Chapter 5: This Woman
(I like this chapter to write a little bit of my own experience.) Well, only a little, the story here is still completely different. )
Looking at Luo Qingxi's back, Gu Leyang opened his mouth and wanted to say hello, but the words did not linger in his throat and were swallowed again.
He didn't want to disturb her. The tranquility and comfort at this time seemed to be natural, and Gu Leyang was afraid that a word would destroy the scenery in front of him.
Gu Leyang stood quietly for a long time, did not move, did not make a sound, and stared at Luo Qingxi's back very quietly. Stay for a long time, never get tired of looking, and feel comfortable. It feels good, my heart is warm, and the tiredness has long been washed away, and I just enjoy it at the moment.
Happy times always pass quickly, even if there are no words, time is passing little by little. Gu Leyang suddenly remembered that what he said to Wang San was that he would only come out for a while and go back, although he didn't know the specific time now, he thought that he had already passed the boundary for a while. Gu Leyang's face changed slightly, since he said it, he should do it, even if Wang San wouldn't mind, but he knew it. Promises should be kept, even if it's a small thing. It's like hiding from others, and you can't deceive yourself.
Since my sister is fine, I'd better go back first. Wait until tomorrow to get along with my sister.
Gu Leyang had the idea of going back, and then cautiously turned around and landed to prevent the footsteps from being loud and letting Luo Qingxi hear them.
"If you don't say hello, do you have to go quietly?" Luo Qingxi's soft voice sounded, and it was suddenly like a fixed prohibition that made Gu Leyang's movements stiffen for a moment.
Gu Leyang turned around and saw Luo Qingxi's expressionless face, thinking that his senior sister had already knew.
"Senior sister, I, I see that you are doing well, so I didn't dare to disturb you." Looking at Luo Qingxi's indifference, Gu Leyang felt a little uncomfortable, and Luo Qingxi's indifference also indirectly affected Gu Leyang's mood. I thought it must have been because I didn't say hello and annoyed my senior sister.
"Uncle Shi, I can't afford to be called this senior sister." Luo Qingxi said with a little self-deprecation, he hadn't seen Gu Leyang for three days, and Luo Qingxi's mood had changed a little. At this moment, I can't mention the joy that Gu Leyang should have. When he felt that Gu Leyang had arrived here, he was waiting for Gu Leyang to take the initiative to speak, but he didn't wait for a long time. The silence of the two people was not broken until Gu Leyang wanted to leave, and Luo Qingxi was the first to break it.
Luo Qingxi felt that he said casually, but in Gu Leyang's ears, it was Luo Qingxi's angry expression, or rather, Luo Qingxi actually had some complaints about Gu Leyang in his heart, but Luo Qingxi himself didn't notice it.
"Senior sister, I, I, I'm not my uncle. I am a junior brother, and you are a senior sister. It's not Shi Shuzu. No, you are not my uncle, and no, I should not be your uncle. Gu Leyang said anxiously, being crowned as a senior is a fact, but how dare Gu Leyang accept it. So he quickly refuted, and as a result, the shortcomings of not being good at words were incoherent, Gu Leyang realized this, and looked at Luo Qingxi with a pitiful look of crying.
Looking at Gu Leyang's anxious appearance, Luo Qingxi was happy, but he didn't come out. continued to say coldly: "Then you say, what is our relationship? ”
"We, we." Gu Leyang repeated two words, his heart was confused, and he didn't know how to answer.
In fact, now Gu Leyang is directly and affirmatively answered: We are a couple, or a sentence with a similar meaning. Luo Qingxi will get rid of the disguise of indifference at this time because he gets a satisfactory answer, and he will also take off his defense. But Gu Leyang is a person who thinks a lot, he thinks of a lot of answers, Gu Leyang thinks about the possible reaction of Luo Qingxi after various answers, for fear that he will answer wrong. I wanted to answer that we were a couple, but thinking of Senior Sister Luo's reaction in the council hall three days ago, it seemed to be very resistant to this one. Gu Leyang didn't dare to say it. In the end, Gu Leyang said an answer that he was satisfied with, thinking that this is always right.
"We are sisters and brothers! A lifelong brother and sister. Gu Leyang paused, and added the next sentence. Thinking that the latter sentence will definitely satisfy the senior sister, I feel a little proud in my heart. But the opposite effect was achieved.
"I see." Luo Qingxi replied very indifferently, he was full of joyful expectations, just to wait for Gu Leyang's affirmative answer to the relationship between the two. But in front of him, Gu Leyang obviously avoided the most critical thing, and such an answer made Luo Qingxi's heart sink directly to the bottom.
That's right, it turned out that he wanted to marry me because of guilt, so naturally he didn't really care about that. I was so stupid to ask for the answer. As a result, I can only taste the bitterness of self-deprecation.
Luo Qingxi thought secretly. What women care about most is the man's recognition of her status, although Luo Qingxi originally only had a little hazy affection for Gu Leyang, but he sublimated into a liking after receiving Tianfeng. After learning that his innocence was taken away by Gu Leyang, Luo Qingxi chose to accept his fate, destined to be entrusted to this one man, and felt that he naturally went up a few steps, and his concern for Gu Leyang became bigger, and he naturally cared more about his position in Gu Leyang's heart.
Although Gu Leyang's answer seemed to affirm the deep relationship between the two, it was not what Luo Qingxi wanted to hear. The gap between the relationship between the two is too big.
Where can Gu Leyang understand a woman's mind, he doesn't know how to look at people's minds, and he is a stunned young man who doesn't know anything in the face of love. So I didn't hear how much loss and disappointment Luo Qingxi's sentence contained in this way, and it wasn't until much later that Gu Leyang gradually understood what kind of impact his words had on Luo Qingxi's heart, and what kind of obstacles it had created for the relationship between the two. It's a pity to regret it afterwards, the fait accompli can no longer be changed, and regret is useless in the end.
"Senior sister, I have been in the council hall for three days to help the Sword Pavilion engrave the spiritual arts, I didn't tell you, I'm sorry." After hearing Luo Qingxi say that, Gu Leyang thought that there was a follow-up, but he didn't hear it, and the scene fell silent. Gu Leyang hesitated for a long time before he said.
If this sentence was said at the beginning, such an explanation might make Luo Qingxi happy, although Luo Qingxi knew that Gu Leyang must have something to do, but the effect of explaining it in person would be different. However, now that Luo Qingxi is in a low mood, these words are no longer useful.
"Oh." Luo Qingxi still replied indifferently, "We have nothing to do with each other, so there's no need to talk to me." ”
Gu Leyang felt Luo Qingxi's indifference to him, and he couldn't help but feel depressed. Thinking about it carefully, it was the second time that he had heard the word relationship from Luo Qingxi's mouth, and Gu Leyang faintly noticed that his senior sister's attitude seemed to be related to this.
"We have a relationship." Gu Leyang didn't dare to think about it, and said quickly, if he delayed for a moment, he was afraid that he would not have time to redeem Senior Sister's attitude towards him. "We are not only sisters and brothers!"
"We are still a couple, you are the woman I want to marry!" Immediately, Gu Leyang plucked up his courage and added loudly.