Chapter 53, Knowing the original heart, the surprise is weird
On Chen Qian's bed, Chen Xueqian and Chen Qian looked at each other, and Chen Xueqian's eyes gradually became clearer.
At this moment, he seemed to suddenly open his mind, and a realization rose in his heart.
The memories of his past life not only brought him all kinds of experiences and superhuman vision. He also brought some of the negative feelings of his previous life to him.
The reason why he is more familiar with the girls around him is that he is more estranged.
did not respond to Yang Qiuyan's various overtures. is not a little close to her because of Yang Wei's admiration. Even Chen Qian has always been like leaving. If it weren't for this sudden severe cold, he wouldn't have become so close to her.
What future, no temptation, is not the fundamental reason why he did this!
In fact, the root of this qiē is just that he is not confident. He has never come out of the emotional frustration in his previous life.
Childhood sweethearts almost don't get along with each other for a long time.
confidante Yang Qiuyan married someone else.
There were other women who had appeared in his life in his previous life and had turned away again.
He had been frightened by the failed feelings. Even if they take the initiative to show favor to him in this life, even if he has achieved extraordinary results in this life, he still doubts himself in his heart, he is still afraid, if one day his advantage in rebirth is no longer there, and he becomes ordinary again in his previous life, then these people will still admire him? Crush on him? Throw yourself at him regardless of a qiē?
In his mind, the answer was no. So he didn't dare to accept these girls he missed in his previous life. Although he once said that he wants to change his life, he wants to leave no regrets. He will not fail to live up to this opportunity given by God.
But deep down he is still not confident. Even he would be confused. What do these people love about him?
As the facts of their previous lives turned out, they all left him in the end. So is their current affection just because of the prophet brought by their rebirth, and the ability to surpass their peers?
In the deepest part of his consciousness, he has always had a mind that he does not want to admit that in this life, everyone around him loves not him as a person, but the extraordinary ability brought by rebirth.
However, he clearly knew that this extraordinary was only fourteen years, and what would he do after fourteen years?
But just now, when Chen Qian asked him, would he think of her when he went to Scoop City.
He suddenly figured out something.
In her previous life, Chen Qian flew to two places with him to study separately, and the attachment to him was so real when she met for the first time. She even went against the norm and took the initiative to go to his house. Having dinner at his house, she never had contact with him even after high school. They really lost touch in college.
In fact, Chen Qian has always given him a chance. It's just that he never spoke, and none of the agreed parties finally chose to give up, who is to blame?
Even if the other party later became estranged from him, it seemed that he didn't want to be entangled with him anymore. In other words, in the other party's heart, they still have this affection. The more she didn't want to be affected by that old incident, the more it showed that she cared about that love, and she was afraid that continued contact would make her unforgettable.
Chen Qian asked: Will you think of her? Chen's answer is yes.
What about Chen Qian? How could she forget.
At this moment, the confidence lost in the previous life returned to Chen Xueqian. Maybe the missed in the previous life was not all because of unlove! On the contrary, they may not only love this dazzling self in this world.
Thinking of this, Chen Xueqian smiled, sweeping away the previous cramped and uneasy.
"Yes, of course I will, how can I forget you in my life?" This romance is sincere, like a response to Chen Qian, and like an honesty to yourself.
Only by letting go of the burdens of the past life can we pick up the thousands of glories of this life.
Chen Xueqian once again realized his true heart. Be clear-minded and take it one step further.
Hearing his words on the other side, Chen Qian pursed her lips tightly, and there seemed to be a crystal swirling in her eyes.
It's just that before she could cry with joy, suddenly Chen Xueqian's legs, which had been sitting cross-legged, stretched out and pressed on her legs all of a sudden.
In an instant, Chen Qian's entire body was shocked. Chen Xueqian was also stunned instantly.
Chen Xueqian's outstretched feet inevitably touched Chen Qian's body, but there was no expected cotton wool pants to block it, but a seamless connection between flesh and flesh.
Chen Xueqian, who has seen countless storms, is not as good as the first brother of Huanchang at this moment, he was stunned for a second, and he wanted to get up and escape from the bed as if he was burning his buttocks.
However, at the moment when he withdrew, a pair of beautiful legs full of youthful elasticity firmly pressed him.
Chen Xueqian raised his eyes a little stunned, but saw that Chen Qian tilted his head and did not look at him, but his legs were pressed very hard, and he did not relax in the slightest.
Zheng Zhi struggled twice and didn't break away, so he stopped struggling. For a moment, the room fell silent again, but the pink aura was stronger than ever.
Chen Xueqian's feet stretched out and were pressed against the position of Chen Qian's legs near the root. In addition to the unobstructed feet that directly feel the other party's elastic hot skin, other parts are only separated by a pair of his autumn pants.
The fiery warmth of the girl made the hormones in his body soar rapidly.
Looking at the other party's shy and coquettish expression, he understood that this girl was completely defenseless against him at this time. As long as he wants, he can eat this young and beautiful little girl clean now.
But, thinking of each other's age. Thinking of the destruction of the will caused by premature addiction to ****, Chen Xueqian did not do it in the end.
He kept it like this, not daring to make any more moves, he was afraid that he would not be able to control the desire that rose in his body. I'm also afraid of stimulating the cardamom girl in front of me whose face is already red.
After a while, Chen Xueqian spoke: "You lie down quickly, otherwise you will catch a cold again in a while." ”
The girl looked up at him, did not make a sound, but silently took off her coat and burrowed into the warm bed.
Chen Xueqian clearly felt the other party's fiery body temperature, and the intimate contact from time to time made his heart beat faster again and again. Finally waiting for Chen Qian to lie down, he also sat up, trying to stagger himself from the other party.
He was afraid that he would run into a forbidden area that he couldn't touch, and he really couldn't imagine the consequences of that.
After sitting like this for a long time, Chen Xueqian's body became obviously hot, and Chen Qian had been in an extremely sensitive state, and finally fell asleep because of the excessive burden.
Chen Xueqian carefully confirmed that she was really asleep, and then gently pulled out of the bed. A little panicked, she put on her outer pants and helped Chen Qian fold the quilt. Finally, after glancing at the other party again, Chen Xueqian ran out with a smoke, so unspeakably empty-hearted.
Not long after he left, the lights at Chen Qian's second uncle's house next door turned on. A pair of old men glanced at each other and breathed a sigh of relief.
This night, Chen Xueqian returned home and couldn't sleep while lying on his bed. He suddenly remembered a lot of things. remembered many small things that I thought I had forgotten about myself and Chen Qian in my previous life. I couldn't help but think of another girl, Yang Qiuyan.
I think of the fragrance of her body, of her softness, of her eyes that are still bright when she is tossed into a puddle of soft mud by herself. Remembering the last smile she had turned.
In the end, he couldn't help but think of the first woman in his previous life, the somewhat ridiculous night, and so many things. I remembered the love letters I had written to her.
Just when Chen Xueqian's mind was in turmoil, he was suddenly stunned!
Because he suddenly realized that he could actually remember the love letter he had written to the first man who had been separated from him for eight years.
Every word on that love letter was so clear. Even the stains of the perfume he dripped on his love letter, he can remember clearly.
The discovery made him stunned for a moment, and then, as if instinctively, he began to try to recall other books, other words.
He suddenly found that he could remember many of the books he had read in his previous life as if he had seen them with his own eyes.
Chen Xueqian was stunned for a while.
What's going on? Is he evil? How is it possible for a person to remember what he has read so clearly, even so exaggerated that when he reads the book, the mutilation of the paper and the random pencil scribbles are vividly remembered
Chen Xueqian was a little scared by this sudden discovery, he didn't know if there was something wrong with him.
Isn't it because your brain is overloaded and suddenly crashes?
Trying to calm his feelings, he began to think back to the books he had read in this life, but found that it had no effect. After several attempts, he finally accepted it reluctantly.
He's really having something wrong with his head. He was able to clearly remember the books he had read in his previous life, and then tried to recall some other things in his previous life, but he found that there was no such strange clarity.
Now he won't be able to do it at all!
What is this? Could it be that I really opened the plug-in? Will his head burst open one day?
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