Chapter 731: Soul Solace
I don't know why the second elder hasn't come back so late, but Mu Chen is not in the mood to care about this matter, he decided to go out for a walk, and now there is no familiar Shen Xuemei in the village, so Mu Chen's only place to go is Lan Xiaodie, and he can only get spiritual comfort there. ∪ pineapple Ψ Ψ small ∪ said
After Mu Chen changed his clothes, he immediately walked quickly towards the health center, and now in the entire village, except for his parents, Mu Chen, the only person he cared about the most was Lan Xiaodie.
Arriving at the health center, Mu Chen quickly finds Lan Xiaodie.
At this time, Lan Xiaodie was reading a book in the office, and when she saw Mu Chen coming, you immediately sent the other two little girls in the office away, and then closed the office door.
Lan Xiaodie glanced at Mu Chen up and down, and said with a smile, "I haven't slept all night, why has it been so long, and there are such thick dark circles under my eyes?"
Mu Chen smiled helplessly: "Actually, I just woke up, but I don't know why I didn't sleep anymore, in short, I feel that my whole body is sore, leader, can you help me take a look?
"Of course you're sick," Lan Xiaodie glared at Mu Chen, "But I can't cure your illness here, yours is lovesickness, if you want to cure this disease, you still have to find your Shen Xuemei!"
"Don't make fun of me, okay?" Mu Chen waved his hand listlessly and weakly, "Shen Xuemei has become like that now, what else do I have to think of to find him? Besides, the person I think of is not this Shen Xuemei, but the Shen Xuemei before!"
Lan Xiaodie nodded, but he changed his words and said, "I know Shen Xuemei's place in your heart, so let me ask you a question, do you want Shen Xuemei to recover her memory?"
Mu Chen was taken aback when he heard this, he didn't expect Lan Xiaodie to ask him this question, but this question already had an answer in his heart, Mu Chen said without thinking: "I don't want to, in fact, she's good like this now, and for me, it's just that Shen Xuemei and I have become relatively strange, and his relationship with other people has not changed, isn't this also good, it's just a little stranger to me, I can still accept such an ending!"
Hearing Mu Chen's words, Lan Xiaodie's eyes widened in surprise, he got up and walked over and put his hand directly on Mu Chen's forehead, Lan Xiaodie's expression was exaggerated: "Mu Chen, what's wrong with you? Could it be that you have a sleep, you have a fever in your sleep, and your brain is burned out? How could you say such a thing? I am so surprised, is this still you?"
"Why isn't this me?" Mu Chen gently opened Lan Xiaodie's hand, and he said to Lan Xiaodie, "I've already thought about this matter on the way here, and I decided not to restore Shen Xuemei's memory, because you also know the consequences, if you recover Shen Xuemei's memory, it will also be restored along with those bad memories, so won't you fall into a dead loop?" Shen Xuemei was originally in this situation because of these bad memories, could it be that we let him have those painful memories again, and then stimulate him, and then become what he is now, when will it be the end of the cycle like this?"
Hearing Mu Chen's words, Lan Xiaodie was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth, he looked at Mu Chen very seriously and said, "In other words, have you really thought about this matter?"
"Yes," Mu Chen nodded, "I'm not joking with you, this decision was made after my careful consideration, Shen Xuemei is really good now, I don't think there is any need to deliberately disturb her life, besides, it's not that the two of us don't know each other, it's just a little stranger, isn't it good to maintain such a relationship?"
"It's good, it's good," Fluttershy muttered. It's just that I think I'm really a little surprised, although you didn't say it, but I can see that Shen Xuemei's status in your mind is very important, and now that she has become like this, it stands to reason that you should want to restore his memory very much, but I didn't expect you to make the opposite choice, which really surprised me, but I have to say that your choice is very correct, only in this way can you protect Shen Xuemei, so that he can really get out of that incident and continue to live the rest of his life, otherwise maybe he will suffer in pain for the rest of his life!”
"That's what I meant. Mu Chen nodded heavily, objectively speaking, why didn't he want to restore Shen Xuemei's memory, but it was too selfish to do so, so he had to endure the pain and cut his love, just watch Shen Xuemei live happily from afar, as for the relationship between the two of them, let it go with the wind.
The two were speechless for a while, Lan Xiaodie thought about it and immediately changed the topic, he said to Mu Chen: "I thought you came to me for Shen Xuemei's business, since it wasn't because of Shen Xuemei's business, then why did you come to me for?"
Mu Chen smiled helplessly: "Could it be that I came to you only because of Shen Xuemei's matter?
"Something else?" Lan Xiaodie wondered, "What else are you looking for me?"
"There are too many other things," Mu Chen finally laughed, "For example, I haven't reported my recent work to the leader for a long time, so I decided to have a good chat with you tonight, what do you think?"
Unexpectedly, Lan Xiaodie waved her hand: "Forget it, don't I know that little bit of your thoughts? You are just a little sad in your heart because of Shen Xuemei's matter, so you want me to come here to pass the time, what I said is not wrong, right? You are like a lovelorn person now, you come to me to seek comfort!"
Mu Chen hurriedly said: " The leader can't say that, I came to you, how can I be seeking comfort, I really just want to talk to you, let's be honest, now in the village except for my parents, I only care about you and Shen Xuemei, since we have become like that now, of course the only person I can find is you, but don't think too much, I am not looking for you to seek comfort, just because you are equally important in my heart, I believe it will only become more and more important in the days to come......"
Lan Xiaodie rolled her eyes at Mu Chen, "What do you mean by these words? Are you confessing to me, or are you expressing your determination to me? Or is it because Shen Xuemei has become like this now, you have no choice but to come to me?"
"Leader, leader," Mu Chen sighed helplessly, "Don't you use your thinking to consider me, okay?I'm really not what you imagined, for me, your position in my heart has never been replaced, even Shen Xuemei, you know, the two of us have always had an agreement, only if our goal is achieved, you will marry me, right?" I have never said anything about these words, I know that he has feelings for me, but I also know that it is definitely impossible for the two of us, so the two of us have never said such things, plus now that things have become like this, Shen Xuemei and I are even more impossible!"
(End of chapter)