Chapter 185: Husband and wife are at odds
Because Ji Qianyi had an accident, he and Yan Jinglan announced their retirement again, this time the joint withdrawal of the two did not have much impact on Hongyi, after all, a new batch of children came out, although Li Yu could not replace Ji Qianyi's position, but he could also share a part, Su Peishi also benefited, and the schedule became busy all of a sudden.
Hong Yu went to visit Ji Qianyi once, when she arrived, Ji Qianyi was sitting on the bed, listening to Yan Jinglan read to him, the little couple was quiet and sweet, without the slightest expression of sadness because he couldn't see. Hong Yu is very envious, these two have been in trouble again and again, even if Ji Qianyi has become what he is now, Yan Jinglan is also happy.
Yan Jinglan found that Hong Yu was standing at the door and didn't come in, so she put down the book in her hand and pulled her in: "I thought you should also come to see us, just so you came." ”
Hong Yu looked at Ji Qianyi's eyes and the plaster leg, and said with a smile: "I am relieved to see that you are recovering so well." I've brought you some fruit and snacks. ”
Ji Qianyi smiled faintly: "Then thank you." Ah Lan just said that she was hungry. ”
Hong Yu smiled: "It seems that I came in time, chestnut paste cake, you all like to eat it." ”
Yan Jinglan couldn't wait to open the cake box and divided the cake into six parts, the first one was handed to Hong Yu, and the second one was personally shared with Ji Qianyi.
Hong Yu quipped: "You are so close and close, have you ever thought that I am still single and abuse me!" ”
Yan Jinglan said indifferently: "This is just our daily activity as a couple, if you feel abused, quickly find a boyfriend to show affection and abuse us back and forth, we don't mind." ”
Ji Qianyi smiled and hugged his wife's waist and said to Hong Yu: "Although I don't like to meddle in things, Ah Lan is right, it's time for you to have a boyfriend." Two days ago, Ah Lan also said that there is a very suitable boy, so call him out to see him when the time comes? ”
Hong Yu shook his head: "Then you still don't care about this idle matter!" Even Sister He gave up, don't worry about it. It's good that I'm alone. ”
Yan Jinglan disagreed: "That's because you didn't meet someone you like, when I wasn't with Qianyi, I also thought it was good to be alone, but after being together, I felt that two people were better." ”
Hong Yu teased: "Why don't you say that three people are the best?" ”
Yan Jinglan blushed a little suddenly, and snorted: "What three people, four people." ”
Hong Yu said with a smile: "Ji Qianyi, your wife has already expressed that she wants two children." While you're free now, hurry up. ”
Ji Qianyi kissed Yan Jinglan's cheek and whispered to her, "I didn't expect you to be more anxious than me!" ”
Yan Jinglan made a big red face, and Hong Yu looked at Ji Qianyi teasing Yan Jinglan with a smile. Ji Qianyi's accident this time was calmer than he imagined, and he was more cheerful, maybe bad things turned into good things.
Yan Jinglan went out to buy drinks for Hong Yu, leaving only the two of them in the ward. As soon as she walked away, Ji Qianyi's expression was obviously much lost, it turned out that he had been pretending to be optimistic just to reassure Yan Jinglan.
Hong Yu persuaded: "Don't think so much, don't pretend, Yan Jinglan is your wife, you have to face the ups and downs in the future together, you hold it in your heart like this, if she knows how distressed and self-blamed." ”
Ji Qianyi smiled reluctantly: "I just don't want her to worry, but the depression in my heart can't be relieved, I stay in the hospital bed all day, I need to take care of everything like a waste, and I can't see the end or hope of this kind of life!" ”
Hong Yu: "If you vent your heart if you are unhappy, and say it if you are unhappy, Ah Lan will definitely hope that you will face her honestly and honestly." Have you ever wondered what would happen to Arain if you died in that accident? You should know her temper very well, she will be trapped in place for the rest of her life, and she will even accompany you to die. So you should be thankful now that you're alive and can still hear her laughter. Love is great and fragile, if one party gives up, no matter how hard the other party tries it is in vain, if your love is gone, I really can't believe that there will be true love in this world. ”
Ji Qianyi smiled bitterly: "Everyone persuaded me like this, but if the matter doesn't fall on me, I will never know how I will react." I've made so many films, and I've played people with disabilities, but at that time it was just acting, with twists and turns, but most of the endings were happy. But this is the reality, to be blind is to be blind and suffer for a ****, and to be a **** to see hope, do you know that feeling? ”
Hong Yu nodded heavily: "I understand!" Suffering, **** disappointment, but you can't let go and can't give up, it's like a wound that will never heal, stinging your nerves. I live with wounds, you live with eye diseases, Ah Lan lives with responsibility and love, everyone must live and live well. ”
Ji Qianyi pursed his lips, Hong Yu came to his side, stretched out his hand and put his hand on his shoulder: "But you are lucky after all, there is Ah Lan who loves you, physical disability is more terrible than psychological disability, if I can exchange a pair of eyes for a person I love, I think I will be willing." ”
Hong Yu came out and saw Yan Jinglan standing at the door of the ward, very depressed and depressed, she hugged her and cried for the second time after so long. It turned out that she and Ji Qianyi were just pretending to be strong from each other, Yan Jinglan didn't dare to cry in front of her parents and in-laws, and she didn't dare to cry anymore in front of Ji Qianyi, but she was restless in her heart, sad and frightened, and had nowhere to vent but to endure it, and after hearing the conversation between Hong Yu and Ji Qianyi, she completely collapsed.
No one is born a warrior! What's more, it's a young woman like Yan Jinglan. After crying, Yan Jinglan felt much more comfortable, Hong Yu handed her a tissue and asked, "What are you going to do in the future?" ”
Yan Jinglan blew her nose without any image: "I plan to raise a guide dog, which can not only help Qianyi, but also make the little guy lively, and it can also make his mood better." ”
Hong Yu said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "It's better to have a child, so that you all have something to do, and he is busy being a father, and he won't be sad." ”
Yan Jinglan shook her head: "I want to wait for his eyes to get better before having a child, I want him to watch the child grow up little by little, otherwise Qianyi will feel regretful." ”
Hong Yu nodded, Yan Jinglan really grew up a lot in this matter, and she gave priority to Ji Qianyi's feelings in everything, but she still reminded Yan Jinglan: "Then you have to take good care of yourself, don't wait until Ji Qianyi is better, you are sick again." ”
Yan Jinglan smiled faintly: "I know, but it's not bad to think about it, at least our husband and wife have more time together, since we got married, we have been filming everywhere and participating in activities, and there is not much time to really be together." ”
Hong Yu: "That's why I said that bad things don't necessarily have no benefits!" ”
Ji Qianyi was taken back to his home after staying in the hospital for more than two months, he didn't want to go back to his parents, but insisted on returning to his and Yan Jinglan's residence, saying that it was enough to have Yan Jinglan to take care of him, and the whole family revolved around him, so he couldn't stand it.
Even so, Ji's mother still didn't worry about sending a nanny at home, Yan Jinglan had never taken care of anyone after all, and she didn't know how to deal with many situations, so Yan Jinglan was very grateful for her mother-in-law's kindness.
Because when he was in the hospital that day, he showed his mind in front of Hong Yu, Ji Qianyi didn't pretend to be optimistic in front of Yan Jinglan, at the beginning, he often sat on a chair near the balcony, sat all day, and didn't speak, no matter how Yan Jinglan teased him, it was useless. After he was discharged from the hospital, he realized that seeing with his eyes was far more troublesome than he had imagined.
Yan Jinglan had no choice but to sit there with him, sometimes reading to him, or telling jokes, but it was all her one-man show, such a silent and depressing atmosphere made Yan Jinglan unbearable, and finally broke out one evening.
She cried out with a heavy cry, "What do you want! It's quiet to sit here every day and don't speak, but what about me, I don't have anything to talk to you every day, and I have to deal with inquiries from my parents-in-law, day by day, I'm afraid that you will give up on yourself, I've worked so hard, can you give a response? ”
Ji Qianyi lowered his head and still didn't speak, he knew in his heart his wife's dedication to him, but such a huge change was not something he could accept immediately when he said he would accept it.
Yan Jinglan saw that he still didn't react: "Then you will continue to be your thinker, I will not serve yet." Why do I want to put a hot face on your cold ass! Aren't you blind, okay, I'll go to the hospital for surgery, transplant my cornea to you, and wait for you to serve me! After saying that, Ji Qianyi panicked, Yan Jinglan was angry, but she was really angry and would do such a thing.
He got up in a panic and wanted to chase after Yan Jinglan, but he had just taken a few steps before he tripped over the sofa on the side, and the wolf fell to the ground in embarrassment. The nanny hurriedly came over to help him, it was the first time she had seen Yan Jinglan get so angry.
Ji Qianyi took the nanny's arm and said anxiously: "Go and stop her, go quickly!" ”
The nanny said helplessly: "She has run out." ”
Ji Qianyi raised his voice: "Then hurry up and call Xu Heyan and ask her to help persuade Ah Lan!" ”
The nanny helped him to sit on the sofa and hurriedly went to make another call. Ji Qianyi sat on the sofa and closed his eyes tiredly, he regretted it now, Yan Jinglan was right, he was just blind, his life was still there, his lover, relatives and friends were all there, so many blind people in the world were not all living well, why couldn't he.
As soon as Hong Yu cooked himself a bowl of noodles, he heard the door slamming and being beaten vigorously, as if he was venting. When I opened the door, I found that it was Yan Jinglan, although they were in the same community, but due to Ji Qianyi's special situation, she rarely went to their house.
Yan Jinglan cried profusely and complained about Ji Qianyi's cold violence against her, and it wasn't that she did anything wrong, why did she receive this kind of treatment! Hong Yu sighed silently, sure enough, it would still be like this, Ji Qianyi's mood was not well adjusted, Yan Jinglan would definitely not be willing to be angry.
But before that, she still quietly called Ji Qianyi and told him that Yan Jinglan was here with her, so that he didn't have to worry. After a while, Xu Heyan also came, she brought a newcomer during this time, and she has been very busy, so she didn't ask much about Ji Qianyi and Yan Jinglan, if it wasn't for their nanny to call her, I didn't know that these two had made a fuss.
Although Yan Jinglan was angry, after crying, she also knew that she was doing something wrong, but she couldn't swallow this breath, so she hugged Hong Yu's bowl and ate her noodles cleanly, but she didn't fill her stomach, she looked at Hong Yu with her eyes, and wanted her to make something for herself to eat, but she didn't expect Hong Yu to throw her a bunch of takeaway orders directly, and there was no other food left in her house.
So the three of them were inexplicably consistent, carefully read the takeaway order, and after discussing it, they decided to ask for a hot pot to be delivered and ordered a case of beer, Xu Heyan meant to let Yan Jinglan vent well, the huge discomfort and contradictions between their husband and wife because of Ji Qianyi's blindness could not be solved in a moment, but if this kind of depression is buried in the heart, it will accumulate more and more, and once it breaks out, it may be difficult to protect their marriage.
In the process of waiting for takeout, everyone watched the TV series very consistently, Xu Heyan was extremely patient, but Yan Jinglan couldn't, as soon as she thought that she would run out like this, Ji Qianyi felt uneasy at home alone, and wanted to call the nanny to ask the nanny if he had eaten dinner on time, whether he was angry or angry, several times she picked up Hong Yu's mobile phone but put it down, and even held the mobile phone under the pretext of going to the bathroom and didn't know if she should call back and ask.
Xu Heyan and Hong Yu looked at each other and smiled, Yan Jinglan was obviously aware of her recklessness this time. Yan Jinglan came out of the bathroom and looked at the two of them, and asked a little tentatively, "Otherwise, I'd better go back?" It's so late! ”
Hong Yu turned his head and held back a smile, but Xu Heyan pretended to be very calm and asked, "The hot pot is coming soon, what are you going to do?" Didn't you say you were going to stay here with Hong Yu tonight? ”
Yan Jinglan pursed her lips and finally admitted: "I'm a little worried!" Ji Qianyi took a shower at night without me, I was worried that he would slip in the bathroom, and if he wanted to go to the toilet at night and no one would help him. ”
Xu Heyan shook her head: "No! He is familiar with the furnishings of the house and there is a nanny there, you don't have to worry. said that I would let you vent my complaints tonight, and if the protagonist leaves, it will be boring. ”
Yan Jinglan looked at the time on the wall in embarrassment and sat down reluctantly. Hong Yu persuaded: "You can finish this hot pot with peace of mind, if something happens over there, the nanny will call you, it's just one night, Ji Qianyi is not as fragile as you think." ”
The hot pot takeaway arrived, but Yan Jinglan lost her appetite, she casually soaked things, but she didn't eat much, and she didn't drink beer at all, she was afraid that she would drink too much, and if something happened, she wouldn't be able to receive it. Xu Heyan couldn't see it, so she scalded some vegetables and fat cows, put them in her bowl, and comforted: "If you come, you will be safe." Ji Qianyi's eyes can't get better for a while, you still have to take care of him for a long time, but you can't live without your own life, it's not a bad thing to come to Hong Yu's side occasionally to be lazy and relax, don't you just think clearly, and start to worry about Ji Qianyi again. ”
Yan Jinglan barely ate something: "I know you have a point, but when I think of him being at home alone and my eyes are inconvenient, I feel guilty when I eat and drink spicy food here." ”
Hong Yu said: "Maybe Ji Qianyi occasionally wants to be quiet by himself, even if it is a husband and wife, everyone is still an independent individual, and there is no need to stick together all the time." You, don't think of Ji Qianyi as incapable of taking care of himself, I remember that he used to take care of you more. ”
Xu Heyan smiled: "That's it, you can't lose yourself in any relationship, your current state is very dangerous!" Especially Ji Qianyi's current situation, you are too enthusiastic, but it will make him feel that he is too useless, which hurts a man's self-esteem. ”
Yan Jinglan nodded thoughtfully, she seemed to want to prove to everyone that she and Ji Qianyi could overcome the obstacle of blindness, but in fact she did it very badly, and when she was depressed, she used alcohol to kill her sorrows, and drank a whole bottle of beer in one go, Xu Heyan and Hong Yu did not stop her, and it was good for this negative feeling to vent out.
Being helped to bed in a daze, Yan Jinglan rubbed the pillow and muttered: Husband, good night! Xu Heyan and Hong Yu smiled helplessly, this guy is really full of Ji Qianyi! (To be continued.) )