Chapter 146: Enlightenment

Xiao Jiu didn't go out to investigate in order to understand the doubts in his happiness.

Because there is a thought that has penetrated deep into her soul, that is, to abide by the rules of this world and protect the beauty of this world.

Now that she has the most powerful power in the world, she must have a strong heart that can restrain her behavior.

You can't act lightly just because you want to confirm what you want in your heart, and you can't affect the balance of this side of the world.

In fact, she already had an answer in her heart.

It's just that this answer will lead to another question.

So she deliberately avoided it!

She only needs to be with her second brother every day and feel the washing of her second brother's wisdom.

On this day, the wind and the sun were beautiful, and the morning sun fell, shining into the quiet courtyard.

The mischievous rays of the sun danced among the thick green leaves.

It seems that the yard is full of life!

There were only a few people in the courtyard who were busy, and each of them was a person with extraordinary light feet and light hand martial arts.

This is deliberately arranged by the current head of the royal family, that is, the eldest grandson of the old man.

Xiao Jiu and the old lady each lay on a Taishi chair, lazily basking in the sun in the courtyard.

In the middle of them, a simple tea table and a simple tea set are placed.

The two of them each held a cup, so they didn't leisurely sip tea.

At this time, the old lady's voice sounded slowly, and said:

"Now there are some brothers and sisters in our generation, and I am the only one left in the world, an old man."

As soon as these words fell, he seemed to find something wrong, and after a pause, he continued:

"Oh! Forget about you, the old one! ”

As he spoke, he turned his head to Xiao Jiu and smiled and asked, "Can you tell the second brother where you have been?" Can you start a family? ”

Xiao Jiu was silent for a moment, and that peerless figure was reflected in his mind, and a trace of pain passed through his eyes.

After a while, she smiled slightly and replied, "The secret of heaven must not be revealed!" ”

The old lady listened, and after a moment of silence he glared at her lazily, and after a while, he sighed:

"The saddest time in my life was when your second sister-in-law left twenty years ago.

It was a deeper grief than when my eldest son left, and I sent a white-haired man to a black-haired man.

It's like God has forcibly stripped off a piece of meat on my heart, and it hurts so much that I can't sleep at night!

At that time, I really felt that the whole world had collapsed, and there was nothing to love!

The uncontrollable grief was like a huge wave in the Yellow River, constantly tumbling and hitting my heart.

Your second sister-in-law is smart and filial, and she has been worrying about the Wang family all her life, but she has not enjoyed a few days of Qingfu.

When I was young, I took my children to follow me in the sea of eunuchs, cautious and trembling.

When he was old, it coincided with the changes in the situation of the imperial court, and the family was in danger.

At that time, the eldest left unexpectedly, and she had to hide her grief and support the overall situation of the family with me.

Your second sister-in-law, that is really a good woman who has been virtuous all her life!

I feel that it's not worse than your maid who became the queen of swallows.

Before her death, although I thought she was important, I didn't realize that it was so important.

And after she left, I realized that she was to me like water is to a fish, and she left, it was better to live than to die!

But I knew that I could not dwell on this grief, and that my life had to go on.

I am also aware of my responsibilities.

At that time, the family was in the old generation, and the later generation did not grow up to be independent, and it was the time when the green and yellow were not accepted.

I was at the helm of the family, responsible for the rise and fall of hundreds of people up and down the family.

However, knowing that this state is not good, I still can't extricate myself.

Until one day, when I went to the clan school, I saw a lot of young children practicing boxing, and the atmosphere was full of vigor and enthusiasm.

A string in my head suddenly moved.

I did something incredible, and it was the first thing I did after your second sister-in-law died.

I changed into my practice clothes, and I was determined to knock down all the energetic eighteen- and nineteen-year-old boys from various families in the clan study.

I also told everyone outside the village to come and visit, so that for the sake of the family's face, it would be impossible for those young men to release water.

At that time, I was seventy-three years old, which was already a very old age, and I had been wearing a Confucian shirt for forty years.

Whether it is in terms of physical strength or mentality, this matter is very hanging.

It's just that this is the first time I've been so excited since the death of your second sister-in-law, and the people in the family are worried and difficult to stop.

The results proved that my sword is not old, and after one competition, one by one the young men were beaten by me and their noses were blue and their faces were swollen.

And those onlookers, whether they were people from small clans or Hongru villagers, all cheered for me.

That incident also became a turning point for the family to tide over the difficulties.

The whole clan was mobilized with passion and vitality, and the whole family united as one, showing their wisdom, and the crisis was solved.

After that, I suddenly came to my senses.

What I lost was the end of your second sister-in-law's life, not the end of my own life. In this practice of life, I have to go on bravely.

No matter how lonely and difficult the road is.

Because the cultivation of the heart is a game of the brave! ”

Xiao Jiu's heart shook.

Is the second brother trying to persuade her?

Advise her not to wallow in her pain!

Tell her that life is a brave practice!

She looked up at the sky, and pushed back the wetness in her eyes!

Yes! There are so many things in the world that can't be asked, so many mortals can get through, as a cultivator, can you be addicted to pain and can't extricate yourself, and you can't get through it?

This is not a good child for Grandma.

It won't be Xiao Jiu taught by Grandma.

Grandma said: "The brave are invincible! ”

After a while, Xiao Jiu turned his head and said with a smile: "Second brother, I may not be able to send you on your last ride!" ”

Not to mention anything else, the duck's elixir is a problem, and she should go back and face it.

The wise old man smiled slightly and said:

"Go your own way, if you really accompany me, the old man, to the last day, the juniors in the family will be even more uneasy.

Don't end up leaving a shadow on their hearts! ”

After speaking, he turned to ask, "When will you go?" ”

Xiao Jiu took a sip of tea, looked up and said, "It's better to choose a day than to hit the day, just today!"

Later, I will have to trouble my second brother to accompany me to the ancestral hall, I haven't been to see my father for so long! ”

The ancestral hall of the Wang family is very large, with an area of four square feet, and the tablets inside come from the innermost to the outside, extending downward in the form of steps, and the height difference between the steps is only an inch.

On each staircase are the tablets of the ancestors of the same generation of the Wang family.

There are hundreds of stairs in turn.

Wang Sanye's tablet is in the fourth row in front of the nearest one.

After Xiao Jiu inserted the incense, he knelt on the futon and kowtowed three times to all the ancestors' spirit cards and Wang Sanye's spirit cards.

Then he looked at Wang Sanye's tablet and was silent.

Although she barely got along with her father when she was a child, it is undeniable that her father has her in mind.

Father should have quietly taken care of some trouble from her mother-in-law for her.

Poor father's life, because of her, is not very happy!

After silently saluting, Xiao Jiu withdrew from the ancestral hall and came directly to the small hill where Grandma was buried.

In the midst of the beautiful wind and sunshine, this small hill with red flowers and green trees is so beautiful.

Xiao Jiu had to sigh that her grandmother was really good at choosing places.

She silently kowtowed three times where Grandma's original small mound was.

Tell Grandma, "I'm going to continue to your hometown to see the more wonderful world、、、、、、 )