Chapter 11: Contentment

When Su Xi returned to the yard with the washed clothes, Lin Zimo really hadn't come back yet, he seemed to be very busy recently, always going out early and returning late, even at noon, he just came back in a hurry to make lunch, and after having lunch with her, he hurriedly went out again.

Su Xi put the wooden basin away, found the rack for drying clothes and dried the clothes, and when she sorted everything out, Lin Zimo still didn't come back.

Su Xi walked to the swing that Lin Zimo had built at her request and sat down, looking at the peach blossoms in front of her that were blooming wantonly, and her thoughts unconsciously slowly remembered what had just happened.

What's wrong with her? How so? How could it be so abnormal?

How could she be hostile to a person she had only met once, and she was not the object of the mission, or the object of the mission, and she had never had any hostility?

And when did she become so easy to regard others as enemies?

It's just an ordinary villager in Taoyuan Village, so it stands to reason that she has no reason to be hostile to her, right?

However, why did she want to be angry for no reason when they met for the first time?

Even if Song Yun was talking to her with a smile, she was upset for some reason.

But why is it upset? It's just a normal question, why is she so repulsed?

If it was because of the jealousy of that moment, but the jealousy she had received before was countless, and she was never angry?

Why are you so angry now?

And childishly replied with hostility after her questioning, how could she have been like this before?

But this is not her, she has never even seen her herself.

Even she didn't know how she could suddenly become hostile to an unarmed woman?

It seems that everything has been so incomprehensible lately.

Just like she was stranger to Lin Zi for no reason before, and now she is hostile to his childhood sweetheart, when did her personality become so strange?

Thinking about it carefully, the anger towards Song Yun and the strangeness to Lin Zi were so sudden?

For Lin Zimo, just because he didn't hear her question, he was inexplicably angry, and the reason was still there.

And for Song Yun, it was even more sudden.

Although she doesn't like to be too close to others, she gets angry just because of the name, which seems to be a bit of a fuss.

However, when she heard Song Yun affectionately call Lin Zimo Brother Lin, she seemed to be even more angry?

But what's there to be angry about?

Lin Zimo is an independent person, he naturally has people who are familiar with her, even so, why is she so unhappy when she hears Song Yun talk about his familiarity?

It's like being unhappy when something that I always thought belonged to me was suddenly told that others also had the right to own it, but Lin Zimo is not a thing?

The more I thought about it, the more chaotic Su Xi felt, boredom swinging, the breeze blowing, it should have been comfortable to enjoy the breeze, but looking at the sleeves covered with water stains on his body, I didn't notice it just now and didn't feel anything, but now that I see it, I don't like it.

In addition, during these days, although Lin Zimo boiled water and bathed her every day, she could only wipe her body, and taking a bath or something was already a matter of her previous life.

Seeing that the sun was still early, it was estimated that Lin Zimo would not come back so early, and it happened that he didn't lock the kitchen door when he went out today, so Su Xi planned to boil some water by himself to take a good bath and wash away the fatigue of this body.

Although Lin Zimo didn't let her touch the things in the kitchen anymore since last time, she was not forbidden to watch it when he was doing it, so in the past half a month, she has been carefully observing Lin Zimo's movements, theoretical knowledge is enough, and the poor thing is practice.

Although she hasn't said it herself, she has already had many theories, and she feels that she can't talk about it anymore.

After all, she's just a little less experienced and a little bit of a handicap, so this time she definitely won't be as messy as last time......

After stumbling for more than half an hour, Su Xi finally boiled the water, and she felt one word at the moment: tired.

poured out the hot water and brought it to her room, and then poured it into the wooden bucket that she had specially asked Lin Zimo to buy for the convenience of bathing.

After a few trips back and forth, the water was finally mixed, and when Su Xi soaked comfortably in the wooden barrel, he felt that all the fatigue and troubles were swept away.

Alas, everything was good in ancient times, the air was fresh, and the people were simple, but it was too inconvenient to take a bath.

Alas, envy those rich people, who come to eat and stretch out their hands, the life of the poor is really hard, especially in the era when there is no electricity and no machines, everything has to be done by yourself, how can a tired word describe it?

It seems that money is so important everywhere, or should she think about getting some money to have fun?

Su Xi soaked comfortably, imagining that in the future, he was in a good mood humming an unknown minor tune he heard when he went out on a mission.

To be honest, Lin Zimo still has a good ability to hunt with one hand, so their lives are not poor.

But because his mother was sick in bed for a long time before, and the medicines used were all good medicines, there was not much savings in this family on the surface, as for the secret, who knows?

However, looking at the food on weekdays, in this era of other people's two meals a day, they have three meals a day, and the food for each meal is estimated to be something that can only be eaten by others during the New Year on weekdays, so they shouldn't be poor, but what's going on in this house?

Forget it, why do you want to do so much, in this life, to be alive, to be able to have a new way or again, it is enough, she should know how to be content.

You should also enjoy life, ignore those things you worry about, you are tired enough in your previous life, so you should be relaxed in this life.

As for the rest, it is enough to be able to ensure daily needs, so why ask for so much else? Contentment can always be happy, once she just didn't know how to be satisfied, she would regret it for life, and she would live in that self-blame and regret.