Chapter 142: Promise
Although Chu Ci said that she would let herself rest in the courtyard, after all, there are only two masters in the entire mansion, she and Chu Ci, and Chu Ci does not have concubines and concubines, where do ordinary guards dare to be too ugly? And during this time, Chu Xiaoxiao was very conscious that Chu did not leave the mansion, so naturally no one cared where she went in the mansion.
"Go back!" Chu Ci said to Chu Xiaoxiao in a deep voice without thinking about it.
"Daddy. Chu Xiaoxiao hurriedly said: "I know what you're worried about, but Dad, I'm not my mother, and I definitely won't be like my mother." ”
Back then, Feng Miao was a real general, and he went out to fight for his family, country and people, but Chu Xiaoxiao was different.
Chu Xiaoxiao was originally a killer in her previous life, and she was the most disdainful of human life, and she might not blink her eyes if the blood flowed like a river and the corpses accumulated into a mound. Feng Yao will die on the battlefield for the people of Izumo Kingdom, but for Chu Xiaoxiao, if she can do her best, between the death of others and her own death, she naturally chooses the former.
And the reason why she wants to join the army is that she doesn't want to live her life in such a chaotic way, and secondly, she wants to fulfill Feng Yao's last wish and drive the Dirong country, which has been looting at the border for many years, to the extreme desert.
Originally, Chu Xiaoxiao thought that as a daughter, she should replace her mother's unfinished business, but she forgot that she was not the daughter of Feng Miao, because Chu Ci never said anything, so she always thought that if she joined the army, Chu Ci would approve of it.
Chu Ci frowned, "Xiaoxiao ......"
Without waiting for Chu Ci to say his words, Chu Xiaoxiao hurriedly stretched out three fingers and swore to the sky, "Dad, I haven't been filial to you yet, I promise...... No, I swear to God, I will never die on the battlefield like my mother, and I have a chance to live, even if I am a deserter. ”
"Daddy......" As she spoke, Chu Xiaoxiao hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Chu Ci's arm, blinked her eyes, and pretended to laugh teasingly: "Do you think I am a person who sacrifices myself for others?"
Self-sacrificing?
There are no these four words in Chu Xiaoxiao's dictionary, and she can 'sacrifice herself' when she kills, but that is also when it is necessary to grasp it. Although she Chu Xiaoxiao is not afraid of death, but she is afraid that death is not worth it, isn't there an ancient person named Sima or something who said that people are inherently dead, or lighter than Hongmao, or heavier than Mount Tai. If she had died in her previous life, I am afraid that even if she was reborn now, she would feel sick and panicked.
Hearing Chu Xiaoxiao's words, Chu Ci did not speak.
Chu Xiaoxiao's performance in Yongzhou City is in his eyes, he was injured twice for the affairs of Yongzhou City, although he has now recovered, but as a father, Chu Ci feels distressed when he thinks about it, and he can't wait for the injury to be suffered by himself.
When she was in Yongzhou City, it was not her responsibility, Chu Xiaoxiao was still like this, what if she went to the battlefield where corpses were everywhere?
Looking at the deeply wrinkled furrow between Chu Ci's eyebrows, Chu Xiaoxiao knew what her father was thinking, and she couldn't help but wonder in her heart, could it be that she really showed a lot of righteousness when she was in Yongzhou City?
God knows, she just wanted to help Chu Ci, but she was too curious later.
What's more, the northwest is a place where her mother swore to defend before her death, how can she tolerate those people who are in foreign countries, if she really lets those people's tricks succeed, it won't take three months, and the barbarian army of Dijon will be able to overwhelm the border!
As for those innocent people who were infected by the plague, even if Chu Xiaoxiao was a little compassionate, but if it was discussed, I am afraid that even if these people died, it would not affect Chu Xiaoxiao's overall situation.
Chu Xiaoxiao said helplessly: "The hustle and bustle of the world is all for profit, and the hustle and bustle of the world is for profit, I want to participate in the martial arts, not for the people of my family and country like my mother, I ......"
After a pause, Chu Xiaoxiao re-spoke, and there was a hint of seriousness in her tone, "I am not inferior in martial arts and ment, I am not willing to live a mediocre life, I want to be at the top of 10,000 people, I want to call for wind and rain, I want to kill and take away no one can go against my will...... Dad, do you understand?"
After speaking, Chu Xiaoxiao glanced at Chu Ci cautiously.
She didn't know how she said these words, but Chu Xiaoxiao knew in her heart that these words were not to coax Chu Ci to listen, but what she really thought in her heart.
She was originally a killer, she was as cold as an iron and killed people, it was too hypocritical to say that she was worried about the country and the people, even if she would one day fight for the people of her family and country behind her like Feng Yao back then, but after all, it was just herself.
"Xiaoxiao, you must go!" Hearing Chu Xiaoxiao's words, Chu Ci suddenly became angry and said sharply.
"Yes. Chu Xiaoxiao nodded, the person in front of her was her father in this life, and she would give in on small things, but in this kind of major event related to her life, she would never make concessions.
People live for a lifetime, after all, they still live by themselves, even if they are parents and relatives, no one waits to replace them.
Chu Xiaoxiao said with a resolute gaze: "I must go, this is my only chance, it is far more difficult for women to live comfortably and wantonly in this world than men, I don't want to spend my life in the courtyard of a deep house, if so, it is better to have never been in this world." ”
"You ......" Chu Ci was speechless for a moment by Chu Xiaoxiao's unwavering words, and his angry eyes were mixed with a little sadness and a little emotion that Chu Xiaoxiao couldn't understand.
"Daddy. Chu Xiaoxiao said again: "I promise you that I will take care of myself." ”
Hearing this, Chu Ci didn't know whether to be angry or laughing, Ah Yao's daughter, even if it was the same as what Ah Yao said back then.
Ah Ci, I promise you that I will take care of myself......
As everyone knows, this is the last sentence that Ah Yao has heard in his life, when Ah Yao went out on the expedition, he was dressed in red armor, and the people of the imperial capital sent him off for ten miles, which was a rare grand scene in Izumo country. And this is what Ah Yao said to him before leaving.
The entire ancestral hall fell silent at this moment, a place like the ancestral hall, even in the middle of summer, was unusually cold, which made Chu Xiaoxiao shiver.
Under the confrontation between the two, after nearly a quarter of an hour, Chu Ci slowly exhaled a breath, and his eyes were full of helplessness and bitterness when he looked at Chu Xiaoxiao.
Parents who compete with their children have never been able to win, and Chu Ci is naturally no exception.
Looking at Chu Xiaoxiao's appearance, Chu Ci knew that this matter should be unshakable, even if he forcibly stopped her in the name of his father, Chu Xiaoxiao would only be depressed for the rest of his life, how could he want to see this?
Thinking of this, Chu Ci couldn't help but say in a deep voice: "Xiaoxiao, kneel down and kowtow to your mother." ”
Hearing this, Chu Xiaoxiao's face was shocked, and then she was overjoyed, "Dad, did you agree?"