Chen Feng looked at me, shook his head and said: "Lele, you really don't know, I can have the job I have now, I can buy a house, I can drive a car, these are all given to me by Leng Yiran, if it weren't for Leng Yiran, I don't have anything now." ”

I looked at Chen Feng, I really didn't understand Chen Feng, I sighed and said: "Leng Yiran is not a good person, and his sister is not a good person, you believe me, my intuition will not be wrong."

Chen Feng looked at me and smiled and said: "Lele, you and I don't have a good life like Chaozi, I have to rely on myself for everything, if I don't even rely on myself, I am a waste when I live, all I can get is Leng Yiran gave me, otherwise I wouldn't have it now." After saying this, Chen Feng's eyes suddenly fell into memory, "I remember that when we graduated from college, you chose to stay in Jiangchuan, and I chose to go to Beijiang to develop, you said at the time that Beijiang was your side, which was not interesting, in fact, at that time, my buddies understood the bitterness in your heart, because you couldn't let go of Xu Qing, and then Chaozi stayed with you, but I am different, I don't have Chaozi's father who is an official, and I don't have such a good life as you, I will meet so many nobles, I am just a dick." ”

I don't know why I suddenly felt very sad after hearing Chen Feng say this, and I didn't speak.

Chen Feng looked at me and smiled and continued: "Do you know how bitter I was when I was alone in Beijiang? I can't even afford to rent a house in Bac Giang, I didn't dare to tell you, I'm afraid to tell you, you're worried, and I'm thinking about me as a big man, what's there to live, no job, no place to live, my life is in a panic, you know? After saying this, Chen Feng looked at me and paused for a moment and then continued to speak: "That period of life, I feel that it is the most feared period of my life, I am alone, running around looking for a job, but I have hit a wall everywhere, and when we were in college, I was really not good at studying, I didn't have your head to shine, Chaozi has a good father, so it's nothing, after I came out, I really regretted wasting that period of study time in college, I didn't know anything when I applied for the job, what I was most afraid of was that the examiner asked me, what would you do?" ”

"I don't know anything." After saying this, Chen Feng couldn't help but laugh at himself, and it was quite worrying in my heart.

Chen Feng looked at me and continued to speak: "Later, I met Mr. Leng, and Mr. Leng said to leave me and let me work for him, do you know how moved I was at that time?" Mr. Leng said that if I don't have a house to live in, I can first give me a room in the company, I lived in the company for more than a month, and then Mr. Leng gradually began to promote me, and I have today, so I am really grateful to Mr. Leng, if it wasn't Mr. Leng, maybe I was still running around in Beijiang, and then Mr. Leng knew that I was going to get married, so he assigned me back to the company in Jiangchuan, so that I was closer to home, and I and Qianqian could also be together, so I am especially grateful to Mr. Leng, if it wasn't for Mr. Leng, I don't have my current life, I can't live my current life, so, Lele, you don't know Mr. Leng, I don't blame you, but I can see that Mr. Leng really wants to use you, you can consider it. ”

After Chen Feng said this, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable in my heart.

I nodded and said, "Don't talk about that." ”

I suddenly feel that life is indeed a bit bitter, I don't know whether to thank fate or sigh fate, thanks to my fate is good, at least stay in Jiangchuan to eat well, dress warmly, drink well, and occasionally follow Chaozi to brag and brag, but sigh that my love also died at that time, and even more lamented Chen Feng's fate, I never knew that Chen Feng had such an experience, if Chen Feng didn't say it today, I think we probably will never know these things.

Of course, I remember that every time I called, I asked Chen Feng if he was doing well, and he said it very well, I remember that when I just left, I kept asking Chen Feng what he did, he never said it, every time he changed the topic, there was a period of time, and he even thought that Chen Feng had entered a pyramid scheme? Or did something bad?

But now that I think about it, it was at that time that Chen Feng lived the most difficult part of his life, maybe it was at that time that we forgot Chen Feng, I vaguely remember that Zhao Chao said to me at that time, I don't care what kind of work my brother does, as long as he is doing well, I will rest assured, at that time I suddenly felt that maybe I should really think like this.

Then when Chen Feng came back, none of us took the initiative to ask him what his life experience was in Beijiang for three years, never, I want to know that his life is probably only Su Qianqian.

Suddenly, I felt that the feelings of the brothers over the years were a little cold, and the coldness may be because of the coldness and concern for each other.

I couldn't help but let out a long sigh when I thought about it.

At this time, Chen Feng leaned on the back seat and said slowly: "Actually, Lele, your life is really good, there are Xu Qing, there are Lian Zong, Xia Han, there are Chaozi, everyone is helping you stand up, I am really looking forward to the day when you and Chaozi stand at the peak of business, and guide the country." After saying this, Chen Feng smiled bitterly, looked at me and said slowly: "On the contrary, what I can do is to silently support you and watch you become stronger step by step, this is my wish." ”

I looked at Chen Feng and sighed, lit a cigarette in the car, took a deep puff of cigarette, looked at Chen Feng and said: "There are some things you may not understand, in fact, I don't want to stand at the pinnacle of any business, I yearn for an ordinary life, just be an ordinary person." After I said this, my eyes looked into the distance, and I said slowly: "But now I love Lian Mengmeng, I want to give him everything, even if I didn't fight for it before, I have to try my best to fight for it now." ”

Chen Feng followed with a smile, and said with a somewhat breezy smile: "You are still young, you are not married, you can work hard, I am different, I want to take care of the family now, the girls are there, now I am desperately trying to make money so that the two of them can live well, let Xuexue drink good milk powder, use good diapers, it is my greatest wish, and then watch the child grow up little by little." ”

I smiled, leaned on the seat, took a deep breath of cigarette and looked at Chen Feng and said, "Do you remember the agreement when we graduated from college?" ”

Chen Feng nodded noncommittally and said: "Remember, on the day of fifty years later, we will meet to sit in the Fucheng River to fish, watch our children and grandchildren full of halls, and live a happy life," After finishing speaking, Chen Feng smiled slightly, "But the time is really fast, just in a blink of an eye, we are all now going to run for three." ”

I smiled bitterly, sighed at the passage of time, looked at Chen Feng and said, "Okay, you drank a lot of wine today, I'll send you back." "Then I stepped on the gas pedal and realized I didn't have a key.

After Chen Feng handed me the key, I stepped on the accelerator and drove the car towards Chen Feng's house, and when I arrived downstairs at Chen Feng's house, Chen Feng looked at me and smiled and said: "Okay, you go back and be sweet with your daughter-in-law, in fact, what my brother told you today, you can just listen to it, and there will be nothing after a good night's sleep tomorrow." ”

I nodded and said, "Okay, you don't care, I'm leaving." After finishing speaking, I handed over the car keys in my hand to Chen Feng.

Chen Feng nodded and left after taking the key, looking at Chen Feng's back when he went upstairs, I felt so familiar, Chen Feng a few years ago was also in such a hurry upstairs, the footsteps were still very loud, and the illusion in the trance made me feel a little sad.

I raised my head and looked at the night in the sky, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of melancholy in my heart, if one day I could really stand at the peak and guide the country, what would it be like? I couldn't have imagined it, because I didn't feel like that person all along, and I really couldn't imagine that kind of life.

I followed to the side of the road, looking at the familiar street, it seemed that I hadn't been here for a long time, I used to come to Chen Feng's house when I was in college, but at that time, every time I came to Chen Feng's house, we drank together when his parents were not at home.

Now it's been like this, in the good times have passed, maybe some people always think that I like nostalgia too much, but it is really nostalgia, a lot of things in the heart of the heart into a permanent memory, in your heart, in your mind has always lingered, so that you can not forget, especially the happy time of life, and people often experience that line of unforgettable time is not much, my college years are a more unforgettable years in my life.

I reached out and flagged down a taxi, opened the door and told the driver where I lived, and the driver smiled and said, "Okay." ”

After saying that, the driver started the car, and when I got home, it was already more than ten o'clock at night, and when I opened the door, Lian Mengmeng was already sleeping on the sofa.

I watched Lian Mengmeng fall asleep, gently hugged her, sent Lian Mengmeng to her own room, and after laying the quilt for her, I quietly closed the door and left the room.

When I returned to my room, I glanced at the booking information on my phone, confirmed the time, and then slowly fell asleep under the quilt.

When I slept until six o'clock, I opened the door and was about to go to the toilet, I found that Lian Mengmeng was standing in the kitchen and was busy cooking.