Chapter 190: Did a Miracle Happen?
Li Yongjie, who was haunted by countless eyes, happened to see FTISLAND who came to the backstage to prepare after walking off the stage, and did not do anything provocative, but smiled at them kindly, but I don't know why, Li Hongji didn't dare to look directly at Li Yongjie's smile at this time.
And some of the other singers who entered take7 in the backstage also looked at Li Yongjie with strange eyes, and after looking at Li Yongjie curiously to see if such a strong newcomer was three-headed and six-armed, they also turned their heads with a hint of regret, but it's a pity.
In the center of this group of evasive or curious or even regretful eyes, Li Yongjie did not rush to leave, but stood here and let them watch, although he was a little alone in the center of the line of sight at this time, coupled with some of the current picture backgrounds known to the onlookers, which made this picture have a tragic atmosphere in their eyes.
Li Yongjie stood quietly in the corner so as not to affect the staff who came and went, he didn't care about those sights, and just looked at everything on the stage so seriously. For so many years, his stage dream has not been extinguished, he has experienced a lot of things, and he has seen a lot of temptations, but in the end he has experienced prosperity and loneliness and returned here.
As much as he attaches importance to it, he is eager for it, and at this moment, he encountered such a thing at the beginning of his longing artist career that he never imagined, he still has no regrets, he took any previous singing stage seriously, and there was never any slack talk.
It may be that the effort is not enough, it may be that he is not strong enough, and this effort has not been recognized by others. Now that he has the last chance, Li Yongjie has done his best, whether he succeeds or fails, he may regret it, but he has never left that kind of regret that he did not have at the beginning.
So, when he stood back on the stage and heard Jang Keun Suk the only one of the two MCs pretending to be excited to announce that FTISLAND's popular songs had won three times in a row, he laughed.
Hee-cheol didn't speak when he saw the result, so he pretended to keep looking at the script in his hand, and casually echoed a few words from Jang Geun Suk during the period. In his own way, he silently expressed his dissatisfaction and protest against the result, as well as the faint anger. At this time, he also noticed Li Yongjie's smile, he was familiar with Li Yongjie, he knew that he was really smiling at the moment, after bearing this eternal stain, his younger brother was actually sincerely applauding and congratulating Ftisland.
In fact, the surprise is far more than just Xi Che, after hearing the results, it may be that the experience is not enough, and most of the people's expression management collapsed instantly, some were angry, some were shocked, some were incredulous, and some were dazed.
Why, as long as you have eyes and ears, you can see the big difference between the two songs, okay, it's not that Ftisland's songs are bad, but Li Yongjie's is obviously better, and it's more than a little good, how can this one still be Ftisland! How can you close your eyes and cover your ears and continue to give one to Ftisland, bully him once, two times is not enough, you actually want to step him into despair completely, there is a third time! How can there be a third time!
Cui Xiuna's eyes were already hazy with tears at this time, sobbing and looking at Li Yongjie, who was still so warm and smiling on the stage, and fell into crazy self-blame, Yongjie Oppa has done everything he can as an artist, his stage is indisputably far better than the rest of the idols, and his songs have completely become one of the most heard songs on the street at the moment, but in the end, it still fell on the fan voting and album sales, and these are what fans should do, Li Yongjie has done his best, and they still disappointed Li Yongjie.
Under the influence of this atmosphere, I don't know why the atmosphere at the scene after today's announcement is a little embarrassing, and the audience's support is also a little low, as many people think now, they have eyes and ears, and the performance on both sides is so bad today, is this one returning to ftisland to treat others as fools, and there are even some fans of ftisland who hold this idea, they are not supporting at the moment, they are panicked, they should not be helped, and their natal life is standing there on the stage.
At this time, even ftisland himself felt a little embarrassed, this one is hot, the agent brother said that they don't have a heart and are not their reason, it is that Li Yongjie is not good enough, but this is not good enough to be so much better than their performance, so what is the extent if it is good enough? And at this time, the eyes of the other artists around them, they all understand, the bottom of this kind of congratulations and laughter is ridicule and disdain, disdain that they are obviously not as good as others, but in the end they still took a place that should not be them, and disdain their empty gold content in the trophy.
The audience was full of different thoughts because of Li Yongjie, and Li Yongjie was not infected by these regretful eyes.
He doesn't need sympathy, and there's nothing to sympathize with.
This is just a singing stage, a singing stage every week, and this is not Li Yongjie's last stage, what he lost today will be recaptured by himself in the future. After all, this is the path that Li Yongjie chose by himself, whether it was when he was determined to make his debut at KBS, or when Lee Xiuman told him about the debut plan, he had long been mentally prepared to atone for his sins on the stage.
It's just that no matter how much psychological preparation there is, it's a little useless at this moment, and I put down my applauding hand, but I can't help but hold it tightly.
In the end, in this lively drama, he could not hear anything, the voices from the audience could not reach his ears, he could not hear the whispered comforts beside him, and he could not hear the pretended cheers on the stage.
He really doesn't resent Ftisland, not at all, their stage is great, their songs are good, and this one can be said to be deserved in normal times. Similarly, he doesn't blame the program group of popular songs, the four selection factors are well known, and it is his own shortcomings that will miss one. He won't blame those little girls, their debut was determined before he came back, it was his trouble-making intrusion, if he didn't keep the agreement and continued, then he would have to block his sisters' way in addition to breaking his promise. He won't blame Cui Xiuna, just after the wild time, he gradually recalled who the voice was, but unfortunately the lights under the stage were too dim, he didn't find this little girl, how could he blame them, no one is born with anything to another person, others help you love, don't help you is duty.
Li Yongjie only blames himself, only blames himself for not being strong enough, only blames himself for not being wild enough to touch people's hearts, and only blames himself for failing to make people recognize him.
If he fails, he won't lower his head, because there is nothing to regret, he did his best now, he performed a stage with all his might, he won't be ashamed, he is proud, he looks up forty-five degrees and looks at the spotlight over there. Slowly closed his eyes, as if feeling the temperature on his body, but soon he turned around and left, the next encore stage did not belong to him, he should leave.
And in a place where people can't see, Li Yongjie's nails are deeply embedded in the flesh, and his lips are snow-white, no matter where he goes, he has been burdened with that regretful debut experience. And this regret will accompany him for the rest of his life.
At this point, Li Yongjie's debut songs are all over, one number
Zero.