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Mo Shu's face was already full of blood, her hair was scattered, her hands and feet trembled, she stumbled out, only ran a few steps, but stopped suddenly: "Prepare the horse!" Fast! Riding a horse is faster! ”
However, because she was in too much of a hurry, Mo Shu almost tripped over the Luo skirt that she had just put on in a hurry.
This startled Biluo, and hurriedly reached out to support her.
This support made Bi Luo find that Mo Shu's palms were full of cold sweat, and she didn't dare to stop her at the moment, so she followed her meaning and said: "Okay, good, prepare the horse, the slave let people prepare the horse, girl, don't worry, say something slowly." ”
How can you not be in a hurry!
Mo Shu thought of the consequences of being a step slower, her face couldn't help but turn pale and stiff, she shook off Bi Luo's hand and hurriedly ran out, she had already begged all the gods and Buddhas in her heart, hoping that it was still too late, and what she was afraid of had not happened.
The Mo family in Lingbei is a famous family, with a very high reputation, and at the end of the Qi war, the Mo family vigorously supported the Liu family and made great contributions to the Liang Dynasty.
However, in the eighth year of Jing'an, Mo Tingyu, who was the secretary of the military department at that time, was convicted of being involved in the prince's rebellion.
All the men and women of the Mo clan in Lingbei were arrested and imprisoned, and their own families and close branches were raided.
It didn't take long for Mo Tingyu's branch and most of the men of the Mo clan to be beheaded, and the execution ground was full of blood. Many of the remaining Mo family members were also exiled, and their female dependents were confiscated into the Teaching Division.
Since then, the Mo family has withered and lost most of its original foundation. The officials promoted by the Mo family before have also been purged.
The remaining clansmen of the Mo clan in Lingbei are scattered all over the place, and everyone wears filial piety and mourns.
It was not until later, when the current emperor Liu Kai was gracious and pardoned the Mo clan's descendants for the crime of suspected rebellion, and changed it to a lax governance of the family, and the Mo clan returned to Lingbei County, the ancestral land of Zhongzhou, one after another.
Lingbei County is not far from the capital, and it can be reached in more than ten days by carriage day and night.
Now Mo Shu just wants to rush back to Lingbei County immediately. She suddenly remembered just now that in her previous life, she had dreamed that in the summer of the fourteenth year of Jing'an, that is, when she was eleven years old, her mother Yang went to the grange for some reason, accidentally fell into the river, and was swept away by a flash flood!
It's like the beginning of a nightmare,
Naturally, the sisters of the Mo family were not spared.
Only Mo Shu survived in the shelter of the Yi family, but in the end she couldn't escape her love.
When Mo Shu was unjustly convicted in the Mo family before, Mo Shu was only five or six years old, and she was still ignorant.
Later, Moshu met the Yi family, and Yi An took her to the Song State Mansion, and since then she has lived a luxurious life of fine clothes and food, gorgeous mansions and beautiful maids, and has also developed her former delicate and cowardly temperament, only indulging in the rich and noble township, and indifferent to the affairs of the family.
In the dream of her previous life, Mo Shu only learned the news of her mother's death more than a month later.
Mo Shu still clearly remembers that she regretted her intestines in the dream, and when she woke up, she was Mo Chaoyuan at the time, and she didn't know who Mo Shu was, and she also cried so much that she almost fainted, which scared the sisters in the same dormitory.
Now that I think about it, I understand the reason, and the sorrow and remorse in my heart continue unabated.
Although Mo Shu still doesn't know why her mother Yang went to the river, so that she was swept away by the flash flood; She also doesn't remember why it took so long afterwards for her to find out the news. However, as if God intended to compensate her, she had already experienced a lifetime, and now that time had gone back to the past, she could still remember the events of her dream in her previous life, and at this time she remembered that perhaps she would have told her mother about the danger quickly, and it would still be too late to prevent the tragedy from happening.
It's just that in her previous life, she hadn't dreamed of Mo Shu falling into the water, and she was sick when she heard the news of her mother's death, and I don't know if it was because she fell into the lotus pond and suffered from the cold.
Mo Shu didn't dare to hesitate, when she was still Mo Chaoyuan, she thought that if she was replaced by Mo Shu, or if she could make a Qiqi come back, she would never let such a tragedy happen!
Now that the heavens seem to have taken pity on her for two lives of loneliness, and sent her back, if she can't change anything, won't it be in vain for her to live another life?
It is now the summer of the fourteenth year of Jing'an, and Mo Shu doesn't know if this happened or not, so she can only pray to God to give her another chance to make up for her mistakes in her previous life.
In her previous life, Mo Shu was confused, will she repeat the same mistakes in her next life? If she could have cared more about the affairs of her family at that time, if she hadn't stayed in the Guogong Mansion and in Lingbei County all the time, wouldn't things have turned out to be like in a dream?
Mo Shu didn't want to think about it, she only knew that in that case, at least, she wouldn't have not even seen the last side of her mother Yang.
When she was Mo Chaoyuan, she thought it was just a dream, and she regretted it for Mo Shu for a long time, but now she knows that this may not just be a dream, but also a heart-rending pain.
Because Mo Chaoyuan is an orphan, she understands the feeling of not having relatives, and now that she is Mo Shu, how can she let this qiē happen to her again!
It's just that Mo Shu can't remember when this happened at all, but since it was the summer of the fourteenth year of Jing'an, it didn't happen and it was too soon, and if she could rush back as soon as possible, she would have more hope.
All kinds of thoughts flashed, and Mo Shu had already run out of Lingxi Garden with her skirt: she had to rush back immediately!
Bi Luo hurriedly followed and asked, "Girl, girl, slow down, what the hell is going on?" ”
Mo Shu remembered that Bi Luo was the son of the family that her mother chose to send over, and she told herself what happened to the Mo family on weekdays, so she stopped at the moment, turned around and panted and asked, "Is there a letter at home recently?" ”
After speaking, Mo Shu stared closely at Bi Luo's expression to see if there was anything different.
In her previous life, she didn't learn the news of her mother's death in time, could it be because Biluo actually deceived Mo Shu like the people of the Yi family?
I saw that Bi Luo showed a look of surprise when she heard this, and she was not panicked and weak-hearted, and this look did not seem to be fake.
Mo Shu breathed a sigh of relief and continued to walk hurriedly.
But I heard Bi Luo say in the back: "There is no letter, but today, Uncle Chang went to the shop to buy, came and asked the girl what she needed to add, I saw that the girl had not yet gotten up, and Uncle Chang was in a hurry to do something, so he only asked a few words......"
Mo Shu paused, interrupted Bi Luo's words, and asked anxiously, "Did Uncle Chang talk about what happened at home recently?" Is my father and mother well? ”
Seeing that Mo Shu seemed to have calmed down a lot, Bi Luo hurriedly replied: "It's all right at home." ”
Hearing this, Mo Shu knew that the disaster should not have happened yet, and as soon as the tense strings were loosened, her heart was raised again.
If she remembered that she hadn't traveled on a business trip, the flash flood would have been fast even if it hadn't happened yet, but she didn't know exactly when the flash flood would have been, in case it was these days......
Thinking like this, Mo Shu's heart jumped sharply again, and she pulled her legs and hurried out like the wind, but she heard Bi Luo then add another sentence: "...... I heard that Madame went to Zhuangzi ......"
Rumble!
Mo Shu only felt like a thunderbolt in her mind, her eyes were dark, and the sky was spinning, if it weren't for the flowers and trees in front of the door, the whole person would almost collapse to the ground.
Zhuangzi! Mother went to the Grange!
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ps:o(n_n)oThank you for the sachet of the concubine Xiaocha!