【015】Angel's wings
There is no happy and happy expression of Xu Qing as I imagined, on the contrary, Xu Qing is still very indifferent, which makes me feel a little lost.
It wasn't until I finished the last hit of the guitar that many people in the audience applauded, and I was still staring at Xu Qing in the distance, and I vaguely saw a trace of complicated emotions flashing on Xu Qing's face.
After I put down the guitar, I was suddenly slapped on the back, and I turned my head to see that it was the resident singer, who looked at me with an appreciative expression and said, "Dude, that's good, I didn't expect you to be a connoisseur." After saying that, this guy gave me a thumbs up.
I laughed and thanked him, and the audience started shouting, "One more, one more." ”
When I was a little hesitant to do another song, Xu Qing walked on the stage and said to the people around him: "Let him take a break, I'll sing a song for everyone." ”
After the people in the audience saw that the woman in front of them was a beauty, they immediately lost interest in me, a dick man, and they all applauded and said, "Okay, let's have a song, let's have a song!" ”
Xu Qing smiled at me and said, "I'll come." After finishing speaking, Xu Qing handed me her bag.
I nodded and slowly handed the guitar in my hand to Xu Qing, Xu Qing took the guitar and touched it, and after looking for the feel, he made an "OK" gesture at me.
I walked off the stage, and the bar-resident singer said to me with a cocktail in his hand, "Your girlfriend seems to be a connoisseur too, right?" ”
I suddenly didn't know whether to admit my relationship with Xu Qing, if I said that Xu Qing was my girlfriend, but in Xu Qing's heart, this relationship had already passed, then it didn't make any sense for me to admit it, I thought about it for a while and didn't explain, but said directly: "When we were in college, we often played together, and everything would be some." ”
Then, Xu Qing's expression suddenly felt a little sad, with a hint of sadness, and she bit her lip and said into the microphone: "This song is for everyone, "Angel Wings". ”
Soon, there was a round of applause below, and the bar was usually very deserted, but at this time it seemed a little lively.
Xu Qing played with the guitar in her hand and sang affectionately.
Where are the fallen leaves going with the wind?
Leave only the sky beautiful
The sound of the flight was like the wings of an angel
Crossing my happy past
Where love has been
The fragrance of yesterday remains
The familiar warmth is like the wings of an angel
Across my boundless heart
I'm sure you're still here
My love watches over you like an angel
If life has come to this point without me
I will find an angel to love you for me
Where love has been
The fragrance of yesterday remains
The familiar warmth is like the wings of an angel
Across my boundless heart
I'm sure you're still here
My love watches over you like an angel
If life has come to this point without me
I will find an angel to love you for me
You're still here, and you've never left
My love watches over you like an angel
If life has come to this point without me
I will find an angel to love you for me
Find an angel to love you for me.
I don't know why Amber's angel wings made Xu Qing sing it, and my heart became even more sad, is this song a hint from Xu Qing? It's over, isn't it?
I don't know, but after singing this song, I saw Xu Qing's eyes red, and I knew that Xu Qing's life in Australia over the years should not be as good as I imagined.
Especially the place where love once came, the fragrance of yesterday, the familiar warmth. Like angel wings. All of a sudden, my heart hurts very much, is it a memory? Is it pain? I can't tell, I don't know how to use words to describe the complicated feelings now, except for the depression is the stinging.
Xu Qing walked over to me when she put down the guitar, her eyes were still so red, I looked at Xu Qian's appearance and felt a little sad, the most unbearable thing I could not stand when I grew so big was a woman's tears, let alone Xu Qing's.
Xu Qing wiped the corners of her eyes, chuckled at me and said, "The air conditioner blew too much just now, and I squinted my eyes." ”
I looked at Xu Qing and felt very sorry for the woman in front of me, and even had an illusion that my life in the past three years was nothing at all, and Xu Qing's life in Australia should be much more uncomfortable than mine.
I smiled awkwardly and returned the bag to Xu Qing, Xu Qing looked at me after taking the bag and said, "Go sit down for a while, I should go back later." ”
I nodded and said, "Okay." As soon as I finished speaking, Xu Qing's phone rang. I saw Xu Qing take out a white Apple mobile phone. A few words into the phone.
Xu Qing didn't avoid me, so I also heard a few simple words: "I was tempted in the past." ”
"Come on." Then Xu Qing hung up the phone.
Will it be Xu Qing's boyfriend? I couldn't help but ponder again in my heart, and when I thought of Xu Qing's tone of answering the phone, I thought about it and comforted myself, definitely not, if it was Xu Qing's boyfriend, Xu Qing would have told me a long time ago.
Thinking of this, I felt a lot more relaxed, Xu Qing and I sat in the card room again, Xu Qing didn't know when he took out a pack of cigarettes from his bag and put it on the table.
I was stunned for a moment, Xu Qing took out a golden Dupong lighter, then touched the cigarette from the table, lit it, and took a deep breath.
I was stunned, when did Xu Qing learn to smoke? This made me more sure of Xu Qing's life in Australia.
I pulled out the cigarette Xu Qing was holding and threw it on the ground, I looked at Xu Qing and said, "When did you learn to smoke?" My tone was a little angry.
Xu Qing looked at me, shrugged helplessly, and then said, "Smoke can help people do a lot of things. After finishing speaking, Xu Qing smiled lightly.
Xu Qing's cigarette was still on the table, and she didn't pick it up again.
"Alright, let's change the subject." Xu Qing didn't dwell too much on this topic, but diverted from the topic.
I nodded and said, "By the way, why did you end up on that basketball court in the afternoon?" "Thinking of Xu Qing's appearance in the afternoon, I am still a little curious.
Xu Qing looked at me and smiled, "I just haven't been to Jiangchuan since I started, so I wanted to go around, and then I got there." And then I saw you. ”
After Xu Qing finished speaking, I felt a sense of loss in my heart, it turned out that Xu Qing did not go to the basketball court because she was going to find me, but just walked around.
Thinking of this, I chuckled and wanted to say in a joking tone: "Anyway, after so many years, have you missed me, you" Originally, I was going to say whether I missed me, but I didn't expect that in the end, I still didn't have the confidence to say a word about us.
"I think about it, everyone thinks about it, I think about Zhao Chao, and Qianqian, and Chen Feng, including Xia Han, I miss it very much. I also thought of you because of some small things, thinking about your college days, and thinking about the happy times when we were all together. Xu Qing said very indifferently, but she didn't say anything about me.
I couldn't help but feel a wave of loss in my heart again, and I forced a calm smile before continuing: "How are you doing in Australia? ”
A complicated look flashed on Xu Qing's face, and then looked at me and smiled, "Very good." "It's just two good words, it shattered everything in my heart, I always thought that I was still the most reliable arm by Xu Qing's side, a person who could tell me no matter what was unhappy, it turned out that I was not.
"What about you?" Xu Qing raised her eyebrows, and her tone was very flat.
I picked up the beer in my hand, took a sip, put down the bottle again, wiped the corners of my mouth, and then said to Xu Qing: "It's still the same." ”
"Oh." Xu Qing didn't answer anymore after she sighed, and she didn't even ask me what kind of work she was doing or what the situation was now, she didn't ask.
At this time, Xu Qing's mobile phone rang, I knew that Xu Qing was leaving, Xu Qing took the phone and said a few words to the phone before getting up.
I said, "Do you have a place to live?" ”
"Yes." After finishing speaking, Xu Qing picked up the bag, looked at me and said, "I'm very happy to be with you today." ”
I was a little excited, "So when can we meet again?" ”
"Tomorrow, tomorrow is a shallow wedding,"
I followed and said to Xu Qing, "Okay, I'll send you." In fact, I still hope that Xu Qing can stay for a while, but I don't know how to keep it.
When Xu Qing and I walked out of the bar, I don't know when it started to rain heavily, and I saw a red Porsche 911 parked in front of the bar.
Xu Qing looked back at me and said, "Do you want to send you back?" ”
At this time, the people in the car didn't get down, and I didn't see who the people in the car were, so I just chuckled at Xu Qing and said, "No need, you go back quickly, I'll stay at the bar, so I can't sleep here for a night." "I felt a little embarrassed in my heart, the Porsche 911 is a two-seater, and I think there must be another person in the car, so no matter what I say, it is not appropriate, so I have to refuse Xu Qing.
Xu Qing was about to walk forward when she suddenly looked back at me and said, "Give me your mobile phone number." ”
After I was excited for a while, I quickly said to Xu Qing: "177320XXXX." ”
When Xu Qing heard this number, she raised her head and frowned, and then said to me: "You haven't changed your number for so many years?" ”
I nodded and said, "I didn't change it, I'm used to this number, so I've been too lazy to change it." "It's more that I hope that one day Xu Qing can see this number when she wants to find me, and she can get through this number.
Xu Qing nodded at me and didn't say her number, which made me feel lost again. Is it so difficult to tell me a number?
After Xu Qing said goodbye to me, she took her bag and blocked her head to avoid the drizzling rain and ran towards the red Porsche 911.
After watching Xu Qing get into the car, I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable again, Xu Qing and I have never been from the same world.
At this time, the sky was still raining, and when I took out my mobile phone, I saw that there were more than N misses, all of which were called by Xia Han.
Thinking of Xia Han, my heart suddenly felt half cold at this time.
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