Chapter 0187 A Man's Difficult Choice
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If Lin Feng wants to be ruthless and ignore Lu Qi, Lin Feng can't do it.
But if Lin Feng wants to fall in love with Lu Qi, whether he will really fall in love in the future, Lin Feng is not sure, but at least at this stage, he can't do it.
It's weird to fall in love with a girl you don't like, like drinking a bowl of soup, which is both salty and sweet.
"You care about me, so what should you do?" Lu Qi is not good at coquettishness, and the coquettish she pretends to be diǎn pretentious, but she is a woman after all, and no matter how pretentious she is, she also has a diǎn coquettish taste.
Her first time was taken away, if you care about her, then you have to love her well, this diǎn, Lin Feng understands, the problem is that he doesn't like Lu Qi, or rather, he hasn't started to like her, but he got her for the first time, this kind of weird thing, Lin Feng encountered it for the first time in his life.
"Do you love me?" Lin Feng asked rhetorically.
Actually, Lu Qi didn't fall in love with Lin Feng, but she lied: "Of course I love you, if I don't love you, will I be willing to give you the first time?" ”
This sounded very reasonable, Lin Feng couldn't refute it, he said, "I didn't think you were secretly crushing on me." ”
If it was usual, Lu Qi would have stiffened her face, but at this time, she squeezed out an unnatural smile and said, "Do you only see it now?" So we're a couple, right? ”
Slept once, and you're a couple? Lin Feng felt that couples were not like this.
However, Lin Feng was inconvenient to say words that hurt Lu Qi, so he had to say, "It should be forgotten, I will be responsible for you." ”
"Since we are a couple, then your relationship with my cousin is not a couple, so when will you leave her?" Lu Qi would not give up until he got Lin Feng's exact answer.
Lu Qi and Zhang Shu, Lin Feng and Zhang Shu have a certain relationship, but they don't have much relationship with Lu Qi, in other words, Lin Feng and Zhang Shu are more like a couple together.
After thinking about it, Lin Feng said, "Some things are not what you think. ”
Hearing this, Lu Qi said anxiously: "What do you mean by this?" You keep saying you care about me, but you don't want to break up with my cousin, you just want to step on two boats, don't you? ”
Lin Feng didn't mean this, he denied it: "No, give diǎn time to me, I will deal with this matter ¢dǐng¢diǎn¢ small ¢ said, .2@3.≥os_ (); Target. ”
"How long will that take?" Lu Qi asked.
This, Lin Feng can't answer, unless Zhang Shu is no longer hunted down by that mysterious organization, then he can satisfy Lu Qi and leave Zhang Shu, otherwise, he will not leave Zhang Shu casually.
Yes, there is no exact date, Lin Feng said: "It depends on the situation." ”
Lu Qi raised his hand and slapped it lightly on Lin Feng's broad shoulder, and said coquettishly: "You are obviously cheating, what man is like you?" Take advantage and sell well, are you a bully to me? ”
"Cousin, it's not what you think, in fact, I'm ...... Zhang Shu" Lin Feng promised Zhang Mingchao, but it was inconvenient for him to tell those secrets, so he hesitated for a while and said, "Things are very complicated, do you know?" ”
But in Lu Qi's opinion, Lin Feng pretended to say this, but in fact he was unwilling to break up with Zhang Shu, and she said angrily: "How complicated? I gave you the first time and asked you to break up with Zhang Shu, is it complicated? ”
Lu Qi didn't know about Zhang Mingchao and that mysterious organization, so she would say such a thing, Lin Feng didn't blame her, and it was inconvenient for him to tell her about it, which further deepened the misunderstanding.
After thinking about it, Lin Feng didn't know what to say, and finally said: "That's it, I'll be responsible for you anyway, you can rest assured." ”
This is like empty words, of course Lu Qi is not happy: "If you really want to be responsible for me, then you should love me well, if you want to love me well, then don't be with other girls, do you understand?" ”
Diǎn diǎn head, Lin Feng said: "Of course I understand. ”
"Since you understand, why don't you want to break up with my cousin? Tell me about it. Lu Qi said slowly.
After saying a thousand words, he finally returned to Qidiǎn, to put it mildly, he wanted Lin Feng to break up with Zhang Shu, but Lin Feng was really not ready to break up with Zhang Shu.
Feeling upset, Lin Feng hoped that Lu Qi would shut up, he knew that there was only one way to make her stop talking, not to mention, he also needed to collect yin and supplement yang, which was a good thing to kill two birds with one stone.
So, Lin Feng put Lu Qi on the bed and began to take the initiative to work......
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Sure enough, the strategy Lin Feng used was right, he felt extremely happy, without Lu Qi's non-stop chatter, listening to that pleasant music, he was in a much better mood.
However, the problem is that when Lin Feng was about to stop, Lu Qi was about to start mentioning that he would break up with Zhang Shu, so Lin Feng decided not to sleep all night, so that Lu Qi was tired to sleep.
At about dawn, Lu Qi couldn't stay up any longer, so he fell asleep deeply.
After tossing for a night, seeing that Lu Qi finally fell asleep, Lin Feng breathed a sigh of relief, lying next to Lu Qi, looking at this girl who often quarreled with him on weekdays, Lin Feng couldn't understand why she was suddenly willing to dedicate her first time to him.
It is said that girls will only open their legs when they are in love, Lin Feng felt that the relationship between him and Lu Qi was far from the depths, why did she open her legs to him?
Lin Feng couldn't answer this kind of confusion by himself, he really wanted to talk to Shu Ruoya and ask her about what the girl's inner world was like.
For the time being, the roots of her ears were quiet, but Lin Feng also knew that when Lu Qi woke up, she would inevitably mention that incident, when the troubles were still there, and after the happiness, there were troubles, Lin Feng felt that the phrase "things have two sides" was really true.
How to deal with the relationship between Lu Qi and Zhang Shu in the future? Lin Feng couldn't think of a good way.
Lin Feng's situation is different from an ordinary love triangle, his relationship with Zhang Shu, in addition to the relationship between lovers, there is also a layer of relationship that the two must be together to live, and this layer of relationship is even more important than the relationship between lovers.
Therefore, when Lu Qi asked Lin Feng to break up with Zhang Shu, Lin Feng had no choice, if he chose Lu Qi, it would not only hurt Zhang Shu, but it was very likely that Zhang Shu would lose his life.
However, if he hadn't broken up with Zhang Shu and was with Lu Qi again, then the relationship would be diǎn complicated, no matter how complicated it was, Lin Feng was willing to accept it.
The problem is that neither Lu Qi nor Zhang Shu will accept the situation of three people sharing a bed.
If Lin Feng had to make a choice, he really couldn't choose, if he wanted to leave Zhang Shu, it was impossible, but if he wanted to abandon Lu Qi, he couldn't do it, after all, he took away Lu Qi's first time.
It is said that girls value the first time very much, and only those who love deeply will give the first time.
Assuming that this statement is true, Lin Feng feels that Lu Qi loves him deeply, and for a person who loves him deeply, he doesn't have the courage to hurt her.
In other words, Lin Feng hoped in his heart that Zhang Shu and Lu Qi would not make trouble, and how good it would be for the three of them to maintain such a peaceful relationship, but this was just Lin Feng's fantasy, and it was actually difficult to operate.
There was already a bright light coming in through the window, and the room was not very well lit, but I could already see the things around me.
Lin Feng subconsciously glanced at the sheets, and saw a small pool of blood, he knew what was going on, looking at Lu Qi, who was breathing evenly, he secretly wondered: "She really gave me the first time, she loves me so much, can't I love her well?" ”
This question is very complicated, in fact, Lin Feng has not fallen in love with Lu Qi yet.
Before the two fell in love, Lin Feng took away Lu Qi's first time, and while feeling excited, he also felt sorry for Lu Qi, he felt that he shouldn't have taken away her first time.
No matter how long Lu Qi has to sleep, she will wake up after all, and when she wakes up, a new battle will burn again, Lin Feng is also one of the protagonists of the battle, but he has no initiative, he is afraid that Lu Qi will let him make a choice.
Unlike Lu Qi's heavy sleep, Lin Feng had a lot of thoughts and couldn't sleep, he sat cross-legged on the bed, looking at his nose with his eyes and his heart with his nose, and after a while, he could observe the situation in his body.
When Lin Feng saw the green seed in the sea of qi, he couldn't help but be taken aback, and he found that the two small buds of the green seed seemed to have grown a diǎndiǎn.
This is obviously the result of picking yin and replenishing yang from Lu Qi's body, Lin Feng knew that a virgin like Lu Qi was full of female yin energy, he picked her yin and reconciled yin and yang, so that the green seed grew a little.
Ever since he knew that he could make that green seed grow by harvesting yin and replenishing yang, Lin Feng had always wanted to promote the growth of that green seed as soon as possible.
It is a natural phenomenon that the strong pursue the stronger.
What's more, Lin Feng also has to face the persecution of that mysterious organization, if he doesn't become stronger, he won't be able to live, he has a strong sense of self-motivation.
However, every time he thought that often taking yin and yang supplements was hurting Zhang Shu in disguise, Lin Feng had some scruples.
The first time he had a leg with Qiu Qianling, Lin Feng found that the green seeds had grown significantly, and he became addicted, just like smoking and drinking, as long as he was addicted, it was not so easy to quit.
Now, when he got Lu Qi's first time and found that the green seeds grew faster, a thought came to his heart: I need more yin and yang!
With the first time, there will be a second time, with the second time, there will be a third time, the first time with Qiu Qianling to pick yin and yang, Lin Feng had a strong sense of guilt for Zhang Shu, and later with Qiu Qianling for the second time to make up for yin and yang, Lin Feng still has a sense of guilt for Zhang Shu, but it is not so strong.
This time with Lu Qi, Lin Feng still felt guilty about Zhang Shu, but the voice in his heart that "I need to pick yin and make up for yang" overshadowed his guilt for Zhang Shu.
Looking back, Lin Feng felt that he was really not a human being of his grandmother, and now he actually wanted to go to other girls to make up for yang in order to improve his strength.
In Lin Feng's heart, there were two voices arguing fiercely, and one voice said: "Collect as much yin as possible to supplement yang, I want to become stronger!" Another voice said, "I can't do anything to be sorry for Zhang Shu anymore!" ”
Two voices are at war, and neither voice can dominate.
Lin Feng gently slapped his left and right cheeks with his right palm, which was regarded as a punishment for himself, and he did something sorry for Zhang Shu, and he should have slapped himself twice.
"If you don't pick yin and supplement yang in the future, can the seeds in your body continue to grow?" Lin Feng asked himself in his heart.
However, Lin Feng couldn't find the answer.
If that green seed would grow naturally, Lin Feng wouldn't need to pick yin and make up yang, the key is that when he didn't pick yin and supplement yang before, he found that the green seed would not grow, or rather, basically not grow, when he picked yin and supplemented yang, the green seed obviously grew!
"I often pick yin and yang with other girls, is that worthy of Zhang Shu?" Lin Feng asked himself again in his heart.
If Lin Feng is a ruthless and unrighteous person, then he will not have this sense of self-blame, but he is a person who values love and righteousness, since he has established a relationship with Zhang Shu, he wants to love her well, not to do anything to be sorry for her, and not to do anything to hurt her.
However, the reality is very different from Lin Feng's ideals, not only did he fail to love her well, but he did a lot of things to hurt her, but Zhang Shu didn't know it yet.
Covering his face with his hands, Lin Feng touched his face and let out a long breath, he really didn't know what to do to be right, he was like a person who had fallen into the quagmire, falling deeper and deeper, unable to extricate himself.
Sitting in a daze on the bed, I don't know how long it took, but I saw that the light outside the window was much stronger, and the visibility inside was higher.
At this time, Lin Feng glanced at Lu Qi, who was still asleep, and a thought suddenly sprung up in his heart: I will pick yin and replenish yang with her again, I wonder if that seed will grow again?
As soon as he thought like this, Lin Feng gently slapped his right cheek with his right palm, and scolded in his heart: "Shameless thing, I have been collecting yin and supplementing yang for a night, and now I still want it, is this worthy of Zhang Shu?" ”
closed his eyes and stopped looking at Lu Qi's body, thinking that he wouldn't want to pick yin and supplement yang, but unfortunately, Lu Qi was lying next to him, and Lin Feng's mind was full of thoughts about picking yin and supplementing yang.
"Quickly diǎn pick yin and make up yang!"
"Don't, that will hurt Zhang Shu!"
The two voices quarreled in Lin Feng's heart again, Lin Feng was like a bystander, he was listening quietly.
Suddenly, a voice echoed in Lin Feng's heart: "I did that, although I wanted to become stronger, but wasn't it the same for Zhang Shu?" If I don't become stronger, I may not be able to protect her. ”
This reason seemed to be very convincing, Lin Feng opened his eyes and glanced at Lu Qi's body again.
It's okay not to look at it, but after looking at Lu Qi's body, the voice in Lin Feng's heart became stronger: "Everything I do is for Zhang Shu, how can I be sorry for her?" I love her, only by protecting her better can I really love her! To love her, you have to let her live well! ”
After thinking about it, Lin Feng looked at Lu Qi again, he felt that his lips were a little dry, and he licked them with his tongue, and his whole person was a little hot.
"Do I love Ruqi, then?" Lin Feng couldn't help but think.
This is an easy question to answer, after all, Lin Feng only needs to answer himself, at this stage, he has not fallen in love with Lu Qi, and he has not fallen in love with her.