Chapter 386: Self-deception
Cheng Ce originally wanted to leave here quickly, but he had been thinking about his task in his heart, so he paused after walking out for more than a dozen steps.
After thinking about it again and again, Cheng Ce turned back again.
This time, however, he did not enter the dormitory, but leaned against the door, leaning his ear close to the dormitory door, and quietly listening to the movement inside.
Hearing the simple conversation between the two people in the bedroom, Cheng Ce was completely relieved. It seems that Yan Feiyang really didn't take it to heart.
Maybe Cheng Ce is scaring himself. Yan Feiyang is an ordinary college student, how can he be so vigilant?
And who would be idle and doubtful of their roommates? Mao Xiaohua just coincidentally asked casually, but Cheng Ce's reaction was a bit big.
Looking at this, Mao Xiaohua just complained a little about his behavior, and he definitely didn't think much about it. As for Yan Feiyang, he shouldn't think about it so much.
Cheng Ce kept comforting himself silently in his heart, constantly taking deep breaths to relax, blaming him for being too nervous, and he was about to mess up several tasks.
During the beginning of the school year, Cheng Ce had already figured out the temper and character of several people in the dormitory.
Mao Xiaohua is very active, and he is also a chatterbox, he knows a lot, but it is limited to some rumors and gossip.
Li Ming, it's a piece of mud, don't mention it. Cheng Ce, who was almost harmed on the first day of school, was beaten.
If it weren't for Yan Feiyang, Li Ming would have done it lightly or severely, and Cheng Ce might still be in the hospital by now. Not to mention what gets the job done.
If Yan Feiyang's daily whereabouts were not reported to that person on time, maybe the mother would stop taking the medicine. Cheng Ce couldn't fall either, he didn't have any extra money to support any unexpected expenses now.
As for Yan Feiyang. Cheng Ce adores him more. But there is no way, his task is Yan Feiyang. You have to keep an eye on him every day.
Probably under such an airtight surveillance, Cheng Ce became more and more fond of Yan Feiyang.
Cheng Ce originally just deliberately approached Yan Feiyang with a mission. Including the bedrooms are arranged in advance. But as the contact time became longer, Yan Feiyang showed a very principled side.
No matter what he does, Yan Feiyang is very planned, and he is step-by-step, and he will not disrupt his rhythm. It seems like they don't care about anything, and the fact that the only relaxing activity of the day is probably a morning run.
Even Cheng Ce admires this very much, he has been called a nerd since he was a child. Outstanding in his studies and very good grades. But compared with Yan Feiyang, it is a big deal.
Cheng Ce regarded his studies as a major event and gave up all other time, because he felt that it would only delay time and affect his grades.
After seeing Yan Feiyang, Cheng Ce began to reflect on his learning.
Although Yan Feiyang also spends most of his time reading books every day, Cheng Ce feels that he is actually not struggling at all, and it can even be said to be relaxed.
It's enviable.
Cheng Ce gradually found that no matter how hard he tried, he even changed his routine. If you prolong the time of studying, it is difficult to catch up with Yan Feiyang.
In order to complete the task, Cheng Ce basically pays close attention to Yan Feiyang's every move every day.
Originally, he still had some selfishness of his own, if he could. He also wanted to follow Yan Feiyang to see if he could improve his grades.
But Cheng Ce soon found that the gap between himself and Yan Feiyang was far bigger than he imagined, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't reach it.
So it seems. Yan Feiyang doesn't seem to be so ordinary again.
There are many Chinese medicine books, and there are countless things to remember. But these are all pediatrics for Yan Feiyang. Cheng Ce thinks that his memory is already very good, but he is still compared to Yan Feiyang.
This can be regarded as another gain from Cheng Ce when he was monitoring Yan Feiyang.
Monitored for so long. Cheng Ce found that Yan Feiyang's life is actually very simple, he basically stays in school every day and rarely goes out.
Except for the first day of class when I left with Professor Wang, I basically walked between the library and the dormitory.
Of course, Cheng Ce reported everything in detail, and he would call that person every day, but every time someone else answered. He speculated that it might be the man's men.
After all, the man was very busy at first glance, how could he have time to answer the call of one of his students every day?
He didn't care about this, he just begged the other party to help him cure his mother's illness, which was what the other party promised him at the beginning.
Cheng Ce sometimes wonders why he was chosen by that person, he still doesn't know the other party's name.
On the contrary, the other party knew him well, and this feeling was really uncomfortable, but Cheng Ce at that time couldn't take care of it so much.
For Cheng Ce, that person is a savior who fell from the sky, a life-saver, and a person he doesn't know how long it will take to repay.
Therefore, Cheng Ce was willing to do things for that person, and although he couldn't bear it in his heart, after all, he didn't do anything hurtful, so Cheng Ce agreed.
It's just that at the beginning, Cheng Ce was afraid that others would find out the clues, so he would leave the dormitory every time he reported, in short, the farther away from Yan Feiyang and those two, the better.
Only in this way can the guilt in his heart be alleviated, and he will not have to worry about the situation around him all the time.
After such a period of time, Cheng Ce gradually got used to it, and his mood was not as depressed as it was at the beginning.
But he is still a little unaccustomed to it, and he still can't get rid of his easy nervousness. Especially when reporting, Cheng Ce still has to go far.
Every time, the person on the other end of the phone would not respond in any way, and nothing else was said other than to keep him on the lookover. Cheng Ce was used to it, and every time he hurried to finish speaking, he would hang up the phone in a hurry.
After trying to regulate your breathing for half a day, go back to your bedroom. If he's lucky, there's no one in the dormitory, and he'll be relieved.
But sometimes it happens today, Yan Feiyang and Mao Xiaohua are there. This is the trickiest time.
If there was only one Yan Feiyang, maybe Cheng Ce wouldn't be so nervous. With one more Mao Xiaohua, the danger level immediately increased several times.
Because Mao Xiaohua didn't have a door, even Cheng Ce didn't know when this guy would say something.
Cheng Ce has read dead books for so many years, and his language expression skills are naturally poorer, and he can't be compared with the clever Mao Xiaohua at all.
No matter what Mao Xiaohua said, Cheng Ce easily exposed himself.
What's even more annoying is that most of the time it is Cheng Ce who digs a pit for himself, and Mao Xiaohua is just a dispensable fuse.
I was really afraid of something, today Cheng Ce saw Yan Feiyang leaving from the library and followed him from a distance, until he was sure that he had indeed walked into the dormitory building, Cheng Ce turned around and walked to the other side of the concealment to make a call.
Quickly ending the conversation with the people over there, Cheng Ce stood downstairs for a while longer, and only after making sure that there was no problem did he slowly return to the bedroom.
Who knew that as soon as he entered the door, he was almost exposed by Mao Xiaohua's words. Fortunately, this is not the first time that Cheng Ce has been cheated by Mao Xiaohua, and Cheng Ce's conscious reaction is quite calm.
But he couldn't stay in the dormitory any longer, so he had to say a casual word and run away.
Before leaving, he didn't have time to carefully look at Yan Feiyang's reaction, to put it bluntly, what Cheng Ce really cared about was Yan Feiyang's thoughts and whether he had discovered his intentions.
With so many doubts, Cheng Ce had no choice but to return to the dormitory again.
It sounded like Yan Feiyang didn't seem to care at all, or he didn't take Cheng Ce's reaction to heart at all. Cheng Ce breathed a sigh of relief, guessing in his heart that maybe Yan Feiyang just thought Mao Xiaohua was too noisy.
Cheng Ce, who was finally relieved at this time, took a few deep breaths again, held his glasses and calmly pushed open the door of the bedroom.
From the time Cheng Ce said that he was in a hurry to leave and when he came back, there were only a few minutes before and after.
Seeing Cheng Ce who had returned to the bedroom, Mao Xiaohua's eyes widened in surprise, and he thought it was Li Ming, an unpopular guy, who had returned.
This time, Mao Xiaohua was embarrassed to speak casually, after he said that sentence before, Cheng Ce's face changed.
Mao Xiaohua didn't talk to each other very well, otherwise according to his personality, he would definitely have to ask a cheap question - "Why did you come back so soon?"
But fortunately, Mao Xiaohua held back. He looked up and gave him a quick glance before lowering his head.
Cheng Ce walked into the dormitory and returned to his place without saying a word. He was also a little puzzled in his heart, not because of Mao Xiaohua, but because of Yan Feiyang.
Mao Xiaohua thought that Cheng Ce had forgotten the freshman party, but in fact, what he remembered most clearly was Cheng Ce.
He had been waiting for this day since the beginning of the school year, because the man said that there was a high probability that a lot of things would happen at the freshman party, and he must keep an eye on it.
After the party, Cheng Ce was also required to report clearly in every detail.
So before this, Cheng Ce had been looking for a suitable opportunity, an opportunity to follow Yan Feiyang justifiably.
Although anyone can go to the freshman party, if they don't go together, so many people will crowd around, and Cheng Ce's task may be in vain.
Fortunately, the class that day happened to let him hear Mao Xiaohua and Yan Feiyang go to the freshman party.
Cheng Ce knew that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, so he didn't care about it so much, and cheekily offered to go with them.
No matter what the process is, Cheng Ce's goal has finally been achieved. In this way, his task can be accomplished. Thinking of this, he still felt a little reluctant in his heart, and always felt that he was harming the interests of others.
Even if it is to treat his mother who is in danger, but this is also contrary to the guidelines that his mother has taught him for so many years.
Whenever this happens, Cheng Ce can only force himself not to think about it and not to think about it so much. It's a bit self-defeating, but it's the only thing he can do right now. (To be continued.) )