[169] Those dreams and pains of the past
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I smiled bitterly and said, "I guess your sister-in-law shouldn't know about this matter today." After finishing speaking, I sighed and looked at Cheng Fei and continued to speak: "Many things are not as simple as we think, people are growing up, and emotional things are often out of their own hands. ā
Cheng Fei looked at me and said, "Brother Lele, do you like your sister-in-law?" ā
For Cheng Fei to ask such an idiotic question, I was speechless for a moment, I looked at Cheng Fei and said, "If I don't like it, can I be with her?" ā
After saying this, I glanced at Cheng Fei, "Okay, don't think about it, what should you do." After saying this, I glanced at Cheng Fei and said, "Okay, you just don't know what to do about this matter today." ā
Then the people who followed them began to play again, and it was not until about 12 o'clock that they left.
After Xu Qing and I walked out, it was already snowing outside, Cheng Fei followed, I looked at Cheng Fei and said, "Go back quickly." After saying that, I followed and said, "Go back early, don't worry your sister." ā
Cheng Fei nodded at me and then said, "That's okay, Brother Lele, you are optimistic about Mr. Xu, I'll go first." ā
After Cheng Fei finished speaking, I waved my hand at him, and Cheng Fei turned around and left.
I looked back at Xu Qing and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back, you drank so much, don't drive the car, take a taxi back." ā
Xu Qing raised her head and looked at me with red circles in her eyes and said, "I drank too much just now and lost my temper." After saying this, Xu Qing walked forward.
After I looked at the snowflakes falling in the sky, I couldn't help but feel a little stunned, and I sighed, "I understand." ā
After finishing speaking, I followed Xu Qing forward, and just when I was about to stretch out my hand to stop the car, Xu Qing looked back at me and said, "Don't stop the car, walk back with me." ā
I looked at Xu Qing and smiled bitterly and said, "It's snowing, I'll catch a cold later." After finishing speaking, I looked at Xu Qing and smiled bitterly.
Xu Qing turned her head and shook her head and said, "Don't worry about it, you just say whether you can go or not." After finishing speaking, Xu Qing still looked resolute.
I looked at Xu Qing's resolute expression, sighed and said, "Okay, okay, you have the final say." After that, I couldn't help but sigh again.
Xu Qing looked at the snow scene in front of him as he walked, and said, "It's been a long time since it snowed in Jiangchuan, right?" ā
I thought for a moment and said, "It's been a while. "It's cold, but it hasn't snowed.
Xu Qing smiled and said: "Time flies so fast, I still remember when you confessed to me in the playground in the winter of freshman year, you were really happy at that time, but everything changed in a blink of an eye." After saying this, Xu Qing smiled sadly, looked at me with a somewhat pale look and said, "If there is still a chance, I will definitely not let you go." ā
I glanced at Xu Qing, looked at her with some surprise and said, "Time is changing, people are changing, and my choices have changed." "At this moment, I want to say it so much, I have been waiting for you for three years, but when the words came to my mouth, I didn't know how to say them, and I looked at Xu Qing with some choked up.
Xu Qing smiled and said: "Yes, so many years have come in a blink of an eye, in fact, I thought I could let go of you at the beginning, but who knows, it turns out that I can't let go of you, even if time flies, my feelings for you have never changed." ā
I was stunned for a moment, I never thought that these words would come out of Xu Qing's mouth, at this moment my heart was chaotic, chaotic, maybe because of the sincere love I once had, chaos, maybe because I once loved this woman deeply, but all this really can't go back, although I now have someone I like, but when facing Xu Qing, my heart can't help but mess up, like a pool of stagnant water being thrown into a stone, it exploded violently.
After I came back to my senses, I looked at Xu Qing and smiled and said, "But these are all in the past, aren't they?" I really don't know what to say other than that, even though it's been said many times.
Xu Qing looked at me and smiled, and her smile was a little pale, "I knew you would say this." When she said this, Xu Qing's eyes were still looking ahead, "I have been fighting with Xia Han for so many years, but I didn't expect that in the end, no one got it, but you fell in love with another person." ā
When Xu Qing said this, she smiled, looked at me and continued, "Do you think this is particularly ridiculous? ā
I was stunned for a moment, then I came back to my senses and looked at Xu Qing and shook my head and said: "There is no way to choose the thing of feelings, just like I chose you in the first place, but all this has passed, and I have nothing to say." ā
Xu Qing nodded, looked at me and smiled, and continued to speak: "Also, who can choose such a thing as feelings?" Isn't it free? After saying this, Xu Qing looked at me with big eyes and said, "Then do you like Lian Mengmeng?" ā
I looked at Xu Qing and said, "I like it, I've always liked it, and he was also the first woman who made me want to get married." After saying this, I looked at the snowflakes in the sky and smiled, and said, "Every time I think of her, I feel like I want to laugh in my heart, and it is a happy smile." ā
Xu Qing smiled, and while walking, he said, "So, you chose Lian Mengmeng, this is fate, we can't decide." ā
I nodded and then looked at Xu Qing and said, "You are the same, in fact, Jiang Youxi is also very good, at least he is a good match with you." ā
Xu Qing turned her head and said with some anger in her eyes: "You don't need to mention him." After finishing speaking, Xu Qing walked forward.
I followed and quickened my pace, but I didn't know what to say, I felt that Xu Qing was very lonely at this moment, but I couldn't promise her anything, because the person I love is called Lian Mengmeng, and it is no longer Xu Qing, if Xu Qing appeared a year ago, maybe I would grab her hand without scruples and tell her that I love her very much.
After thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly, and when I turned around, Xu Qing had already walked away, and followed and quickened my pace.
When I sent Xu Qing home, my mobile phone rang, I glanced at the number on my mobile phone was Lian Mengmeng's, and then pressed the answer button and said, "What's wrong, little daughter-in-law?" I asked with concern.
Lian Mengmeng said a little sleepily: "Husband, where are you, why haven't you come back yet?" ā
I smiled and said on the phone: "I'll go back immediately, wait a minute, Xu Qing drank too much, I just sent her back." ā
"Well, then you should come back early." Lian Mengmeng smiled and said something into the phone.
I felt a warmth in my heart, and after saying a few words to Lian Mengmeng with a smile, I hung up the phone, and after hanging up the phone.
I raised my head and looked at the snowflakes in the sky, still fluttering and falling on my body, looking so weak, a suffocating beauty hit my heart, thinking of the bits and pieces of Xu Qing and I couldn't help but laugh self-deprecatingly.
Even if some things have passed for a long time, but whenever you think about it, you still can't help but feel a burst of pain in your heart, this pain makes you speechless, and you don't even know where to start, just a kind of memory of the past, accompanied by the sad breath of the past in your heart, so that you can't find your heart from beginning to end.
After thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, and followed the pace of my feet, and when I walked to the side of the road, I reached out and stopped a taxi, and the driver looked at me and smiled and said, "Young man, it's so late, where are you going?" ā
I smiled and said to the driver, "Go home." After that, I followed and told the driver where I lived.
The master smiled and nodded and then started the car, the car drove very fast, not long, it arrived at the downstairs of the community, at this time the community was already only dim lights, there was no one on the road, it seemed very deserted.
After I paid the money, I rushed into the hallway, which was obviously much warmer than the outside, and my heart was much warmer.
After I went upstairs, I opened the door and found that Lian Mengmeng had slept on the sofa, I followed and hugged Lian Mengmeng, Lian Mengmeng suddenly woke up at this time, rubbed his eyes and looked at me and said, "Husband, are you back?" ā
I smiled and nodded, "Sleep, I'll carry you back to your room." After finishing speaking, I picked up Lian Mengmeng and carried Lian Mengmeng back to the room.
After covering Lian Mengmeng with the quilt, I tiptoed out of Lian Mengmeng's room, and I returned to the room after I came back to my senses.
After lying in bed, I couldn't sleep no matter what, and my mind was full of Xu Qing's words at night, as well as some previous things, which made me suddenly feel a little painful.
I didn't sleep well this night, I suddenly felt very cheap, even if the feelings had passed, but there was still some sadness in my heart, thinking of this, I got up and lit a cigarette for myself.
When the window was opened, everyone outside was already asleep, it was pitch black, and after a gust of wind blew, the whole person was cool, and a kind of coolness that belonged to the bottom of the heart came naturally.
After smoking a cigarette, I snuffed out the cigarette in my hand, closed the window, and lay down on the bed, not knowing what time I fell asleep.
When I woke up, it was already eight or nine o'clock in the morning, and I was just about to get up when Lian Mengmeng knocked on the door.