I looked at Xu Qing now, and suddenly I didn't know why I felt that I owed Xu Qing too much over the years, maybe many things were destined to be like this.

If I knew that Xu Qing would be like this, maybe I wouldn't have chosen to leave at the beginning, a lot of things were missed in a misunderstanding, I don't know whether to thank Xu Qing or sigh about life, if it wasn't for the loss of Xu Qing, I wouldn't know that the person I like has changed.

In the evening, Zhao Chao and Chen Feng both came, and even Xia Han came over with September, and after September came, he pulled me outside the ward, typed a row of small characters on the mobile phone and handed it to me, "Brother Lele, is this sister better?" ”

I nodded and said, "It's going to be fine." After saying that, I smiled and touched September's head.

September hesitated a little, and soon typed a line of small print on his phone: "Can I do a bone marrow pairing?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, I looked down at September and said, "Do you really want to?" Then I thought for a moment, then looked up at September and said, "I'll know when I'm done, if not, we're thinking about something else." After saying that, I touched September's head.

September pursed his lips and nodded, and typed out a line of words on his phone, "I believe that this sister will be fine, and my sister is still so beautiful." ”

I nodded gratefully at September, didn't speak, and suddenly my heart was so moved that I was a little uncomfortable, why is it so unfair in such a society?

A person as shining as September, at least I think, deserves God's favor, but God does not favor people like September at all, on the contrary, she has failed September.

At this time, Zhao Chao also walked out, Zhao Chao looked at the little girl in September and smiled, scratched September's nose and said, "Little girl, what do you want?" ”

September smiled, revealing two sharp little tiger teeth, looking unusually cute, Zhao Chao smiled at September and said, "Okay, you go in and wait, I'll say a few words to your brother Lele." ”

September nodded vigorously and then pushed the door and walked in.

Zhao Chao motioned to me, don't stand here, I nodded at Zhao Chao fiercely and walked to the end of the corridor.

Zhao Chao handed me a cigarette, lit a cigarette himself, raised his head and took a deep breath, slowly spit out a smoke ring, looked at me and said, "Lele, have you thought about it?" ”

I glanced at Zhao Chao in surprise: "What do I think about it?" ”

"I'm talking about your future life, do you think about it?" Zhao Chao said slowly, without a trace of expression on his face.

I was stunned, I looked at Zhao Chao and shook my head and said, "I haven't thought about it, not even at all." After finishing speaking, I looked at Zhao Chao and smiled, "Why are you asking this?" ”

Zhao Chao looked at me and said with some doubts: "Auntie called me yesterday and said that you broke up with Xiaoai?" When he said this, Zhao Chao was a little angry, "I really hope you can have a snack." ”

I sighed and couldn't help but say helplessly: "Then I can't help it, right?" After finishing speaking, I looked at Zhao Chao and continued: "Love is really difficult to choose. ”

Zhao Chao looked at me and suddenly laughed, "How old are you, still thinking about love, what you are doing now, I really can't understand it as a brother." When he said this, Zhao Chao's voice became louder: "You tell me, what else do you want to do?" ”

I looked at Zhao Chao stunned, I didn't know why Zhao Chao suddenly became so irritable, I shook my head and said, "There are many things that I don't want to, but I can't go against my heart." With that, I turned and left.

Zhao Chao looked at my departing figure and didn't speak, standing blankly in place, after I returned to Xu Qing's ward, they were still discussing something with Xu Qing.

Xia Han saw me come in and said, "What do you think now?" ”

I shook my head and motioned to Xia Han to stop talking about these topics anymore, because I was really disgusted with these topics, and I just wanted to see Xu Qing's illness heal now.

That night, Xia Han accompanied Xu Qing in the hospital, and I left the hospital

Three days later, when I came to the hospital, the doctor told me a regrettable result, my bone marrow match with Xia Han was not successful.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little gloomy, the sea of people is vast, how can I find someone who is the same as Xu Qing's bone marrow?

Two months have passed in a flash, and the pairing in September was also unsuccessful, during which Xia Han, including Su Qianqian, who had a big belly, all made pairs, but they still didn't succeed.

Even Mengmeng has been to Jiangchuan a few times, but her face is not particularly good, maybe Lian Mengmeng has something to worry about, I also asked her, but she never told me what was going on.

In the hospital, Xu Qing's face became more and more pale, and I became more and more scared, and I kept looking for someone about Xu Qing's bone marrow pairing on the Internet every day, but I never found it, and the hope became more and more slim.

I am also very scared in my heart, afraid of Xu Qing's departure, whether it is a friend or a former lover, I just hope that Xu Qing can be well, safe and sound, where is it okay to use my ten years of life to exchange Xu Qing's peace and security.

Every time I think about it, I can't help but laugh at myself.

On this day, the weather was already late autumn, Xu Qing's phone called, and after I answered the phone, Xu Qing said into the phone: "Li Hongle, you can come to the hospital." ”

I hummed and said, "Okay." ”

In the past three months, Jiang Youxi also knew about Xu Qing, so the number of times I went to the hospital gradually decreased.

But sometimes I really admire Jiang Youxi, Jiang Youxi basically doesn't work every morning now, and he starts to accompany Xu Qing in the hospital at six o'clock in the morning, and he stays all day every day.

This makes me have to admire Jiang Youxi's affection for Xu Qing.

After I arrived at the hospital, Xu Qing leaned on the bed, looked out the window, and after I pushed the door in, Xu Qing smiled at me palely, "Are you here?" ”

I nodded and said, "yes, what are you looking for from me?" ”

"I just wanted to meet you." Xu Qing laughed after speaking, the smile was very sad, I looked at Xu Qing's smile, and my heart seemed to be torn apart by something.

I held back the pain in my heart and said to Xu Qing: "It's okay, you want to see me more time in the future." I said half-jokingly.

After Xu Qing finished speaking, she raised her head and looked at me, and said sadly: "I know that I don't have much time, my own body, I know it myself." When Xu Qing said this, I obviously felt that Xu Qing's body trembled violently.

I had an urge to hug Xu Qing and give her a hug, but I resisted this urge, after all, I don't have anything to do with Xu Qing now.

Xu Qing looked at me and smiled palely, "Won't you give me a hug until now?" After finishing speaking, Xu Qing laughed.

In fact, Xu Qing was very good-looking when she smiled, but now Xu Qing's smile is indeed so heart-wrenching and worrying.

I'm still a little cowardly, I can't do that kind of look like seeing one and loving one, in my concept of love, there will always be only one lover.

I looked at Xu Qing and sighed and said, "This hug, when I owe you, when you are well, you come to me." ”

I don't know if this sentence works for Xu Qing, at least her mentality should be a little better now, if a person's mentality is not good, what can we talk about defeating the disease?

Xu Qing smiled: "Li Hongle, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I can't wait for that day, I love you, I love you, I love you all the time, you know?" As she spoke, Xu Qing's eyes turned red.

I felt even more uncomfortable, I looked at Xu Qing, bit my lip fiercely and said, "Xu Qing, I'm sorry, the love you want, I can't give it to you now." ”

"I know, in fact, you have always liked Lian Mengmeng, every time Lian Mengmeng comes, you try to pretend that you don't care about her, but I know, I know better than anyone else, you like her." Xu Qing choked up a little when she said this, "Even though I know that you like others, I still like you, do you think I'm stupid?" ”

I looked at Xu Qing and was stunned, for a long time, I shook my head and said, "You still have Jiang Youxi, Jiang Youxi will treat you well." ”

"Yes, I have Jiang Youxi, so what?" Xu Qing suddenly laughed, "So this is the reason why you rejected me, right?" ”

I shook my head and said, "Xu Qing, after so many years, what am I like, don't you know?" If it weren't for you, I would have been lying to myself, I pretended that I liked Xiao Ai, but I didn't like Xiao Ai at all, and it also awakened my understanding of myself, and the love that stretched out to my heart. ”

"If I choose you when I come back, will you still be with me?" Xu Qing stared at me and said.

Without thinking, I said, "Yes, but it's already in the past, isn't it?" And, wouldn't it be nice for us to be friends? ”

"Li Hongle, Xia Han has a sentence that is particularly right." Xu Qing suddenly laughed.

I looked at Xu Qing and couldn't help but ask, "What words?" ”

"You're really hypocritical." Xu Qing smiled and said: "Actually, it's not your fault, it's just that you won't refuse, you always want everyone to be okay and everyone can be happy, but you have never really lived for yourself once." ”

"So after breaking up with Xiao Ai, I don't think I can go on like this." I opened my mouth to defend myself.

Xu Qing suddenly laughed, "You're just afraid that Xiaoai will be hurt, think about yourself, what did you get?" ”

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