Chapter 235: Girlfriend (4)
It's a little strange to me that she knows too much, and in general, girls don't study this kind of problem very well. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
You're so knowledgeable. I say.
I just read a lot of books.
I'm going to delete all the A-movies from my computer right now.
Don't be a loser, if you really want women, work hard.
I will!
After she left, I started playing games. I played lol again and went to work.
Day in and day out, I was on the verge of a breakdown every day, and I wanted to quit my job from time to time. But with Ling'er's encouragement, I persevered. More than 30 days have passed in a blink of an eye, and I have received a salary of 2,300 yuan (and half a month).
To be honest, it's very fulfilling, it's the longest job I've ever done, and it's the first time I've been paid so much, oh my God, it's 2,300 yuan, I can finally buy a decent outfit, or buy a few good skins, or go for a big plate of chicken, or get a new phone.
Although these more than 30 days are hard, but very fulfilling, I no longer stay up late, and I no longer masturbate, because of Ling'er's care, the three meals are also much more regular, the whole person looks energetic, and reproduces the vitality that youth should have. My parents were very happy to hear about my job, and they were no longer as cynical as they used to be.
In the evening, I dragged my tired body home, Ling'er was still reading on the sofa, and I slapped a wad of money on the table, which was very confident.
Paid?
Oh, yes.
Congratulations.
Thank you! I'm going to treat you to dinner.
Don't be so polite, keep the flowers for yourself.
No, you've helped me so much, I have to treat you.
Not really. She said seriously, this is your hard-earned money, it is not easy to come by, and I will not spend a cent.
I think she's really righteous. I have never seen such a righteous person since I was a child. Ling'er was so good to me, even better than my mother was to me, cooking for me, washing my clothes, supervising me, encouraging me, without expecting anything in return, it was simply a light in my dark life. I must have accumulated virtue in my previous life, otherwise how would I have met her?
Then I'll give you a gift.
No.
Don't do that, I'll not be able to do it.
Well, you bring me a bottle of Nescafe when you get home tomorrow.
I was deeply moved. Where to find such a good girl? She is so smart, so wise, and not material at all, she gives silently without asking for anything in return. I really want to say to her, you be my girlfriend, I will be good to you for the rest of my life.
But I didn't say it. I knew I didn't deserve her, so I just said thank you sincerely.
She asked me, how are you going to spend this money?
I want to buy Nike shoes, more than 800, I have wanted to buy them for a long time, but I have never been able to afford them.
And then what?
I also want to change my phone. Now this phone is too broken, it's a shame to use, it just so happens that the iphone7 is about to come out, and I'm going to change Apple.
You don't seem to have enough money.
Next month's salary will be about the same.
Are you going to use two months of hard-earned money to get a mobile phone?
Money is just for spending, and if you don't spend it, it will become moldy.
Why do you like apples? You've been using Android, and suddenly it's iOS, and you're not going to get used to it. I think that if you analyze it from a practical point of view, Apple mobile phones have advantages over one or two thousand domestic Android machines, but the advantages are not obvious, but they are more than 3,000 yuan more expensive, and the cost performance is very low. Did you know that Apple or Samsung's S-series is positioned as a high-end machine for those who don't care about money? But you're living on a tight budget, so it's best not to buy it.
It's a face. I don't use millet anymore, shame, dick silk machine. Use Apple to be more upgrade, and you will be rich at first glance.
So, in your concept, Dick Si or Gao Fu Shuai is completely determined by a mobile phone?
I can't say the same, I just feel that I have face with apples.
Yes, with iphone7 has face, high-end. I ask you, when the 7s come out, do you buy it? When the iphone8 comes out, do you buy it or not? All your hard-earned money has contributed to the business giants, and you will spend every penny and be a poor person for the rest of your life.
Why don't you keep it? I'm not used to saving money, that's the way the older generation thinks.
The current post-90s generation doesn't like to save money, spend as much as they want, and can't wait to spend tomorrow today, so they have credit cards, Jingdong Baitiao, and ant borrowing. As everyone knows, if you continue like this, you will have to work for others for the rest of your life. Because there is no capital. This is a capitalist society, you have to have money for everything you want, and if you don't have money, even the beggars on the side of the road won't pay attention to you. I asked you to save money, not to make you an iron rooster, but to use this money to make more money. You often play lol, you should know the "snowball", this first salary is the initial little snowball, you have to save, let it roll bigger and bigger, if you spend it, the benefit is only Apple, Nike and other business giants, you have no future in your life.
I kind of understood what she meant.
Of course, you can also have fun in time, and everyone has their own way of life. But I want to ask you, do you want to work for someone else with an apple, or do you save money to be your own boss?
I was like an initiation. In my preconceived notion, saving money is a pedantic thing, as a young generation, you should have fun and enjoy life in time, and now I understand that the so-called enjoyment is at the cost of giving up the future, which is more like an ostrich deliberately covering its head in the sand.
I said, I want to be the boss.
Then don't spend a penny. You have to understand that food delivery is temporary, it is just a springboard in your life.
I understand.
Come on. She still says that.
Thank you.
In the following days, I was more simple than my grandfather, never spent a penny, only bought the cheapest things, I am not a hypocritical person, once the concept is corrected, what high-end and low-end, can be used.
In my spare time, I play lol, or watch TV series, in short, all kinds of entertainment, but Ling'er's words changed my concept.
She said that the biggest difference between winners and losers comes from the use of spare time, because the working hours are fixed, eight hours a day, which is forced by livelihood, there is nothing to say, so spare time becomes extremely important. Successful people can use it to improve themselves, while mediocre people waste their time, just play after work, don't know how to forge ahead, and can never improve.
I was not convinced at first, I told her that this was a treat for myself, I was very tired from work every day, and I always had to take a break after work.
This is not a reward, but a punishment. There's a logic problem with your words, she said. First of all, you want to be successful, work is the right thing to do, but having fun is the opposite of success. Did you accomplish the right thing first, and then treat yourself to the wrong move? No, it's a punishment for yourself, every time you play a game, every hour you watch a live stream, every TV episode you watch, you push your dreams farther and farther. Do you know how the real elite does? Accomplish the right thing first, and then treat yourself to the right thing. For example, after work, when the average person is very tired, he has to cover his head and sleep, or he has all kinds of indulgences. But the elite will run 5,000 kilometers, or learn in silence, or exchange ideas with other successful people – do you understand why the gap between rich and poor is getting wider? Because the rich are not only richer than the poor, they also work harder than the poor. Like Li Ka-shing, he is still at work in his seventies and eighties, working sixteen or seventeen hours a day; Like Wang Jianlin, he has to get up at six o'clock every day to work. Billionaires are still like this, what qualifications do you have for indulgence as a dick who has nothing?
I was speechless.
She said that it became a habit to be excellent.
I nodded heavily.
For a better tomorrow.
I nodded heavily.
From that day on, I uninstalled lol, I don't watch live broadcasts anymore, and I don't watch TV series or variety shows that are interesting but useless.
I'm like a tireless robot, working hard during the day, learning all kinds of things after work, trying my best to enrich myself.
I asked to wake up at four o'clock, an hour early. Ling'er readily agreed, waking me up on time every day.
I can proudly say that I'm not a dick anymore. Although I am still very poor, I have always believed that poor people who have dreams and are willing to work hard are not dicks, but the kind of people who eat and wait for death are dicks.
Because I am down-to-earth and hardworking, I don't spend money indiscriminately, and I have a deposit of 30,000 yuan after more than half a year. It's 30,000 yuan, I've never seen that much money in my life.
I've made a lot of progress in the past six months, because I dreamed of being a hacker since I was a child, I taught myself how to code, and now I can make a simple little game. One time I went to an Internet café to look for someone, and I saw Yasuo, who was my favorite hero, who was no longer the familiar swordsman, but a string of program code - this is the change that learning brings. I used to be fat, because I didn't look good when I stayed up late, but now I work out every day, and I'm much more handsome than before. Since I quit masturbation, my social phobia and depression have also improved, and I am at ease with others, and I no longer have the same depression as before.
Ling'er had planned to stay in our city for a month, but under my stubborn fighting, she stayed permanently. But we are still friends, I like her very much, but I don't dare to confess, I'm afraid that I won't even be able to be friends, so I drag it out first, and then pursue her when I'm better. Fortunately, she is an otaku girl, and she doesn't play WeChat Momo or anything, so she hasn't been hooked by other men.
At the beginning of spring, Ling'er shrunk at home every day, and I was afraid that she would be suffocated, so I proposed to take her out to play.
Don't go. You work hard, don't be absent from work because of me.
It's not absenteeism, it's normal rest. The food delivery person is not an iron man, so he has to rest.
That's not going to work, why rest? Are you sick?
No.
She wrung my ears and said fiercely, if I wasn't sick, I would go to work.
Eventually, we came to an agreement that I would take her to play during my work hours. Because I'm a food delivery person, it's no problem to ride a tram and carry a girl. She is here for tourism, and my work is also in the city, just to take her to appreciate the customs.
It's boring to work alone, but it's different to have her by your side, she's a smart and humorous person, complementing my introvert, we're always happy together, and going to work becomes a happy thing.
Occasionally, I bumped into my colleagues, and they all looked at me in strange eyes.
I'm very proud, with a big beauty, you can envy it.
In this way, I take Ling'er to deliver food every day, which does not affect the efficiency, but makes me more motivated.
The good times didn't last long, and I was called by the leader to talk. That's a thin man who can speak well, and I always call him Brother Yang.
Xiaohu, what's going on with you lately? Brother Yang asked me with a frown.
My second monk was confused.
It's been the third time you've been complained about by a guest, and a lot of delivery people have responded to your problem.
What's wrong with me?
Brother Yang handed me a Yuxi and said Xiaohu, otherwise, you should go home and rest for a month or two, and then come to work after adjustment.
This is a euphemism, but in fact, it is persuasion.
I realized the root of the problem. It's Ling'er. A food delivery person, carrying women to work every day, is really not like words.
I went home in dismay, and although the problem was mine, I was still not happy. Fuck, what does it matter to you that I take a woman, and it doesn't affect my work. Those cheating and slippery food delivery people didn't fire, but they fired me for being diligent and down-to-earth, which is so angry.
When I got home, I told Ling'er about it indignantly.
Actually, it's a good thing. Even if you are not dissuaded, I will make you resign. Ling'er said with a smile.
Is it a good thing to be unemployed?
This does not count as unemployment. What is there to do as a food delivery person, you can do it for half a year.
So what am I going to do?
If you have money, you can do anything. Didn't you save 30,000 yuan, do you want to be a small boss?
When she said that, I suddenly said, yes, I can use this money to do something and maybe earn more.
We discussed it for a long time, and finally I made up my mind to join a chicken steak restaurant.
The total investment needs about 50,000 yuan, and I have a deposit of 30,000 yuan, which is still 20,000 yuan.
I had a hard time. I don't have any friends and don't know how to get enough money.
Ling'er gave me the idea to get a credit card.
I did it, but the bank didn't approve it.
Because you don't have a regular income at that time. And now it's different, if you deliver half a year's meal and your income is stable, the bank will consider it.
Well, I'll try, which bank should I apply to?
China Merchants Bank.
Why?
Because your salary card is China Merchants Bank. The success rate will be higher and the quota will be higher.
After I applied, I started waiting for the letter and looking for a suitable storefront.
Fortunately, the credit card was issued, with a limit of 10,000. When I was delivering food, I knew a restaurant owner who had a pos machine, and I bought him a cigarette, and I gave it all 10,000 yuan.
So I have 40,000, and I'm short of the last 10,000.
Ling'er suggested that I seek help from my family.
My parents have a little savings, but they don't want to see me, and I don't have the face to ask for money. But for the sake of my career, I also gave up and went home with a shy face. The ending is quite satisfying, because in recent months I have been down-to-earth and hardworking, my parents' attitude has changed a lot, and I heard that I am going to open a chicken steak restaurant, and I think I have a chance, so I quickly gave the money.
Although the money is enough, I am still very worried in my heart, afraid that I will lose all my money.
Don't be afraid, Ling'er comforted me, this is a transformation in your life, once you succeed, you will completely break away from the working class, you should give it a go.
But I had no experience at all.
Believe me, it's not that difficult, fried chicken cutlet, who wouldn't, the key is to find a good store, as long as the store location is good, it will definitely make money. Moreover, experience is not as important as you think, failure is not the mother of success, hard work is the mother of success.
Hearing her say this made me feel much more at ease.
After a few more days of careful study, we finally rented a small shop not far from a school.
The chicken steak restaurant opened soon.
Business was much better than I expected.
In the first month, I netted 7,000 yuan.
In the second month, I netted 13,000.
Later, the business of the chicken steak shop got better and better. I couldn't keep myself busy, so I hired two more young employees.
I finally became a veritable little boss.
I still use a Xiaomi mobile phone from three years ago, wearing cheap stall goods, although it is very earthy, but my heart is steady.
On the other hand, the two employees are much more stylish than me, both holding iPhone 7s, one wearing Adi and the other wearing Nike, and they look more like bosses.
Because of the staff, I have a lot of free time and start to work harder to learn to code.
And those two young men, I have carefully observed them, once they are free, they start to play with their mobile phones, and most of the topics they talk about are the game circle, the little in the entertainment industry. I don't care about these, it doesn't matter to me whether Wang Baoqiang divorces or not, it doesn't matter to me whether Huang Xiaoming gets married or not, whether Wang Sicong has changed many girl friends, or has nothing to do with me.
My time is precious.
From the two employees, I seem to see the shadow of myself.
I kind of pity them.
But then again, everyone has their own way of life, and it's good to like it.
After spending so much time with Ling'er, I was deeply influenced by her, and my way of thinking was reversed 180 degrees, and my perception of the world changed greatly.
I'm going to try, try, try hard. In the ocean of the earthly world, break out of your own world.
In the blink of an eye, another year has passed.
Guess how much money I make?
A full 200,000!
Before that, I never dreamed that I would make so much money.
Although I have money, I am still very frugal, I dare not enjoy it, I dare not slack off, because I always believe in the saying: if you do one right thing, you will reward yourself with another right thing. I used the money to open three more stores, which I couldn't have managed myself, and hired three more store managers.
I used to work as a waiter for a few days, and I thought, wow, the store manager is so majestic, one person has the final say, and I will be the store manager in the future. And after a year and a half of hard work, I became the owner of the store manager.
There were also two episodes in between.
The first one, Ling'er began to write novels, online novels, or male frequency, with a pen name of Whisper. I really didn't expect that a girl could still write male frequency novels. I've read it, and it's pretty well written.
The second episode is that the family arranges a blind date for me, which is very annoying, but it is not easy to refuse, although I like Ling'er, but after all, there is no sure relationship, in the eyes of outsiders, I am still a bachelor. I've been on blind dates before, but I'm barely a capable person now, and most of the women have a good impression, but I'm generally interested.
I felt that the time was ripe, and I was going to confess to her, but when I really faced Ling'er, I was hesitant and didn't dare to say it directly. In fact, I don't feel inferior now, after all, I am the owner of four stores, I dare not say more, it is no problem to earn six or seven hundred thousand a year, I am only in my twenties, I should be young and promising, most girls can be worthy, but Ling'er is different, strictly speaking, all I have is given to me by her, she has a lofty position in my heart, I am grateful to her and respect her, so I dare not be too rash.
In the end, I didn't speak.
I told myself to chase her when I got better.
But Ling'er spoke first, she said, you should find a girlfriend, it's not a matter to be single.
My heart pounded and I whispered, "It's not suitable."
She said, how can there be no suitable for China's more than 600 million women? You just don't want to look for it.
I said, in fact, there is a suitable one, but I don't dare to confess to her yet.
Who is it?
You guess.
Ling'er didn't guess, but glared at me with hatred, saying that you are really useless, and girls don't dare to chase after you. In fact, chasing women is very simple, so be it, I'll teach you.
She taught me how to chase herself? I thought it was kind of funny, and I said okay, you can teach me.
But I never expected the ending.
Life is so bloody.
That night, Ling'er brought back a girl named Xiao Nuan, a big man of 1.75 meters, with really long legs, big breasts, and a very beautiful face.
I didn't understand what it meant at first. That is, until the two of them smiled meaningfully at me, and then went back to the bedroom, locked the door, and there were all kinds of screams coming from inside.
I understand.
That's what they're doing.
I was devastated.
Ling'er turned out to be a homosexual! No wonder we have been together for more than a year, I have all kinds of hints, but she doesn't feel the slightest feeling.
What's more, she actually did this kind of thing at my sister-in-law's house, under my nose!
I was angry and sad at the same time, and the whole world was gray.
They walked out of the bedroom the next day. The fox named Xiao Nuan was disheveled, her face was full of charm, and she kissed Ling'er before parting, saying that she would contact her often in the future. It really blew up my lungs, contact your mother, I really want to hack her to death with a kitchen knife.
Ling'er is a maverick girl, not embarrassed, but looked at me generously, and said in a show-off tone, look, chasing women is so simple. Do you know how long it took me to soak her? Chatting for an hour, eating for half an hour, a total of an hour and a half, and then got her to bed.
How can you do that! I snarled at her. After a year and a half of getting along, Ling'er has also made mistakes, but I have never been angry with her, this is the first time.
What's wrong with me?
You're gay-sexual! And what's wrong with you. For a man, the most poignant thing is not that the goddess is rich and handsome, but that the goddess doesn't like men at all.
She was a little confused and said I wasn't gay-sexual.
Do you think I'm a stupid boy? What were you doing last night? I couldn't sleep all night until I heard the vixen bark. Don't tell me you're playing chess.
We're doing - love. She generously admitted it, and said that it was not gay-sexual, just a demonstration for me.
I'm even angrier, I didn't demonstrate that!
Are you angry? She also realized that she had done something wrong and panicked.
I'm not only angry, I even have a feeling that I have nothing to love! I really wanted to jump off eight floors last night, and I almost did that! Ling'er, do you know how much I love you? I've always wanted to confess to you, and I've been preparing for that moment for a year and a half, and in the end, you're a homosexual!
Ling'er looked at me in surprise and asked, you like me?
Nonsense!
I do. She said crisply.
What would you like?
I'm willing to be your girlfriend.
This time I was confused.
Aren't you going to do something? For example, hug me, or kiss me.
I was even more confused.
Ling'er was quite helpless, saying that you are such a fool, no wonder no girl likes you.
She came over and kissed me on the mouth.
We became lovers.
The two of us are bosom friends, and after establishing a relationship, we go one step further and stick together every day. Because the store manager is looking at the store, I don't really have to worry about it, I have a lot of time. We hung out during the day and had sex at night, and it was almost the happiest time of my life.
Because the movement is a bit loud at night, the neighbor euphemistically expressed his dissatisfaction, the grandson lives in front of me, surnamed Wang, I am actually a little afraid, this is the legendary old king next door.
Big brother, Lao Wang handed me a cigarette and politely said that in the future, the movement will be smaller at night, which will affect the rest of others.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, we'll pay attention.
Thank you.
The next day he came to the door again and told me to be quieter, not as good as yesterday, and with a hint of disdain.
I was a little upset and ignored him.
On the third day he came again and roared at me, homosexual, can you stop screaming at night!
I looked at him with a frown, not knowing what was crazy about him. I originally wanted to ask for an explanation, but Ling'er stopped me and said forget it, they are all neighbors, and if you look up and don't look down, there is no need to be so stiff.
I could see that she was a little guilty, and I guess she screamed too loudly at night, and she couldn't help it.
Don't pay attention to that idiot, if you dare to come to find trouble, I'll beat him to death. I said viciously. I was originally a timid and inferior person, but because of the improvement of my social status, I am much more horizontal than before.
After more than half a month, I went to a class reunion. I had a meeting four years ago, and I was like a dog, my classmates looked down on me, no one drank with me, everyone talked and laughed, and I was isolated, and I felt very depressed. But this time it was different, everyone toasted me one after another, and even Pan Pan took the initiative to talk to me.
Pan Pan was my goddess in high school, she was very beautiful, and there were many male classmates chasing her at that time. I also like her, but I didn't dare to confess, and I guess I will get a good person card if I confess. She has a good family education and is very polite to everyone, but she has an unattainable temperament in her bones.
Little Tiger. Pan Pan called me.
What's wrong?
I heard that you've been doing well lately, earning millions a year.
Why, my dad bragged. As a parent, I always hope that my son will become a dragon, and it is inevitable to exaggerate.
Are you married?
Not.
Do you have a girlfriend?
I'm pretty sure she's kind of interesting to me. But I don't really like her, I've heard people say before that she was raised by a bald man who drove a Bentley, and that man was a big boss and very rich. But then the bald man died, it is said that he had sex with the student sister at night, met two gangsters, crashed his head into the car, and died alive, which made a lot of trouble, and it was on the news.
I seriously said to Pan Pan that I have a girlfriend and I love her very much.
Pan Pan was a little embarrassed, and left with a polite sentence.
Eating, eating, singing, and when it was getting dark, we dispersed.
On the way home, I met a girl with long legs and big breasts, beautiful appearance, and Xiao Nuan.
Little Tiger. She called me.
When I saw her, I was so angry that I wanted to kill her.
She came over and whispered, "I'll discuss something with you."
I had a cold face and something to say. Considering that she was a girl, I still didn't say the second half of the sentence.
I...... I seem to be pregnant. She said so.
the chicken! I finally couldn't hold back the anger in my heart, and directly turned on the roaring mode, get out! Fuck off! Can you tell me if you're pregnant? Stupid!
She looked at me with red eyes.
I turned around and left.
In the past year, I have been lucky, all four stores have a high turnover, and I have become a millionaire. Because I don't have to do everything anymore, I spend most of my time learning and have become a master programmer.
Ling'er gave me valuable advice again.
Would you rather fry chicken cutlets for a lifetime? She asked me.
I don't want to.
What do you want?
I want to start a company.
Then do it!
Inexperienced, I'm afraid of failure. You know, every career change, it's a gamble.
Don't be afraid, you'll succeed, I believe in you.
I finally made up my mind.
Come on. She still encourages me.
I was impressed.
Then, I took all my savings in and started a game development company.
My luck is still good, and a year later, the game developed by our company was very successful, and it was also acquired by Tencent, and I became a multi-millionaire.
But then again, good luck tends to favor those who work hard, and I'm working hard, so I'm successful. If I were still that dick who can only play games, I will never get to where I am today.
In fact, I originally hated Tencent, thinking that this company would plagiarize, and it was especially good at making money. But now I don't hate Tencent, anyway, it's all poor dicks' money, and it has nothing to do with me.
I gradually discovered the essence of this society. The rich are thinking about how to make the money of the poor, and the poor are thinking about how to enjoy life.
Looking back on the past, I am glad that I went to burn incense and worship the Buddha that time.
The Bodhisattva was indeed merciful and gave me an angelic girlfriend.
She transformed me, changed my mindset, changed my personality, encouraged me in my most difficult times, and guided me in my most confused times.
If there was no Ling'er, there would be no current me.
I finally became a winner in life, and I became the rich and handsome envy of others. Now I can wear as many Nike as I want, and I can buy as many apples as I want.
But I'm not a drunken fan.
I still believe in the saying: if you do one thing right, reward yourself with another right thing.
So I invested another 10 million yuan to earn more wealth.
Although I am richer, I will work harder and harder than before, and only in this way can this big snowball continue to roll.
Put on your headphones, plug them into your phone, and your favorite music plays.
Where the hell is the world full of flowers
If it really exists, then I will definitely go
I want to stand on the highest mountain there
It doesn't matter if it's a cliff or not
Live hard, love hard, even if the liver and brain are smeared
Don't ask anyone to be satisfied, as long as you are worthy of yourself
I never gave up on my ideals
Even on a dusty day
Maybe I don't have the talent
But I have the naivety of dreams
I'm going to prove it with my whole life
Maybe I'm clumsy
But I'm willing to keep searching
Give all your youth without regrets
Ran forward to meet the cold eyes and sneers
How can you feel the vastness of life without going through hardships
Fate cannot make us fall to our knees and beg for mercy
Even if blood is spilled all over the bosom
Continue to run with the pride of a child
How can you see the sparkle of life if you don't stick to the end
Rather than lingering, let's indulge in burning
One day it will sprout again
The future is always beckoning to me
Even if you only have pain as your companion, you must move forward
I want to sail on the bluest sea there
I don't care if I can return it or not
Depressed after the defeat
That's a sign of cowardice
As long as you breathe, clench your fists
Before dawn
We need to be braver
Wait for the brightest moment when the sun rises
Ran forward to meet the cold eyes and sneers
How can you feel the vastness of life without going through hardships
Fate cannot make us fall to our knees and beg for mercy
Even if blood is spilled all over the bosom
Continue to run with the pride of a child
How can you see the sparkle of life if you don't stick to the end
Rather than lingering, let's indulge in burning
For the good in my heart
Uncompromising until you get old