When Ye Yu disappeared from sight, Yun'er slowly came back to her senses.

Looking at the direction in which Ye Yu disappeared, Lin Yun'er grabbed the corner of her clothes with her small hands, biting her lip lightly, her eyes as big as a fawn, full of doubts, puzzlement and sadness.

"Ernie," Xu Xian called softly.

Hearing Xu Xian's voice, Lin Yun'er hurriedly forced out a smile: "It's okay, Xiaoxian, Ernie is fine, seniors may be in a bad mood today."

After clenching her clenched little fist hard, Yun'er became cheerful again: "Let's go, Xiaoxian, let's go buy food!" ”

"Inside~" Xu Xian responded, and then glanced at the direction Ye Yu left, with a hint of blame and anger in his eyes.

It is true that she admires Ye Yu very much, but Lin Yun'er is more important to her than ten Ye Yu, and in Xu Xian's opinion, Ye Yu's predecessor just now is too rude.

But seeing Lin Yun'er smiling, as simple as her, she was not so worried.

Lin Yun'er pulled Xu Xian and walked quickly to the direction of the commissary, and Lin Yun'er's hearty laughter could be heard along the way, as well as Xu Xian's advice, slow down, slow down.

Ye Yu didn't pay attention to this, he ran to the school gate as soon as he got out of the teaching building.

About half an hour or so, Ye Yu finally came to the door of the deputy squad leader's house.

He didn't go in, he didn't ring the doorbell, but dialed the deputy squad leader again

"I'm here, at the door"

Not long after the "squad leader", the deputy squad leader walked out of the house and stood not far in front of Ye Yu.

"Do you really want to drop out?" Ye Yu took a step forward, walked to the deputy squad leader, looked at her eyes and asked.

The deputy squad leader looked at the boy in front of him, his eyes flashed with joy, sadness, nostalgia, and finally guilt.

"I'm sorry," the deputy squad leader lowered his head and said with a slight choked voice.

"Hey" Ye Yu looked up at the sky, let out a long sigh, and then asked, "Can I know the reason?"

"I, I" deputy squad leader was speechless for a while.

"To be an artist?" Ye Yu asked directly in a regretful tone.

The deputy squad leader was silent for a long time before nodding: "Inside"

Hearing the deputy squad leader's answer, the disappointment in Ye Yu's eyes could no longer be hidden.

But Ye Yu still wanted to persuade again.

"Ji-hyun, go back to school! The classmates all want you to come back," Ye Yu said to Shin Ji-hyun, the deputy class leader.

Deputy squad leader Shin Ji-hyun looked at him with a hint of struggle, and then shook his head firmly: "I'm sorry, squad leader, I've already decided."

"Do you really want to give up!? Isn't it your dream to be admitted to Seoul National University?! Is it worth giving up like this for a little artist! Ye Yu scolded angrily, and he finally couldn't control it.

Shin Ji-hyun bit his lip and lowered his head without speaking.

"Shin Ji-hyun!"

Shin Ji-hyun was speechless, still keeping his head down, shaking his head gently.

Ye Yu stared at her for a long time, then he took a deep breath and asked calmly, "At least why are you suing me!" ”

Shin Zhixian tore the corners of her fingers uneasily, and after a long time, she slowly raised her head and looked at Ye Yu and said: "Class leader, what I have always hoped for is only the attention of the public, I yearn for that kind of stage, I don't want to spend my youth in obscurity"

Ye Yu's pupils shrank when he heard this, and a thick disappointment appeared in his eyes.

Shin Ji-hyun also saw the disappointment in Ye Yu's eyes, and she smiled miserably: "I'm vain, I admit it!" I used to want to be an artist, but I didn't have the courage, but now I have the opportunity in front of me! I won't give up! ”

"Is it worth it" was silent for a while, and Ye Yu asked calmly.

"Squad leader, you're not me, how do you know it's not worth it? It's my choice, and it's wrong! I would choose to go on as well! The more Shin Ji-hyun spoke, the firmness in his eyes became stronger.

Ye Yu was silent, looking at the eyes of the girl in front of him, Ye Yu knew that there was nothing he could do.

After speaking, Shin Ji-hyun showed a confident smile, then looked at Ye Yu and asked, "Because this is my dream, what about you, squad leader?" Your grades are so good, it's okay to go to any kind of university, what is your dream? Don't tell me to go to Seoul National University, I know you never took Seoul National University seriously, but what is your dream? How much can you pay for it? ”

"Dream" Ye Yu was shocked, and looked up at Shin Zhixian, his eyes were blurred, and his head was shaken and chaotic.

Dreams? Is it a dream to hope that you have been living in the ordinary?

It shouldn't count, that's just the attitude to life.

So what is my dream.

He suddenly realized: Ah, it turns out that he has no dreams, so why should he point fingers at other people's dreams?

"I'm grateful to the squad leader, really, but I hope the squad leader can support me," Shin Ji-hyun said to Ye Yu faintly.

Ye Yu looked at her for a long time, and finally smiled bitterly: "Okay"

"Thank you" Shin Ji-hyun smiled, like a flower: "Go back, the class leader told me to say sorry to my classmates"

"Well, I hope you can achieve your dreams," Ye Yu nodded.

"I will! Certain! "Shin Ji-hyun is determined.

Ye Yu nodded with a wry smile and turned around.

"Ye Yu!"

Just as Ye Yu turned around and was about to leave, the girl's voice came from behind him, and he turned around when he heard the words.

At the moment when Ye Yu just turned around, the girl rushed into his arms like a gust of fragrant wind, hugging him tightly.

Ye Yu was stunned, and he didn't know how to put down the hand he was holding instinctively, or hold it.

At this time, the girl in her arms whispered, "Ye Yu, hug me, okay?" It was a farewell gift for me."

The voice with pleading made Ye Yu unable to refuse.

"Well, good" Ye Yu smiled softly.

Then hugged the person in his arms hard, and just like that, the two hugged each other for a long time.

In the end, the girl let go of Ye Yu with a red face, lowered her head and said, "Thank you, squad leader."

"Come on" Ye Yu touched the girl's head: "I hope to see you on the stage in the future", since you can't persuade it, then bless it.

"I will!" The girl's voice and eyes were full of determination and confidence.

From dropping out of school to the present, Shin Ji-hyun has thought a lot, struggled a lot, was afraid, looked forward to, guilty, and confident, but he has never been so determined as he is now.

"I'm leaving," Ye Yu sighed secretly.

"Inside, be careful on the road, squad leader" Shin Ji-hyun smiled like a flower.

Ye Yu shook his head helplessly, took a step and turned to leave.

And Shin Zhixian has been watching, looking at Ye Yu's departing back.

Before I knew it, tears couldn't help but slip down my pretty face.

The people behind her opened, and a middle-aged woman walked out, walked up to Shin Ji-hyun, hugged her softly, and gently wiped the tears from her face.

"Jihyun, who was that just now?" The woman, Shin Ji-hyun's mother, asked softly.

Shin Ji-hyun burst into tears, stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears, looked at his mother and smiled sweetly, and then looked in the direction Ye Yu left again.

"That's my first love, it's my youth"

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Ye Yu, who was walking on the way back to school, was in a heavy mood and did not convince Shin Ji-hyun, although it was expected, it still made him very uncomfortable.

For a moment just now, Ye Yu wanted to say to Shen Zhixian: Don't be stupid! You won't make it! Because I've never heard your name in my previous life! I've never seen an artist who looks like you! Give it up!

You won't make it!

However, he couldn't speak, and the girl's persistence and self-confidence made him unable to speak.

In the end, he could only wish that even though he knew that with Shin Ji-hyun's achievements, what she was giving up now was an incomparably better future in exchange for an illusory dream of being an artist.

A minute later, Ye Yu retracted his gaze and walked back along the way he came a little lonely.

He was supposed to persuade people, but not only did he return empty-handed, but he also brought back a distressing problem for himself.

All day, Ye Yu was absent-minded, and he didn't persuade Shin Zhixian to return on the one hand, but more about thinking, what is his dream?

Where is the direction of my future?

In my previous life, my dream was clear, that is, to live the best life! To make lots and lots of money! To step on someone else's head! Be enviable! No more to look down on! Let those who abandon themselves regret it for life!

And in this life, Ye Yu was confused.

As the old guy said, an ordinary life, an ordinary life, but is that a dream? Ye Yu was entangled and confused.

He doesn't know, he really doesn't!

In the evening, when he returned home, he stood in front of the old man's spiritual seat.

"What's your dream, old fellow?"

"What are my dreams?"

"What am I living for? What am I suffering for these two lifetimes for?"

Ye Yu looked at the photo of the old guy and said to himself, he knew that he had drilled the horns, if he usually wouldn't be entangled in such a problem, but today he was moved

Is it because Shin Ji-hyun can give up his courage and persistence for a better future for his dreams?

maybe

Dreams, what a strange and familiar word.

Some people give their lives to it, just to see its back.

Some people give everything for it, and they only want what they think in their hearts.

Some people have suffered for it all their lives, just because they passed by it.

Some people cry for it, some laugh for it, some people are crazy about it, some people are crazy about it, but everyone is unwilling to give it up.

Even in today's society, most people have forgotten their dreams, and dreams have faded with time.

But in retrospect, it still makes people teary-eyed.

It's just that magic.

After a long time, Ye Yu silently walked away and returned to his room.

Sit at your desk and pull out a notebook from a thick book.

After opening the page, Ye Yu wrote the last sentence on the new page: My dream: I hope that I can find someone or something worthy of my dedication for the rest of my life

After writing, Ye Yu smiled and reached out to tear off the page, but when he held the paper with a sentence written in his hand, he paused.

After a while, Ye Yu reached out and smoothed the slightly creased page, and slowly closed the notebook.

He couldn't bear it.

Because, maybe that's his dream.

PS: Why do people always struggle with the age of two lives, live again, have an old guy, and relive their childhood, youth, instead of superimposing two lives. Now, he is just a teenager with experience and knowledge from his previous life, and his mind is much more mature than others, and he still has the impetuousness and impulsiveness of a teenager, but he can usually control it. There should also be a youthful throbbing that a teenager should have. Because that's what he's missing, and now he's getting back.

So can you not dwell on this? If you really don't like to watch it, just turn it off, I didn't ask you to see it, you don't understand the character I wrote, and I don't expect your approval.

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