomfortable than him, I didn't know how to comfort him, maybe it would be good after a long time, Li Hongle, I love you.

When I saw this, my hands trembled, and I felt a faint pain in my heart, and suddenly I felt very sorry for Xia Han, a girl, but I was distressed, and I took the diary in my hand and slowly closed it.

Xia Han looked at me and said, "See? ”

I nodded solemnly, feeling uncomfortable for a while, what I didn't expect was that Xia Han had been giving, but he had never been rewarded, and when I really understood all this, I felt even more remorseful and uncomfortable.

I took a deep breath and said slowly, "It's all gone, isn't it?" As I spoke, I looked at Xia Han and whispered, "Xia Han, I'm sorry." ”

Xia Han paused, raised his head and looked at me and said, "Li Hongle, give me a lighter." ”

I hesitated for a moment and then took out the lighter and handed it to Xia Han, Xia Han slowly lit the diary, and burned all the memories of me and Xia Han.

"If memory were a deep sea, I would be willing to drown in it until it is gone." After Xia Han burned the diary in his hand, he looked at me and smiled, "Li Hongle, from today onwards, you and I are like strangers." ”

When Xia Han said these words, she was not angry at all, I was also depressed and uncomfortable in my heart, I wanted to comfort Xia Han, but I didn't know where to start comforting, I think all I could do was to be silent, let this time go faster, Xia Han could also forget me as soon as possible and live her own life.

Maybe I shouldn't have appeared in Xia Han's life from the beginning, I never liked Xia Han, so my appearance was destined to be a wrong ending.

When the diary was burned to ashes by Xia Han, and Xia Han and I were about to get up and leave, the light of a flashlight hit both of us, and a very loud voice came: "Hey, what are you doing?" ”

I subconsciously pulled Xia Han and ran out, and the people behind me also chased after me, when I detoured to the back wall, I squatted down and helped Xia Han up, and when I just jumped on the wall, the people behind me chased after me, and one fell directly without standing firm.

Xia Han couldn't help laughing on the side, I got up and patted the dust on my body and then looked at Xia Han and said, "Okay, don't laugh, I'll send you home." ”

"Okay." After finishing speaking, I followed Xia Han and went to Xia Han's house.

When he walked downstairs to Xia Han's house, Xia Han stopped, looked back at me and smiled sadly, "Li Hongle, you didn't say a word, did you?" ”

"Xia Han." I called Xia Han's name, hesitated for a moment and then said, "I wish you happiness." ”

"Bastard!" After Xia Han finished speaking, he said, "You remember, after today, I will never remember you again." Xia Han mentioned this sentence again.

"I know."

After I finished speaking, I looked at Xia Han and said, "You go upstairs, I should go back, I have to work tomorrow, you should go back early, Jiangchuan is not suitable for you." With that, I turned and left.

Leaving Xia Han alone and standing alone, every step I took made my heart uncomfortable, and I don't know what made Xia Han and I not even have friends in the end, maybe this ending is not the best, but he may be the most suitable ending, without me, Xia Han may live better and happier, right?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, raised my hand and lit a cigarette, my heart was messy, and after taking a deep breath, I strode forward.

When I got home, I took a shower and went to sleep, maybe I was in a bad mood, maybe I was too tired during the day, I slept dreaming, dreaming that we were back on the campus of that university, and everything had not changed, it was as if it had been before.

We are running in the campus of youth, accumulating the best memories of life, and when I wake up, I am still faced with a heart full of loss, and it is still the scar that hurts and catches me off guard.

I wish I could stay in that time, but when I look back, I find that I can never go back, and all I am faced with is memories and the figure in that dream.

In those years, those things could only stay in my heart.

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