When I saw this, I couldn't help but ask, "Why do you say that?" ”

Shen Qinglan looked at me, a little hesitant, but still said, "The daughters of the Gu family are not easy to mess with. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info"

"Oh? And then what? I was stunned. What happened to the Gu family's daughter? The Empress Dowager's surname is Gu, and it is no wonder that Gu Wanyang can walk freely in the palace.

Shen Qinglan said in a deep voice: "I'll show you a drawing, and you'll understand." ”

My mind is very dull.

Do you want to see the drawings again? I just looked at the drawings this morning, and now I want to look at the drawings again?

Waiting for Shen Qinglan to take out of his sleeve pocket, he took out a piece of paper with a few folds. Slowly reasoned out and unfolded the scroll, I was absolutely no less surprised when I saw this painting than I was poisoned by a strange old man several times in Siqing Mountain and suddenly resurrected.

On the plain white drawing paper, there are a few brushstrokes, outlining the appearance of an ordinary peasant girl.

It's just that the person in the painting this time is not me.

Be......

My mother.

In my mind, all I remember before the age of five is this woman, with faint eyes and a narrow face, not gorgeous, not beautiful, not expensive, not elegant, but it makes people look comfortable.

This is my mother.

It's just that...... After all these years, I can't remember his outline clearly, how can anyone still draw it on paper?

Look at this paper, it's new.

I pointed at Shen Qinglan, obviously feeling that my hands were shaking, my voice was shaking, and I was interpreting a word with my whole body, "stunned".

"You, you, how did you have this picture?!"

Shen Qinglan said lightly: "Look at your appearance, this is really the mother you think you think you remember in your memory." ”

I nodded.

"Yes...... That's really the case. ”

I was so shocked that I couldn't hold back and said, "What do I think? My mother has been dead for so long, who will remember her appearance, and finally saw her appearance again, Qinglan, why is your attitude like this! ”

Shen Qinglan's face was as pale as water, and she whispered, "She's not your mother...... Long song. Her name is Ah Huan, and she is your mother's personal maid. ”

After a pause, "Or, you are neither Chu Ge, nor should you be Changge......"

"Your mother, it's called Changge, right?"

"Huh?" I can only make this one voice, all because the message brought by Shen Qinglan is too powerful. It blew up all the gentle memories I had in my belly.

I feel sick in my heart.

I slapped the table and said, "Shit! My mother is not my mother! Why do you say that! ”

Thinking of this, I also felt a feeling of discomfort in my heart. The indescribable depression makes people uncontrollable and angry.

Shen Qinglan saw that I was angry, his eyes were as deep as a deep pool, and his voice was like the sound of insects, looking at me in a violent and unspeakable worry opposite him.

"The Wang family is jealous, afraid that His Majesty will not be tempted by the palace maids, in order to prevent future troubles, Ah Huan's group of palace maids drank sterilization soup when they entered the palace, and she couldn't have children."

I swept the teacup on the table to the ground, the ceramic was grounded, it was really not reliable, there was a crackling sound, debris splashed everywhere, and I yelled at Shen Qinglan, "I don't know what you're saying this for!" I don't believe it! You've just listened to some street corner rumors, and Hugh has to talk nonsense here! ”

Qinglan looked at the teacup I swept on the ground, and sighed softly, "This is what I intercepted today from the secret agent sent by the Empress Dowager, don't look at her smiling at people all day long, sitting on the crested head, full of kindness, and treating people and things are peaceful and polite, in fact, she is clever in her means, as a woman in power behind the scenes of the Southern Wei Dynasty, she is also surrounded by masters, even I know that Helian Changfeng showed you a portrait this morning, saying that the concubine Changge of the Northern Zhou Dynasty is very similar to you, there are many ears and eyes in the palace, how could she not know?!" ”

When I heard this, a wave of fear spread in my heart, "What did you say?" ”

Shen Qinglan smiled coldly, "You and I have known each other since I was a child in Siqing Mountain, although I am a few years older than you, but I can still be called a childhood sweetheart, you count carefully, in those days in Siqing Mountain, how could I Qinglan ever lie to you!" ”

I was speechless for a moment, although some old things have been buried in my memory for a long time, although mentioning them will only hurt the harmony, but I deeply recall that if I look at Qinglan, he really didn't have any major events to deceive me......

It's just that this time it's still true?

He was also a little anxious, and pointed to the portrait that was originally spread out on the table and then swept to the ground with the tea bowl I swept to the ground, and raised his voice: "You were assassinated last night, do you think the forbidden army really came late!?" The palace is so heavily guarded, even on the roof there are assassins ambushing, the sword head is quenched, the inside and outside are flanked, and the inside and outside should be combined, do you think that only those so-called rivers and lakes with a little kung fu can do it? ”

"The spies of the Northern Zhou Dynasty got the news in advance, you wore the red dress that you wore to meet the Southern Wei royal family in the palace before, it looks exquisitely made, colorful satin and gold embroidery, in fact, at the night dinner, as long as you step into the moonlight, it will emit a dazzling light, its light is very bright, and you can also aim at a three-foot long arrow from a mile away! Fortunately, Nahelian Changfeng learned the news in advance before he poured ink on you and prepared another set of clothes for you! Long song! Now there are a group of people in the Northern Zhou and Southern Wei who are staring at you to death! Don't you understand!? ”

He grabbed me by the shoulder, a little excited, causing the strength of his hand to become stronger, pinching me painfully, he dangled and yelled at me: "Long song! Think about it! You are no longer the little girl you were back then, you can't escape these realities! ”

Reality? What is reality?

I know: last night's Assassin was coming at me.

I know: there can be no one like this in the world.

I know: Helian Changfeng deliberately soiled my original clothes, no matter how foolish I am, how can I be so careless.

I know: Helian Changfeng is not simple.

I know: Rong Hua reminded me that it is dangerous to enter the palace.

I know that there is murder hidden beneath the faces that smile at me.

I...... I don't know...... Pretend not to know .......

As I wandered, I didn't know where I had gone, but I felt that there was a white expanse in front of me, and someone was whispering in my ear.

"You're not Changge, you're not Chu Ge, she's not your mother, you're not you......"

Tears in the eyes can not be suppressed, rolled a few rolls or still flow out of anger, at this time, I am like a long-paralyzed waste, no sense of facial features, no courage to control the brain, absurd and wasted.

I know that there is something strange in the fire in Siqing Mountain, although I am talking about Qinglan's betrayal of the master, but it hurts in my bones. But as a woman, I don't have the ability to delve into the incident and then explore the incident, I am fortunate to fall off the cliff and not die, since I was sent out of the valley by Aunt Qing, I must cherish my little life, although the word "don't die" is always on my lips, but I am really afraid of death. It is said that the palace is complicated, and the corners of the red walls and white jade bridges are covered with spider silk and eyeliner......

Could this really be the case?

When I was five years old, I came to Qingshan Village with "my mother", and then Qingshan Village went to Siqing according to the instructions of the village chief, and Housiqing was destroyed...... What the hell is this...... What's going on?

After so many years, it is the first time that I feel that life has been wasted, the world is entangled, there are too many tribulations, and I can't talk about life.

I pushed Shen Qinglan's hand that was tightly gripping my shoulder, choked a few times, raised my sleeve to wipe away my tears, and said lightly to him: "Enough." ”

He looked at me and was quiet for a while, relieved, and said: "I intercepted their news, the Empress Dowager will soon know, I found that these things are still involved in people from other countries, it is really complicated, I know that you are easy to think wildly, you don't take action without permission, we will try our best to protect you......"

I raise my eyes, you?

I smiled stupidly and said, "yes, if I hadn't had you to protect me, I would have died a long time ago......"

"Long song!" Shen Qinglan called out a little uneasily, "At present, it's already some old things, don't mention it again, now, although you can't return to the previous peaceful life, these annoying tricks will definitely involve you in this trick, but don't be afraid, I just want you to know that Helian Changfeng wants to help you, if you have to fight to the death, you can't escape in silence... ”

"It's yours, take it back."

I just smiled and didn't speak again.

He watched me stare at the corner for a long time, and he didn't say anything more.

It's as if nothing has happened, only the mess all over the ground proves that there is a person who told me that "my mother" is not "my mother".

"Changge, take a good rest, I've been away for too long, I'm afraid they will be suspicious, so I'm going back." He looked at me, who was already in a daze, these things, I should have been manic, with any words I could think of to express my dissatisfaction, but now I just had a faint expression and seemed to keep this so-called "fact" calmly and indifferently, not arguing or impatient.

"Let's go."

Shen Qinglan wanted to say something more, but there was a knock on the door, and I both looked back in surprise, and then looked at each other, and layers of uneasiness began to appear in my heart, like a dark blue to dark panic spreading from Qianzhang Pond...... (To be continued.) )