【087】Happy newlyweds
I stopped in place and stopped, then continued to take two steps forward, as soon as I entered the living room, the room was full of wine bottles, which made me a little helpless, I looked around, Xu Tiancong, still sitting on the sofa drinking alone, but he didn't drink too much, why is the room so messy.
After Xu Tiancong saw me come in, a sad expression crossed his face, and he smiled at me, smiling a little pale, "Lele, are you here?" ”
After I nodded, I took two steps forward and looked at Xu Tiancong, I couldn't help but be a little curious, what happened to me, after drinking so much wine, I opened my mouth and asked, "Brother Cong, what's wrong with you?" ”
Xu Tiancong smiled and said, "Come, you sit down first, drink with me, I'm talking to you." Xu Tiancong was still laughing, but he felt so distressed in my heart.
I really don't know what can make an old man become so decadent, after thinking of this, I suddenly thought of someone, Lin Ran.
Could it be Lin Ran? I subconsciously thought of this in my heart, Xu Tiancong smiled at me and continued: "Come, sit, drink first." ”
I nodded, looked around, and sat on Xu Tiancong's sofa, that is, sitting opposite him, Xu Tiancong is now in a somewhat unconscious state.
I followed and said, "Brother Xu, what happened to me?" After I finished asking, I saw a sad expression on Xu Tiancong's face.
Xu Tiancong twitched the corners of his mouth, then raised his head to look at me and said, "Come, let's drink first." With that, he motioned for me to pick up the cup.
I took out a cup from under the coffee table at Xu Tiancong's house, poured myself a glass of beer, and then raised my head to look at Xu Tiancong and said, "Brother Cong, come, drink with you." ”
Xu Tiancong nodded, took the wine in the cup without a little hesitation, and drank it directly, and I drank it too.
After putting down the wine glass, I looked at Xu Tiancong and asked, "Brother Cong, what happened?" ”
Xu Tiancong looked at me and smiled palely, "Do you remember what I told you about Lin Ran?" When Xu Tiancong said this, he paused for a moment, and said in a somewhat sad tone: "I told you, I know she is there, and I went to see her the day before yesterday." ”
I glanced at Xu Tiancong with a somewhat wooden expression and asked, "And then?" "In fact, when I asked this sentence again, I had already thought of the answer, if it wasn't for what I thought, Xu Tiancong wouldn't be in his current state, so I still know more about his state.
Xu Tiancong smiled sadly at me, "She told me that there is no possibility for the two of us." ”
I was stunned for a moment, although I already knew the result in my heart, I was still a little unbearable, I shook my head and looked at Xu Tiancong and asked, "Then what did you say?" ”
Xu Tiancong shook his head, the sad emotion on his face had filled all his expressions, he shook his head and looked at me and said, "I kept it, she said it was useless." ”
I followed and asked, "Then you're back?" ”
Xu Tiancong shook his head and said, "I also want to keep it, but she told me that she already has a boyfriend, let me get out." After saying this, Xu Tiancong shook the cup in his hand and smiled self-deprecatingly.
I suddenly didn't know what to say, I shook my head and looked at Xu Tiancong and was silent.
Xu Tiancong smiled and said, "Come on, can you just drink some wine with my brother at that time?" ”
"Good!"
In this way, I don't know how long I drank with Xu Tiancong, and in the end Xu Tiancong couldn't hold on anymore, so I fell asleep with my head down.
In the afternoon of the next day, I drove Zhao Chao's car back to Jiangchuan.
In the past two days, it was the day before the engagement, and on this day, Chaozi, including Chen Feng and Xu Qing, also came to Jiangchuan, but Xia Han did not appear.
This makes me a little curious, it stands to reason that Xia Han should have come at this time, but Xia Han didn't come, which has to make me a little curious.
In the afternoon, Xu Qing made a call and called me out, and the general meaning of the phone was that I wanted to accompany her to see the bar, and Xiao Ai agreed, after all, if according to me and Xu Qing, we can be regarded as a cooperative relationship, and if I am avoiding suspicion, it will be a little inappropriate.
After I went out, I saw Xu Qing downstairs in our community, I followed and suddenly felt a little sad, a long time ago, when I was a freshman, I brought Xu Qing to my house, that is, downstairs, suddenly there was an illusion, Xu Qing's back made me look so familiar.
Xu Qing smiled when she saw me and said, "You are still the same as before, you are sweating profusely when you go downstairs." ”
I laughed a little and said, "Get used to it." ”
After I finished speaking, I raised my head and looked at Xu Qing and said, "Drive your car or drive Chaozi's car?" ”
Xu Qing looked at me and smiled and said, "You drive, I don't want to drive today." ”
"Good!" After finishing speaking, the two of us got into Zhao Chao's car together.
Xu Qing looked at me and smiled and said, "Do you know why I called you here today?" ”
I shook my head and said, "I don't know. ”
But in Xu Qing's eyes today, I felt a little unhappy, but I couldn't say it, although she was laughing every time she spoke, but it was too fake.
Xu Qing smiled for a moment and then looked at me and said, "Do you remember Binjiang Road?" ”
I was stunned when Xu Qing said Binjiang Road, at that time I met Xu Qing on Binjiang Road when I celebrated my birthday, I looked at Xu Qing and said, "We, go to Binjiang Road today?" ”
I asked with some doubts, Xu Qing, nodded at me and smiled and said, "Let's go, Binjiang Road, it's in Beijiang anyway, it's not far from you." ”
I asked with some curiosity, "What the hell is wrong with you today?" ”
Xu Qing shook her head, and said with a pale face: "You're going to get engaged tomorrow, I just want you to accompany me to Binjiang Road again." ”
I was stunned, I looked back at Xu Qing, and suddenly my heart hurt a little, if Xu Qing hadn't gone abroad at that time, maybe Xu Qing and I would have reached the age of talking about marriage.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little sour in my heart, I drove the car, and the speed gradually slowed down a lot, because my heart was very chaotic, so chaotic that I couldn't extricate myself, so I didn't dare to drive the car too fast.
Xu Qing and I stopped the car when we arrived at Binjiang Road, Xu Qing looked at me and smiled palely: "Actually, how you have spent all these years in Jiangchuan, I know it all in my heart." ”
Xu Qing looked at the sparkling river, her eyes looked into the distance, and she never looked at me, so I asked in wonder, "What do you mean?" ”
Xu Qing shook her head, and instead of answering my question, she said in a different tone: "If I came back at that time and rejected Jiang Youxi's words, would you choose me?" ”
I was stunned, stunned again, what Xu Qing said today made me feel a little incredible, I shook my head and said, "These are all in the past, aren't they?" ”
The indifferent color on Xu Qing's face gradually faded, and there was an illusion in a trance, standing in front of me was the woman I once loved, Xu Qing.
Xu Qing came back to her senses, handed me a stack of photos, smiled and said, "Do you remember what kind of life you promised me you would live?" ”
I took the photo and looked at it, the whole person was panicked, it was all photos of me drunk in the bar before, and some photos of me when I was indulged with my friends, I suddenly seemed to understand, no wonder Xu Qing had this indifferent look after she came back, because I clearly remembered that I promised Xu Qing that I wanted to live a good life, I wanted to work hard, even if I didn't succeed in the end, I would work hard for her, but I didn't do it.
On the contrary, when Xu Qing went to Australia, I was like a moth, living a life of getting drunk all day long, living in the midst of all the lights.
At this moment, my heart suddenly became sluggish, Xu Qing, I walked out of remorse, I looked at Xu Qing and asked with some doubts: "Who gave you these photos?" ”
Xu Qing shook her head and said, "I don't know, I just know that I kept receiving these photos when I was in Australia, and you really disappointed me at that time." ”
I laughed, "But isn't it all over?" ”
Xu Qing's face was a little indifferent, she shook her head and said, "After all, you're sorry." ”
I didn't speak, it was I who failed Xu Qing, I failed Xu Qing's expectations, and suddenly I understood something.
When I returned to Jiangchuan, I didn't plan to accept Jiang Youxi, but you were already with Xia Han, and I later learned that it turned out that I misunderstood you, and you also misunderstood me, so we might as well keep misunderstanding each other.
With a hint of nostalgia and a hint of sadness in my heart, I asked, "Then why did you say it today?" "I don't know who it was, and I can't think of who, took these pictures.
Xu Qing shook her head and looked at me and said, "Love is like a fragile crystal, held in the palm of two people's hands; And you accidentally shattered the ground, I'm sorry. Always lose to cherish the distance after the contradiction, and in the end we only earn a memory. ”
This is a song by Li Weixi, the distance of parting, when these words came out of Xu Qing's mouth, my heart felt like a needle prick.
I still don't have a clue, but isn't the past just the past? Why is it still so uncomfortable to think about it now, is it because I missed it?
After a while, Xu Qing looked back at me and said, "If there is still a chance, I think, we should not miss each other." ”
I shook my head and said: "Memories are always memories, let the past pass, everyone has everyone's destiny, we can't control love, we can only control our own life, just let yourself not miss it in the future." ”
The tears on Xu Qing's face suddenly flowed out, "Then I also wish you a happy marriage in advance." ”
PS: Today's single update. I'll make it up tomorrow when I have time.
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