【019】My heart is broken
Su Qianqian looked at Zhao Chao with red eyes, and didn't say half a word, I couldn't help but feel a little sad in my heart, if it was me, what would I be? I shook my head, I don't know, I don't want to know.
Thinking of this, I sighed, and when Zhao Chao got off the stage with the guitar, there was a burst of thunderous applause, and Zhao Chao left the stage with red eyes.
I felt a little uneasy, and then got up to see Zhao Chao, only to see Zhao Chao walking into the bathroom with the guitar, and after washing his face, Zhao Chao sat on the floor of the bathroom with the guitar and leaned against the wall and cried loudly.
I looked at the fragile side of this five-foot man, and couldn't help but sigh in my heart, I said to Zhao Chao: "Brother, don't be sad, it will pass." ”
Zhao Chao cried a mess at this time, five years of affection, in the end, in exchange for watching her walk on the red carpet with others, I think no one can stand this feeling, if it were me, I don't think I would come, because I was afraid to face it, Zhao Chao was very strong, he came, and expressed what he wanted to express in the end.
I sat down slowly and sat on the ground with Zhao Chao, because I suddenly had a feeling of sympathy with Zhao Chao, as if I couldn't get any better, right?
Zhao Chao watched me wipe the water stains on my face without speaking, I took out a cigarette from my pocket and handed it to Zhao Chao, and I also lit a cigarette.
After Zhao Chao took a puff of cigarette, his eyes drifted out of the window, and after coming back to his senses, he looked at me and said, "Le, do you feel that my brother is particularly ridiculous?" After finishing speaking, Zhao Chao smiled, laughing so pale and sad.
"My heart broke from the moment I cut the strings." Zhao Chao laughed, "Everything is over, I have always thought that I forgot about Qianqian, and when I heard that Qianqian was going to marry Chen Feng, I knew that I had not forgotten her at all." Zhao Chao smiled, and tears of laughter flowed out.
I remember that under the starry sky, Zhao Chao stood on the roof of the dormitory and shouted loudly, he was going to marry this girl in his life, and then Zhao Chao chased Su Qianqian.
He didn't lie to us, but fate deceived him, and in the end, he found out that every bit of this world was her, Su Qianqian.
The moment Zhao Chao stood up, I couldn't help but sigh, Zhao Chao left, didn't say anything, the guitar that had been broken was taken away by him.
I don't know if the wedding is over, I was a little confused, and I didn't talk to anyone, so I left quietly, I thought I should go home.
I walked on the street in a trance, and after thinking of Xu Qing, I felt a pain in my heart, and walked on the corner looking for everything about me and Xu Qing.
When I walked all the way to the Fuxing River, I sat down along the lawn by the river, took a deep breath with a cigarette in my mouth.
I remember when I was in college, I sat in the scene of the Fuxing River, scene after scene, as if everything happened yesterday, how did everything change in a blink of an eye?
I kept asking myself in my heart, does Xu Qing still love me? I don't know, after so much time, what has Xu Qing experienced? I still don't know, it seems that I don't know anything about Xu Qing, but in a moment today, everything was suddenly broken, and I was just Xu Qing's friend.
In the middle of the afternoon, I got up and left the Fuxing River, my head still in a mess.
Before I knew it, I walked to the house I rented, which should not be my house now, thinking of this, I smiled wryly and walked upstairs with my legs up.
When I went upstairs, I found that the door was open, so I pushed the door and walked in, I didn't think so much when I went in, and I habitually sat on the sofa.
At this time, I noticed that the room was much cleaner and tidy, it should have been cleaned up by Lian Mengmeng, I raised my hand and lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.
When I wanted to play the ash, I found that the ashtray was gone, I subconsciously touched it from under the coffee table, and sure enough, the ashtray was still there, but the ashtray was cleaned very cleanly, and there was no soot at all.
After I finished playing the ashes, I raised my hand again and took a puff, and suddenly someone pushed the door in, and when I raised my head at this time, I saw that the person who pushed the door in was none other than Lian Mengmeng, this delicate little princess.
"Who let you in?" Lian Mengmeng looked at me with a delicate look and snorted, and then said, "You're here to clean up your things, right?" ”
I raised my head and glanced at Lian Mengmeng without speaking, and continued to smoke with my head down, I really didn't want to deal with Lian Mengmeng, a stupid woman.
Lian Meng dreamed that I didn't speak and continued to say loudly: "What are you talking about, pretending to be dumb? ”
"You're !! enough" I yelled at Lian Mengmeng.
Lian Mengmeng was instantly stunned by my yelling, and then reacted and Lian Mengmeng looked at me and said, "What are you yelling at?" You have a loud voice, right? ”
I rarely can't take a woman, this Lian Mengmeng in front of me is definitely one of them, so I am a little helpless, I looked at Lian Mengmeng and said: "Big brother, this is my house, I will rent it to you tomorrow, can you leave?" Really don't dangle in front of my eyes, you are really annoying, others are used to your eldest lady's temper, and I, Li Hongle, are definitely not used to you!! ”
After I yelled loudly, Lian Mengmeng was stunned, a little unresponsive, and soon, Lian Mengmeng came back to his senses and looked at me and said: "If you don't want to get used to it, you can leave quickly, and, let me tell you, this house will be mine in the future, if you want to take it, don't even think about it, even if you give me rent, I don't want it." ”
I didn't even give me any face when I spoke, I took a deep breath and only looked at Lian Mengmeng and said, "I'll tell you, don't force me to be angry." After saying that, I walked to Lian Mengmeng's room.
Lian Mengmeng followed and shouted loudly from behind, "Bastard, who let you into my room?" ”
I ignored her and kicked open the door of Lian Mengmeng's room, very roughly.
After entering Lian Mengmeng's room, I raised my hand and opened the window directly, picked up Lian Mengmeng's quilt directly from the bed, and threw it out, regardless of whether there was anyone downstairs, and then picked up a pillow and a few bears on the bed, picked it up and threw it all out.
"Motherfucker!!" Lian Mengmeng shouted and raised his hand to smash me with a punch in the back, but I didn't feel much pain, but my heart was very angry.
Lian Mengmeng scolded me while beating me in his mouth, like a shrew, I felt even more angry, and after pushing Lian Mengmeng away, he said to Lian Mengmeng: "I'll tell you, I, Li Hongle, don't eat your set, this is my house, not your house." After finishing speaking, I looked at Lian Mengmeng angrily and continued: "You are really very annoying. ”
After listening to what I said, Lian Mengmeng glanced at me fiercely, his eyes were a little ruddy, and said to me: "Bastard, you are a hooligan!! After saying that, Lian Mengmeng turned around and left.
When I saw Lian Mengmeng's eyes red again, I felt a little sorry in my heart, and suddenly I was a little annoyed, I had just done something too much, no matter how I said that Lian Mengmeng was also a girl.
I sighed at the thought of this, but how could she understand my feelings for this house? There are my memories everywhere here, whether it is a table, chair, bench or refrigerator TV, there are my own memories, in this house to record the bits and pieces of my past, how can I be willing to give it to others?
Lian Mengmeng left, I don't know why I went, I took out my phone and looked at it, the phone was out of battery, I found a charger and charged it again, and it took about a few minutes to turn on the phone again.
Seeing that there were many missed answers, there were calls from Xia Han, calls from Chen Feng, and a few calls from Su Qianqian, and an unfamiliar number, thinking that it was me who said goodbye at noon, and they were a little worried.
I looked at this unfamiliar number, I didn't have a little impression, I thought about it for a long time, I never remembered who this number was, I couldn't help but be a little curious, so I dialed it.
The phone was quickly connected, and a woman's voice said, "Lele, come and meet you around the corner, Xia Han and I are here, just waiting for you to come." ”
It was Xu Qing's voice, this number was Xu Qing's number, I didn't react, Xu Qing on the other side of the phone saw that I didn't move and continued to speak: "Hey, did you hear that?" ”
"Oh, oh." I reacted and responded, "Okay, I'll go right away." ”
After hanging up the phone, I saw Lian Mengmeng standing at the door with the quilt in his arms, his eyes were not as rosy as just now, I looked at Lian Mengmeng and said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry for what happened just now, I did it a little too much." Speaking of this, I sighed and continued: "Then I will wash the quilt or something, and I will compensate you at the original price for the things that are thrown out." ”
Lian Mengmeng raised her head and looked at me and said, "You want to go out to eat?" ”
I nodded and said, "Yes, I'm going out to eat." ”
Lian Mengmeng looked at me with big eyes and said, "Then you take me with you, and you will make amends to me." ”
After thinking about it for a while, he shook his head and said, "No, you don't know each other, and going will only cause trouble." "I still have some resistance in my heart to let Lian Mengmeng go, I always feel that this girl has changed her face too quickly.
"It's okay, I don't have any friends here, don't worry, I won't make trouble for you." Lian Mengmeng threw the quilt aside with a serious look and said with his free hand: "Really, I promise, I will never make a mess for you." After finishing speaking, Lian Mengmeng still looked at me with a sincere face.
I thought about it for a moment and said, "Okay then." "Anyway, there's nothing to care about, it doesn't matter if there is one more person or one less, just treat Lian Mengmeng to dinner.
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